{"id":2604,"date":"2019-02-23T14:35:01","date_gmt":"2019-02-23T14:35:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/circassiancenter.com\/tr\/?p=2604"},"modified":"2019-02-23T14:35:01","modified_gmt":"2019-02-23T14:35:01","slug":"hayal-kurmanin-dayanilmaz-hafifligi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/hayal-kurmanin-dayanilmaz-hafifligi\/","title":{"rendered":"HAYAL KURMANIN DAYANILMAZ HAF\u0130FL\u0130\u011e\u0130"},"content":{"rendered":"

ELBEG Murat Duman
\n<\/span><\/b>15.09.2007<\/span><\/p>\n

Hayallerle ya\u015fad\u0131k, halada ya\u015f\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n

Kimi zaman fark\u0131nda olmasak bile\u2026<\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

Hi\u00e7 \u015f\u00fcphesiz millet olma, ulus olma a\u015famas\u0131n\u0131 tamamlamadan ya\u015fan\u0131lan s\u00fcrg\u00fcn \u00e7ok fazla yara a\u00e7t\u0131 i\u00e7imizde. Zamans\u0131z yakalad\u0131 bizleri. Ho\u015f ger\u00e7i s\u00fcrg\u00fcn\u00fcn her \u015fekli k\u00f6t\u00fc ya\u2026<\/p>\n

\u0130lk ba\u015flarda umut hep vard\u0131. Bir g\u00fcn d\u00f6necektik nas\u0131l olsa.<\/p>\n

Dedelerimiz anlatt\u0131k\u00e7a Kafkasya\u2019n\u0131n g\u00fczelli\u011fini umudumuz giderek artt\u0131. Ninelerimizin anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 masallarda bir kez daha yakalad\u0131k umudu.<\/p>\n

Umut hep vard\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

Sonra umutlar yerini hayallere b\u0131rakt\u0131. Kafkasya isminin ge\u00e7ti\u011fi her c\u00fcmlede hayallere dald\u0131k. Yemye\u015fil ormanlar\u0131nda gezdik, mutlu insanlar\u0131n ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 da\u011flarda \u00f6zg\u00fcrce at ko\u015fturduk. Hep hayal ettik. Masum, basit, ger\u00e7ekle\u015fmesi olanakl\u0131 hayaller\u2026<\/p>\n

Bir yerden ayr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda, \u00f6rne\u011fin k\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fczden, hep ayr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z anda size g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc \u015fekliyle hat\u0131rlars\u0131n\u0131z. Hayallerinizde hep o son g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcz \u015fekli ile canlan\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Dedelerimizde hep \u00f6yle anlatt\u0131lar bize hakl\u0131 olarak. Ve biz hep \u00f6yle sand\u0131k Kafkasya\u2019y\u0131.<\/p>\n

Hayal kurduk\u2026<\/p>\n

Biraz abartt\u0131k\u2026<\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

Sonra d\u00fcnya de\u011fi\u015fti. \u0130nsanlar, do\u011fa, her \u015fey.<\/p>\n

Ve Kafkasya.<\/p>\n

Gidenler oldu azda olsa. Hayal kuran insanlar. Oysa Kafkasya hi\u00e7te o hayallerimizdeki gibi bir yer de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n

\u00c7erkeskal\u0131 insanlar, \u00e7e\u015fmeden g\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlerle su ta\u015f\u0131yan k\u0131zlar, g\u00fczel atlar\u2026<\/p>\n

Hi\u00e7 birisi yoktu.<\/p>\n

Onun yerine g\u00fczel ve g\u00f6rkemli binalar, d\u00fczg\u00fcn yollar, ak\u0131ll\u0131-okumu\u015f insanlar vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Nas\u0131l olurdu?<\/p>\n

Biz gelmi\u015ftik oradan. Hayli de kalabal\u0131k. Biz olmadan onlar bir hi\u00e7 de\u011fil miydi?<\/p>\n

Nas\u0131l yapm\u0131\u015flard\u0131 bunca \u015feyi. Kesin bunda bir hata vard\u0131. Onlar biz olmadan bir \u015fey yapamazlard\u0131.<\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

Her \u015feyin bir kolay\u0131 var.<\/p>\n

Y\u0131lar y\u0131l\u0131 kurdu\u011fumuz onca hayali kimsecikler y\u0131kamazd\u0131. Bir an \u00f6nce bu i\u015fe bir el atmak laz\u0131md\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu kadar \u015feyi yapmaya yapm\u0131\u015flar ama her zaman bir eksik vard\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Onlar biz olmadan bir \u015fey yapamazlar.<\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

Hayallerle ya\u015f\u0131yoruz\u2026<\/p>\n

Kimi zaman fark\u0131nda olmasak bile\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

ELBEG Murat Duman 15.09.2007 Hayallerle yaşadık, halada yaşıyoruz. Kimi zaman farkında olmasak bile… Hiç şüphesiz millet olma, ulus olma aşamasını tamamlamadan yaşanılan sürgün çok fazla yara açtı içimizde. Zamansız yakaladı bizleri. Hoş gerçi sürgünün her şekli kötü ya… İlk başlarda umut hep vardı. Bir gün dönecektik nasıl olsa. Dedelerimiz anlattıkça Kafkasya’nın güzelliğini umudumuz giderek arttı. 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