{"id":2588,"date":"2019-02-23T14:28:27","date_gmt":"2019-02-23T14:28:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/circassiancenter.com\/tr\/?p=2588"},"modified":"2019-02-23T14:28:27","modified_gmt":"2019-02-23T14:28:27","slug":"saldim-cayira-mevlam-kayira","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/saldim-cayira-mevlam-kayira\/","title":{"rendered":"SALDIM \u00c7AYIRA MEVLA’M KAYIRA"},"content":{"rendered":"

ELBEG Murat Duman
\n<\/span><\/b> 22.07.2006<\/span><\/p>\n

G\u00f6mle\u011fin ilk d\u00fc\u011fmesini yanl\u0131\u015f iliklersen, di\u011ferleri de yanl\u0131\u015f olur derler, i\u015fini ba\u015ftan sa\u011flam ve do\u011fru yapmayanlar i\u00e7in. Elbette anlayana\u2026<\/p>\n

Ge\u00e7ti\u011fimiz g\u00fcn \u0130neg\u00f6l-Kestanalan k\u00f6y\u00fcnde karard\u0131 bir hayat. Onca toplant\u0131, onca karar al\u0131nd\u0131 \u00f6ncesinde silahs\u0131zlanan\u0131m diye. Ama olmad\u0131. Olamad\u0131. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesiz beyinler; d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnene, \u00fcretene, \u00fcretmek isteyene yine engel oldu.<\/strong> Bir film yine mutsuz sonla bitti\u2026<\/p>\n

Bu ilk miydi? Hay\u0131r!<\/p>\n

Son olacak m\u0131? Maalesef o da hay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Peki su\u00e7lu, katil kim?<\/p>\n

Silah\u0131 ate\u015fleyen gen\u00e7 mi, ailesi mi yoksa i\u00e7inde ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 toplum mu?<\/p>\n

Silah\u0131 ate\u015fleyen elbette cezas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ekecek ama ya di\u011ferleri? Di\u011fer su\u00e7lular? Onlar\u0131n cezalar\u0131n\u0131 kim verecek?<\/p>\n

Ate\u015f d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc yeri yak\u0131yor. Bu da unutulacak. Kendini bilmezin biri yine s\u00f6z\u00fcm ona de\u015farj olmak ya da gelenek (!) diyerek silaha sar\u0131lacak. Yine belki de gen\u00e7 bir v\u00fccut yere d\u00fc\u015fecek. Yine \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar, yine feryat figan. Sonra kalabal\u0131k da\u011f\u0131lacak. Ve bu film hep tekrar edecek.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00f6z\u00fcm nedir? T\u00fcm silahlar\u0131 saklamak, imha etmek mi?<\/p>\n

Kalem mi iyi yazar yoksa onu tutan el mi? Silah m\u0131 adam \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcr yoksa onu tutan el mi?<\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

Ben de \u00c7erkes\u2019im. Ailem, annem, babam \u00c7erkes. Ama ben hi\u00e7 silah s\u0131kmad\u0131m askere kadar. Askerde de zorunlu olarak ate\u015f ettim. Hi\u00e7 zevk almad\u0131m. Neden, benim ruhumda yok muydu sava\u015f\u00e7\u0131 o ruh?<\/p>\n

Ben \u00c7erkes\u2019im. Su\u00e7luyum. Silahla de\u011fil, onu kullananlarla sava\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ben su\u00e7luyum, silah s\u0131kan\u0131n d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcne kat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ben su\u00e7luyum, o\u011fluma oynas\u0131n diye silah ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n

<\/strong> <\/p>\n

<\/strong>Sa\u011fl\u0131kl\u0131 her insan anne-baba olabilir. D\u00fcnyaya yeni bir beden getirebilir. Hatta kimileri marifetmi\u015f gibi be\u015fer, onar \u00e7ocuk yapar. Mevla’m r\u0131zk\u0131n\u0131 verir der. Yani sald\u0131m \u00e7ay\u0131ra Mevla’m kay\u0131ra\u2026<\/p>\n

Do\u011furman\u0131n de\u011fil, doyurman\u0131n \u00f6nemli oldu\u011fu bir \u00e7a\u011f i\u00e7inde ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z. \u00c7a\u011f, olmas\u0131 gerekti\u011fi gibi ilerliyor, ancak insanlar i\u00e7in bunu s\u00f6ylemek olduk\u00e7a g\u00fc\u00e7.<\/p>\n

\u00c7erkeslerde \u00e7ocu\u011fu aile de\u011fil toplum yeti\u015ftirir. Ancak dikkatli bakarsan\u0131z bu toplum g\u00f6mle\u011finin d\u00fc\u011fmesini yanl\u0131\u015f iliklemi\u015f.<\/p>\n

Hala g\u00f6remiyorum diyen varda Kestanealan k\u00f6y\u00fcne baks\u0131n.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

ELBEG Murat Duman 22.07.2006 Gömleğin ilk düğmesini yanlış iliklersen, diğerleri de yanlış olur derler, işini baştan sağlam ve doğru yapmayanlar için. Elbette anlayana… Geçtiğimiz gün İnegöl-Kestanalan köyünde karardı bir hayat. Onca toplantı, onca karar alındı öncesinde silahsızlananım diye. Ama olmadı. Olamadı. Düşüncesiz beyinler; düşünene, üretene, üretmek isteyene yine engel oldu. Bir film yine mutsuz sonla […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0,"ocean_post_layout":"","ocean_both_sidebars_style":"","ocean_both_sidebars_content_width":0,"ocean_both_sidebars_sidebars_width":0,"ocean_sidebar":"0","ocean_second_sidebar":"0","ocean_disable_margins":"enable","ocean_add_body_class":"","ocean_shortcode_before_top_bar":"","ocean_shortcode_after_top_bar":"","ocean_shortcode_before_header":"","ocean_shortcode_after_header":"","ocean_has_shortcode":"","ocean_shortcode_after_title":"","ocean_shortcode_before_footer_widgets":"","ocean_shortcode_after_footer_widgets":"","ocean_shortcode_before_footer_bottom":"","ocean_shortcode_after_footer_bottom":"","ocean_display_top_bar":"default","ocean_display_header":"default","ocean_header_style":"","ocean_center_header_left_menu":"0","ocean_custom_header_template":"0","ocean_custom_logo":0,"ocean_custom_retina_logo":0,"ocean_custom_logo_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_tablet_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_mobile_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_max_height":0,"ocean_custom_logo_tablet_max_height":0,"ocean_custom_logo_mobile_max_height":0,"ocean_header_custom_menu":"0","ocean_menu_typo_font_family":"0","ocean_menu_typo_font_subset":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_size":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_unit":"px","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight_tablet":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight_mobile":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform_tablet":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform_mobile":"","ocean_menu_typo_line_height":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_unit":"","ocean_menu_typo_spacing":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_unit":"","ocean_menu_link_color":"","ocean_menu_link_color_hover":"","ocean_menu_link_color_active":"","ocean_menu_link_background":"","ocean_menu_link_hover_background":"","ocean_menu_link_active_background":"","ocean_menu_social_links_bg":"","ocean_menu_social_hover_links_bg":"","ocean_menu_social_links_color":"","ocean_menu_social_hover_links_color":"","ocean_disable_title":"default","ocean_disable_heading":"default","ocean_post_title":"","ocean_post_subheading":"","ocean_post_title_style":"","ocean_post_title_background_color":"","ocean_post_title_background":0,"ocean_post_title_bg_image_position":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_attachment":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_repeat":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_size":"","ocean_post_title_height":0,"ocean_post_title_bg_overlay":0.5,"ocean_post_title_bg_overlay_color":"","ocean_disable_breadcrumbs":"default","ocean_breadcrumbs_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_separator_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_links_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_links_hover_color":"","ocean_display_footer_widgets":"default","ocean_display_footer_bottom":"default","ocean_custom_footer_template":"0","ocean_post_oembed":"","ocean_post_self_hosted_media":"","ocean_post_video_embed":"","ocean_link_format":"","ocean_link_format_target":"self","ocean_quote_format":"","ocean_quote_format_link":"post","ocean_gallery_link_images":"off","ocean_gallery_id":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[97],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2588","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar-murat-duman","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2588","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2588"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2588\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2589,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2588\/revisions\/2589"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2588"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2588"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2588"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}