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KITIJ Cemil Bi\u00e7er<\/strong><\/p>\n Mavi siyaha boyanm\u0131\u015f sa\u00e7lar\u0131, A\u015fk\u0131n nihavent makam\u0131d\u0131r ayr\u0131l\u0131k – “Senin ad\u0131n\u0131 \/ Aradan y\u0131llar ge\u00e7er, Naz\u0131m hapisten \u00e7\u0131kar ve bir \u015fekilde \u0130stanbul Bo\u011faz\u0131’ndan Odessa’ya giden Sovyet gemisine binip Moskova’ya hicret eder…<\/p>\n 1963 Haziran’\u0131nda Moskova’da \u00f6ld\u00fc Naz\u0131m Bu na\u00e7iz\u00e2ne \u015fiir de bizden Naz\u0131m ustaya arma\u011fan olsun…<\/p>\n Ve sen…! Zagreb radyosunda, “Beni bekleme kaptan, Ve biz hep senden \u00f6\u011frendik KITIJ Cemil Biçer Mavi siyaha boyanmış saçları, derin yüz çizgileri, ve kıpkırmızı rujuyla karşımızda oturuyor kadın… Bir senfonik şarkı gibi hayatını anlatıyordu. Ne anlattığından çok ellerine bakıyorum. Eller, çorak bir arazi gibi, kupkuru ve morarmış damarların kıyısında, delik deşik bir ten, bir deri, birkaç örselenmiş kemik… Derin bir iç çekti, “artist şampanyası” dolu kadehini kaldırdı, 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\nderin y\u00fcz \u00e7izgileri,
\nve k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 rujuyla kar\u015f\u0131m\u0131zda oturuyor kad\u0131n…
\nBir senfonik \u015fark\u0131 gibi hayat\u0131n\u0131 anlat\u0131yordu.
\nNe anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7ok ellerine bak\u0131yorum.
\nEller, \u00e7orak bir arazi gibi,
\nkupkuru ve morarm\u0131\u015f damarlar\u0131n k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda,
\ndelik de\u015fik bir ten,
\nbir deri, birka\u00e7 \u00f6rselenmi\u015f kemik…
\nDerin bir i\u00e7 \u00e7ekti,
\n“artist \u015fampanyas\u0131” dolu kadehini kald\u0131rd\u0131,
\nbana do\u011fru bakt\u0131.
\nKadehlerimizi kald\u0131rd\u0131k.
\n\u0130\u015fte o anda Dilber’in g\u00f6zleri de\u011fdi g\u00f6zlerime.
\nZindan karas\u0131 g\u00f6zlerinde g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm gemiyi y\u0131llar sonra bile unutamad\u0131m.
\n\u015eimdi siz bunu bir \u015fair abartmas\u0131 olarak okuyacaks\u0131n\u0131z…
\nFakat inan\u0131n \u00f6yle de\u011fil.
\nNihavent bir \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu pavyon \u015fark\u0131c\u0131s\u0131,
\no anda sanki koskoca bir gemi,
\no bamba\u015fka mavi g\u00f6zlerin sular\u0131na g\u00f6m\u00fcld\u00fc…<\/p>\n![\"\"](\"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/08\/z-Ara.png\")
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\n“Mahpusluk zor zan\u00e2att\u0131r”,
\nHele ki d\u0131\u015far\u0131da bekleyenlerin varsa..!
\nNaz\u0131m Hikmet, uzun mahpusluk y\u0131llar\u0131nda can\u0131n\u0131 di\u015fine kat\u0131p, sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcp\u00fcrge edip krallar gibi bakan Piraye Han\u0131m’a a\u015fk\u0131n\u0131 ve g\u00f6n\u00fcl borcunu ifade etmek i\u00e7in yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fiirin girizg\u00e2h\u0131d\u0131r a\u015fa\u011f\u0131daki dizeler…<\/p>\n<\/p>\n
\nkol saatimin kay\u0131\u015f\u0131na t\u0131rna\u011f\u0131mla kaz\u0131d\u0131m \/
\nmalum ya, bulundu\u011fum yerde \/
\nne sap\u0131 sedefli bir \u00e7ak\u0131 var,
\nne de ba\u015f\u0131 bulutlarda bir \u00e7\u0131nar \/
\nbelki avluda bir a\u011fa\u00e7 bulunur ama \/
\ng\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde g\u00f6rmek bana yasak …”
\n-N. Hikmet Ran-<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<\/p>\n
\nihanet-i kalpten,
\nyani…
\ny\u00fcrek enfarkt\u00fcs\u00fcnden…
\nNaz\u0131m’\u0131n saat kay\u0131\u015f\u0131nda;
\nVera yaz\u0131yordu…
\nO g\u00fcn a\u015fk \u00f6ld\u00fc.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<\/p>\n
\nNaz\u0131m usta,
\nb\u00fcy\u00fck \u015fair…!
\nSen,
\nkartal kanatl\u0131 m\u00fclteci,
\nbir \u00e7ift ye\u015fil g\u00f6z,
\nsa\u00e7lar\u0131 saman sar\u0131s\u0131,
\nbir dilber-i ahu u\u011fruna,
\ngeride sadece mahzun bir vatan de\u011fil,
\nsana, Bursa mahpusunda don, fanila, sigara
\ngetirebilmek i\u00e7in mum \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda,
\ngecekondu mukimi yoksul kad\u0131nlara elbise diken
\nkalbi parampar\u00e7a,
\nbir ana b\u0131rakt\u0131n…
\nbir ana,
\nbir sevgili,
\nbir yaral\u0131 g\u00fcvercin.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n
\nLili Marleen \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu.
\nSen Varna liman\u0131nda bo\u011faza do\u011fru d\u00fcmen k\u0131ran
\n\u015fileplere hasret \u015fiirleri y\u00fckl\u00fcyordun,
\nVera’n\u0131n minicik elleri avucunda
\nyavru bir ser\u00e7e gibi titriyordu…<\/p>\n<\/p>\n
\nseyir defterini ba\u015fkas\u0131 yazs\u0131n…”
\n\u00e7ok yorgunum…
\n\u00e7ok yorgun…
\n\u00e7ok…” diyordun.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n
\nkavgay\u0131,
\n\u015fiiri,
\na\u015fk\u0131
\nve…
\nsenin kol saatindeki oport\u00fcnizmi
\nbir korsan feneri gibi kayal\u0131klarda par\u00e7alad\u0131
\ngemilerimizi,
\nSenin kol saatindeki oport\u00fcnist ihanet,
\nNaz\u0131m Hikmet,
\nb\u00fcy\u00fck \u015fair,
\nKavgam\u0131z\u0131n,
\nmavi g\u00f6zl\u00fc mini minnac\u0131k devi,
\nka\u011f\u0131ttan kaplan\u0131…
\nMayakovski kendini ni\u00e7in \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fc,
\nbunu en iyi bilen sensin.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"