{"id":3451,"date":"2019-02-25T17:06:33","date_gmt":"2019-02-25T17:06:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/circassiancenter.com\/tr\/?p=3451"},"modified":"2019-02-25T17:06:33","modified_gmt":"2019-02-25T17:06:33","slug":"mukemmel-insanin-sorunu-ne","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/mukemmel-insanin-sorunu-ne\/","title":{"rendered":"M\u00dcKEMMEL \u0130NSANIN SORUNU NE?"},"content":{"rendered":"

Kuban Paul Seauhmann
\n<\/b><\/span>16.06.2007<\/span><\/p>\n

Yakla\u015f\u0131k 16 y\u0131ld\u0131r ayr\u0131 oldu\u011fum bir a\u011fabeyimi salt onu g\u00f6rmek ad\u0131na yakla\u015f\u0131k d\u00f6rt y\u00fcz kilometre yol yapt\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Murat a\u011fabey, Bulgar g\u00f6\u00e7meni bir ailenin tek \u00e7ocu\u011fuydu. Gen\u00e7li\u011fimde d\u00fc\u015fmekte oldu\u011fum hatalardan beni kurtaran biriydi.<\/p>\n

Onun engellemeleriyle hala kahvehane bana uzak bir mekand\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Onun engellemeleriyle 40’dan sonra sigaraya ba\u015flad\u0131m. \u0130lk sigaray\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131ma ald\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ya\u015f\u0131m 16 civar\u0131ndayd\u0131. \u0130yi ki, o anda bizi g\u00f6rd\u00fc de 40’\u0131ma kadar sigara i\u00e7medim.<\/p>\n

Onun engellemeleriyle bah\u00e7elerden \u00e7a\u011fla \u00e7almak gibi bir al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131\u011f\u0131m olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00c7al\u0131\u015fmay\u0131, \u00fcretmeyi de onun zorlamalar\u0131yla \u00f6\u011frendim.<\/p>\n

Evleri, kasaban\u0131n di\u011fer evlerinden farkl\u0131yd\u0131. Bizim k\u00f6ydeki evlerimize benzerdi. D\u00f6rt odal\u0131 haneyi babas\u0131yla birlikte tek ba\u015flar\u0131na yapt\u0131klar\u0131 anlat\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Banka memuruydu. Sevip, saymayan yoktu.<\/p>\n

Motosiklete binmeyi ilk o \u00f6\u011fretmi\u015fti. Kurallar\u0131 net ve kesindi.<\/p>\n

\u0130lk y\u0131l tek ba\u015f\u0131na motosiklet \u00fczerinde g\u00f6rmeyece\u011fim seni, demi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

Tarlalar benden \u00e7ok \u00e7ekti. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc d\u00fcz yollarda kullanmadan tarlaya sokmu\u015ftu beni. Kesekler, motosiklet ve ben. Saatlerce o yol kenar\u0131nda beni bekler, bende tarlan\u0131n bir ucundan di\u011fer ucuna gider gelirdim.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ocukluk i\u015fte. Akl\u0131ma hi\u00e7 gelmezdi. Motosiklet su de\u011fil benzin yak\u0131yor.<\/p>\n

Arabamla kasabaya girdi\u011fimde inan\u0131lmaz heyecanland\u0131m. Orada ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m an\u0131lar\u0131n b\u0131rak\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcne gelmesini, alenen o g\u00fcnlere d\u00f6nd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Murat a\u011fabeylerin evine y\u00f6nelirken; caddelerin, sokaklar\u0131n, evlerin ne denli de\u011fi\u015fti\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Her g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm de\u011fi\u015fim beni yeniden kendi ya\u015f\u0131ma getirdi.<\/p>\n

Eve geldi\u011fimde yeniden bir heyecan kaplad\u0131 i\u00e7imi. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00e7ocuklukta b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m ev aynen kar\u015f\u0131mda duruyordu. Kap\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcndeki ”G\u00f6\u00e7men Anahtar\u0131” bile yerli yerinde.<\/p>\n

Demir manivelay\u0131 parmaklar\u0131mla \u015f\u0131k\u0131rdatt\u0131m. Her zaman iki i\u015flevi olmu\u015ftur Bulgar Anahtar\u0131’n\u0131n. Birincisi kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p kapanmas\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011flar. \u0130kincisi zil g\u00f6revi g\u00f6r\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

Sessizlik.<\/p>\n

Bir s\u00fcre daha denedim ses \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Akrabalar\u0131mdan bir aile orada ya\u015f\u0131yordu. Onlara gittim. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck yer. Herkes birbirini tan\u0131r. Uzun uzun hasretlik giderdikten sonra Murat a\u011fabeyi ziyaret etti\u011fimi ama evinde olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6yledim. Kuzenim, onun g\u00fcn boyunca motosiklet \u00fczerinde kasabas\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7inde umars\u0131z dola\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, kimseyle ileti\u015fim kurmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi. Anlamakta g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fck \u00e7ektim. Bah\u00e7eye \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k. G\u00fczel dut a\u011fac\u0131 yan\u0131nda ac\u0131 olaylar\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Murat a\u011fabey bir anla\u015fmazl\u0131k nedeniyle bir kavgaya kar\u0131\u015f\u0131yor ve bir insan \u00f6l\u00fcyor. Tutuklan\u0131p, h\u00fck\u00fcm giyiyor ve 4 y\u0131l hapis yat\u0131yor.<\/p>\n

Sadece kom\u015fusu olan, b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131 bile terlememi\u015f bir genci k\u0131rmay\u0131p aylarca motosiklet \u00f6\u011fretmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan bir insan, kar\u0131ncay\u0131 bile ezmemek i\u00e7in ad\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftiren bir insan nas\u0131l olurda b\u00f6yle bir olaya kar\u0131\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7imdeki heyecan art\u0131k h\u00fcz\u00fcnle birlikte dayan\u0131lmaz bir durum ald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bir an \u00f6nce onu bulmal\u0131yd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

K\u0131sa s\u00fcre sonra kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcndeydim. Bu kez emindim evde oldu\u011funa. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc benim kahr\u0131m\u0131 da \u00e7eken motosiklet evin \u00f6n\u00fcndeydi.<\/p>\n

Manivelay\u0131 \u015f\u0131k\u0131rdatt\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7erden c\u0131l\u0131z yorgun bir ses y\u00fckseldi: Gel gel kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k…<\/p>\n

Tam anlayamad\u0131m. Sesi de benzetemedim. Birka\u00e7 kez daha manivelay\u0131 \u015f\u0131k\u0131rdatt\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7erdeki ses kap\u0131ya yakla\u015f\u0131nca anlad\u0131m ki arkada Murat a\u011fabey var. Heyecanla manivelaya bas\u0131p kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m.<\/p>\n

O da kap\u0131ya yakla\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Aram\u0131zda 2-3 metrelik bir uzakl\u0131k vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck kalm\u0131\u015f. Omuzlar\u0131 ve avurtlar\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ok s\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131ld\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Saatlerce evin i\u00e7 bah\u00e7esinde iki k\u00fct\u00fck \u00fczerinde oturduk. Ona ne denli \u00e7ok borcum oldu\u011fumu dile getirdim. G\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7i g\u00fcld\u00fc. ”Kuzum ben size do\u011fru olanlar\u0131 g\u00f6sterdim. Kiminiz ald\u0131 kiminiz almad\u0131. Borcun neden olsun” dedi.<\/p>\n

Ne ben bu talihsiz olay\u0131n ayr\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 sorabildim. Ne o, bu konuda tek s\u00f6zc\u00fck dile getirdi.<\/p>\n

O her zaman oldu\u011fu gibi benim Murat a\u011fabeyim. Bir sokak k\u00f6pe\u011fini alm\u0131\u015f, her k\u00f6pekseverin sahip olmak isteyece\u011fi bir hale getirmi\u015f. Ona sahip \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n

Ancak koskoca bir kasaba halk\u0131 ona sahip olmay\u0131 becerememi\u015f.<\/p>\n

SonS\u00f6z
\n<\/span>\u00c7erkes, insanlara milliyetleri ne olursa olsun de\u011fer verendir. (Kuban)<\/b><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Kuban Paul Seauhmann 16.06.2007 Yaklaşık 16 yıldır ayrı olduğum bir ağabeyimi salt onu görmek adına yaklaşık dört yüz kilometre yol yaptım. Murat ağabey, Bulgar göçmeni bir ailenin tek çocuğuydu. Gençliğimde düşmekte olduğum hatalardan beni kurtaran biriydi. Onun engellemeleriyle hala kahvehane bana uzak bir mekandır. Onun engellemeleriyle 40’dan sonra sigaraya başladım. İlk sigarayı ağzıma aldığımda yaşım […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0,"ocean_post_layout":"","ocean_both_sidebars_style":"","ocean_both_sidebars_content_width":0,"ocean_both_sidebars_sidebars_width":0,"ocean_sidebar":"0","ocean_second_sidebar":"0","ocean_disable_margins":"enable","ocean_add_body_class":"","ocean_shortcode_before_top_bar":"","ocean_shortcode_after_top_bar":"","ocean_shortcode_before_header":"","ocean_shortcode_after_header":"","ocean_has_shortcode":"","ocean_shortcode_after_title":"","ocean_shortcode_before_footer_widgets":"","ocean_shortcode_after_footer_widgets":"","ocean_shortcode_before_footer_bottom":"","ocean_shortcode_after_footer_bottom":"","ocean_display_top_bar":"default","ocean_display_header":"default","ocean_header_style":"","ocean_center_header_left_menu":"0","ocean_custom_header_template":"0","ocean_custom_logo":0,"ocean_custom_retina_logo":0,"ocean_custom_logo_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_tablet_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_mobile_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_max_height":0,"ocean_custom_logo_tablet_max_height":0,"ocean_custom_logo_mobile_max_height":0,"ocean_header_custom_menu":"0","ocean_menu_typo_font_family":"0","ocean_menu_typo_font_subset":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_size":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_unit":"px","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight_tablet":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight_mobile":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform_tablet":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform_mobile":"","ocean_menu_typo_line_height":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_unit":"","ocean_menu_typo_spacing":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_unit":"","ocean_menu_link_color":"","ocean_menu_link_color_hover":"","ocean_menu_link_color_active":"","ocean_menu_link_background":"","ocean_menu_link_hover_background":"","ocean_menu_link_active_background":"","ocean_menu_social_links_bg":"","ocean_menu_social_hover_links_bg":"","ocean_menu_social_links_color":"","ocean_menu_social_hover_links_color":"","ocean_disable_title":"default","ocean_disable_heading":"default","ocean_post_title":"","ocean_post_subheading":"","ocean_post_title_style":"","ocean_post_title_background_color":"","ocean_post_title_background":0,"ocean_post_title_bg_image_position":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_attachment":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_repeat":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_size":"","ocean_post_title_height":0,"ocean_post_title_bg_overlay":0.5,"ocean_post_title_bg_overlay_color":"","ocean_disable_breadcrumbs":"default","ocean_breadcrumbs_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_separator_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_links_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_links_hover_color":"","ocean_display_footer_widgets":"default","ocean_display_footer_bottom":"default","ocean_custom_footer_template":"0","ocean_post_oembed":"","ocean_post_self_hosted_media":"","ocean_post_video_embed":"","ocean_link_format":"","ocean_link_format_target":"self","ocean_quote_format":"","ocean_quote_format_link":"post","ocean_gallery_link_images":"off","ocean_gallery_id":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[96],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3451","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar-kuban-seauhmann","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3451","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3451"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3451\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3452,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3451\/revisions\/3452"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3451"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3451"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3451"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}