{"id":2640,"date":"2019-02-23T15:08:37","date_gmt":"2019-02-23T15:08:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/circassiancenter.com\/tr\/?p=2640"},"modified":"2019-02-23T15:08:37","modified_gmt":"2019-02-23T15:08:37","slug":"tarik-agabeyimin-ardindan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/tarik-agabeyimin-ardindan\/","title":{"rendered":"TARIK A\u011eABEY\u0130M\u0130N ARDINDAN"},"content":{"rendered":"

Do\u00e7. Dr. ENGANOY Erol Y\u0131ld\u0131r
\n<\/span><\/b> 28.11.2003<\/span><\/p>\n

Allah rahmet eylesin. Tar\u0131k Cemal a\u011fabeyimizi kaybettik..<\/p>\n

Bu yaz\u0131y\u0131 sadece ac\u0131n\u0131z\u0131-ac\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 payla\u015fmak i\u00e7in yazm\u0131yorum. Bir a\u011fabeyiniz olarak \u00f6nemli bir noktaya parmak basmak i\u00e7in yaz\u0131yorum. Burada sizlerle payla\u015facaklar\u0131ma bir anlamda “Rahmetli Tar\u0131k Cemal a\u011fabeyimin vasiyeti<\/strong>” olarak da bakabilirsiniz.<\/p>\n

1996 y\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131. \u0130stanbul\u2019da rahmetli ile bulu\u015fmu\u015f, o y\u0131l ilk kitab\u0131m olan \u2018Vaynah Kuleleri\u2019nin yay\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7in yay\u0131nevi aray\u0131\u015f\u0131na giri\u015fmi\u015ftik. So\u011fuk bir Kas\u0131m sabah\u0131nda yayan-yap\u0131ldak oradan oraya ko\u015fturuyorduk kitab\u0131 bast\u0131racak bir yay\u0131nc\u0131 bulabilmek i\u00e7in.\u00a0Ama ne yalan s\u00f6yleyeyim bu durumdan\u00a0\u015fikayet\u00e7i de\u00a0de\u011fildim. Biliyordum ki, o anda yan\u0131mda benimle el ele veren s\u0131radan bir insan de\u011fildi. \u00c7e\u00e7en tarihinin ve dilinin en b\u00fcy\u00fck alimlerinden birisiydi.<\/p>\n

Bedenen kopar\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 topraklardan ruhu asla kopar\u0131lamam\u0131\u015f bir insand\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve zaman\u0131n\u0131 halk\u0131na adam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ortaya koydu\u011fu ve yay\u0131nlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 eserlerden daha fazlas\u0131 evinde \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma masas\u0131nda duruyordu ve maddi olanaks\u0131zl\u0131klar nedeniyle yay\u0131nlanam\u0131yordu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bir bilimadam\u0131n\u0131n di\u015fiyle t\u0131rna\u011f\u0131yla kaz\u0131yarak buldu\u011fu ve ortaya koydu\u011fu eserlerin yay\u0131nlanamadan elinde kalmas\u0131 ne demek bilir misiniz? Bir annenin do\u011fum vakti gelen yavrusunu y\u0131llarca karn\u0131nda ta\u015f\u0131mas\u0131ndan farks\u0131zd\u0131r! “\u00c7e\u00e7en Direni\u015f Tarihi<\/strong>” yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir eser olarak hala bas\u0131lmay\u0131 bekliyordu<\/strong>..<\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlardan bahsederek \u0130stanbul\u2019u bazen otob\u00fcsle bazen yaya katederken akl\u0131ma bir soru geldi ve Tar\u0131k a\u011fabeye sormadan edemedim?
\n– Bunca \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma yap\u0131yorsun. Hem\u015ferilerimiz (burada hepimizi, anne-babalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, sizleri, t\u00fcm \u00c7e\u00e7enleri kastediyordum) sana bir g\u00fcn olsun geldi de; \u2018\u2019Aferin be Tar\u0131k! Kendi imkanlar\u0131nla bunca eser haz\u0131rlad\u0131n. Allah senden raz\u0131 olsun? \u015eu kitab\u0131n\u0131 okuduk; \u015furada \u015f\u00f6yle yazm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n fark\u0131na vard\u0131k<\/strong>\u2019\u2019 t\u00fcr\u00fcnden bir \u015feyler s\u00f6ylediler mi?<\/p>\n

Rahmetli, ac\u0131 ac\u0131 g\u00fclerek cevap verdi; “Ya Erol, allaha\u015fk\u0131na nerede bizde onu soracak insanlar? B\u0131rak okumay\u0131, ne yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n bile fark\u0131na varamayan yak\u0131nlar\u0131m var!<\/strong> Kaynaklar\u0131m\u0131 al\u0131p geri vermeyenleri mi sayay\u0131m, kitaplar\u0131m\u0131 okumadan bana neler yazaca\u011f\u0131m konusunda ak\u0131l verenlere mi?<\/strong> Yoksa daha da k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fc yeni yeti\u015fen ve ailelerinden bir \u015fey g\u00f6rmeden, \u00f6\u011fretilmeden sadece isimleri \u00c7e\u00e7en olan ve yokluklar i\u00e7inde yaz\u0131lan nadide k\u00fclt\u00fcrel kaynaklar\u0131n\u0131 okumayan<\/strong> nesillere mi yanay\u0131m?!”<\/p>\n

Rahmetlinin kanayan bir yaras\u0131na dokundu\u011fumu hissederek konuyu kapatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ama o konu\u015fma belki de bana hayat\u0131m\u0131n dersini vermi\u015fti. \u0130\u015fte o andan sonra “hi\u00e7 bir \u015feyi, hi\u00e7 bir \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmay\u0131 toplumumdan kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k beklemeden yapmam gerekti\u011fini<\/strong>” kavram\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n

“Marifet, iltifata tabiidir” derler.<\/p>\n

Haah..<\/p>\n

Bakmay\u0131n siz bu s\u00f6ze.\u00a0\u00a0Bu; diasporada ya\u015fayan mazlum halk\u0131 i\u00e7in k\u0131t kanaat olanaklarla \u00fcreten bilimadam\u0131-sanat\u00e7\u0131-ayd\u0131nlar i\u00e7in o kadar l\u00fcks bir durumdur!<\/p>\n

Tar\u0131k a\u011fabey ya\u015farken, daha \u00e7ok \u00fcretmesi gerekti\u011fini biliyordu. Biliyordu ki,\u00a0 bu toplum i\u00e7inden bir daha ikinci bir Tar\u0131k Cemal Kutlu \u00e7\u0131kmayacak!<\/strong> Onun i\u00e7in var\u0131n\u0131 yo\u011funu ortaya koymaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu..<\/p>\n

Bu s\u00f6zlerimi iddial\u0131 bulabilirsiniz. Bak\u0131n bir \u00e7evrenize.<\/p>\n

Var m\u0131?<\/p>\n

Onun kadar \u00c7e\u00e7en diline, tarihine, k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcne\u00a0hakim birisinin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6receksiniz. Hem dili hem k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fc iyi bilmek yetmez ki diaspora insan\u0131 i\u00e7in.. Bildi\u011fini aktarmas\u0131 gerekir etraf\u0131na ve gelece\u011fe.<\/strong> G\u00fcndelik hayat\u0131n i\u00e7in de para kazanmak\u00a0i\u00e7in yap\u0131lan \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131 bir yana b\u0131rakarak ka\u00e7 ki\u015fi kendini halk\u0131na adayabilir? Tar\u0131k a\u011fabey bilmiyor muydu rahat ya\u015faman\u0131n yollar\u0131n\u0131? \u0130stese l\u00fcks ve servet i\u00e7inde ya\u015fayamaz m\u0131yd\u0131? Ama o se\u00e7imini halk\u0131ndan yana yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Allah ondan raz\u0131 olsun.<\/p>\n

Ama durun bu noktada.<\/p>\n

Bir \u00f6zele\u015ftiri yapal\u0131m\u00a0arkada\u015flar. Dost ac\u0131 s\u00f6ylermi\u015f. Ka\u00e7 kitab\u0131n\u0131 okudunuz rahmetlinin ya da bize yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ka\u00e7 makalesini!?<\/strong>\u00a0O’nun de\u011ferini anlamak i\u00e7in \u00f6ncelikle yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 bilmek gerekir \u00f6yle de\u011fil mi?<\/p>\n

Allah rahmet eylesin..<\/p>\n

T\u00fcm \u00c7e\u00e7en halk\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 sa\u011folsun.<\/p>\n

\u00d6len sadece bir insan de\u011fildi. K\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn ve dilimizin s\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131 bilen bir varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 da topra\u011fa g\u00f6md\u00fck!<\/strong><\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131 sevdiklerimizin ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6stermesin ve gecinden versin bizlere..<\/p>\n

Not:<\/strong> Canlar\u0131m, burada yazd\u0131klar\u0131mla “okumad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 ima ederek sizleri k\u0131rmak, g\u00fccendirmek istemiyorum” ben d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerimi y\u00fcksek sesle kendimle konu\u015fur gibi, yaral\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fimin ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 hafifletmek i\u00e7in yazd\u0131m sadece..<\/p>\n

Ozan\u2019d\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Uzand\u0131m, d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm topra\u011fa.<\/p>\n

Yat\u0131yorum,<\/p>\n

Beyaz yorgan alt\u0131nda<\/p>\n

Karak\u0131\u015fta uzanm\u0131\u015f\u0131m<\/p>\n

Babam yan\u0131mda.<\/p>\n

\u00dczerimde tipi, boran, kar<\/p>\n

Islak bir k\u0131rba\u00e7 gibi<\/p>\n

Anam\u0131n g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7imi yakar.<\/p>\n

Yank\u0131lan\u0131r<\/p>\n

T\u00fcl\u00fcce\u2019 de a\u011f\u0131tlar\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Kafkasya, yitik diyar\u0131m<\/em>
\n<\/em>hasretlik vatan\u0131m <\/em><\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f dizelerimi sana,<\/p>\n

S\u00fcrg\u00fcnden<\/p>\n

Y\u00fcre\u011fimde cennete ta\u015f\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Doç. Dr. ENGANOY Erol Yıldır 28.11.2003 Allah rahmet eylesin. Tarık Cemal ağabeyimizi kaybettik.. Bu yazıyı sadece acınızı-acımızı paylaşmak için yazmıyorum. Bir ağabeyiniz olarak önemli bir noktaya parmak basmak için yazıyorum. Burada sizlerle paylaşacaklarıma bir anlamda “Rahmetli Tarık Cemal ağabeyimin vasiyeti” olarak da bakabilirsiniz. 1996 yılıydı. İstanbul’da rahmetli ile buluşmuş, o yıl ilk kitabım olan ‘Vaynah 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