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KITIJ Cemil Bi\u00e7er<\/strong><\/p>\n G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde her yeni ay g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde, \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumdan birileri seslenir sisli bir bulut perdesinin ard\u0131ndan, uzansam dokunacak kadar i\u00e7imde, seslensem ko\u015fup gelecek kadar yak\u0131n. Hem anneannemin hem de babaannemin hu\u015fu ile okudu\u011fu bir dua idi bu. Asl\u0131nda bir “dua”dan \u00e7ok anonim bir \u015fiirdi, zaten t\u00fcm dualar \u00f6z\u00fcnde didaktik bir \u015fiir de\u011fil midir?<\/p>\n “Ay g\u00f6rd\u00fcm Allah, Ament\u00fc billah, Hay\u0131rl\u0131 aylar olsun Ya Resulallah.”<\/strong><\/p>\n Bu tekerlemeyi s\u00f6yledikten sonra bir dilek dilenir ve yak\u0131n\u0131n\u0131zda olan bir sevdi\u011finizin y\u00fcz\u00fcne g\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bu \u015fiirimsi tekerlemenin bir farkl\u0131 versiyonu daha vard\u0131 ama ben kendi hesab\u0131ma hi\u00e7 terenn\u00fcm etmezdim. Onu daha ziyade ergenli\u011fe ilk ad\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 atm\u0131\u015f veya atmakta olan “ergen” k\u0131zlar ve sivilcelerinden mustarip o\u011flan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 hayk\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n “Ay g\u00f6rd\u00fcm Allah, Ament\u00fc billah, Ay gibi g\u00fczel yap beni Allah.”<\/strong><\/p>\n Hemen akabinde ament\u00fc duas\u0131 okunur ki bu dilek ger\u00e7ekle\u015fsin… U\u011fur getirece\u011fine inan\u0131lan bir gelenektir, hilal, ay i\u00e7inde ilk kez g\u00f6r\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde o ayla ilgili iyi dileklerde bulunmak. Dilekte bulunan ki\u015finin yan\u0131nda u\u011furuna inand\u0131\u011f\u0131, sevdi\u011fi birisi yoksa, yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131kla bilmedi\u011fi ya da sevmedi\u011fi biriyle g\u00f6z g\u00f6ze gelmemek i\u00e7in, yak\u0131ndaki parlak bir \u015feye, y\u00fcz\u00fc\u011fe, lambaya bakma adeti vard\u0131r. Hatta u\u011furuna inan\u0131lan insanlarla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fana kadar hilale bakman\u0131n ertelendi\u011fi bile olur. \u015e\u00f6yle de s\u00f6ylendi\u011fi de duymu\u015fumdur:<\/p>\n “Ay g\u00f6rd\u00fcm Allah, Ament\u00fc billah, Aylar\u0131n m\u00fcbarek olsun, Elhamd\u00fclillah.”<\/strong><\/p>\n “Nereden akl\u0131na geldi \u015fimdi bunlar?” dedi\u011finizi duyar gibiyim. Az \u00f6nce TRT FM kanal\u0131nda Yurttan Sesler toplulu\u011fundan T\u00fcrk\u00fcler program\u0131 vard\u0131. Orada s\u00f6ylenen bir t\u00fcrk\u00fcn\u00fcn s\u00f6zleri \u00e7ocuklu\u011fuma g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc beni. T\u00fcrk\u00fcc\u00fc kad\u0131n yan\u0131k yan\u0131k s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu t\u00fcrk\u00fcy\u00fc:<\/p>\n “Kalal\u0131yam kanal\u0131, Bir yar sevdim belal\u0131, Eriyip gitti can\u0131m ley, Sana a\u015f\u0131k olal\u0131.”<\/strong><\/p>\n “Ay g\u00f6rd\u00fcm Allah, ament\u00fc billah, Ne g\u00fcnah\u0131m varsa affeyle Allah, Sarho\u015ftum ayd\u0131m aymaz olayd\u0131m, Sana bir s\u00f6z vermi\u015ftim le ben o s\u00f6zden cayd\u0131m.”<\/strong><\/p>\n “S\u00fcveregi \u00f6verler, Damda bulgur d\u00f6\u011ferler, Bizde adet b\u00f6yledir le, \u00d6ld\u00fcrmezler severler.”<\/strong><\/p>\n “El-lah”, asl\u0131nda Kabe’deki di\u011fer Arap putlar\u0131ndan biri olan ay tanr\u0131s\u0131 imi\u015f… Muhakkak “\u00f6yledir” demiyorum, hatta “b\u00fcy\u00fck ihtimalle in\u015fallah \u00f6yle de\u011fildir” diyorum. Ancak, ay ve \u0130slam inanc\u0131 aras\u0131ndaki yak\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 (sembolleri, kavramlar\u0131 ve hatta takvimi) akl\u0131m\u0131za getirdi\u011fimizde, insan\u0131n i\u00e7ine bir kurt d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcyor de\u011fil, do\u011fal olarak. Ay\u0131n ilk halini g\u00f6renlerin \u201cay g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, nur g\u00f6rd\u00fcm\u201d demeleri, ”\u00fc\u00e7 Kulh\u00fcvallah bir Elham” okumalar\u0131 ya da ”ay g\u00f6rd\u00fcm Allah, ament\u00fc billah, \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr elhamd\u00fclillah” diyerek yan\u0131ndaki se\u00e7ti\u011fi bir ki\u015fiye veya alt\u0131n bir ziynete bakmalar\u0131. Ve, ilk g\u00f6r\u00fclecek ki\u015finin ay y\u00fczl\u00fc olmas\u0131 i\u00e7in, bir bebek olmas\u0131n\u0131 dilemeleri, bir toplumsal k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcn inan\u00e7 sistemati\u011fine s\u0131zmas\u0131ndan ba\u015fka ne ile a\u00e7\u0131klanabilir?<\/p>\n Bu gece yeni ay g\u00f6r\u00fcnecek, ak\u015fam yeme\u011finden sonra balkonunuza \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p ay\u0131 g\u00f6rmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131n ve sevdi\u011finize sar\u0131l\u0131n…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" KITIJ Cemil Biçer Gökyüzünde her yeni ay gördüğümde, çocukluğumdan birileri seslenir sisli bir bulut perdesinin ardından, uzansam dokunacak kadar içimde, seslensem koşup gelecek kadar yakın. Hem anneannemin hem de babaannemin huşu ile okuduğu bir dua idi bu. Aslında bir “dua”dan çok anonim bir şiirdi, zaten tüm dualar özünde didaktik bir şiir değil midir? “Ay gördüm 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