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YEMUZ Nevzat Tarak\u00e7\u0131 Beni tan\u0131mad\u0131n\u0131z galiba! Ben, \u00c7erkes toplumunun tarih boyunca ortaya koydu\u011fu<\/strong>, ku\u015faktan ku\u015fa\u011fa aktararak bug\u00fcne ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 madd\u00ee ve manev\u00ee de\u011ferlerin t\u00fcm\u00fcy\u00fcm.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Yani ben, k\u00f6k\u00fc mazide\u00a0soylu bir toplumun k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcm.<\/strong><\/p>\n Bu milletin\u00a0duyu\u015f, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f ve ya\u015fay\u0131\u015f<\/strong>\u00a0bi\u00e7imiyim.<\/p>\n \u00c7erkes toplumunu di\u011fer toplumlardan ay\u0131ran\u00a0de\u011ferlerin t\u00fcm\u00fcy\u00fcm.<\/strong><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Bakmay\u0131n \u015fu anki h\u00e2lime, asl\u0131nda ben,\u00a0\u00f6zg\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ve asaletiyle<\/strong>\u00a0\u015f\u00f6hret sahibi biriyim.<\/p>\n Ama ne yaz\u0131k ki mazide kald\u0131 o eski g\u00fcnler.<\/p>\n \u015eimdilerde \u00e7ok yorgunum,<\/strong><\/p>\n Bitkinim,<\/p>\n \u00c7aresizim!<\/strong><\/p>\n Doktorlar, bu yaln\u0131zl\u0131k, bu bak\u0131ms\u0131zl\u0131k ve bu ilgisizlikle benim ya\u015fama \u015fans\u0131m\u0131n y\u00fcksek olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor.<\/strong><\/p>\n Peri\u015fan\u0131m…<\/p>\n Bo\u011fuluyorum, t\u00fckeniyorum, yok oluyorum!<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n S\u0130Z\u0130 ANLAYAMIYORUM!<\/strong><\/p>\n Her daim benimle\u00a0\u00f6v\u00fcnen, ad\u0131m\u0131 dilinden d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrmeyen\u00a0<\/strong>sizler, ben sizi anlamakta zorlan\u0131yorum!<\/p>\n E\u011fer beni seviyorsan\u0131z<\/strong>\u00a0neden sevginin gere\u011fini yerine getirmiyorsunuz?<\/p>\n Hani sevgi?<\/p>\n Hani ilgi?<\/p>\n Hani gayret?<\/strong><\/p>\n Hani eylem?<\/p>\n <\/p>\n GAL\u0130BA S\u0130Z BEN\u0130MLE G\u00d6N\u00dcL E\u011eLEND\u0130R\u0130YORSUNUZ!<\/strong><\/p>\n Anla\u015f\u0131ld\u0131, siz benimle\u00a0g\u00f6n\u00fcl e\u011flendiriyorsunuz!<\/strong><\/p>\n Siz,\u00a0bensiz<\/strong>\u00a0de ya\u015fayabilece\u011finizi san\u0131yorsunuz!<\/p>\n \u015eu samimiyetsizli\u011finiz,<\/p>\n \u015eu vefas\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u2026 kahrediyor beni.<\/p>\n S\u00f6z\u00fcn t\u00fckendi\u011fi an\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131yorum!<\/strong><\/p>\n Oysa seven, sevdi\u011fini korur de\u011fil mi?<\/p>\n O kavgalar\u0131n\u0131z,<\/p>\n O didi\u015fmeleriniz,<\/p>\n O\u00a0\u015fi\u015fkin egolar\u0131n\u0131z<\/strong>\u2026 mahvetti beni!<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n HAYAT \u0130KS\u0130R\u0130M GEN\u00c7LERD\u0130R!<\/strong><\/p>\n Unutmay\u0131n, benim hayat iksirim gen\u00e7lerdir!\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n Kurtar\u0131n beni\u00a0gen\u00e7likten korkan\u00a0<\/strong>idraksizlerden!<\/p>\n Kurtar\u0131n,\u00a0gen\u00e7lere g\u00fcvenmeyen<\/strong>\u00a0talihsizlerden!<\/p>\n Kurtar\u0131n beni, beni tan\u0131madan, beni sevmeden beni anlatanlar\u0131n dilinden.<\/p>\n Kurtar\u0131n beni\u00a0benlikten, enaniyetten.<\/strong><\/p>\n Kurtar\u0131n maskelilerin, menfaatperestlerin elinden.<\/p>\n Beni esir alan\u00a0s\u00f6zde b\u00fcy\u00fcklerin<\/strong>\u00a0tahakk\u00fcm\u00fcnden.<\/p>\n Ne olur beni kurtar\u0131n!<\/strong><\/p>\n Kurtar\u0131n, tarih bilmeyen, \u201cXabze\u201d\u00a0<\/strong>den anlamayan, daha da k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fc bilmedi\u011fini dahi bilmeyen\u00a0<\/strong>\u00e7okbilmi\u015flerden.<\/p>\n Kurtar\u0131n beni!<\/p>\n <\/p>\n BEN YA\u015eAMAK \u0130ST\u0130YORUM!<\/strong><\/p>\n Ben, ya\u015famak istiyorum\u00a0zihinlerde, kalplerde.<\/strong><\/p>\n Ben, ya\u015famak istiyorum\u00a0evlerde, g\u00f6n\u00fcllerde.<\/strong><\/p>\n Ya\u015famak istiyorum, sohbetlerde,\u00a0d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnlerde, derneklerde.<\/strong><\/p>\n Ya\u015famak istiyorum,\u00a0cenazelerde, t\u00f6renlerde\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n Ya\u015famak istiyorum toplumumun ruhunda.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n NE OLUR DUYUN BEN\u0130!<\/strong><\/p>\n Konu\u015fan, ya\u015fl\u0131 k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcz.<\/p>\n Ne olur duyun beni!<\/p>\n T\u00fckenmek \u00fczereyim, \u00f6l\u00fcyorum!<\/strong><\/p>\n Anlams\u0131z kavgalar\u0131n\u0131z, samimiyetsiz tutumunuz y\u00fcz\u00fcnden zay\u0131f d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm.<\/p>\n \u0130lgisiz,\u00a0mecalsiz kald\u0131m.<\/strong><\/p>\n \u0130mdaaat, \u00f6l\u00fcyorum!<\/strong><\/p>\n Ne olur kurtar\u0131n beni!<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n KAT\u0130L\u0130M S\u0130Z OLACAKSINIZ!<\/strong><\/p>\n Siz,\u00a0hayat iksirim olan gen\u00e7leri<\/strong>\u00a0\u00f6nemsemediniz.<\/p>\n Siz, sevgili dostlar\u0131m\u0131 k\u00fcst\u00fcrd\u00fcn\u00fcz!<\/p>\n Siz, beni menfaatiniz i\u00e7in kulland\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n Siz, beni yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa,\u00a0\u00f6l\u00fcme terk ettiniz!<\/strong><\/p>\n Ama en k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fc, \u201cSeni seviyorum!\u201d<\/strong>\u00a0dediniz, s\u0131k\u0131lmadan, \u00e7ekinmeden yalan\u00a0<\/strong>s\u00f6ylediniz!<\/p>\n Siz, asla\u00a0samimi olmad\u0131n\u0131z!<\/strong><\/p>\n Biliyorum, i\u015finiz \u00e7ok\u00a0yo\u011fun\u00a0<\/strong>sizin.<\/p>\n Biliyorum, bana ay\u0131racak zaman\u0131n\u0131z da yok.<\/p>\n Para, pul i\u015fleriniz<\/strong>\u00a0\u00e7ok daha \u00f6nemli, biliyorum.<\/p>\n Biliyorum,\u00a0\u00f6ncelik s\u0131ralaman\u0131zda yokum bile.<\/strong><\/p>\n Biliyorum, ben ne dersem diyeyim siz bildi\u011finizi okuyacaks\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n Biliyorum, siz yine bini uzaktan sever gibi yapacak,\u00a0yalanc\u0131 \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fcklerle <\/strong>yine beni kand\u0131racaks\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n Ama inan\u0131n benim\u00a0bu komedileri, bu trajedileri<\/strong>\u00a0izleyecek zaman\u0131m kalmad\u0131.<\/p>\n \u00c7ok halsizim,\u00a0g\u00fc\u00e7s\u00fcz\u00fcm,<\/strong>\u00a0eriyorum, \u00f6l\u00fcyorum!<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n HAN\u0130 DUYARLILIK?<\/strong><\/p>\n Ben,\u00a0yemek masan\u0131zda, mutfa\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda\u00a0<\/strong>olmak isterdim.<\/p>\n Ben,\u00a0ruhunuzun derinli\u011finde<\/strong>\u00a0sevginizin\u00a0\u00f6z\u00fcnde<\/strong>\u00a0olmak isterdim.<\/p>\n Ey beni sevdi\u011fini s\u00f6yleyen\u00a0\u00c7erkes<\/strong>\u00a0toplumu.<\/p>\n Galiba sizin\u00a0topyek\u00fbn bir terapiye<\/strong>\u00a0ihtiyac\u0131n\u0131z var.<\/p>\n Fark\u0131ndal\u0131k ve duyarl\u0131l\u0131k<\/strong>\u00a0\u015fuurunu geli\u015ftirecek terapilere.<\/p>\n Sizi, ezberden, vurdumduymazl\u0131ktan,\u00a0umursamazl\u0131ktan<\/strong>, nemelaz\u0131mc\u0131l\u0131ktan, k\u0131skan\u00e7l\u0131ktan uzakla\u015ft\u0131racak terapilere.<\/p>\n Ne yaz\u0131k ki\u00a0\u201cotomatik pilota\u201d<\/strong>\u00a0tak\u0131l\u0131 kalm\u0131\u015f beyinler.<\/p>\n Ezberler,<\/p>\n Samimiyetsiz s\u00f6zler,<\/strong><\/p>\n C\u0131l\u0131z te\u015febb\u00fcsler,<\/p>\n Komik giri\u015fimler,<\/p>\n G\u00f6stermelik tav\u0131rlar.<\/strong><\/p>\n Oysaki<\/p>\n \u00d6ncelikle ve \u00f6zellikle,\u00a0\u00f6nyarg\u0131lardan s\u0131yr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f berrak, saf, duru<\/strong>, tertemiz zihinlere, mangal gibi y\u00fcreklere ihtiya\u00e7 var.<\/p>\n Yani basirete,<\/strong><\/p>\n Yani ferasete,<\/strong><\/p>\n \u0130yi niyete,<\/p>\n Yani samimiyete.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" YEMUZ Nevzat Tarakçı 15.01.2016 Beni tanımadınız galiba! Kısaca kendimi tanıtayım. Ben, toplumunun ruhuyum. Milletin kalbi, beyni, sesi, nefesiyim. Ben, Çerkes toplumunun tarih boyunca ortaya koyduğu, kuşaktan kuşağa aktararak bugüne taşıdığı maddî ve manevî değerlerin tümüyüm. Yani ben, kökü mazide soylu bir toplumun kültürüyüm. Bu milletin duyuş, düşünüş ve yaşayış biçimiyim. Çerkes toplumunu diğer toplumlardan ayıran değerlerin tümüyüm. 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\n<\/strong>15<\/span>.01.2016<\/span><\/p>\n
\nK\u0131saca kendimi tan\u0131tay\u0131m.
\nBen,\u00a0toplumunun ruhuyum.
\nMilletin kalbi, beyni<\/strong>, sesi, nefesiyim.<\/p>\n