{"id":2970,"date":"2019-02-24T17:28:33","date_gmt":"2019-02-24T17:28:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/circassiancenter.com\/tr\/?p=2970"},"modified":"2019-02-24T17:28:33","modified_gmt":"2019-02-24T17:28:33","slug":"didid","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/didid\/","title":{"rendered":"DIDID!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-family: Arial; font-size: small;\"><strong>Ali \u00c7urey<\/strong><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-family: Arial;\"> 27.03.2009<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Arial; font-size: small;\">Can dostlar\u0131m;<\/p>\n<p>Selam sizlere,y\u00fcrek dolusu sevgi sizlere!<\/p>\n<p>Bu g\u00fcn birilerine tak\u0131lmak istiyorum. \u0130\u00e7imden \u00f6yle geldi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Kime tak\u0131laca\u011f\u0131m biliyor musunuz? Tabi ki nereden bileceksiniz ama birazda tahmin etmi\u015fsinizdir. &#8221;Ali \u00c7urey tak\u0131lsa tak\u0131lsa Hatti Hititlere tak\u0131l\u0131r&#8221;diye i\u00e7inizden ge\u00e7irmi\u015fsinizdir. Fakat bu kez Hatti Hititlere de\u011fil tak\u0131laca\u011f\u0131m konu veya birileri. Fazla merakta b\u0131rakmayay\u0131m siz dostlar\u0131m\u0131,kendime tak\u0131lmak istiyorum.<\/p>\n<p>Nas\u0131l m\u0131? \u0130\u015fte b\u00f6yle?<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Ali \u00c7urey derdin ne senin?<br \/>\n&#8211; Ne yapmak istiyorsun?<br \/>\n&#8211; Nihai amac\u0131n ne senin?<br \/>\n&#8211; Senden ba\u015fka adam m\u0131 yok? Bir \u015feyler yap\u0131yormu\u015f pozlar\u0131nda?<br \/>\n&#8211; Emeklisin. Ya\u015f\u0131nda kemale erdi. Otursana yerinde karde\u015fim.<br \/>\n&#8211; Torun torba sahibi oldun. Hala gen\u00e7lerle didi\u015fiyorsun.<br \/>\n&#8211; Kesinlikle hastas\u0131n sen. Te\u015fhis &#8220;onulmaz&#8221; bir hastal\u0131k. Ne?<\/p>\n<p>\u015eimdi bunlara cevap ver, yi\u011fitsen. Adamsan. D\u00fcr\u00fcstsen.<\/p>\n<p>Veriyorum.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Derdim, <b>\u00c7erkes insan\u0131 <\/b>olarak kalmak arzusu.<br \/>\n&#8211; Bunun i\u00e7in yani <b>\u00c7erkes insan\u0131 <\/b>olarak kalabilmek i\u00e7in \u00e7are ar\u0131yorum, ar\u0131yorum, ar\u0131yorum&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; Nihai amac\u0131m, \u00c7erkeslerin,tarihin en eski halklar\u0131ndan oldu\u011funu ve bu halk\u0131n uygarl\u0131k yarat\u0131lar\u0131 ile insanl\u0131k tarihine katk\u0131 yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilgi ve belgelerle siz dostlar\u0131ma sunmakt\u0131r.<br \/>\n&#8211; Evet benden ba\u015fka bana benzeyen adam \u00e7ok azd\u0131r. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ben kendime benziyorum ve \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyorum. Ancak yok i\u015fte. Ne yapabilirim? \u00d6yle &#8220;insanlar \u00e7ift yarat\u0131ld\u0131&#8221; falan gibi s\u00f6zlere de inanm\u0131yorum. Evet \u00e7ift yarat\u0131ld\u0131 ama erkek ve di\u015fi olarak. Ondan \u00f6tesini bilmiyorum!<br \/>\n&#8211; Evet didi\u015fiyorum.O\u011flum,k\u0131z\u0131m ve torunumla. Onlar gen\u00e7 de\u011fil mi? Didi\u015fece\u011fim i\u015fte. Onlarda benimle didi\u015fiyorlar ama nas\u0131l? Her biri bir s\u0131ra ile ve bir s\u00fcre dahilinde. \u00c7erkes olmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131klar\u0131 i\u00e7in, \u00c7erkes terbiyesi denilen farka uyarak. Elbette didi\u015fiyoruz ama bir nezaket ve fazilet dahilinde. Argoya yer yok. Kabal\u0131\u011fa asla ge\u00e7it yok. Hem &#8220;\u00c7erkes&#8217;im&#8221; diyecekler hem de \u00c7erkeslik kurallar\u0131na uymayacaklar. O zaman fark\u0131n nedir di\u011ferlerinden yani \u00c7erkes olmayanlardan?<br \/>\n&#8211; Evet emekliyim. Yapacak ba\u015fka i\u015f yok. Onun i\u00e7in, i\u015f olsun diye yak\u0131nlar\u0131mla didi\u015fiyorum. Didi\u015fece\u011fim karde\u015fim. Belamdan t\u00fcm ev halk\u0131 bucak bucak ka\u00e7mal\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ben emekliyim ve yapacak ba\u015fka i\u015f yok.<br \/>\n&#8211; Evet &#8220;hastay\u0131m&#8221; ben. Hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131mda &#8220;emeklilik&#8221;. \u00c7aresi yok bu hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n. Bir tek \u00e7aresi var &#8220;en yak\u0131nlar\u0131mla s\u00fcrekli didi\u015fmek&#8221;. Emekli olmadan torun, o\u011ful ve k\u0131z sahibi olmadan \u00f6nce \u00c7erkes b\u00fcy\u00fckleri ve gen\u00e7leri ile didi\u015firdim. Onlardan kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k bulamay\u0131nca, yani onlar benim seviyeme inmediklerinde &#8220;kendi kendime ve kom\u015fularla didi\u015firdim&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>Yetmezdi, da\u011flara ta\u015flara ve sulara ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131r ve onlar\u0131n \u00fczerine toz toprak atard\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Atard\u0131m da ne oldu ve ne olurdu?<\/p>\n<p>Yan\u0131t yok.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc da\u011flar,denizler ve toprak konu\u015fmaz.<\/p>\n<p>Bende k\u00fcser kenara \u00e7ekilirdim.<\/p>\n<p>Onlar\u0131nda pek umurunda idi sanki?<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ali &Ccedil;urey 27.03.2009 Can dostlar&#305;m; Selam sizlere,y&uuml;rek dolusu sevgi sizlere! Bu g&uuml;n birilerine tak&#305;lmak istiyorum. &#304;&ccedil;imden &ouml;yle geldi&hellip; Kime tak&#305;laca&#287;&#305;m biliyor musunuz? Tabi ki nereden bileceksiniz ama birazda tahmin etmi&#351;sinizdir. &rdquo;Ali &Ccedil;urey tak&#305;lsa tak&#305;lsa Hatti Hititlere tak&#305;l&#305;r&rdquo;diye i&ccedil;inizden ge&ccedil;irmi&#351;sinizdir. Fakat bu kez Hatti Hititlere de&#287;il tak&#305;laca&#287;&#305;m konu veya birileri. Fazla merakta b&#305;rakmayay&#305;m siz dostlar&#305;m&#305;,kendime tak&#305;lmak 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