{"id":2678,"date":"2019-02-23T15:39:29","date_gmt":"2019-02-23T15:39:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/circassiancenter.com\/tr\/?p=2678"},"modified":"2019-02-23T15:39:29","modified_gmt":"2019-02-23T15:39:29","slug":"umitler-ve-hayaller","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/umitler-ve-hayaller\/","title":{"rendered":"\u00dcM\u0130TLER VE HAYALLER…"},"content":{"rendered":"

Do\u00e7. Dr. ENGANOY Erol Y\u0131ld\u0131r
\n<\/span><\/b>08.04.2006<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cKule, i\u00e7inde ya\u015fayan\u0131na ayr\u0131nt\u0131lardan ar\u0131nm\u0131\u015f sade bir ya\u015fam sunar\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

Bug\u00fcn bak\u0131yorum da; Bir zamanlar kulemin penceresinde oturup d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm ya da tasarlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m o an ki hayallerim-\u00fcmitlerim, kayg\u0131 ve korkular\u0131m \u015fimdi, kimisi canl\u0131, kimi ise art\u0131k varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bile unuttu\u011fum o kadar farkl\u0131 ger\u00e7eklere d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fler ki!
\nZaman, y\u0131llar sonra geriye bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda ya\u015fam\u0131n t\u00fcm ayr\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 t\u00f6rp\u00fcl\u00fcyor, ona \u00e7ekid\u00fczen vererek, sade bir g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcye kavu\u015fturuyor. Hepimiz sonunda, bu sade g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcn\u00fcn ilham\u0131ndan yararlanarak \u201cah biraz daha erken bu bilince varsam da \u015funlar\u0131 ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirebilseydim\u201d diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp hay\u0131flanaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z g\u00fcnlere ula\u015f\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n

Bir anda, ya\u015fam\u0131n bizler i\u00e7in dizginlerinden bo\u015falm\u0131\u015f \u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131lar sa\u00e7an beyaz bir Arap at\u0131 h\u0131z\u0131nda ge\u00e7ip gitti\u011fini kavr\u0131yoruz. Ge\u00e7mi\u015fte b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ve ya\u015farken nice anlamlarla y\u00fckledi\u011fimiz t\u00fcrl\u00fc k\u0131r\u0131lganl\u0131klar, ac\u0131lar, \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcler, sevin\u00e7ler, \u00f6fkeler, h\u00fcz\u00fcnler k\u0131sacas\u0131 t\u00fcm insani duygular\u0131m\u0131z art\u0131k bir anlam ifade etmeden, pi\u015fmanl\u0131klara da bula\u015farak giderek silikle\u015fip bulan\u0131kla\u015f\u0131yorlar. Geride bir \u015fey b\u0131rakmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcrpertili ger\u00e7e\u011fiyle ba\u015f ba\u015fa kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda, \u201cas\u0131l olan nedir?\u201d diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz o anlarda, hay\u0131flanmalar\u0131n ve pi\u015fmanl\u0131klar\u0131n pen\u00e7esinden kurtulmak, kader dedi\u011fimiz kendi \u00f6zel ya\u015fam\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ayr\u0131nt\u0131larla dolu labirentleri i\u00e7inde kaybolmamak i\u00e7in ya\u015fam\u0131n bizlere kazand\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 en de\u011ferli hediye olan deneyimlerimizden yararlanarak, do\u011fru \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131 do\u011fru \u015fekilde s\u00fcrd\u00fcrmemiz gerekti\u011fini de idrak ederek tela\u015fa kap\u0131lmadan yeni hayallerin yeni \u00fcmitlerin pe\u015fine tak\u0131lmam\u0131z gerekiyor.<\/p>\n

Ger\u00e7ekle\u015fme olas\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 hi\u00e7 olmayan \u00fctopyalara da d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fse \u00fcmit ve hayallerimiz en zay\u0131f anlar\u0131m\u0131zda bizlere destek olan, ya\u015famam\u0131z\u0131 sa\u011flayan en b\u00fcy\u00fck dayana\u011f\u0131m\u0131z oluveriyor.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Doç. Dr. ENGANOY Erol Yıldır 08.04.2006 “Kule, içinde yaşayanına ayrıntılardan arınmış sade bir yaşam sunar” Bugün bakıyorum da; Bir zamanlar kulemin penceresinde oturup düşündüğüm ya da tasarladığım o an ki hayallerim-ümitlerim, kaygı ve korkularım şimdi, kimisi canlı, kimi ise artık varlığını bile unuttuğum o kadar farklı gerçeklere dönüşmüşler ki! Zaman, yıllar sonra geriye baktığımızda yaşamın 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