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KITIJ Cemil Bi\u00e7er<\/strong><\/p>\n Ya\u015f k\u00eamale erince arz-\u0131 mevud’un \u00f6zlemi \u00e7\u00f6kmeye ba\u015fl\u0131yor yorgun y\u00fcreklere.<\/p>\n Kafda\u011f\u0131\u2019n\u0131n diasporadaki son temsilcisi olan nenejim \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn son y\u0131llar\u0131nda “demansif” bir derde d\u00fb\u00e7ar olmu\u015ftu ama Kafda\u011f\u0131\u2019na ait hat\u0131ralar\u0131 p\u0131r\u0131l p\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131 daha d\u00fcn ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015f gibi diri ve ayd\u0131nl\u0131k… Ancak g\u00fcn i\u00e7inde ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 hemen unutur, ayn\u0131 \u015feyi defalarca sorard\u0131! B\u0131kk\u0131nl\u0131k g\u00f6sterip cevap vermesek elindeki kendisiyle ya\u015f\u0131t \u00e7et \u00e7ubu\u011fu bastonu ile ac\u0131mas\u0131zca vurup cezaland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7erkesceden ba\u015fka dil bilmedi\u011fi i\u00e7inde ailede sadece annemle ileti\u015fim kurabiliyordu ama bu onu etkilemiyordu. Zir\u00e2 kim olursa olsun o hep \u00c7erkesce konu\u015furdu!<\/p>\n Diasporan\u0131n son nesli olan bizler ana dilimizden uzak yeti\u015ftirildi\u011fimizden mel-mel g\u00fcm\u00fcseyerek bakard\u0131k Kafda\u011f\u0131\u2019n\u0131n mavi g\u00f6zl\u00fc G\u00f6\u015fefij nenejimize. Ramazan ay\u0131n\u0131n geldi\u011fini san\u0131r\u0131m yap\u0131lan haz\u0131rl\u0131klardan anlard\u0131. O da kendince haz\u0131rl\u0131klar yapar; namaz t\u00fclbentlerini \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131r sand\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, annemden yeni seccade ister, rengarenk de\u011ferli ta\u015flardan yap\u0131m\u0131\u015f tesbihlerini komidininin ba\u015fucuna s\u0131ra s\u0131ra dizerdi…<\/p>\n Torunlar\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde en \u00e7ok beni sevdi\u011fini s\u00f6yler, bunu da tav\u0131rlar\u0131yla belli ederdi. Ona g\u00f6re b\u00fcy\u00fck b\u00fcy\u00fck dedem \u015epa\u015figo KITIJ Smayll’e<\/strong> en \u00e7ok ben benzermi\u015fim… G\u00f6\u015fefij nenej taraf\u0131ndan ulu dedem soylu \u015eaps\u0131\u011f \u015epa\u015figo KITIJ Smayll’e benzetilmek aile i\u00e7inde de bana bir ayr\u0131cal\u0131k ve g\u0131bta edilen bir onur berat\u0131 niteli\u011findeydi.<\/p>\n Zavall\u0131 G\u00f6\u015fefij nenejim Ramazan\u2019\u0131n ilk g\u00fcn\u00fc oru\u00e7 tutard\u0131 ama bir ay kendine gelemez yorgan d\u00f6\u015fek peri\u015fan olurdu. \u015epa\u015figo \u00e7ifli\u011finin ihtiyar kahyas\u0131 Abdullah dadeyi her saat \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rt\u0131p sorard\u0131; “Waa haj\u0131! Maho dap\u015fe d\u0131de k\u0131txuenar gid\u0131m?” (“Eyyy haj\u0131, \u015fimdi tam olaraktan ka\u00e7 g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz kald\u0131 bayrama? \u2013KCB)<\/p>\n Bu Ramazan, han\u0131m\u0131n zorlamas\u0131 ile bir ka\u00e7 g\u00fcn oru\u00e7 tuttum ama benim G\u00f6\u015fefij nenejim gibi saat ba\u015f\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131p; “Waa haj\u0131! Maho dap\u015fe d\u0131de k\u0131txuenar gid\u0131m?” diye soracak haj dedem yoktu…<\/p>\n Sahi?\u00a0 Maho dap\u015fe d\u0131de k\u0131txuenar gid\u0131m? Bilen var m\u0131 aran\u0131zda?<\/p>\n I\u015f\u0131klarda uyusunlar Kafda\u011f\u0131\u2019n\u0131n soylu insanlar\u0131<\/strong>…<\/p>\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" KITIJ Cemil Biçer Yaş kêmale erince arz-ı mevud’un özlemi çökmeye başlıyor yorgun yüreklere. Kafdağı’nın diasporadaki son temsilcisi olan nenejim ömrünün son yıllarında “demansif” bir derde dûçar olmuştu ama Kafdağı’na ait hatıraları pırıl pırıldı daha dün yaşanmış gibi diri ve aydınlık… Ancak gün içinde yaşadıklarını hemen unutur, aynı şeyi defalarca sorardı! 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