{"id":12859,"date":"2019-03-31T17:09:14","date_gmt":"2019-03-31T22:09:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/circassiancenter.com\/tr\/?p=12859"},"modified":"2019-03-31T17:09:14","modified_gmt":"2019-03-31T22:09:14","slug":"seni-bu-yamyam-kibirin-bitirecek","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/seni-bu-yamyam-kibirin-bitirecek\/","title":{"rendered":"SEN\u0130 BU YAMYAM K\u0130B\u0130R\u0130N B\u0130T\u0130RECEK"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/circassiancenter.com\/cc-turkiye\/z-2013-Images-2\/135.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"417\" height=\"305\" \/><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Arial;\"><span style=\"font-size: small;\"><strong>Fatma Sibel Y\u00fcksek<\/strong> <\/span><br \/>\nBursa Kent Gazetesi, 19 A\u011fustos 2015 <\/span><\/p>\n<p>Billboardlardaki resimlerine bakt\u0131m; g\u00fcya \u201cku<span class=\"textexposedshow\">dretli\u201d g\u00f6r\u00fcnesin diye en \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131n bak\u0131\u015fl\u0131 foto\u011fraflar\u0131n\u0131 se\u00e7mi\u015fler. Kontrols\u00fcz bir adrenalin ile geldi\u011fi yeri hazmedemeyi\u015fi harmanlayan deli bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131.<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">Ne yapsan olmuyor.<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">K\u00fclt\u00fcrs\u00fczl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn, g\u00f6rg\u00fcs\u00fczl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn, basitli\u011fin, a\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131n her \u015feyin \u00f6n\u00fcne ge\u00e7iyor. Sadece \u00e7alma, \u00e7\u0131rpmaya, vebal almaya i\u015fleyen k\u0131t akl\u0131n bile durup durup sana \u201cSayg\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fcyorsun, sende bir \u015feyler eksik\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ld\u0131yor. Bu f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131y\u0131 duyduk\u00e7a iyice kontrolden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yorsun. \u201cBana sayg\u0131 duyun, \u00f6n\u00fcmde e\u011filin. Eteklerimi \u00f6p\u00fcn\u201d diye tepiniyorsun ama olmuyor.<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">Olmuyor i\u015fte.<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">En yak\u0131n\u0131ndakiler bile senin iflah olmaz kifayetsizli\u011fine, insanl\u0131ktan \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f \u00f6fkene, Allah&#8217;a \u015firk ko\u015fma noktas\u0131na gelmi\u015f kibrine dayanam\u0131yorlar.<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">En uyan\u0131klar ile kullan\u0131m tarihinin tamamen sona gelmesini bekleyenler kald\u0131 sadece \u00e7evrende. Bir de bir delinin g\u00f6lgesi ard\u0131nda kirli oyunlar\u0131n\u0131 y\u00fcr\u00fctenler.<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">Bo\u015fsun, bombo\u015fsun.<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">Bir genelev fedaisi kadar ruhsuz ve hoyrats\u0131n.<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\"> Kabaday\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n da hik\u00e2ye, dobral\u0131\u011f\u0131nda yalan, \u201cdelikanl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u201d da naylon.<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">Hak, hakkaniyet, adalet, merhamet gibi kavramlar kap\u0131ndan bile ge\u00e7memi\u015f.<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">Al\u0131m-sat\u0131m ustal\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, ticari uyan\u0131kl\u0131ktan dem vurarak \u00f6rtmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorsun bu b\u00fcy\u00fck eksikli\u011fin \u00fczerini.<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">Sahi kimsin sen?<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">Hep ayn\u0131 yerden servis edilen \u00fc\u00e7 adet gen\u00e7lik, \u00e7ocukluk ve askerlik foto\u011fraf\u0131ndan ba\u015fka neden g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcn yok senin?<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">Hangi okullar\u0131 bitirdin, kimlerle ayn\u0131 s\u0131ralarda oturdun?<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\"> \u0130lkokul \u00f6\u011fretmenin kim?<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">Neden bir ki\u015fi bile \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p seninle ilgili bir tek an\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 anlatm\u0131yor?<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">Seda Sayan&#8217;\u0131n bile mahalle y\u0131llar\u0131ndan bir foto\u011fraf \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p geliyor da, senin ge\u00e7mi\u015fin neden bu kadar sis perdelerinin ard\u0131nda gizli?<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">\u201cOlmayan\u201d biri misin yoksa sen? Hangi merkezlerde programland\u0131 hastal\u0131kl\u0131 beynin?<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">B\u00fct\u00fcn de\u011ferlerden neden bu kadar yoksunsun; en kutsal kavramlar\u0131n i\u00e7ini bo\u015faltmada nas\u0131l bu kadar maharetlisin? Hurafe, iftira, \u015firret ve cehaletten beslenen dilin; h\u0131rstan ve doymam\u0131\u015fl\u0131ktan ibaret ki\u015fili\u011fin, bir a\u011fa\u00e7 kovu\u011fundan ba\u015fka hi\u00e7bir \u015fey olmayan fani bedeninle tarihin onurlu sayfalar\u0131nda yer almaya soyunma cesaretini nereden buldun.<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\"> Duyduk ki \u015fimdi de \u201cpadi\u015fah\u00e7\u0131l\u0131k\u201d oynuyormu\u015fsun. \u015eah oldun, s\u0131ra \u015fahbaz olmaya geldi. Her mevki ve makam\u0131 tatt\u0131n, geriye \u201cpadi\u015fahl\u0131k\u201d kald\u0131 \u00f6yle mi?<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">Senin montaj \u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc kimlik ve bedeninden ku\u015fkusuz bir Fatih, bir Yavuz, bir Kanuni olmaz ama Deli \u0130brahim-Vahdettin kar\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131 bir kukla, pek\u00e2l\u00e2 olabilir. Seni b\u00fct\u00fcn bu defolar\u0131nla sahnede tutanlar\u0131n i\u015fine fazlas\u0131yla yarar b\u00f6yle ac\u0131nas\u0131 bir bez bebek.<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">Esiyorsun, g\u00fcrl\u00fcyorsun, tepiniyorsun.<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">Pazarc\u0131 gibi tiz \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar at\u0131yorsun.<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">Deli bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 devire devire, boyun damarlar\u0131n\u0131 \u015fi\u015fire \u015fi\u015fire h\u00f6yk\u00fcr\u00fcyorsun.<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">\u0130yi de sen ne istiyorsun?<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">Karun oldun. \u00c7ocuklar\u0131n \u00fclkedeki simit tablalar\u0131ndan bile hara\u00e7 al\u0131yor, gudubet kar\u0131n ipek kuma\u015flara, paha bi\u00e7ilmez m\u00fccevherlere b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc. \u015eak\u015fak\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n ceylan derisi koltuklarda basen b\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fcyor. Bu kadar\u0131 da olmaz ki diyen kim varsa i\u015finden a\u015f\u0131ndan ettin, zindanlara att\u0131n, ailelerini a\u00e7l\u0131\u011fa mahk\u00fbm ettin. Gencecik \u00fcniversite mezunlar\u0131 i\u015fsizlikten intihar ediyor. Doktorlar, \u00f6\u011fretmenler, polisler, subaylar a\u00e7l\u0131k s\u0131n\u0131r\u0131nda ya\u015f\u0131yor; emekliler pazarlardan sebze art\u0131\u011f\u0131 topluyor. \u015eehit katilleri Meclis&#8217;te surat\u0131m\u0131za \u00e7emkiriyor. Sen h\u00e2l\u00e2 \u00fcst\u00fcndeki pahal\u0131 elbiselerin, \u00f6zel yap\u0131m som alt\u0131n kol saatin, ipek kravat\u0131nla kar\u015f\u0131m\u0131za ge\u00e7ip kusuyorsun da kusuyorsun.<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">Kime bu kinin?<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">Nereye do\u011fru gitti\u011fini bir g\u00fcn olsun d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcn m\u00fc? Olmayan vicdan\u0131nla bir g\u00fcn olsun kendine \u201cAcaba biraz ileri mi gidiyorum\u201d diye sordun mu?<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">\u0130tikad\u0131n da yalan biliyoruz.<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">Ama bir g\u00fcn olsun \u201cYa hesap g\u00fcn\u00fc varsa\u201d diye endi\u015felendi\u011fin oldu mu?<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">Evet var.<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">Hesap g\u00fcn\u00fc var.<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">Ve sanki bu sald\u0131rganl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, bu doymazl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, tamah etmez azm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, O hesap g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc biraz daha yakla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yor. Art\u0131k Allah\u2019\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcne bat\u0131yorsun birader!<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">Fazla parazit yap\u0131yorsun, ortal\u0131\u011f\u0131 hacminden fazla kirletiyorsun. Elde ettiklerinle \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr etmeyi, biraz da ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeyi ba\u015faramad\u0131n. B\u00f6yle bir kapasiten yok \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc.<br \/>\n<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">D\u00fcnyaya yemeye, i\u00e7meye, d\u0131\u015fk\u0131lamaya, kin ve nefret a\u015f\u0131lamaya gelmi\u015flerdensin. \u00dcste bir de kibir yap\u0131yorsun, i\u015fte bu hi\u00e7 \u00e7ekilmiyor&#8230;<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"textexposedshow\">Senin sonunu da bu yamyam kibrin getirecek\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Fatma Sibel Y&uuml;ksek Bursa Kent Gazetesi, 19 A&#287;ustos 2015 Billboardlardaki resimlerine bakt&#305;m; g&uuml;ya &ldquo;kudretli&rdquo; g&ouml;r&uuml;nesin diye en &ccedil;&#305;lg&#305;n bak&#305;&#351;l&#305; foto&#287;raflar&#305;n&#305; se&ccedil;mi&#351;ler. Kontrols&uuml;z bir adrenalin ile geldi&#287;i yeri hazmedemeyi&#351;i harmanlayan deli bak&#305;&#351;lar&#305;. Ne yapsan olmuyor. K&uuml;lt&uuml;rs&uuml;zl&uuml;&#287;&uuml;n, g&ouml;rg&uuml;s&uuml;zl&uuml;&#287;&uuml;n, basitli&#287;in, a&ccedil;l&#305;&#287;&#305;n her &#351;eyin &ouml;n&uuml;ne ge&ccedil;iyor. Sadece &ccedil;alma, &ccedil;&#305;rpmaya, vebal almaya i&#351;leyen k&#305;t akl&#305;n bile durup durup sana &ldquo;Sayg&#305; 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