{"id":2721,"date":"2019-02-23T16:04:00","date_gmt":"2019-02-23T16:04:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/circassiancenter.com\/tr\/?p=2721"},"modified":"2019-02-23T16:04:00","modified_gmt":"2019-02-23T16:04:00","slug":"ufkumuz-griye-donerken","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/ufkumuz-griye-donerken\/","title":{"rendered":"UFKUMUZ GR\u0130YE D\u00d6NERKEN"},"content":{"rendered":"

BABUG Ergun Y\u0131ld\u0131z
\n<\/span><\/b>23. 02. 2010<\/span><\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00c7erkes d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 en k\u0131sa nas\u0131l tarif ederim veya en basit benzetme ile nas\u0131l anlat\u0131r\u0131m deseniz san\u0131r\u0131m \u201cgri<\/b>\u201d s\u00f6zc\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden daha \u00f6z, gri renkten daha uygun bir tan\u0131mlama bulamazs\u0131n\u0131z.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Gri rengi nas\u0131l tan\u0131mlar\u0131m derseniz de \u201ckaraya bulanm\u0131\u015f beyaz\u201d benzetmesi buna cuk oturur.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

T\u0131pk\u0131 bizimkisi gibi.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Kar beyaz umutlar\u0131n\u0131 kapkara bir siyah\u0131n kirletti\u011fi, siyah m\u0131 beyaz m\u0131 art\u0131k se\u00e7ilemez olmu\u015f bir devri alemdir \u00c7erkes d\u00fcnyas\u0131 bu g\u00fcn.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

Bizler d\u00fc\u015fler g\u00f6rerek b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck, yama\u00e7lar\u0131nda kartallar\u0131n s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, eteklerinde u\u00e7an atlar\u0131 ile yi\u011fit ve asil \u00c7erkes insan\u0131n\u0131n ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 Cennet’e e\u015f bir vatan anlatt\u0131lar bize.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Bu d\u00fc\u015flerle uyuduk, bu masallarla b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

\u015eimdi d\u00fc\u015f bitti, masal yitti, o masallar\u0131 anlatanlar da beyaz atlar\u0131na binip gittiler.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Geldik ger\u00e7e\u011fin kap\u0131s\u0131na dayand\u0131k bir zaman sonra.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Elbette iyi de\u011fil b\u00f6yle 140 y\u0131l gibi uzunca bir uykudan pat diye hakikate uyanmak.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Ancak uyand\u0131k i\u015fte neylersin.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

O halde, \u015f\u00f6yle uyku mahmurlu\u011funu at\u0131p \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fczde duran manzaray\u0131 tarif edelim.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Buna bir isim koyal\u0131m, bir tan\u0131mlama getirelim.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fte bu tan\u0131mlaman\u0131n ad\u0131d\u0131r bence gri.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Gelin bu rengi olu\u015fturan tonlar\u0131 bir ay\u0131ral\u0131m, bakal\u0131m ne \u00e7\u0131kacak \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcze.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

\u00d6nce beyazdan ba\u015flayal\u0131m.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

\u00c7erkes insan\u0131 o masallarda anlat\u0131lan gibi de\u011filse de tek tek bireyler olarak etraf\u0131m\u0131zla k\u0131yaslad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda pek \u00e7o\u011fundan iyi, pek \u00e7o\u011fundan ileri ve pek \u00e7o\u011fundan e\u011fitimli.<\/p>\n

\u0130nsani ve vicdani y\u00f6n\u00fc daha geli\u015fmi\u015f; adaleti, asaleti, k\u00fclt\u00fcrel k\u00f6kleri ve ya\u015fam tarz\u0131 ile daha olgun bir halk.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

\u00c7erkes toplumu yaralar alm\u0131\u015f olsa da hala baz\u0131 de\u011ferlerine dayanarak varolan, baz\u0131 de\u011ferlerine dayanarak bir i\u00e7 disiplin ve oto kontrol sa\u011flayabilen bir halk.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

\u00c7erkes vatan\u0131 da t\u0131pk\u0131 insan\u0131 gibi.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Do\u011fal kaynaklar\u0131, co\u011frafyas\u0131, iklimi, bereketi ve g\u00fczelli\u011fi ile pek \u00e7ok yer ile k\u0131yaslanamayacak ya\u015fan\u0131las\u0131 bir toprak.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Bu halk\u0131n bu topraklarda d\u00fcn oldu\u011fu gibi bu g\u00fcn de varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcrd\u00fcrebilmesi umudu var hala \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fczde. Kendi vatan\u0131nda kendi ayaklar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde, gelecekteki varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve kaderi konusunda s\u00f6z sahibi olarak bir ya\u015fam kurma \u015fans\u0131m\u0131z var.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Yani umut var!
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fte bu umudu besleyen ideallerimiz ve inanc\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131r beyaz\u0131 en \u00e7ok temsil eden bu g\u00fcn.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Fakat \u00fcz\u00fclerek kabul etmemiz gerekiyor ki, bu beyaz neredeyse se\u00e7ilemez hale gelmi\u015f, hatta daha ileri giderek s\u00f6yleyeyim \u00f6zellikle bu hale getirilmi\u015f.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Bu kirlenmi\u015flik ve kirletilmi\u015flik, bu g\u00fcn zihinlerimizde alg\u0131 hatas\u0131 yarat\u0131yor, tan\u0131mlama de\u011ferlendirme hatas\u0131 yarat\u0131yor.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Gelece\u011fe dair umudumuzu, beklentilerimizi net ve belirgin bir hedef olmaktan \u00e7\u0131kartarak, tarifi imkans\u0131z ve ne id\u00fc\u011f\u00fc belirsiz bir siluet haline getiriyor.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn bir b\u00fct\u00fcn olarak ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda \u00c7erkes halk\u0131n\u0131n ne istedi\u011fini bilen, tarif edebilecek hedef g\u00f6sterebilecek hi\u00e7 kimse oldu\u011funu sanm\u0131yorum.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Kavramlar\u0131 bu kadar anlams\u0131z k\u0131l\u0131nm\u0131\u015f,de\u011ferleri bu kadar basitle\u015ftirilmi\u015f, umudu bu kadar kirletilmi\u015f ba\u015fkaca bir halk yoktur herhalde.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cVatan\u201d<\/span><\/span><\/b> diyorsunuz.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Karanl\u0131\u011fa s\u00fcz\u00fclen \u0131\u015f\u0131k gibi g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc kama\u015ft\u0131ran, y\u00fcre\u011finizi \u0131s\u0131tan bu apayd\u0131nl\u0131k umuda, birileri kara elleriyle dokunuveriyor;
\n– Kukla y\u00f6netimlerle idare edilen yer,
\n– Demokrasi olmayan yer,
\n– A\u00e7l\u0131k ve sefaletin h\u00fck\u00fcm s\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc yer,
\n– Ruslarla birlikte ya\u015fanan toprak,
\n– Ana dilin okutulamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yer,
\n– Can g\u00fcvenli\u011fi olmayan yer\u2026<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Bir anda bembeyaz umudunuzun karaya renk de\u011fi\u015ftirmesini izliyorsunuz b\u00fcy\u00fck bir h\u00fcz\u00fcn i\u00e7erisinde.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlara ra\u011fmen ”vatan ulan vatan!\u201c diye ba\u011f\u0131rmak geliyor i\u00e7inizden.<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cHalk\u0131m\u0131z-karde\u015flerimiz<\/span><\/span><\/b>\u201c diyorsunuz.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Yine ayn\u0131 sihirli el devrede, yine kara bula\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yorlar kar beyaz umudunuza;<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

– \u0130\u00e7ki masalar\u0131ndan kalkmayan insanlar,
\n– Ahlak ve din ta\u015f\u0131mayan insanlar,
\n– Rusla\u015fm\u0131\u015f insanlar,
\n– \u00c7erkeslikle ilgisi olmayan insanlar,
\n– Xabze bilmeyen insanlar,
\n– Tembel ve h\u0131rs\u0131z\u2026<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Siz ayn\u0131 feryat dilinizin ucunda; \u201cb\u00fct\u00fcn bunlara ra\u011fmen halk\u0131m\u0131z ulan! Halk\u0131m\u0131z, karde\u015flerimiz\u201d diye hayk\u0131rmak istiyorsunuz.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0 \u201cUlus olmak-yar\u0131n\u0131 kurmak-gelece\u011fe y\u00fcr\u00fcmek\u201d<\/span><\/span><\/b> diyorsunuz.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Kara f\u0131r\u00e7a yine gezinmeye ba\u015fl\u0131yor umudunuzun \u00fczerinde;<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

– Biz burada ya\u015fad\u0131k k\u00f6k sald\u0131k,
\n– Dinimiz bir ge\u00e7mi\u015fimiz bir,
\n– Hem ben dilini bilmedi\u011fim yerde ne yapar\u0131m,
\n– Oralarda nas\u0131l ya\u015far\u0131m,
\n– Onlar zaten bizi istemiyormu\u015f\u2026
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

\u0130stisnas\u0131z hangi meseleyi al\u0131rsan\u0131z al\u0131n; ulusla\u015fma, ulus bilinci kazanma, ulus refleksi g\u00f6sterme, vatan\u0131na ve kaderine sahip \u00e7\u0131kma, gelece\u011finden sorumluluk duyma konular\u0131nda bir kara el dola\u015f\u0131yor de\u011ferlerimizin \u00fczerinde.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Bembeyaz umudumuzu kirletiyor, ruhumuzu karart\u0131yor, bilincimizi buland\u0131r\u0131yor.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn durdu\u011funuz yerde bak\u0131yorsunuz ki, hi\u00e7bir \u015fey olmas\u0131 gereken gibi apak de\u011fil.<\/p>\n

Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey lay\u0131k oldu\u011fu kadar beyaz, olmas\u0131 gereken kadar berrak de\u011fil.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Her de\u011fer kirletilmi\u015f, her ideal \u00fcst\u00fcne bula\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lan kara ile renk de\u011fi\u015ftirmi\u015f.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Ufkumuz, umudumuz, de\u011ferlerimiz, bilincimiz ve kararl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z kirli gri bir tonda.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Bir e\u015fikteyiz bu g\u00fcn.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

D\u00f6n\u00fcp kendimize bakal\u0131m, aya\u011fa kalk\u0131p kirletilen karart\u0131lan de\u011ferlerimize ideallerimize sahip \u00e7\u0131kal\u0131m.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Ke\u015fke o be\u015fi\u011fimizde uyudu\u011fumuz, d\u00fc\u015f ile b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz \u00e7a\u011f hep s\u00fcrse ama kabul edelim ki o \u00e7a\u011f bitti.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

D\u00fcn oldu\u011fu gibi ruhumuzu ok\u015fayan i\u00e7imizi \u0131s\u0131tan ho\u015f hikayeler, efsaneler dinlemek, g\u00fczel d\u00fc\u015fler g\u00f6rmek istiyoruz ve bunun \u00f6tesine bir ad\u0131m ge\u00e7mek istemiyoruz.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Bizler art\u0131k o be\u015fikten inmek, yery\u00fcz\u00fcne ayak basmak gerekti\u011fini, hayat\u0131n i\u00e7ine dal\u0131p d\u00fc\u015flerimize bula\u015fan karay\u0131 t\u00fcm ya\u015fam\u0131m\u0131za ve gelece\u011fimize sinmeden s\u00f6k\u00fcp atmak gerekti\u011fini kabul etmek istemiyoruz.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

M\u00fccadele etmek, di\u015fe di\u015f kavgaya tutu\u015fmak gerekti\u011fini kabullenmek istemiyoruz.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Anlams\u0131z bahanelerle, ak\u0131l d\u0131\u015f\u0131 istekler ve taleplerle, aya\u011f\u0131 yere basmayan beklentilerle oyalanarak, gelecek umudumuzun beyazdan griye, griden siyaha d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fmesini izliyoruz umursamazca.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

San\u0131r\u0131m korkuyoruz.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Yoksa, vatan-ulus-gelecek kavramlar\u0131n\u0131 bu kadar basitle\u015ftirecek, bireysel isteklerimize kaprislerimize kurban edecek kadar yetersiz bir halk oldu\u011fumuza inanm\u0131yorum ben.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015fka halklar topraklar\u0131 ve gelecekleri i\u00e7in can verirken, biz bu kadar bencil olamay\u0131z.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Ancak unutmayal\u0131m ki, korkunun ecele faydas\u0131 yok.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Bu gri siyaha d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde, bizim sorumsuzlu\u011fumuz y\u00fcz\u00fcnden kara bir gecenin i\u00e7ine d\u00fc\u015fece\u011fiz.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Ve bir daha bizi kimse \u00e7\u0131kartamayacak o karanl\u0131ktan.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

BABUG Ergun Yıldız 23. 02. 2010 Bu günün Çerkes dünyasını en kısa nasıl tarif ederim veya en basit benzetme ile nasıl anlatırım deseniz sanırım “gri” sözcüğünden daha öz, gri renkten daha uygun bir tanımlama bulamazsınız. Gri rengi nasıl tanımlarım derseniz de “karaya bulanmış beyaz” benzetmesi buna cuk oturur. Tıpkı bizimkisi gibi. Kar beyaz umutlarını kapkara […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0,"ocean_post_layout":"","ocean_both_sidebars_style":"","ocean_both_sidebars_content_width":0,"ocean_both_sidebars_sidebars_width":0,"ocean_sidebar":"0","ocean_second_sidebar":"0","ocean_disable_margins":"enable","ocean_add_body_class":"","ocean_shortcode_before_top_bar":"","ocean_shortcode_after_top_bar":"","ocean_shortcode_before_header":"","ocean_shortcode_after_header":"","ocean_has_shortcode":"","ocean_shortcode_after_title":"","ocean_shortcode_before_footer_widgets":"","ocean_shortcode_after_footer_widgets":"","ocean_shortcode_before_footer_bottom":"","ocean_shortcode_after_footer_bottom":"","ocean_display_top_bar":"default","ocean_display_header":"default","ocean_header_style":"","ocean_center_header_left_menu":"0","ocean_custom_header_template":"0","ocean_custom_logo":0,"ocean_custom_retina_logo":0,"ocean_custom_logo_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_tablet_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_mobile_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_max_height":0,"ocean_custom_logo_tablet_max_height":0,"ocean_custom_logo_mobile_max_height":0,"ocean_header_custom_menu":"0","ocean_menu_typo_font_family":"0","ocean_menu_typo_font_subset":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_size":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_unit":"px","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight_tablet":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight_mobile":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform_tablet":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform_mobile":"","ocean_menu_typo_line_height":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_unit":"","ocean_menu_typo_spacing":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_unit":"","ocean_menu_link_color":"","ocean_menu_link_color_hover":"","ocean_menu_link_color_active":"","ocean_menu_link_background":"","ocean_menu_link_hover_background":"","ocean_menu_link_active_background":"","ocean_menu_social_links_bg":"","ocean_menu_social_hover_links_bg":"","ocean_menu_social_links_color":"","ocean_menu_social_hover_links_color":"","ocean_disable_title":"default","ocean_disable_heading":"default","ocean_post_title":"","ocean_post_subheading":"","ocean_post_title_style":"","ocean_post_title_background_color":"","ocean_post_title_background":0,"ocean_post_title_bg_image_position":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_attachment":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_repeat":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_size":"","ocean_post_title_height":0,"ocean_post_title_bg_overlay":0.5,"ocean_post_title_bg_overlay_color":"","ocean_disable_breadcrumbs":"default","ocean_breadcrumbs_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_separator_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_links_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_links_hover_color":"","ocean_display_footer_widgets":"default","ocean_display_footer_bottom":"default","ocean_custom_footer_template":"0","ocean_post_oembed":"","ocean_post_self_hosted_media":"","ocean_post_video_embed":"","ocean_link_format":"","ocean_link_format_target":"self","ocean_quote_format":"","ocean_quote_format_link":"post","ocean_gallery_link_images":"off","ocean_gallery_id":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[93],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2721","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar-babug-ergun-yildiz","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2721","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2721"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2721\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2722,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2721\/revisions\/2722"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2721"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2721"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2721"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}