{"id":13450,"date":"2019-04-14T16:07:42","date_gmt":"2019-04-14T21:07:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/circassiancenter.com\/tr\/?p=13450"},"modified":"2019-04-14T16:07:42","modified_gmt":"2019-04-14T21:07:42","slug":"rusyayi-yuregimde-tasiyarak-turkiyeye-donuyorum","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/rusyayi-yuregimde-tasiyarak-turkiyeye-donuyorum\/","title":{"rendered":"RUSYA\u2019YI Y\u00dcRE\u011e\u0130MDE TA\u015eIYARAK T\u00dcRK\u0130YE\u2019YE D\u00d6N\u00dcYORUM"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Hakan Aksay
\n<\/span><\/b>31.08.2009<\/span><\/p>\n

Epeydir yurtd\u0131\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Epeydir…<\/p>\n

28 y\u0131l kadar…<\/p>\n

SSCB\/Rusya\u2019da 26 y\u0131l\u0131 doldurdum. Bu s\u00fcrenin ilk 6 y\u0131l\u0131 Sovyetler Birli\u011fi\u2019nde \u00f6\u011frencilik d\u00f6nemimdi. 1987\u2019de Leningrad \u00dcniversitesi Gazetecilik Fak\u00fcltesi\u2019ni bitirdim. Son 20 y\u0131lda ise Moskova\u2019da gazetecilik yapt\u0131m.<\/p>\n

1989\u2019da G\u00fcne\u015f Gazetesi temsilcisi olarak geldi\u011fim Moskova\u2019da Interstar, Kanal 6, atv, BRT ve NTV kanallar\u0131nda muhabirlik yapt\u0131m (T\u00fcrkiye\u2019ye d\u00f6nece\u011fimi 2,5 ay kadar \u00f6nce bildirdi\u011fim NTV\u2019deki Moskova muhabirli\u011fi g\u00f6revimden yak\u0131nda ayr\u0131laca\u011f\u0131m). Cumhuriyet, Ak\u015fam, Referans ve Taraf\u2019ta k\u00f6\u015fe yaz\u0131lar\u0131 yazd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Bir\u00e7ok proje ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirdim. Perspektif adl\u0131 Rus\u00e7a\/T\u00fcrk\u00e7e dergiyi 13 y\u0131l boyunca yay\u0131mlad\u0131m. Sekiz y\u0131ld\u0131r internet yay\u0131nc\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 yap\u0131yorum. Be\u015f y\u0131l \u00f6nce Rus-T\u00fcrk Ara\u015ft\u0131rmalar\u0131 Merkezi\u2019ni (RUTAM) kurdum. Kitaplar yazd\u0131m. Moskova\u2019daki N\u00e2z\u0131m Hikmet\u2019i anma etkinliklerini d\u00fczenledim.<\/p>\n

Kitlelerden alk\u0131\u015f, dostlardan \u00f6vg\u00fc, baz\u0131 T\u00fcrk bakanlardan \u201caferin\u201d ve bu arada Putin\u2019den de bir madalya ald\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Elbette sadece g\u00fczel s\u00f6zler duymad\u0131m. Pek \u00e7ok sald\u0131r\u0131ya hedef, bol miktarda dedikoduya malzeme oldum. Mert ve cesur d\u00fc\u015fman\u0131m azd\u0131; genellikle entrikac\u0131lar ve bir \u015feylerin arkas\u0131na gizlenenler aya\u011f\u0131ma doland\u0131.
\nHep ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131z kalmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, bunun i\u00e7in \u00e7o\u011fu kez bol gelirli ve garantili s\u0131\u011f\u0131naklar yerine \u00f6zg\u00fcrce kendi katk\u0131m\u0131 yapabilece\u011fim se\u00e7eneklere y\u00f6neldim.<\/p>\n

\u00d6m\u00fcr boyu kifayetsiz, karaktersiz ve \u201cyery\u00fcz\u00fc tanr\u0131s\u0131\u201d y\u00f6neticilerden ka\u00e7maya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m; her zaman ba\u015faramad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

Bir zamanlar T\u00fcrkiye\u2019den ko\u015far ad\u0131m uzakla\u015f\u0131p bilinemezli\u011fe a\u00e7\u0131lan Sovyet s\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131ndan giri\u015f yaparken arkamda kalan kap\u0131lar\u0131 ne zaman yeniden a\u00e7aca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilemiyordum.<\/p>\n

Bug\u00fcn akl\u0131mda ve y\u00fcre\u011fimde iki \u00fclke ta\u015f\u0131yarak ve birini \u00f6tekine anlatmay\u0131 g\u00f6revim sayarak sakin ad\u0131mlarla T\u00fcrkiye\u2019ye d\u00f6nerken hi\u00e7bir kap\u0131y\u0131 s\u00fcrg\u00fclemiyorum.<\/p>\n

Dahas\u0131 T\u00fcrklere Rusya\u2019y\u0131 anlatma konusunda uzaktan de\u011fil, \u201ci\u00e7erden\u201d daha etkili olaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 san\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n

Bagaj\u0131mdaki 26 y\u0131ll\u0131k Rusya birikimi, \u00fczerinde yeni bir hayat kurmay\u0131 deneyecek kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck bir g\u00fcven ve umut veriyor bana.<\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn yar\u0131s\u0131ndan fazlas\u0131n\u0131 burada ge\u00e7irmi\u015f olmam, benim i\u00e7in kara bir felaket de\u011fil, rengarenk bir hazine anlam\u0131na geliyor.<\/p>\n

Ben Rusya\u2019da hi\u00e7bir T\u00fcrk\u00fcn ya\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kadar uzun s\u00fcre ya\u015fad\u0131m. (Bu arada belki T\u00fcrk medyas\u0131ndaki yurtd\u0131\u015f\u0131 muhabirleri aras\u0131nda da en eskilerdenim.)<\/p>\n

Rusya\u2019y\u0131 sevdim, O\u2019ndan nefret ettim, O\u2019na inand\u0131m, O\u2018ndan umudumu kestim, O\u2019na hayran oldum, O\u2019ndan korktum, ama her zaman O\u2019nun bir par\u00e7as\u0131 oldum.<\/p>\n

S\u00fcrekli olarak eski Sovyet co\u011frafyas\u0131n\u0131 anlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ve anlatmaya. \u0130mkanlar\u0131m \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fcnde. Ve T\u00fcrk medyas\u0131n\u0131n izin verdi\u011fi kadar.
\nBu i\u015fi s\u00fcrd\u00fcrmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015faca\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Rusya\u2019n\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda Kafkasya, Ortaasya, Karadeniz B\u00f6lgesi ve enerji hatlar\u0131 da ilgi oda\u011f\u0131mda olacak.<\/p>\n

Yapmak istedi\u011fim ba\u015fka \u015feyler de var.<\/p>\n

\u015eimdiye kadar \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m yeni alanlarda da kendimi deneyece\u011fim.
\nYak\u0131nda T\u00fcrkiye\u2019ye d\u00f6n\u00fcyorum.<\/p>\n

20 ya\u015f\u0131nda terk etti\u011fim, bir s\u00fcre t\u00fcm\u00fcyle uza\u011f\u0131nda kald\u0131ktan sonra yeniden yakla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m, son y\u0131llarda ise olabildi\u011fince iyi izlemeye, s\u0131k s\u0131k gidip gelerek havas\u0131n\u0131 solumaya, bir par\u00e7as\u0131 olmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m memleketime d\u00f6n\u00fcyorum.<\/p>\n

Ge\u00e7en y\u0131l\u0131n sonundan bu yana ad\u0131m ad\u0131m i\u015flerimi ve hayat\u0131m\u0131 yeniden d\u00fczenlemeye ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\u00d6n\u00fcmde sadece haftalar kald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Yapabilece\u011fim \u00e7ok \u015fey var gibime geliyor.<\/p>\n

Ama ne kadar\u0131n\u0131 yapabilirim ve ne kadar\u0131n\u0131 yapt\u0131r\u0131rlar bilemiyorum. (Kimler mi? Bilmem, \u201c\u015fartlar\u201d diyelim.)<\/p>\n

Bu ya\u015fta yeni bir hayata ba\u015flarken elbette g\u00f6z\u00fcme pembe bir g\u00f6zl\u00fck takacak de\u011filim.<\/p>\n

Ama i\u00e7imde \u00e7oktand\u0131r biriken heyecan ve enerjiden g\u00fc\u00e7 alaca\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

T\u00fcrkiye\u2019de ilk adresim \u0130stanbul olacak.<\/p>\n

Ama itiraf edeyim ki, \u201cYeni bir \u00fclke bulamazs\u0131n, ba\u015fka bir deniz bulamazs\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Bu \u015fehir arkandan gelecektir.<\/p>\n

\u2026 D\u00f6n\u00fcp dola\u015f\u0131p bu \u015fehre geleceksin sonunda.
\nBa\u015fka bir \u015fey umma.\u201d
\ndiyen Kavafis\u2019in inad\u0131na,<\/p>\n

1981\u2019de terk etti\u011fim \u015fehrime geri d\u00f6nmek istemedim ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7ta.
\nO\u2019na, beni kucaklamas\u0131 i\u00e7in (daha ciddi anlat\u0131mlar\u0131 sevenlere: kendime, O\u2019na al\u0131\u015fabilmek i\u00e7in) bir s\u00fcre veriyorum. Bu s\u00fcre i\u00e7inde bana mutluluktan fazla yorgunluk verirse veya beni bir daha kurtulamayaca\u011f\u0131m kadar kendine tutsak etmeyi ustal\u0131kla beceremezse, O\u2019na ihanet etmek i\u00e7in \u201cse\u00e7eneklerim \u00e7oktaaan haz\u0131r\u201d duygusuyla gidiyorum.<\/p>\n

Belki de sava\u015farak biraz daha ya\u015flanmaya gidiyorum \u0130stanbul\u2019a…
\nAma ya\u015flanman\u0131n tad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karaca\u011f\u0131m yerleri de art\u0131k iyi bildi\u011fimi san\u0131yorum…<\/p>\n

Tabii Rusya hayat\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131kmayacak, s\u0131k s\u0131k gelip gidece\u011fim buralara (Bu c\u00fcmleyi de beni Moskova\u2019da g\u00f6recek tan\u0131d\u0131klar\u0131n \u201cHani sen T\u00fcrkiye\u2019ye d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcn?\u201d dememesi i\u00e7in ekledim).<\/p>\n

\u201cBu kadar s\u00f6z yeter be adam; gidip de ne yapacaks\u0131n?\u201d diyen en somut tarife tutkunlar\u0131 i\u00e7in\u2026<\/p>\n

Bu sorunun cevab\u0131n\u0131n (veya cevaplar\u0131n\u0131n) ilerde yine www.rusya.ru sitesinde yer alaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemekle yetinebilirim.<\/p>\n

Veya…<\/p>\n

\u015eimdilik sadece m\u00fcstehzi bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeyle Ruslar\u0131n sevdi\u011fi bir anlat\u0131m\u0131 hat\u0131rlatabilirim:<\/p>\n

\u201cTanr\u0131’y\u0131 g\u00fcld\u00fcrmek istersen, ona gelecekle ilgili planlar\u0131n\u0131 anlat.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Hakan Aksay 31.08.2009 Epeydir yurtdışındayım. Epeydir… 28 yıl kadar… SSCB\/Rusya’da 26 yılı doldurdum. Bu sürenin ilk 6 yılı Sovyetler Birliği’nde öğrencilik dönemimdi. 1987’de Leningrad Üniversitesi Gazetecilik Fakültesi’ni bitirdim. 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