{"id":12062,"date":"2019-03-29T09:29:23","date_gmt":"2019-03-29T14:29:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/circassiancenter.com\/tr\/?p=12062"},"modified":"2019-03-29T09:29:23","modified_gmt":"2019-03-29T14:29:23","slug":"mecidin-ruyasi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/mecidin-ruyasi\/","title":{"rendered":"MEC\u0130D’\u0130N R\u00dcYASI"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Zem\u0131jege Ha\u00e7’cxer<\/strong>
\n<\/span> \u00c7eviri: Khaseyho Ey\u00fcp
\nBeklenmeyen Konuklar, Krasnodar Bas\u0131mevi, 1972 Maykop<\/span>
\n<\/span> Yam\u00e7\u0131 Dergisi, May\u0131s 1977-\u015eubat 1978,<\/span> s. 216<\/p>\n

Annesiyle babas\u0131n\u0131n ”sevgili \u00e7ocu\u011fumuz”, ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n da ”avare” ad\u0131yla tan\u0131d\u0131klar\u0131 bir gen\u00e7 var k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fczde. As\u0131l ad\u0131 Mecid. Fakat ”Con” diye \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131lmak pek ho\u015funa gidiyor. G\u00f6rmeli bir. Beyaz tenli, geni\u015f omuzlu irice bir delikanl\u0131. ”E\u011fitilmi\u015f” bir gen\u00e7, on sene okudu. Tam on sene. K\u00f6y sakinleri onun nas\u0131l bir insan oldu\u011funu \u00e7ok iyi bilirler. \u0130htiyar kad\u0131nlar onun ta uzaklardan geldi\u011fini g\u00f6r\u00fcnce hindilere, tavuklara g\u00f6z-kulak olurlar. G\u00f6r\u00fcnmez oluncaya dek g\u00f6zlerler bizim Coni’yi. K\u0131zlarla sohbet etmekten pek ho\u015flan\u0131r. Y\u0131lan\u0131 deli\u011finden \u00e7\u0131kartan tatl\u0131 bir dili var.<\/p>\n

Epeyce \u00f6zelli\u011fi var Mecid’in. Hi\u00e7 b\u0131k\u0131p usanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnler. Sabahlara dek d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn evinde kal\u0131r. Hep h\u0131rs\u0131zlarla, u\u011fursuzlarla d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp kalkar. Dolay\u0131s\u0131yla i\u00e7ki arkada\u015f\u0131 bulmakta g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fck \u00e7ekmez. Kim olursan ol i\u00e7kili iken \u00f6n\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131kma sak\u0131n. Dili \u00f6ylesine \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcl\u00fcr ki…<\/p>\n

T\u00fcm bu yeteneklerine ra\u011fmen eli i\u015f yapmaya hi\u00e7 yak\u0131\u015fmaz. \u015e\u00f6yle avucunu patlatmayacak, i\u00e7ece\u011fi i\u00e7kinin paras\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karacak i\u015f bulursa bir \u015feyler yapabilir. Eee… Art\u0131k \u00f6yle bir i\u015fi de lay\u0131k g\u00f6rmezlerse Coni’nin g\u00fcnah\u0131 ne? Tanr\u0131 uzun \u00f6m\u00fcrler versin anas\u0131na, babas\u0131na. \u015eimdilik pek memnun onlardan. Bir su\u00e7 i\u015flese de pek tepkileri olmuyor. Basit h\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131k olaylar\u0131n\u0131 kendi aralar\u0131nda saklayabiliyorlar. ”Durumun hi\u00e7 de iyi de\u011fil, yanl\u0131\u015f yol se\u00e7tin” demelerini b\u0131rak, sanki yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u015fi \u00f6d\u00fcllendirir gibi \u00fcst\u00fcne-ba\u015f\u0131na daha g\u00fczel giysiler al\u0131p cebine de har\u00e7l\u0131k koyup soka\u011fa sal\u0131verirler.<\/p>\n

Zaten i\u015f kendisine kal\u0131rsa gerisi kolay. Cebi biraz para g\u00f6r\u00fcnce nereye gidece\u011fi bellidir. K\u00f6y meydan\u0131na do\u011fru \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda kendi gibi birini bulaca\u011f\u0131ndan emin. Cumartesiyi, pazar\u0131 tatili bilmez, her g\u00fcn bir ba\u015fka \u0130\u015fte g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcn.\u00a0 Bir ba\u015flay\u0131nca\u00a0 sonu\u00a0 gelmez, gelmesi gerekti\u011fini de bilmez. Zaten yan\u0131nda hi\u00e7 eksik olmayan yar\u0131m litrelik votka…<\/p>\n

Bu gece de bir \u015fi\u015fe votkay\u0131 bo\u015faltt\u0131 Mecid. \u0130\u00e7ti\u011fi az geldi san\u0131r\u0131m, yalan\u0131p duruyor, sa\u011fa sola bakm\u0131yor, ya\u015fam\u0131ndan hi\u00e7 de memnun de\u011fil. Masallarda oldu\u011fu gibi ”d\u00f6k” deyince bolca para d\u00f6k\u00fclse, ”d\u00f6k koca sini” deyince etler, b\u00f6rekler, \u015felameler sofraya d\u00f6k\u00fclse, ni\u00e7in olmas\u0131n ki b\u00f6yle… Bunlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek tatl\u0131 uykusuna dald\u0131 Mecid.<\/p>\n

K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 kadife \u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fc divan\u0131n ortas\u0131na g\u00f6m\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f yat\u0131yor bizim Mecid. Masada i\u00e7kinin her \u00e7e\u015fidi var. Konyak m\u0131 votka m\u0131 \u015farap m\u0131, \u015fampanya m\u0131 can\u0131n ne isterse. Yiyeceklere gelince koyun etinin k\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f\u0131, ha\u015flanm\u0131\u015f\u0131, \u00c7erkes tavu\u011fu, hindi k\u0131zartmas\u0131 ne istersen yiyebilirsin. B\u0131\u00e7ak, \u00e7atal, ka\u015f\u0131k kullanmana gerek yok. Her \u015fi\u015fenin, taba\u011f\u0131n hemen yan\u0131nda birer d\u00fc\u011fme var. Neyi arzu edersen d\u00fc\u011fmeye basar basmaz a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde. Gogol’un b\u00f6reklerini de ge\u00e7ti… Oturdu\u011fu oday\u0131 sorsan, nas\u0131l anlatmal\u0131 ki! Duvarlar renk renk boyanm\u0131\u015f, yerler hal\u0131larla d\u00f6\u015fenmi\u015f, yemeden i\u00e7meden b\u0131km\u0131\u015fsa, uyumak isterse, ipekli yorgan ve beyaz \u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fc y\u00fcn yatak haz\u0131r. Radyo, televizyon, pikap, teyp… Evdeki e\u015fyalar\u0131 saymak g\u00fc\u00e7. Fakat yemeden, i\u00e7meden, uyumaktan, bu l\u00fcks ya\u015famdan bak\u0131yor her ne dense bizim Mecid. Art\u0131k d\u00fczel \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131 duymak istemiyor radyodan, pikaptan. Hele televizyonda oynayan filimin artistlerinin yapmac\u0131k hareketlerini seyretmek i\u015fkence adeta.<\/p>\n

Yava\u015f yava\u015f kalk\u0131yor yerinden, yata\u011f\u0131n ucundaki zile bas\u0131yor. \u015eof\u00f6r kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde esas duru\u015fta, an\u0131nda son model taksi evin \u00f6n\u00fcnde haz\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– S\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131m evde, biraz g\u00f6z\u00fcm a\u00e7\u0131ls\u0131n, \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131ya do\u011fru \u00e7\u0131kal\u0131m b\u00fcy\u00fck ma\u011fazalar\u0131 bir dola\u015fal\u0131m. Ho\u015fuma giden bir \u015feyler olursa alabilirim, emir veriyor Mecid, \u015fof\u00f6r\u00fcne.<\/p>\n

Taksinin arkas\u0131na kurulmu\u015f \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131y\u0131 dola\u015f\u0131yor. Yolun sa\u011f\u0131ndaki ma\u011fazaya g\u00f6z\u00fc tak\u0131l\u0131yor. Hemen durmas\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor \u015fof\u00f6re. Kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131yor \u015fof\u00f6r. Ma\u011fazaya giriyorlar birlikte. \u0130nsan neye bakaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u0131yor bu ma\u011fazada. Ne istersen hepsi var. \u0130yisi varken k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fc al\u0131n\u0131r m\u0131? Hep iyelerini \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131yor Mecid. ”Bu elbise y\u00fcnl\u00fc kuma\u015ftan yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f Cumartesi g\u00fcnleri giyece\u011fim!\u00a0 Bu tak\u0131m da\u00a0 g\u00fczel, Pazar g\u00fcnleri giyerim! \u015eu kahverengi tak\u0131m elbise de fena de\u011fil. Bu da g\u00fcndelik giysi olabilir. Bu Naylon g\u00f6mlek olduk\u00e7a g\u00fczel, bir numaral\u0131 elbiseye g\u00fczel yak\u0131\u015f\u0131r, bu da ikinci elbiseye amma da yak\u0131\u015f\u0131r ha! Ayakkab\u0131ya gelince aya\u011f\u0131mdakilerin rengi ho\u015fuma gitmiyordu zaten. S\u00fcrekli bu \u00e7irkin \u015feyleri giyemem ki, gerekli art\u0131k k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131s\u0131 da, sar\u0131s\u0131 da ye\u015fili de…”<\/p>\n

G\u00fczel \u015f\u0131k giyimli gen\u00e7 tezgahtar k\u0131zlar etraf\u0131nda d\u00f6rt d\u00f6n\u00fcyor Mecid’in. Ba\u015fka bir iste\u011finin olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 soruyorlar. \u0130\u015faret etti\u011fini hemen titizlikle renkli renkli ka\u011f\u0131tlara sar\u0131yorlar. Parada istemiyorlar. Mecid alamad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ok, olduklar\u0131n\u0131 az g\u00f6r\u00fcyor. Az de\u011fil mi, az de\u011fil mi? Mecid yine de, yine de…<\/p>\n

Eve d\u00f6nd\u00fcler, hemen \u00fcst\u00fcndeki elbiseleri \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131p bir kenara att\u0131. Ne kadar olsa da eve gelinceye kadar kirlenmi\u015f olmaz m\u0131 elbiseler!<\/p>\n

Banyoya girdi Mecid, \u00dczerinden d\u00f6k\u00fclen \u0131l\u0131k suyun verdi\u011fi rahatl\u0131kla uzanm\u0131\u015f yat\u0131yor k\u00fcvete. Mas\u00f6rler \u00f6zel bir itina g\u00f6stererek g\u00f6revlerini yap\u0131yorlar. D\u00fc\u011fmeye basar basmaz sular kesiliyor, mas\u00f6rler de yok oluyor hemen.<\/p>\n

Odas\u0131na kadar gelse bir, gerisi kolay. Masada \u00e7e\u015fit \u00e7e\u015fit yemekler, i\u00e7kiler de \u00f6ylesine.<\/p>\n

Masas\u0131ndan ayr\u0131 ge\u00e7irdi\u011fi birka\u00e7 saatlik zaman\u0131n hakk\u0131n\u0131 vermek i\u00e7in, kemerini gev\u015fetip divana uzand\u0131. D\u00fc\u011fmeye bast\u0131, fakat a\u011fz\u0131na lokma d\u00fc\u015fmedi! \u0130kinci d\u00fc\u011fmeye de bast\u0131, yine de… Ne oluyoruz be… Kanyak \u015fi\u015fesinin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndaki d\u00fc\u011fmeye parma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 h\u0131zla bast\u0131rd\u0131, \u015fi\u015fe yerinden k\u0131m\u0131ldamad\u0131 bile. Kendinden ge\u00e7mi\u015f, yorgun, haliyle yerinden do\u011frulup tavu\u011fun bulundu\u011fu taba\u011fa bir hamle yapt\u0131. Alkol\u00fcn g\u00fc\u00e7s\u00fcz b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 bacaklar v\u00fccudunu kald\u0131ramay\u0131p sa\u011fa sola yalpalayarak masan\u0131n \u00fczerine devrildi Mecid.<\/p>\n

Masan\u0131n \u00fczerindeki bo\u015f bardaklarla \u00f6yle bir tosla\u015ft\u0131 ki hi\u00e7 de istemeyerek o tatl\u0131 uykudan uyand\u0131. \u015e\u00f6yle bir bak\u0131nca bo\u015faltt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015farap \u015fi\u015fesiyle porsumu\u015f bir salatal\u0131k k\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131ndan ba\u015fka\u00a0 masada hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yok…<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Zemıjege Haç’cxer Çeviri: Khaseyho Eyüp Beklenmeyen Konuklar, Krasnodar Basımevi, 1972 Maykop Yamçı Dergisi, Mayıs 1977-Şubat 1978, s. 216 Annesiyle babasının ”sevgili çocuğumuz”, başkalarının da ”avare” adıyla tanıdıkları bir genç var köyümüzde. Asıl adı Mecid. Fakat ”Con” diye çağrılmak pek hoşuna gidiyor. Görmeli bir. Beyaz tenli, geniş omuzlu irice bir delikanlı. ”Eğitilmiş” bir genç, on sene 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