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Tolga Kaya<\/span><\/b><\/p>\n \u00d6l\u00fcm habersiz gelir, hi\u00e7 umulmad\u0131k bir anda, hi\u00e7 umulmad\u0131k bir ya\u015fta ve hi\u00e7 umulmad\u0131k bir yerde. R\u00fcyas\u0131nda g\u00f6rse inanmazd\u0131, r\u00fcyam\u0131zda g\u00f6rsek hayra yormazd\u0131k. Kutsanm\u0131\u015f bir geri d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn, kutsanm\u0131\u015f bir davan\u0131n, kutsanm\u0131\u015f bir sava\u015f\u0131n, maktul d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc sevgili k\u00f6yl\u00fcm\u00fcz ve dostumuz Hanefi Aslan. Unutulan ve k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcmsenen bir co\u011frafyada, atalar\u0131n\u0131n gelmek zorunda kald\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu k\u00f6yde ak\u015famlar\u0131, ona gelen ani \u00f6l\u00fcm mele\u011fi gibi aniden balkonumuzda biterdi. Sessizce oturur sigars\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7er ve teklifsizce rahat etti\u011fi evimizin balkonunda kendini yakard\u0131 izmaritin ucunda.<\/p>\n \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden y\u0131llar sonra bir yaz g\u00fcn\u00fc k\u00f6y\u00fcn b\u00fct\u00fcn elektrikleri gitti\u011finde art\u0131k \u00e7oluk \u00e7ocu\u011fa kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f ev sahibeleri olan amcak\u0131zlar\u0131m\u0131n yakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 sigaralar\u0131n ucunda parlayan ve s\u00f6nen ate\u015f b\u00f6ceklerinin hat\u0131ralar\u0131nda ya\u015fat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan haberi var m\u0131d\u0131r gitti\u011fi yerde acaba? Birlikte gitti\u011fimiz bir bal\u0131k av\u0131nda bana f\u0131rlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131, tutmu\u015f oldu\u011fu bal\u0131\u011f\u0131n suya d\u00fc\u015fmesiyle, umutsuzlu\u011fa sessizce kap\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir anda, bal\u0131\u011f\u0131 kuyru\u011fundan yakalay\u0131p kald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ki gibi \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131k ve sevin\u00e7le kocaman a\u00e7\u0131yor mudur g\u00f6zlerini gitti\u011fi yerde acaba? Yar\u0131m b\u0131rak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir sevdan\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7inde b\u00fcy\u00fcte b\u00fcy\u00fcte harap etti\u011fi \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn, tarihe ge\u00e7mi\u015f isimsiz ve unutulmu\u015f, as\u0131l kahramanlar\u0131ndan biri olarak bitece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f m\u00fcyd\u00fc acaba?<\/p>\n Ah\u0131rda yap\u0131lan ve parmaklar\u0131n\u0131n ucunda \u015ee\u015fen oynad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir Uzunyayla d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcne, birlikte y\u00fcr\u00fcyerek giderken, O, dolunay\u0131n \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 o gecede elindeki \u015fi\u015feyi aya kald\u0131r\u0131p i\u00e7inde ne kadar kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken ben so\u011fuktan ve k\u00f6pek korkusundan titriyordum. Sava\u015flarda \u00f6lenlerin sadece bir say\u0131dan ibaret olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcm haberi k\u00f6ye geldi\u011finde bana a\u011flayarak sar\u0131lan a\u011fabeyinin omzuma d\u00fc\u015fen g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131ndan anlamal\u0131yd\u0131m<\/p>\n Sevdi\u011fi k\u0131z\u0131 en yak\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131na, arkada\u015f\u0131 da istemedi\u011fi halde verdiklerinde \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn y\u0131k\u0131lan in\u015faat\u0131ndan ba\u011f\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken, k\u00f6yl\u00fclerimizin d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc rezil etmesin diye a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 kapatt\u0131klar\u0131 ellerinin parmaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndan \u201dkalbinde az\u0131c\u0131k sevgi olan beni anlar\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, hi\u00e7 kimse onun 1993 y\u0131l\u0131nda Abhazya\u00b4da vurulup topra\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fece\u011fini bilmiyordu.<\/p>\n Televizyonu seyrediyorum, ellerinde bayraklarla Abhazya\u2019n\u0131n ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kutlayan insanlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum ama ekranlarda, yar\u0131 y\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir evde tek ba\u015f\u0131na sabahlara kadar bir daha hi\u00e7 sar\u0131lamayaca\u011f\u0131 o\u011fluna Kuran okuyan ya\u015fl\u0131 bir kad\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6remiyorum. Televizyonda her kez bir \u015feyler s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor, politika yap\u0131yor ama ekranlarda hi\u00e7 kimse yitip giden insanlardan bahsetmiyor. O, insanlar\u0131 tan\u0131yan ve seven insanlar\u0131n onlar\u0131n yokluklar\u0131n\u0131 hayatlar\u0131nda nas\u0131l arad\u0131klar\u0131ndan da bahsetmiyor ve kararm\u0131\u015f bir gecede evlerinin balkonlar\u0131nda oturan, k\u00f6y\u00fcn i\u00e7inden akan \u0131rma\u011f\u0131n ve A\u011fustosb\u00f6ceklerinin sesleri aras\u0131nda \u201dKalbinde birazc\u0131k sevgi olan beni anlar\u201d \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bir daha asla unutamayacak olan kederli k\u0131zlardan da bahsetmiyor.<\/p>\n Hanefi Aslan, Kayseri, P\u0131narba\u015f\u0131, Yukar\u0131 Karag\u00f6z k\u00f6y\u00fcnde do\u011fdu. G\u00fcney Kafkasya\u00b4da Abhazya\u00b4da sava\u015f\u0131rken \u00f6ld\u00fc. \u0130yi mi, k\u00f6t\u00fc m\u00fc yapt\u0131 bilemiyorum ama onu tan\u0131yan her kesin onu \u00e7ok arad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyorum.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Tolga Kaya Ölüm habersiz gelir, hiç umulmadık bir anda, hiç umulmadık bir yaşta ve hiç umulmadık bir yerde. Rüyasında görse inanmazdı, rüyamızda görsek hayra yormazdık. Kutsanmış bir geri dönüşün, kutsanmış bir davanın, kutsanmış bir savaşın, maktul düşürdüğü sevgili köylümüz ve dostumuz Hanefi Aslan. Unutulan ve küçümsenen bir coğrafyada, atalarının gelmek zorunda kaldığı bu köyde akşamları, 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