{"id":1440,"date":"2019-02-21T15:23:09","date_gmt":"2019-02-21T15:23:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/circassiancenter.com\/tr\/?p=1440"},"modified":"2019-02-21T15:23:09","modified_gmt":"2019-02-21T15:23:09","slug":"suclu-benim-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/suclu-benim-2\/","title":{"rendered":"SU\u00c7LU BEN\u0130M"},"content":{"rendered":"

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YEMUZ Nevzat Tarak\u00e7\u0131
\n<\/strong>13<\/span>.08.2016<\/span><\/p>\n

Siz, su\u00e7lu ar\u0131yorsunuz de\u011fil mi?
\nSu\u00e7luyu buldum ben.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131 su\u00e7lay\u0131p topu taca atm\u0131yorum.<\/strong><\/p>\n

A\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7a itiraf ediyorum.<\/p>\n

Herkes duysun, su\u00e7lu benim!<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ben su\u00e7luyum!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

BEN E\u011e\u0130T\u0130MC\u0130Y\u0130M<\/p>\n

Lay\u0131k\u0131yla e\u011fitemedim \u00f6\u011frencilerimi.<\/p>\n

K\u0131s\u0131r \u00e7eki\u015fmeler ve ezberlerle<\/strong> yordum onlar\u0131.<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeyi, <\/strong> \u00fcretmeyi, ele\u015ftirmeyi, sorgulamay\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

Bilimi, sanat\u0131<\/strong>\u2026<\/p>\n

Edebiyat\u0131, ahl\u00e2k\u0131\u2026 anlatamad\u0131m, \u00f6\u011fretemedim.<\/p>\n

\u00d6\u011fretemedim demokrasinin \u00f6nemini,<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u0130nsan temel hak ve \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fcklerini\u2026<\/p>\n

Bayrak, vatan ve millet sevgisini.<\/p>\n

Kul hakk\u0131 yememeyi.<\/p>\n

Vefay\u0131, insan\u0131 sevmeyi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Su\u00e7lu benim!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

BEN ANNE BABAYIM<\/p>\n

E\u011fitimin ailede ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n

Anne ve babalar\u0131n, \u00e7ocuklar i\u00e7in ger\u00e7ek birer model<\/strong> olmas\u0131 gerekti\u011fini bilemedim.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ocuklar\u0131ma hakk\u0131n, hukukun, adaletin, \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck ve bar\u0131\u015f\u0131n<\/strong>\u2026 de\u011ferini kavratamad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Bask\u0131yla e\u011fitim olur sand\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Bask\u0131 kurdum, zorlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Onlar\u0131, sevgi ve ho\u015fg\u00f6r\u00fcyle <\/strong>yo\u011furmak akl\u0131ma gelmedi.<\/p>\n

Evlatlar\u0131m\u0131, yaz\u0131s\u0131 da turas\u0131 da belli, duru\u015fu olan bireyler<\/strong> olarak yeti\u015ftiremedim.<\/p>\n

Hepsi \u015fahsi \u00e7\u0131karlar\u0131n\u0131n pe\u015finde savrulup gitti.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sayg\u0131, sevgi, vefa\u2026 hak getire.<\/p>\n

Su\u00e7lu benim!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

S\u0130YASET\u00c7\u0130Y\u0130M BEN<\/p>\n

Sorumlulu\u011fu son derece a\u011f\u0131r olan milletin temsilcili\u011fi g\u00f6revini \u015fahsi \u00e7\u0131karlar\u0131ma alet ettim.<\/p>\n

Siyaseti, yalan ve dolanla<\/strong> y\u00fcr\u00fctebilece\u011fimi sand\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Her g\u00fcn y\u00fcz\u00fcme farkl\u0131 bir maske<\/strong> takt\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Halk\u0131 kand\u0131rman\u0131n her yolunu denedim.<\/p>\n

Dini kulland\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Vatan\u0131, bayra\u011f\u0131\u2026 \u00e7\u0131karlar\u0131ma<\/strong> alet ettim.<\/p>\n

Su\u00e7lu benim!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

BAKANIM BEN<\/p>\n

\u00dclke kan a\u011flarken ben sadece bakmakla yetindim.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Su\u00e7luyum ben!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

BEN D\u0130N G\u00d6REVL\u0130S\u0130Y\u0130M<\/p>\n

Sevgi, ho\u015fg\u00f6r\u00fc ve samimiyetten uzak, \u015fi\u015fkin egolar\u0131mla<\/strong> dini anlatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n

S\u00f6ylem ve eylemlerim<\/strong> farkl\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00dcslupsuzlu\u011fum ve yanl\u0131\u015f tav\u0131rlar\u0131m toplumu uzakla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131 benden.<\/p>\n

Din maskesiyle<\/strong> g\u00fczelliklere perde oldum.<\/p>\n

Su\u00e7luyum ben!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

BEN GAZETEC\u0130Y\u0130M, BASIN MENSUBUYUM<\/p>\n

Hakperestlik gibi bir hazine dururken, menfaatperestlik denilen zilleti se\u00e7tim.<\/p>\n

Do\u011frular\u0131 yaz\u0131p s\u00f6ylemek, toplumu ayd\u0131nlatmak yerine, yalan haberlerle<\/strong> patronumun ve iktidar sahiplerinin g\u00f6z\u00fcne girmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Demokrasiden, hak, hukuk ve adaletten <\/strong>taraf olaca\u011f\u0131ma menfaatimden yana oldum.<\/p>\n

Medyay\u0131 da itibars\u0131zla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Su\u00e7luyum ben.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ben esnaf\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Ben doktorum,<\/p>\n

Ben polisim,<\/p>\n

Ben ressam\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Ben m\u00fczisyenim,<\/p>\n

Ben tezg\u00e2htar\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Ben kamu g\u00f6revlisiyim,<\/p>\n

Ben \u00f6zel sekt\u00f6r \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan\u0131y\u0131m,<\/p>\n

\u015eof\u00f6r\u00fcm,<\/p>\n

Ev han\u0131m\u0131y\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Anneyim,<\/p>\n

Babay\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Halay\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Teyzeyim\u2026<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

HEP EKS\u0130K ARADIM, HEP KUSUR KOLLADIM!<\/p>\n

Ben duyars\u0131z\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Ben ihmalk\u00e2r\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Ben umursamaz\u0131m, vurdumduymaz\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Ben, \u00e7ok \u015fey s\u00f6yledim, az \u015fey yapt\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Herkeste eksik arad\u0131m, kusur kollad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Kimse yoksa ben var\u0131m, benimle kim var,<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fte y\u00fcre\u011fim, i\u015fte bile\u011fim ve i\u015fte c\u00fczdan\u0131m,<\/strong> diyemedim.<\/p>\n

K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck bile olsa mevcut olumsuzluklarda<\/strong> benim de bir pay\u0131m var m\u0131 acaba? demek akl\u0131m\u0131n ucundan ge\u00e7medi.<\/p>\n

Hep \u00e7\u0131karlar\u0131m\u0131n pe\u015finde ko\u015ftum.<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fc, s\u00f6z\u00fc gibi do\u011fru,<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131s\u0131 da turas\u0131 da belli,<\/strong> duru\u015fu olan insanlarla i\u015fim olmad\u0131 hi\u00e7.<\/p>\n

Hayat\u0131m, hep menfaat hep \u00e7\u0131kar ili\u015fkilerine dayand\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ama \u00f6zde olmasa da s\u00f6zde \u201cvatan\u201d<\/strong> dedim, \u201cbayrak\u201d<\/strong> dedim, \u201cmillet\u201d<\/strong> dedim g\u00f6z boyad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Makam ve mevki kapt\u0131m.<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z\u00fcm ona \u201citibarl\u0131!\u201d<\/strong> oldum.<\/p>\n

Su\u00e7lu, aya\u011fa kalk, m\u0131 dedin?<\/p>\n

Ben hi\u00e7 oturmad\u0131m ki!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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