{"id":2606,"date":"2019-02-23T14:35:52","date_gmt":"2019-02-23T14:35:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/circassiancenter.com\/tr\/?p=2606"},"modified":"2019-02-23T14:35:52","modified_gmt":"2019-02-23T14:35:52","slug":"soruguluyorum","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/soruguluyorum\/","title":{"rendered":"SORU(GULU)YORUM"},"content":{"rendered":"

ELBEG Murat Duman
\n<\/span><\/b>22.09.2007<\/span><\/p>\n

\u015eimdi s\u00f6yleyin bakal\u0131m bana, beni ve benim gibileri bu duruma getirenler; verin hesab\u0131n\u0131z\u0131.<\/p>\n

Hi\u00e7 mi utanmad\u0131n\u0131z? Hi\u00e7 mi vicdan\u0131n\u0131z s\u0131zlamad\u0131?<\/p>\n

Bir insan kendi insan\u0131na; k\u00f6yl\u00fcs\u00fcne, e\u015finde, dostuna, akrabas\u0131na, b\u00f6yle bir \u015feyi nas\u0131l yapar. Hala akl\u0131m alm\u0131yor. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck\u00e7e t\u00fcylerim diken diken oluyor.<\/p>\n

Bunu yapma hakk\u0131n\u0131 size kim verdi?<\/p>\n

Zoruma giden ba\u015fka bir \u015fey daha var; t\u00fcm bu yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131zdan sonra hala pi\u015fkin pi\u015fkin oturman\u0131z. \u0130nan\u0131n bu beni deli ediyor.<\/p>\n

Neden mi bahsediyorum? Neden bahsetti\u011fimi size gayet iyi biliyorsunuz.<\/p>\n

Hani y\u0131llarca kendi \u00e7\u0131karlar\u0131n\u0131z i\u00e7in harcad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z ve bana sadece son kal\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z bu k\u00fclt\u00fcrden bahsediyorum.<\/p>\n

Sahip olabilece\u011fim de\u011ferlerin bir \u00e7o\u011funu hi\u00e7 umursamas\u0131zca elimden ald\u0131n\u0131z. \u0130nanm\u0131yorsan\u0131z kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131r\u0131n. Sizin ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131z zaman ile benim ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, daha do\u011frusu ya\u015famak zorunda b\u0131rak\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m zaman\u0131.<\/p>\n

Hoyrat\u00e7a kulland\u0131n\u0131z zaman\u0131n\u0131z\u0131. Gelece\u011fi hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden. O zaman\u0131n \u015fartlar\u0131 \u00f6yleydi, ba\u015fkaca bir \u015fey yapamazd\u0131k demeyin bana. Sak\u0131n b\u00f6yle mant\u0131ks\u0131z \u015feyler s\u00f6ylemeyin.<\/p>\n

Yeri gelmi\u015fken hemen belirteyim. Aran\u0131zda bulunan az say\u0131daki akl\u0131 selimleri tenzih ederim. Elimde kalan ve bana ancak yeten bu de\u011ferlerin hepsini onlara bor\u00e7luyum. Sizin bana b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z koca bir hi\u00e7.<\/p>\n

Verin hesab\u0131n\u0131z\u0131. Neden b\u00f6yle yapt\u0131n\u0131z? Kim zorlad\u0131 sizi. Bunlar\u0131 yapman\u0131z\u0131 kim sizden istedi?<\/p>\n

Peki ben \u015fimdi ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m. Sizin yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z hatalar\u0131 temizlemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum. Her \u015feye sil ba\u015ftan ba\u015flamak zorunday\u0131m. Bana ve benim gibilere neden b\u00f6yle bir ya\u015fam\u0131 lay\u0131k g\u00f6rd\u00fcn\u00fcz?<\/p>\n

1,5 asra yak\u0131n bu co\u011frafyada ya\u015f\u0131yoruz. Bu k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fc ya\u015fatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yoruz. \u015eimdi s\u00f6yleyin. Bu k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fc ya\u015fatmak i\u00e7in neler yapt\u0131n\u0131z?<\/p>\n

Nerde benim dilim? S\u00f6ylencelerim, masallar\u0131m, atas\u00f6zlerim.<\/p>\n

Bana ka\u00e7 kitap b\u0131rakt\u0131n\u0131z. Ka\u00e7 derleme yapt\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n

1 as\u0131rd\u0131r var olan derneklerimizin hala d\u00fczg\u00fcn bir kimli\u011fi yok. Hala hi\u00e7bir yerde s\u00f6z sahibi de\u011filiz. De\u011ferleriniz, \u00f6ncelikleriniz, hedefleriniz nerde?<\/p>\n

Bir saklan\u0131yorsunuz, bir ortaya \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yorsunuz. S\u00f6zleriniz hala \u00e7eli\u015fkilerle dolu. Anlat\u0131n bana. Size nas\u0131l inanay\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Art\u0131k gitme vaktiniz gelmedi mi?<\/p>\n

Verin bana yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n hesab\u0131n\u0131. Ve sizi asla affetmeyece\u011fimi bilin.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

ELBEG Murat Duman 22.09.2007 Şimdi söyleyin bakalım bana, beni ve benim gibileri bu duruma getirenler; verin hesabınızı. Hiç mi utanmadınız? Hiç mi vicdanınız sızlamadı? Bir insan kendi insanına; köylüsüne, eşinde, dostuna, akrabasına, böyle bir şeyi nasıl yapar. Hala aklım almıyor. Düşündükçe tüylerim diken diken oluyor. Bunu yapma hakkını size kim verdi? Zoruma giden başka bir […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0,"ocean_post_layout":"","ocean_both_sidebars_style":"","ocean_both_sidebars_content_width":0,"ocean_both_sidebars_sidebars_width":0,"ocean_sidebar":"0","ocean_second_sidebar":"0","ocean_disable_margins":"enable","ocean_add_body_class":"","ocean_shortcode_before_top_bar":"","ocean_shortcode_after_top_bar":"","ocean_shortcode_before_header":"","ocean_shortcode_after_header":"","ocean_has_shortcode":"","ocean_shortcode_after_title":"","ocean_shortcode_before_footer_widgets":"","ocean_shortcode_after_footer_widgets":"","ocean_shortcode_before_footer_bottom":"","ocean_shortcode_after_footer_bottom":"","ocean_display_top_bar":"default","ocean_display_header":"default","ocean_header_style":"","ocean_center_header_left_menu":"0","ocean_custom_header_template":"0","ocean_custom_logo":0,"ocean_custom_retina_logo":0,"ocean_custom_logo_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_tablet_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_mobile_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_max_height":0,"ocean_custom_logo_tablet_max_height":0,"ocean_custom_logo_mobile_max_height":0,"ocean_header_custom_menu":"0","ocean_menu_typo_font_family":"0","ocean_menu_typo_font_subset":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_size":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_unit":"px","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight_tablet":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight_mobile":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform_tablet":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform_mobile":"","ocean_menu_typo_line_height":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_unit":"","ocean_menu_typo_spacing":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_unit":"","ocean_menu_link_color":"","ocean_menu_link_color_hover":"","ocean_menu_link_color_active":"","ocean_menu_link_background":"","ocean_menu_link_hover_background":"","ocean_menu_link_active_background":"","ocean_menu_social_links_bg":"","ocean_menu_social_hover_links_bg":"","ocean_menu_social_links_color":"","ocean_menu_social_hover_links_color":"","ocean_disable_title":"default","ocean_disable_heading":"default","ocean_post_title":"","ocean_post_subheading":"","ocean_post_title_style":"","ocean_post_title_background_color":"","ocean_post_title_background":0,"ocean_post_title_bg_image_position":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_attachment":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_repeat":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_size":"","ocean_post_title_height":0,"ocean_post_title_bg_overlay":0.5,"ocean_post_title_bg_overlay_color":"","ocean_disable_breadcrumbs":"default","ocean_breadcrumbs_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_separator_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_links_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_links_hover_color":"","ocean_display_footer_widgets":"default","ocean_display_footer_bottom":"default","ocean_custom_footer_template":"0","ocean_post_oembed":"","ocean_post_self_hosted_media":"","ocean_post_video_embed":"","ocean_link_format":"","ocean_link_format_target":"self","ocean_quote_format":"","ocean_quote_format_link":"post","ocean_gallery_link_images":"off","ocean_gallery_id":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[97],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2606","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar-murat-duman","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2606","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2606"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2606\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2607,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2606\/revisions\/2607"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2606"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2606"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2606"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}