{"id":2600,"date":"2019-02-23T14:33:34","date_gmt":"2019-02-23T14:33:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/circassiancenter.com\/tr\/?p=2600"},"modified":"2019-02-23T14:33:34","modified_gmt":"2019-02-23T14:33:34","slug":"koyluler-ve-sehirliler","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/koyluler-ve-sehirliler\/","title":{"rendered":"K\u00d6YL\u00dcLER VE \u015eEH\u0130RL\u0130LER"},"content":{"rendered":"

ELBEG Murat Duman
\n<\/span><\/b>09.09.2006<\/span><\/p>\n

\u0130ki olmak, arada durmak ne zor geliyor bazen insana…<\/span><\/p>\n

\u0130ki bilinmeyenli bir denklemi \u00e7\u00f6zecek form\u00fcl\u00fcn aras\u0131na gizlenmi\u015f asal bir say\u0131yd\u0131m ben. Kendimden ba\u015fkas\u0131na b\u00f6l\u00fcnemeyen…<\/span><\/p>\n

Do\u011fru cevab\u0131 biliyordum ama sonuca ula\u015fmak i\u00e7in izlenmesi gerekli yolu bulamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc. <\/span><\/p>\n

Hi\u00e7bir kitab\u0131n yazmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, hi\u00e7bir bilginin bilmedi\u011fini biliyordum bu sorunun cevab\u0131n\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc soru da bendim cevapta.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ne garip \u015fey iki olmak…<\/span><\/p>\n

Ne g\u00fczel ifade ediyordu Babug Erg\u00fcn beni, bizi. <\/span><\/p>\n

T\u00fcrk T\u00fcrkiye’de
\nArap Suriye’de
\nve \u0130spanyol \u0130spanya’da
\nHalk\u0131m T\u00fcrkiye’de
\nHalk\u0131m Suriye’de
\nve halk\u0131m \u0130spanya’da
\nbir hata var bu denklemde
\nbir hata var
\nama nerede? *<\/span><\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

Hayatta en karma\u015f\u0131k sorular\u0131 bile \u00e7\u00f6zm\u00fc\u015f ben bu soruda t\u0131kanm\u0131\u015f kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Cevab\u0131 bildi\u011fimi bilmemek belkide bu ac\u0131y\u0131 veren \u015feydi bana.<\/span><\/p>\n

Y\u0131llarca hem Kafkasyal\u0131yd\u0131m hem de Diasporal\u0131<\/span><\/p>\n

Hem soru idim hem cevap<\/span><\/p>\n

Hem k\u00f6yl\u00fc idim hem \u015fehirli<\/span><\/p>\n

Dedim ya hep iki oldum ben. Y\u0131llarca tek olmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Olamad\u0131m.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00dcstelik iki olmay\u0131 bile beceremedim… Ne garip.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ne Kafkasyal\u0131 olabildim, ne de diasporal\u0131<\/span><\/p>\n

Ne k\u00f6yl\u00fc olabildim, ne de \u015fehirli…<\/span><\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

“\u015eu \u015fehirliler, bo\u011fulup kal\u0131yorlar o koca binalar\u0131n aras\u0131nda, o insan kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131nda. Allak bullak oluyor kafalar\u0131. K\u0131t kanaat ge\u00e7iniyorlar, bazen oluyor kendilerini unutuyorlar. Ama her ne hikmetse hi\u00e7biri tekrar d\u00f6nmeyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcyor k\u00f6y\u00fcne” diyordu bir b\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm ve ekliyordu; bizi \u015fehir bitirdi…<\/span><\/p>\n

\u015eehrin b\u00fcy\u00fcs\u00fc m\u00fc bu. \u00d6yleyse ne k\u00f6t\u00fc bir b\u00fcy\u00fc.<\/span><\/p>\n

K\u00f6t\u00fc cad\u0131n\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fcs\u00fcne kap\u0131lanlardand\u0131m bende.<\/span><\/p>\n

Kendimi hep \u015fansl\u0131 hissederdim. Bir k\u00f6y\u00fcm vard\u0131. S\u00fcrekli olmasa da yazlar\u0131 gidebilece\u011fim. Her yaz b\u00fcy\u00fck bir sevin\u00e7le giderdim k\u00f6ye. Ne \u00e7ok imrenirdim k\u00f6yde ya\u015fayanlara. Onlarda bana.<\/span><\/p>\n

“Ne g\u00fczel \u015fehirde ya\u015f\u0131yorsun. T\u00fcm imkanlar\u0131n var” derlerdi arkada\u015flar. Hi\u00e7 birini anlamazd\u0131m. B\u00f6yle g\u00fczel bir k\u00f6y varken imrenilir mi \u015fehre. <\/span><\/p>\n

Baz\u0131lar\u0131 da sevmezdi hi\u00e7 \u015fehirlileri. \u015eehirlilerin baz\u0131lar\u0131 da k\u00f6yl\u00fcleri. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u015eehirliler k\u00f6yl\u00fcleri k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcmser, onlar\u0131 hi\u00e7bir \u015fey bilmeyen basit insanlar g\u00f6r\u00fcrler, kimi zamanda a\u015fa\u011f\u0131larlard\u0131. <\/span><\/p>\n

K\u00f6yl\u00fcler, \u00f6zellikle k\u00f6yden ayr\u0131l\u0131p \u015fehre yerle\u015fmi\u015f bilmi\u015f insanlardan nefret ederlerdi. Bende sevmezdim \u00f6ylelerini.<\/span><\/p>\n

Her \u015feye kar\u0131\u015fan, her \u015feyi bildi\u011fini sanan insanlar.\u00a0 <\/span><\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

\u0130ki olmak, arada durmak ne zor geliyor bazen insana… <\/span><\/p>\n

* BABUG<\/span> Ergun Y\u0131ld\u0131z<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

ELBEG Murat Duman 09.09.2006 İki olmak, arada durmak ne zor geliyor bazen insana… İki bilinmeyenli bir denklemi çözecek formülün arasına gizlenmiş asal bir sayıydım ben. Kendimden başkasına bölünemeyen… Doğru cevabı biliyordum ama sonuca ulaşmak için izlenmesi gerekli yolu bulamamıştım bir türlü. Hiçbir kitabın yazmadığını, hiçbir bilginin bilmediğini biliyordum bu sorunun cevabını. Çünkü soru da bendim […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0,"ocean_post_layout":"","ocean_both_sidebars_style":"","ocean_both_sidebars_content_width":0,"ocean_both_sidebars_sidebars_width":0,"ocean_sidebar":"0","ocean_second_sidebar":"0","ocean_disable_margins":"enable","ocean_add_body_class":"","ocean_shortcode_before_top_bar":"","ocean_shortcode_after_top_bar":"","ocean_shortcode_before_header":"","ocean_shortcode_after_header":"","ocean_has_shortcode":"","ocean_shortcode_after_title":"","ocean_shortcode_before_footer_widgets":"","ocean_shortcode_after_footer_widgets":"","ocean_shortcode_before_footer_bottom":"","ocean_shortcode_after_footer_bottom":"","ocean_display_top_bar":"default","ocean_display_header":"default","ocean_header_style":"","ocean_center_header_left_menu":"0","ocean_custom_header_template":"0","ocean_custom_logo":0,"ocean_custom_retina_logo":0,"ocean_custom_logo_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_tablet_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_mobile_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_max_height":0,"ocean_custom_logo_tablet_max_height":0,"ocean_custom_logo_mobile_max_height":0,"ocean_header_custom_menu":"0","ocean_menu_typo_font_family":"0","ocean_menu_typo_font_subset":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_size":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_unit":"px","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight_tablet":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight_mobile":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform_tablet":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform_mobile":"","ocean_menu_typo_line_height":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_unit":"","ocean_menu_typo_spacing":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_unit":"","ocean_menu_link_color":"","ocean_menu_link_color_hover":"","ocean_menu_link_color_active":"","ocean_menu_link_background":"","ocean_menu_link_hover_background":"","ocean_menu_link_active_background":"","ocean_menu_social_links_bg":"","ocean_menu_social_hover_links_bg":"","ocean_menu_social_links_color":"","ocean_menu_social_hover_links_color":"","ocean_disable_title":"default","ocean_disable_heading":"default","ocean_post_title":"","ocean_post_subheading":"","ocean_post_title_style":"","ocean_post_title_background_color":"","ocean_post_title_background":0,"ocean_post_title_bg_image_position":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_attachment":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_repeat":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_size":"","ocean_post_title_height":0,"ocean_post_title_bg_overlay":0.5,"ocean_post_title_bg_overlay_color":"","ocean_disable_breadcrumbs":"default","ocean_breadcrumbs_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_separator_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_links_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_links_hover_color":"","ocean_display_footer_widgets":"default","ocean_display_footer_bottom":"default","ocean_custom_footer_template":"0","ocean_post_oembed":"","ocean_post_self_hosted_media":"","ocean_post_video_embed":"","ocean_link_format":"","ocean_link_format_target":"self","ocean_quote_format":"","ocean_quote_format_link":"post","ocean_gallery_link_images":"off","ocean_gallery_id":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[97],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2600","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar-murat-duman","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2600","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2600"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2600\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2601,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2600\/revisions\/2601"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2600"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2600"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2600"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}