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Erhan Hapae<\/b><\/p>\n
Gittik\u00e7e kalabal\u0131kla\u015fan Be\u015fikta\u015f evlerinden ayr\u0131l\u0131p, oport\u00fcnist Selo<\/span> ile birlikte yerle\u015fti\u011fimiz, zaman\u0131n \u015fartlar\u0131na g\u00f6re konforlu say\u0131lacak Y\u0131ld\u0131z\u2019daki iki odal\u0131 evimizi, \u00c7erkeslerin i\u015fgalinden bir ay gibi bir s\u00fcre zor koruyabilmi\u015ftik. Dernekte yeni tuttu\u011fumuz evin nerede olu\u011funu soranlara Tekirda\u011f taraflar\u0131nda gibi cevaplar vererek kurmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z savunma hatt\u0131, yine bizzat bendenizin bir anl\u0131k gafletiyle delinmi\u015f, o \u00f6zenle kurdu\u011fumuz k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ev, O ve yar\u0131 \u00c7e\u00e7en bir Kabardey<\/b> taraf\u0131ndan i\u015fgal edilmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n Bir ayd\u0131nger par\u00e7as\u0131 bulma umuduyla u\u011frad\u0131\u011f\u0131m di\u011fer bir evde, yanmayan bir soban\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda ve parkalar\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde sessizce oturan, hen\u00fcz isimlerini bilmedi\u011fim bu iki ki\u015fiye ac\u0131yarak, bizde kalorifer yan\u0131yor, isterseniz bize gelin deme gafletiydi i\u00e7ine d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm durum. Y\u0131llar boyu Selo\u2019ya kar\u015f\u0131 mahcubiyetime neden olacak olan bu durumdan k\u0131sa bir s\u00fcre sonra, eve ge\u00e7 d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fczde yatacak yer bulmakta zorluk \u00e7ekti\u011fimiz, o di\u011fer evlere benzemekte gecikmeyecekti. \u0130maml\u0131ktan ihra\u00e7 edilmi\u015f, Bursa da okudu\u011fu \u00fcniversiteyi b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015f, kendisine yak\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 o \u0130stanbul \u015fehrine gelmi\u015fti, be\u015f paras\u0131z.<\/p>\n Dayan\u0131\u015fma olmasa belki de tutunamayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z o \u015fehirde, Kurtalan Ekspresi\u2019ne binip, aylarca do\u011fu illerinde tencere satmak ta dahil, olmad\u0131k i\u015flere gire \u00e7\u0131ka didinip durmu\u015f, bizleri evimizden tasfiye ederek, ikinci bodrumdaki yine o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck evde, \u00dcsk\u00fcdar Amerikan mezunu, bir t\u0131p \u00f6\u011frencisi o Kabardey k\u0131zla evlenmeyi ba\u015farm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 becerdi\u011finde para kazanacak bir i\u015fi var m\u0131yd\u0131 Tanr\u0131 bilir.<\/p>\n Di\u011fer yandan gelinin \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 ev, Suadiye\u2019de iki y\u00fcz elli metrekare l\u00fcks bir apartman kat\u0131yd\u0131. Gelin, birazda her t\u00fcrl\u00fc \u015fartlar nedeniyle, hi\u00e7bir \u015fekilde gelin alma merasimi istemedi\u011finden, damatta dahil gelin almaya belediye otob\u00fcs\u00fc ile giden toplam \u00fc\u00e7 ki\u015fiden birisi olarak, ya\u015fl\u0131lar\u0131n oturdu\u011fu b\u00fcy\u00fck salona iteklenmi\u015f ve rahmetli anneanneden gerekli f\u0131r\u00e7alar\u0131 yemi\u015ftim. Yine rahmetle anaca\u011f\u0131m Kemal Kudeberdokua<\/span> amca, k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n bu, anlams\u0131z bularak \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc tercihleri kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda, derin h\u00fczn\u00fcne ra\u011fmen beni, anneannenin \u015ferrinden korumaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlar\u0131m.<\/p>\n \u00d6\u011frenci gen\u00e7lik i\u00e7in can g\u00fcvenli\u011fi de dahil, her \u015feyin zor oldu\u011fu o y\u0131llarda ba\u015flayan bu radikal beraberlik, gerek \u00c7erkes, gerek di\u011fer \u00e7evrelerde meraklar uyand\u0131ran ve s\u00fcrekli sorgulanan bir evlilik olmaktan kendini kurtaramam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Daha sonralar\u0131, Handan\u2019\u0131n bir doktor olarak kariyer yapmaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u0131llarda, i\u015f arkada\u015flar\u0131 ve kolejli arkada\u015flar\u0131 taraf\u0131ndan hayretlerle kar\u015f\u0131lan\u0131p ku\u015fku ile bak\u0131lan bu Maocu imam eni\u015fte<\/b>, di\u011fer herkes i\u00e7in oldu\u011fu gibi onlar i\u00e7inde, \u00e7ok de\u011fer vererek ba\u011fland\u0131klar\u0131, s\u0131k\u0131 bir dosta<\/b> d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fecekti. Bizim Nurdan, bu herkesler taraf\u0131ndan sevilmesini, ku\u015fku ile kar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131p hakl\u0131 olarak oport\u00fcnizminden \u015f\u00fcphe eder olmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n \u00c7e\u00e7en ortaklardan olu\u015fan, y\u00f6netici olarak \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck i\u015fletmeye ortak edilmi\u015f, ge\u00e7im dertleri bir nebze \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Ortaklara ait birka\u00e7 otomobil vard\u0131 ama hi\u00e7 birinin ehliyeti yoktu. O kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n mezuniyetine ertelemesi nedeniyle d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc asker ka\u00e7akl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, di\u011ferleri ise, o zamanlar \u00e7ok basit olan yaz\u0131l\u0131 s\u0131nav\u0131 veremediklerinden, y\u0131llard\u0131r bu \u015fehirde ehliyetsiz araba kullanman\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015flerdi.<\/p>\n Handan ile kurduklar\u0131 ev, derneklerin kapal\u0131 tutuldu\u011fu o y\u0131llarda, herkeslerin bulu\u015ftu\u011fu bir tart\u0131\u015fma mekan\u0131 olarak i\u015flev g\u00f6r\u00fcyor, b\u00fct\u00fcn problemli \u00c7erkeslerin dertlerine yine onlar\u0131n etraf\u0131nda devalar aran\u0131yordu, o g\u00fcnlerdeki yoksulluk bunlara engel de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n Yine de planlamad\u0131klar\u0131 bir zamanda, yakalan\u0131p mevcutlu bir \u015fekilde \u0130skenderun\u2019 a bahriye askeri olarak g\u00f6nderilmi\u015fti. Ak\u00e7akoca askerlik \u015fubesinden iki jandarma e\u015fli\u011finde, ehliyetsiz olarak\u00a0 kulland\u0131\u011f\u0131 kendi arabas\u0131yla yola \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f, D\u00fczce sapa\u011f\u0131nda, askerleri bu geceyi \u0130stanbul da ailesinin yan\u0131nda ge\u00e7irmeye ikna etmi\u015fti. Biz ula\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda, salonda t\u00fcfekleriyle iki jandarma oturuyordu.<\/p>\n M\u00fcmtaz\u2019\u0131n o g\u00fcnle ilgili yorumu ise \u015fu olmu\u015ftu; hayat\u0131mda hi\u00e7bir zaman bu kadar emniyette araba kullanmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ya\u015f\u0131 ilerlemi\u015f bir asker olarak onba\u015f\u0131 s\u0131nav\u0131na girip girmeyece\u011fini soran komutan\u0131na, ben binba\u015f\u0131 s\u0131nav\u0131n\u0131 bekleyece\u011fim<\/b> cevab\u0131n\u0131 vermi\u015fti.<\/p>\n Askerlik sonras\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde da\u011f\u0131lan \u015firketi onu yeni debelenmeler zorunda b\u0131rakacak, k\u0131sa s\u00fcreli bir Marmaris maceras\u0131ndan sonra tekrar \u0130stanbul\u2019a d\u00f6n\u00fcp, y\u0131llar \u00f6nce oldu\u011fu gibi yine Abhaz derne\u011finin ba\u015f\u0131na ge\u00e7ecek ve\u00a0 Abhazya\u2019n\u0131n i\u015fgali ile ba\u015flayan s\u00fcre\u00e7ten itibaren \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn geri kalan k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 orada ve Moskova\u2019da ge\u00e7irecekti.<\/p>\n Sarp kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131ndan \u00e7ok k\u0131sa bir s\u00fcre sonra, ba\u015fka hi\u00e7bir vas\u0131ta bulamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan, kendi arabam\u0131zla Kafkasya\u2019y\u0131 birlikte turlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Hen\u00fcz Gorba\u00e7ov iktidarda ve \u00e7\u00f6kecek olan Sovyet sistemi hen\u00fcz ayaktayd\u0131. \u00dc\u00e7 eski sosyalist olarak bizleri hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131na ilk u\u011fratan \u015fey, b\u00fct\u00fcn karayollar\u0131n\u0131 kapsayan, neredeyse her on kilometrede bir, polis kontrol binalar\u0131 olmu\u015ftu, birde otellerdeki d\u00fc\u011fmesi olmayan ve kapatamayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z radyolar. Di\u011fer taraftan ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc bir co\u011frafya ile kar\u015f\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131yayd\u0131k ve insan ili\u015fkileri, ger\u00e7ek olamayacak kadar g\u00fczeldi.<\/b><\/p>\n O espriler y\u00fckl\u00fc zekas\u0131 ve muhte\u015fem Abhazca\u2019s\u0131 ile dola\u015ft\u0131r\u0131la durdu\u011fumuz her t\u00fcr toplant\u0131 ve davetlerde, konu\u015fma ve tart\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131 ile bulu\u015fmalar\u0131n y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131 olmu\u015f, belki de istedi\u011fi ya\u015fam bi\u00e7iminin b\u00f6yle bir \u015fey oldu\u011fu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesini uyand\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bende. Kalabal\u0131k ve becerikli s\u00fclalesinin bizleri a\u011f\u0131rlay\u0131\u015f\u0131 ve ortak espri anlay\u0131\u015flar\u0131 onu onurland\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, T\u00fcrkiye de oldu\u011fundan daha mutlu bir ya\u015fam s\u00fcrd\u00fcrebilece\u011fi kanaatinin olu\u015fmas\u0131na neden olmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n Ertesi y\u0131l Sohum da sokakta tek ba\u015f\u0131na rastlad\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, yolda g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc herkesle \u015fakala\u015fan, oral\u0131 biri olup \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Handan ve Gunda ile gidip Sohum\u2019a yerle\u015fme planlar\u0131 yapm\u0131\u015f, bah\u00e7e i\u00e7inde k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ev sat\u0131n alm\u0131\u015flard\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131n haz\u0131rl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve sade bir vatanda\u015f olarak ya\u015fayabilmesi i\u00e7in nas\u0131l bir i\u015fle u\u011fra\u015fmas\u0131 gerekti\u011fi konusuyla u\u011fra\u015f\u0131rken, bir \u015fans\u0131zl\u0131k olmu\u015f ve sava\u015f patlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Sava\u015f patlad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda Leningrad\u2019da idi, k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n ismini GUNDA takm\u0131\u015f birisi olarak, T\u00fcrkiye\u2019ye d\u00f6nemezdim<\/b> demi\u015fti.<\/b><\/p>\n Abhazya\u2019 ya d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n Sava\u015f bittikten aylar sonra, hastalan\u0131p zor bela d\u00f6nebildi\u011fi \u0130stanbul\u2019da, sava\u015f \u015fartlar\u0131n\u0131n drama k\u0131s\u0131mlar\u0131ndan hi\u00e7 bahsetmez, o zor g\u00fcnlerde olu\u015fmu\u015f esprileri anlat\u0131rd\u0131 sadece. Ertesi y\u0131llar ambargo alt\u0131nda, ge\u00e7im ko\u015fullar\u0131n\u0131n kalmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 Abhazya, ailesini g\u00f6t\u00fcrebilece\u011fi yer olmaktan \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f, eski Pitsun\u2019da<\/span> belediye ba\u015fkan\u0131 olan, oral\u0131 bir akrabas\u0131 ile birlikte Moskova\u2019da i\u015fletmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131klar\u0131 bir ekmek f\u0131r\u0131n\u0131 ile u\u011fra\u015f\u0131p durmu\u015flard\u0131. Bu d\u00f6nem \u015fartlar gere\u011fi az g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr olmu\u015ftuk. Ailesi ve k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 ihmal etmi\u015f olman\u0131n ezikli\u011fi i\u00e7inde, ne buraya ne oraya yaranamayan durumu onu durgunla\u015ft\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, yeni ba\u015ftan \u00e7\u0131kmazlar i\u00e7ine sokmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n B\u00fct\u00fcn insanlar ve \u00c7erkesler i\u00e7in hemen her zaman iyi duygular beslemesi bir yana, onlar i\u00e7in kendi ve yak\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131n hayatlar\u0131ndan fedakarl\u0131k etmekten hi\u00e7 \u00e7ekinmemi\u015f, b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0131rlar\u0131m\u0131n orta\u011f\u0131 bu ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131z demokrat, ya\u015famay\u0131 hi\u00e7te istemedi\u011fi, o \u00e7ok uzaklardaki so\u011fuk \u015fehirde\u2026<\/b><\/p>\n Gunda\u2019ya <\/b> miras b\u0131rakabildi\u011fi tek \u015fey; sevgi dolu, o h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc mektuptu.<\/b><\/p>\n CARI<\/p>\n A\u015famba M\u00fcmtaz\u2019\u0131n yaz\u0131da bahsi ge\u00e7en mektubu\u2026 \u201cCan\u0131m K\u0131z\u0131m,<\/p>\n Bilmiyorum, bu g\u00fcne dek sana hi\u00e7 mektup yazd\u0131m m\u0131? Hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum. Askerken belki yazm\u0131\u015f\u0131md\u0131r. Mektup yazacak kadar hi\u00e7 ayr\u0131 kalmad\u0131k. Annenle de \u00f6yle, \u015fimdiye dek hi\u00e7 yaz\u0131\u015fmad\u0131k. \u015eimdi ise be\u015f bu\u00e7uk ayd\u0131r sizden ayr\u0131y\u0131m. Be\u015f bu\u00e7uk ayd\u0131r herhalde size yazabilirdim. Ancak, arada bir telefon edebiliyor olmam ve de her an gelebilme umudum. Ayr\u0131ca yazma konusundaki tembelli\u011fim de engel oldu yazmama. K\u0131sa bir s\u00fcre i\u00e7inde olsa, bir s\u00fcre gelebilme umudumu hala ta\u015f\u0131yorum. Yine de size, bu mektubu yaz\u0131yorum. Ne zaman g\u00f6nderebilirim bilmiyorum.<\/p>\n Tatl\u0131 K\u0131z\u0131m, bug\u00fcn annenin do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc. Annen, do\u011fum ve benzeri g\u00fcnleri hat\u0131rlayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan yak\u0131n\u0131rd\u0131 hep. Ama bug\u00fcn hat\u0131rlad\u0131m. 14 A\u011fustostan beri, burada ay\u0131n ka\u00e7\u0131 oldu\u011funu pek bilmiyoruz. sadece sava\u015f\u0131n ka\u00e7\u0131nc\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fc oldu\u011funu biliyoruz. \u00d6rne\u011fin bug\u00fcn sava\u015f\u0131n 131. G\u00fcn\u00fc. Y\u00fcz otuz bir g\u00fcnd\u00fcr Abhaz Halk\u0131, kendilerinden k\u0131rk kat daha g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc G\u00fcrc\u00fcstan\u2019a kar\u015f\u0131, vatan\u0131n\u0131, evini, bark\u0131n\u0131, kendini savunuyor.<\/p>\n Sevgili k\u0131z\u0131m, b\u00fct\u00fcn bu hengame aras\u0131nda, bug\u00fcn sabah biri bana, ay\u0131n ka\u00e7\u0131 oldu\u011funu sordu. Bende saatime bak\u0131p yirmi ikisi dedim ve kar\u0131m\u0131n do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc diye ekledim. (Annen, hakl\u0131 galiba. Yine do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6nceden hat\u0131rlayamad\u0131m.) Daha sonra da Annenin do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc kutlayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00ad\u00e7in t\u00fcm \u015fartlara \u00e7ok sinirlendim.<\/p>\n Bu mektup, ne zaman eline ge\u00e7er bilmiyorum. Ama ge\u00e7er ge\u00e7mez annenin do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc benim i\u00e7in kutlar m\u0131s\u0131n l\u00fctfen?<\/p>\n G\u00fczel k\u0131z\u0131m, bir telefon konu\u015fmam\u0131zda annen bana, herkesin yapmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, neden benim yapmam gerekti\u011fini sordu. \u00c7ok da hakl\u0131 annen. Ke\u015fke herkes yapmas\u0131 gerekeni yapsa idi, bende herkes gibi olsayd\u0131m. Ama her zaman \u00f6yle olmuyor. Bunu annen \u00e7ok iyi bilir. Yine son telefon konu\u015fmam\u0131zda, anneannen, beni \u00e7ok yordunuz, diye hay\u0131flan\u0131yordu. Senin bak\u0131m\u0131n konusunda, onun \u00e7ekti\u011fi s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 \u00e7ok iyi biliyorum. \u00c7ok da sayg\u0131 duyuyorum. Birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u00f6nce, G\u00fcrcistan taraf\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fclen helikopterde \u00f6len otuz be\u015f \u00e7ocu\u011fun b\u00fcy\u00fckannelerinin feryad\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce, sevgili kay\u0131nvalidemin ve annemin \u015fansl\u0131 olduklar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n Bug\u00fcn Abhazya\u2019da, binlerce \u00e7ocu\u011fun anne, baba, anneanne ve babaannesi, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131n sadece hayatta kalabilmeleri i\u00e7in her \u015feylerini feda etmeye haz\u0131r olduklar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ok iyi bilmeni istiyorum.<\/p>\n \u015eimdiye dek, T\u00fcrkiye\u2019den gelip Ab\u00adhazya\u2019n\u0131n ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in sava\u015fan gen\u00e7lerden ikisi \u015fehit d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Annen ve ben, Kafkasya ve \u00c7erkeslik problemlerinden s\u00f6z etmeye, dert etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda, biri hen\u00fcz yeni do\u011fmu\u015ftu. Biride 3-4 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131. Bug\u00fcn onlara iyi sava\u015flar \u00e7ocuklar deyip, T\u00fcrkiye\u2019ye d\u00f6nmekte bana do\u011fru gelmiyor. Do\u011fru nedir? Sorusu da bug\u00fcn benim i\u00e7in zor yan\u0131tlan\u0131r oldu. San\u0131r\u0131m ilk defa senden beni anlaman\u0131 istiyorum. Hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc. Ad\u0131n\u0131n neden \u201cGunda\u201d oldu\u011funu sorgulard\u0131n. \u201cFunda\u201d ile kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131na da \u00e7ok sinirlenirdin. Nas\u0131l olsa \u201cFunda\u201d sanacaks\u0131n\u0131z diye, ad\u0131n\u0131 soranlar\u0131 yan\u0131tlamazd\u0131n. Bizse, sana \u201cGunda\u201dn\u0131n ne demek oldu\u011funu anlatt\u0131k birazc\u0131k\u2026 Bug\u00fcn ise, sana ad\u0131n soruldu\u011funda (Ki soranlar \u00e7ok az say\u0131da ki\u015fi idi) \u00e7ekti\u011fin s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7ok daha fazlas\u0131n\u0131, t\u00fcm Abhazya ve Abhazlar \u00e7ekiyor.<\/p>\n B\u00fct\u00fcn Abhazlar, Abhazya nerededir? Abhaz nedir? Neden hakl\u0131d\u0131r?\u2026 vb sorular\u0131n yan\u0131tlar\u0131n\u0131 t\u00fcm d\u00fcnyaya anlatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorlar. Umar\u0131m bunu ba\u015farabilirler. O zaman sende ad\u0131n\u0131n neden \u201cGunda\u201d oldu\u011funu, daha kolay anlayabilirsin.<\/p>\n Sevgili K\u0131z\u0131m, bu sat\u0131rlar\u0131 yazarken, sorumlulu\u011fum (sorumsuzlu\u011fum da olabilir) duygusuyla g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 engelleyemiyorum. \u00c7evremizdeki bir\u00e7ok insan, senin okula nas\u0131l gidece\u011finle ilgilenmedi\u011fimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken, bense ad\u0131n\u0131n neden \u201cGunda\u201d oldu\u011funu sana yeterince anlatamam\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fum i\u00e7in \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyorum.<\/p>\n Ancak \u015funa kesin olarak inan\u0131yorum. Bug\u00fcn Abhazya\u2019da s\u00fcrmekte olan sava\u015f, iyi yada k\u00f6t\u00fc t\u00fcm \u00f6zelliklerimizi a\u00e7\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131karacakt\u0131r. Umar\u0131m bu sava\u015ftan, gerekli t\u00fcm dersleri al\u0131r\u0131z.<\/p>\n Tatl\u0131 K\u0131z\u0131m, t\u00fcm bunlar\u0131 sana anlat\u0131yorum. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bir tek senin, herkese kar\u015f\u0131 beni savundu\u011funu biliyorum. Sana \u00f6yle s\u00f6z veriyorum. \u0130lk f\u0131rsatta satran\u00e7 oynayaca\u011f\u0131z. (Umar\u0131m bu ilk oyunda ihtiyar baban\u0131 yenmezsin.)<\/p>\n Biliyorum, senin ya\u015f\u0131ndaki \u00e7ocuklar, babalar\u0131 taraf\u0131ndan anla\u015f\u0131lmay\u0131 beklerler hep. Bense bug\u00fcn, senin taraf\u0131ndan anla\u015f\u0131lmay\u0131 umuyorum. Dilerim, sen, \u00e7evrende daha ko\u00adlay anla\u015f\u0131labilinesin\u2026<\/p>\n Can\u0131m K\u0131z\u0131m, seni \u00e7ok seviyorum. \u00d6zlemle tatl\u0131 yanaklar\u0131ndan \u00f6perim. Anneni benim i\u00e7in \u00f6per misin ve herkese selam s\u00f6yler misin l\u00fctfen. \u00d6zellikle anneannene!\u2026<\/p>\n Y\u0131lba\u015f\u0131 \u00f6ncesi gelemezsem, hepinizin yeni y\u0131l\u0131n\u0131 kutlar\u0131m.<\/p>\n Ho\u015f\u00e7akal Can\u0131m K\u0131z\u0131m\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n 22 Aral\u0131k 1992<\/p>\n Gudauta<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Erhan Hapae Gittikçe kalabalıklaşan Beşiktaş evlerinden ayrılıp, oportünist Selo ile birlikte yerleştiğimiz, zamanın şartlarına göre konforlu sayılacak Yıldız’daki iki odalı evimizi, Çerkeslerin işgalinden bir ay gibi bir süre zor koruyabilmiştik. Dernekte yeni tuttuğumuz evin nerede oluğunu soranlara Tekirdağ taraflarında gibi cevaplar vererek kurmaya çalıştığımız savunma hattı, yine bizzat bendenizin bir anlık gafletiyle delinmiş, o özenle 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