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Ali \u0130hsan Aksamaz<\/p>\n
1965 y\u0131l\u0131n\u0131n Haziran ay\u0131nda babam\u0131n verdi\u011fi 100 liray\u0131 cebime koyup Ankara\u2019n\u0131n yolunu tuttum. Her zaman oldu\u011fu gibi yine Sami a\u011fabeyimin yan\u0131na gittim ve i\u015f aramaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn i\u00e7inde de arad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u015fi buldum. O g\u00fcnlerde, yeni te\u015fkilatlanan K\u00f6y \u0130\u015fleri Bakanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na ba\u011fl\u0131 olarak K\u00f6y \u0130\u00e7me sular\u0131 Daire Ba\u015fkanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na gidip tekniker olarak i\u015f m\u00fcracaat\u0131nda bulundum. Yetkili ki\u015fi hemen bana bir \u00e7ay s\u00f6yledikten sonra:<\/p>\n
-Antalya var, Van var. Nereyi istersin? Diye sorunca hi\u00e7 teredd\u00fcts\u00fcz:<\/p>\n
-Van! Diye cevap verdim. Adamca\u011f\u0131z\u0131n o anki \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7 unutamam. Hemen aya\u011fa kalk\u0131p gerekli i\u015flemleri yapt\u0131 ve:<\/p>\n
-Tayin i\u015fin tamam, sana iyi yolculuklar dilerim, diyerek beni sal\u0131verdi.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015f hakk\u0131nda bana ba\u015fka hi\u00e7bir bilgi verilmedi\u011fi halde eve gidip valizimi elime ald\u0131m.\u00a0 \u0130stanbul\u2019dan Ankara\u2019ya gelirken babam\u0131n bana verdi\u011fi 100 liran\u0131n 70 liras\u0131 ile Adana\u2019dan aktarmal\u0131 olarak Van\u2019a bir bilet ald\u0131m ve yolculuk ba\u015flad\u0131. 6 A\u011fustos 1965 g\u00fcn\u00fc otob\u00fcs Siverek\u2019ten ge\u00e7erken de bir elma yiyerek ya\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fc kutlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
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Van\u2019da, benden bir hafta kadar \u00f6nce bu i\u015fe tayini yap\u0131lan bir arkada\u015fla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131m. B\u00f6ylece de hayat\u0131mda yeni bir sayfa daha a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f oldu. Yaln\u0131zca iki ki\u015fiydik ve do\u011frudan valiye ba\u011fl\u0131 olarak \u00e7al\u0131\u015facakt\u0131k. Onun i\u00e7in de ilk i\u015f olarak valiye gittim ve i\u015fba\u015f\u0131 yapm\u0131\u015f oldum. Biz, Nafia (Bay\u0131nd\u0131rl\u0131k) M\u00fcd\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcn binas\u0131nda bir odaya yerle\u015fip oran\u0131n b\u00fcrosundan istifade edecektik. \u0130\u015f olarak da k\u00f6ylerin i\u00e7me suyu m\u00fcracaatlar\u0131n\u0131 inceleyip onlara su getirecektik. Boruyu biz verecek; \u00e7e\u015fme, kaptaj, maslak vb. yap\u0131lar\u0131 da bedeli mukabilinde ta\u015ferona yapt\u0131racakt\u0131k. Boru i\u00e7in yap\u0131lacak hafriyat i\u015fi ise k\u00f6yl\u00fcye aitti.<\/p>\n
Ertesi g\u00fcn, ilk i\u015fimiz olarak, yak\u0131nda olmas\u0131 nedeniyle Nahiye M\u00fcd\u00fcr\u00fc ve beraberindekilerle \u00fc\u00e7 arabal\u0131k bir konvoyla merkez k\u00f6ye gittik. A\u011fa\u00e7l\u0131kl\u0131 g\u00fczel bir k\u00f6yd\u00fc. K\u00f6yl\u00fcler araba sesini duyar duymaz hemen meydan\u0131 doldurmu\u015flard\u0131. \u00c7imenler i\u00e7indeki hafif meyilli bir arazide yerden \u00e7\u0131kan bir su vard\u0131. K\u00f6yl\u00fcler orada bir \u00e7e\u015fme istiyorlard\u0131. \u0130\u015f \u00e7ok kolayd\u0131 ama suyun \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 noktada a\u00e7\u0131lan \u00e7ukurda bir kad\u0131n \u00e7ocuk bezi y\u0131kamaya ba\u015flay\u0131nca, hele hele bir adam\u0131n o esnada kenarda duran tas\u0131 o \u00e7ukura dald\u0131r\u0131p su i\u00e7ti\u011fini g\u00f6r\u00fcnce i\u015fimin yaln\u0131zca \u00e7e\u015fme yapmaktan ibaret olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131m. Midem allak bullak oldu ve hemen yan\u0131mda duran Nahiye M\u00fcd\u00fcr\u00fcne:<\/p>\n
-Bu ne bi\u00e7im \u015feydir? Bu adam deli midir? Diye \u00e7att\u0131m. M\u00fcd\u00fcr bana:<\/p>\n
-\u0130yi de beyim adam suyu ba\u015fka t\u00fcrl\u00fc nas\u0131l i\u00e7sin? Diye cevap verince hepten z\u0131vanadan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
-Yahu, biraz alt tarafta bir \u00e7ukur daha a\u00e7san\u0131z da \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131rlar\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da y\u0131kasan\u0131z olmaz m\u0131<\/p>\n
M\u00fcd\u00fcr \u015f\u00f6yle bir bak\u0131nd\u0131ktan sonra:<\/p>\n
-Do\u011fru dersin beyim, biz onu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnemedik. Diye cevap verince de \u201cVah benim memleketim. Buralar\u0131n ger\u00e7ekten hizmete ihtiyac\u0131 var.\u201d Diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Sonra da a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n alt\u0131nda yere yayg\u0131lar yay\u0131p kocaman sinilerle yemekler getirildi ve millet ayn\u0131 kaptaki yeme\u011fe ka\u015f\u0131klarla h\u00fccum ettiler. Bana da ha bire:<\/p>\n
-Hade, beyim uzak durma da yana\u015f, diyorlard\u0131 ama ben bir kere suyun nas\u0131l kullan\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. O suda pi\u015fen yeme\u011fi yememe imk\u00e2n yoktu. O da yetmemi\u015f gibi onca ki\u015finin a\u011fz\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kan ka\u015f\u0131klar ayn\u0131 kab\u0131n i\u00e7ine dal\u0131p \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu.\u00a0 Ama karn\u0131m da a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n
-Benim karn\u0131m tok ama bana iki yumurta ha\u015flarsan\u0131z yiyebilirim, dedi\u011fimde hemen ko\u015fup arzumu yerine getirdiler. Ben de ekmek falan yemeden iki yumurta ile yetindim. Ama bu benim i\u00e7in bundan sonra gidece\u011fim k\u00f6ylerde a\u00e7 kalaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131n bir g\u00f6stergesiydi.\u00a0 Bu, her t\u00fcrl\u00fc \u015ferait i\u00e7inde \u00f6yle olacakt\u0131 ve \u00f6yle de oldu.<\/p>\n
Daireye d\u00f6n\u00fcnce, bir ta\u015feron \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131p yapaca\u011f\u0131 \u00e7e\u015fmenin tipini eline verdik. Derhal k\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00a0 su i\u015fini hallettik. Sonraki \u00fc\u00e7 d\u00f6rt g\u00fcn i\u00e7inde iki tekniker daha gelince bize de yeni bir yer g\u00f6sterildi. Van G\u00f6l\u00fcne giden yol kenar\u0131nda tek katl\u0131 bir binaya ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131k. D\u00f6rt arkada\u015f, elimizdeki dilek\u00e7elere bakarak alt\u0131m\u0131zdaki bir pikap ve ciple hemen her g\u00fcn ayr\u0131 ayr\u0131 k\u00f6ylere gidiyorduk. Su durumunu inceledikten sonra dairede en uygun \u015fekilde projelendirip i\u015fleri ta\u015feronlara veriyor sonra da hesaplar\u0131n\u0131 yap\u0131p \u00f6zel idareden paras\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6detiyorduk. Hi\u00e7birimiz hi\u00e7bir \u015fekilde birbirimize pas atm\u0131yor, bilakis ko\u015fturmak i\u00e7in bir yar\u0131\u015f i\u00e7indeydik.\u00a0 Kimse kimsenin amiri olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi kimse de amirlik havas\u0131na girmiyordu. Bu konuda daha \u00e7ok bana uymak istiyorlard\u0131 ama ben de \u00fc\u00e7- d\u00f6rt ayl\u0131k bir d\u00f6nem i\u00e7in onlar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na ge\u00e7meyi hi\u00e7 mi hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcyordum. Bu niyetimi de onlara a\u00e7\u0131k a\u00e7\u0131k s\u00f6yledim.<\/p>\n
Yerle\u015fti\u011fim oteldeki arkada\u015flarla uzun vadeli bir oda tuttuk ve hep beraber ayn\u0131 odada yatmaya ba\u015flad\u0131k. Yemek i\u015fi i\u00e7in de \u00f6demeyi maa\u015f al\u0131nca yapmak \u00fczere bir lokanta ile anla\u015ft\u0131m. Van\u2019da gazete bayili\u011fi yapan bir kul\u00fcbe vard\u0131. Haftada iki kere gazete geldi\u011fi i\u00e7in oraya da abone oldum. \u00d6yle ki bir seferinde \u00fc\u00e7, di\u011fer seferinde ise d\u00f6rt tane gazete birden al\u0131yordum. Har\u00e7l\u0131k i\u00e7in de biraz avans \u00e7ektim. Hafta sonlar\u0131 genellikle ya g\u00f6le gidiyor veya Ere\u011fli\u2019ye ge\u00e7ip deniz kenar\u0131ndaki bir bah\u00e7ede \u00e7ay i\u00e7ip hava al\u0131yorduk.<\/p>\n
B\u00f6ylece i\u015fler yoluna girdi. Ne var ki Van\u2019\u0131n k\u0131rsal kesimleri Hamido ve Ko\u00e7ero gibi o zaman\u0131n \u00fcnl\u00fc e\u015fk\u0131yalar\u0131 taraf\u0131ndan resmen i\u015fgal alt\u0131ndayd\u0131. Ben b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 bildi\u011fim halde korkusuzca ve kahramanca(!) bir g\u00f6rev a\u015fk\u0131yla buralara gelmi\u015ftim. Bir\u00e7ok k\u00f6y\u00fcn yolu olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in k\u0131rsal alanda gidece\u011fimiz k\u00f6ye do\u011fru bir istikamet tayin eder ve o y\u00f6nde yol almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131k. Bazen yol kenar\u0131nda ma\u011faraya yerle\u015fmi\u015f ailelerle kar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131yorduk. Ma\u011faran\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde yanan bir ate\u015fin etraf\u0131ndaki kad\u0131nlarla \u00e7\u0131plak \u00e7ocuklar bir sefaletin g\u00f6stergesiydi. Bazen \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcze bir u\u00e7urum \u00e7\u0131kar, bazen de y\u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc \u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u0131p bamba\u015fka bir k\u00f6ye gitti\u011fimiz olurdu. Ne var ki k\u00f6yl\u00fcler bizi daha uzaktan g\u00f6rd\u00fckleri an sanki uzaydan geliyormu\u015fuz gibisinden meydanlara dolu\u015fup bizi beklerlerdi. K\u00f6ylerden gece d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015flerimizde daima tedirgin olurduk. Bazen bir anda \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcze f\u0131rlayarak y\u00fcre\u011fimizi hoplatan t\u00fcfekli adamlar\u0131n jandarma oldu\u011funu anlay\u0131nca bir hayli rahatlard\u0131k. Onlar:<\/p>\n
-Beyim, yolda bir \u015feyle kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131n\u0131z m\u0131? Diye sorular sorarlard\u0131. Biz de asayi\u015f berkemal deyip Van\u2019a do\u011fru gaza basard\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Bir g\u00fcn \u00c7atak\u2019\u0131n bir k\u00f6y\u00fcne iki arkada\u015f beraber gitmi\u015ftik. Gece d\u00f6nerken yolun ta\u015flarla kesildi\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fck. Durmak demek e\u015fk\u0131yan\u0131n eline d\u00fc\u015fmek demek oldu\u011fundan \u015fof\u00f6r hi\u00e7 teredd\u00fct etmeden ve arabaya neler olabilece\u011fine ald\u0131rmadan gaza bas\u0131p ta\u015flar\u0131n \u00fczerinden ge\u00e7ti. Arkadan gelen kur\u015fun sesleri \u00fczerine arkada\u015f \u00e7ok tela\u015fa kap\u0131ld\u0131ysa da arabam\u0131z\u0131n pikap olmas\u0131 sayesinde ar\u0131zas\u0131z olarak geri d\u00f6nebildik. Ben olaya yine de bir oyun g\u00f6z\u00fcyle bak\u0131yordum. Sanki film \u00e7eviriyorduk. Bu tip olaylardan pek etkilenmiyordum. Otele d\u00f6n\u00fcnce olay\u0131 di\u011fer arkada\u015flara da anlatt\u0131k. Sonra yol arkada\u015f\u0131m yorgunluktan uyuyakald\u0131. Ben de tek tak\u0131nt\u0131m olan fizik dersine \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Biraz sonra da uyuya galan arkada\u015f say\u0131klamaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
-\u00c7ek \u015fof\u00f6r, \u00e7eekkk! \u00c7abuk ol, geliyorlaar!\u00a0\u00a0 Biraz sonra yine devam ediyor.<\/p>\n
-E\u015fk\u0131yalar yolu kesmi\u015f. Nas\u0131l ka\u00e7mazs\u0131n?! Bas gaza \u015fof\u00f6r! Bas, Allah a\u015fk\u0131naa! Sonra yine:<\/p>\n
-Kafan\u0131 kald\u0131rma. Ate\u015f ediyorlarrr\u2026<\/p>\n
\u00c7ok gariptir ama \u00f6teki arkada\u015flar endi\u015fe i\u00e7inde onu dinlerlerken ben onun say\u0131klamas\u0131na kahkahalarla g\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
\u00c7atak\u2019a gitti\u011fim bir ba\u015fka g\u00fcn ise \u00f6nce Kaymakam\u2019a u\u011fray\u0131p gitmek istedi\u011fim Humar (Dalbast\u0131) k\u00f6y\u00fc hakk\u0131nda bilgi istedim. Kaymakam bana:<\/p>\n
-Oraya yol olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in arabayla gidemezsin. Hem k\u00f6y de \u00e7ok uzak! Diyerek \u00f6n\u00fcmdeki engelleri bana hat\u0131rlat\u0131nca:<\/p>\n
-O halde ben de kat\u0131rla giderim.\u00a0 Sen bana \u00fccreti mukabilinde bir kat\u0131r bulabilir misin? Dedim. Kaymakam:<\/p>\n
-Bulurum ama ancak sabahleyin yola \u00e7\u0131kabilirsin, deyince \u00e7aresiz kabul ettim. O geceyi \u00c7atak\u2019ta otel olarak kullan\u0131lan tek han\u0131n 8-10 ki\u015filik tek odas\u0131nda K\u00fcrt\u00e7e konu\u015fan vatanda\u015flar\u0131n i\u00e7inde \u00e7e\u015fitli sesler ve kokular i\u00e7inde sabahlayarak ge\u00e7irdikten sonra sabah\u0131n erken saatlerinde yan\u0131ma gelen bir delikanl\u0131 bana:<\/p>\n
-Beyim, kat\u0131r\u2026 Burada\u2026 Deyince giyinip pe\u015fine d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. A\u015fa\u011f\u0131da kat\u0131r\u0131 g\u00f6remeyince:<\/p>\n
-Hani kat\u0131r? Diye sordum.<\/p>\n
-Beyim, ilerde k\u00f6pr\u00fcde, diye cevap verince k\u00f6pr\u00fcye kadar olan zannederim 18 km\u2019lik yolu pikapla ald\u0131k. Karayolu buraya kadar yeni yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ve ilerisi yoktu. Zaten biz de o noktada bulunan \u00c7atak \u00c7ay\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcndeki k\u00f6pr\u00fcy\u00fc ge\u00e7ip patika yollardan tepelere t\u0131rmanarak yol alacakt\u0131k. O arada \u015fof\u00f6r benden c\u00fczdan\u0131m\u0131 istedi:<\/p>\n
-Abi, ne olur ne olmaz da\u011fa \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yorsun, deyince durumu anlay\u0131p i\u00e7inden k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 renkli bir adet 20 liral\u0131k ka\u011f\u0131t paray\u0131 \u00e7ekip cebime soktuktan sonra c\u00fczdan\u0131 \u015fof\u00f6re verdim. Sonra d\u00f6n\u00fcp kat\u0131ra bakt\u0131m. Ne kafas\u0131nda bir yular ne de s\u0131rt\u0131nda \u00fcst\u00fcnde oturabilece\u011fim bir \u015fey vard\u0131.<\/p>\n Kat\u0131rc\u0131ya:<\/p>\n -Ben bunun \u00fcst\u00fcne nas\u0131l binece\u011fim? Dedi\u011fimde:<\/p>\n -Beyim sen otur, o gider, diye cevap verdi.<\/p>\n \u00c7aresiz hayat\u0131mda ilk ve son defa olmak \u00fczere bir kat\u0131ra binecektim. Hem de \u00e7\u0131plak bir kat\u0131ra. Neticede kat\u0131ra binip ellerimi sallaya sallaya yola koyulduk. Ne var ki daha 10-15 dakika ge\u00e7meden oturak yerlerim yanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Bazen inip bazen binmek suretiyle birka\u00e7 dere tepeyi de a\u015ft\u0131k.\u00a0 Bir ara, yan\u0131nda y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz \u00e7ay\u0131n \u00e7ok \u00e7ok a\u015fa\u011f\u0131larda kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. \u00c7ok derin bir kanyon vard\u0131 ve biz \u00c7aya ku\u015fbak\u0131\u015f\u0131 bak\u0131yorduk. Kar\u015f\u0131 tarafta ise yine g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne do\u011fru bir duvar gibi dimdik y\u00fckselen bir kayal\u0131k vard\u0131 ki bakmak i\u00e7in kafay\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131nca \u015fapka d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcren cinstendi. Ben o manzaraya bakarken kat\u0131rc\u0131 alt\u0131mdaki kat\u0131r\u0131 benden ald\u0131.<\/p>\n -Beyim, ben kat\u0131rla dola\u015fmak… Sen bu kayadan ge\u00e7mek. Dedi. \u00d6n\u00fcmde bir kaya var ki mutlaka tutunarak ve ayaklar\u0131 yandan s\u00fcr\u00fckleyerek ge\u00e7mek laz\u0131m.\u00a0 \u201cUlan erkeklik \u00f6ld\u00fc m\u00fc!\u201d diyerek kayalara do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm. A\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya bakmadan yakla\u015f\u0131k 20- 30 metre mesafeyi kahramanca(!) ge\u00e7tim. Sonradan \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fime g\u00f6re oraya, \u201cAy\u0131bo\u011fan Kayas\u0131\u201d deniyormu\u015f. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc benim gibi kahraman(!) bir k\u00f6yl\u00fc o kayadan ge\u00e7erken tam orta k\u0131s\u0131mda kar\u015f\u0131 taraftan gelmekte olan bir ay\u0131 ile burun buruna gelmi\u015f. Adamca\u011f\u0131z bir an d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f. Geriye d\u00f6nmenin imk\u00e2n\u0131 yok, ileriye de gidemez. O anda akl\u0131na gelen parlak fikri hemen uygulamaya karar verip el-kol hareketleri ile beraber\u00a0 \u201cPaat!\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131rmas\u0131yla beraber \u00fcrken ay\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya u\u00e7mu\u015f ve par\u00e7alanm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n Yol boyunca arada bir ya\u011fmur ya\u011f\u0131p \u0131slat\u0131yor, akabinde \u00e7\u0131kan g\u00fcne\u015f ise bir anda ortal\u0131\u011f\u0131 kas\u0131p kavuruyordu. Bir ara kar\u015f\u0131m\u0131za \u00e7\u0131kan bir \u00e7ay\u0131n yan\u0131nda bizi bekleyen bir atl\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce merak i\u00e7inde ona yakla\u015ft\u0131m. Adam 30- 35 ya\u015flar\u0131nda \u00e7ok iyi giyimli ve \u00e7ok g\u00fczel T\u00fcrk\u00e7e konu\u015fuyordu.<\/p>\n -Merhaba beyim, b\u00f6yle nereye gidiyorsunuz? Diye sorunca:<\/p>\n -Humar\u2019a su i\u015flerini halletmeye gidiyorum. Peki sen burada ne ar\u0131yorsun? Diye ben de bir soru y\u00f6neltti\u011fimde:<\/p>\n -Beyim, ben \u0130ranl\u0131y\u0131m. Ka\u00e7ak\u00e7\u0131l\u0131k yaparak ge\u00e7iniyorum, diye cevap verdi ve size kolay gelsin, diyerek bizi selametledi.<\/p>\n Kat\u0131rc\u0131 yayan, ben \u00e7\u0131plak kat\u0131r \u00fcst\u00fcnde olarak yan\u0131lm\u0131yorsam iki veya d\u00f6rt saatlik bir yolculuktan sonra k\u00f6ye vard\u0131k. Muhtarla beraber suyun durumuna bakt\u0131ktan sonra bizi yeme\u011fe al\u0131koymak istediler. Ben tok oldu\u011fumu ama kat\u0131rc\u0131ya yemek vermelerini s\u00f6yledim. D\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fte yolda yemek i\u00e7in de iki tane salatal\u0131k istedim. Hemen ko\u015fup getirdiler. D\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fte, ka\u00e7ak\u00e7\u0131 ile kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yere yakla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z anda kat\u0131rc\u0131 birden:<\/p>\n -Eyvah beyim, e\u015fk\u0131ya diye ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131p kat\u0131r\u0131n arka taraf\u0131na ka\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n Bakt\u0131m, \u00e7ay\u0131n \u00f6te taraf\u0131nda atlar\u0131 \u00fczerinde bizi bekleyen \u00e7apraz fi\u015feklikleriyle d\u00f6rt d\u00f6rtl\u00fck silahl\u0131 8-10 ki\u015filik bir gurubun bizi beklediklerini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Ka\u00e7mam\u0131za imk\u00e2n olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in saf\u00e7a \u00fcstlerine gitmeye karar verdim. Tam \u00e7aya yana\u015f\u0131nca da:<\/p>\n -Selam\u00fcnaleyk\u00fcm, beyler, bu su i\u00e7ilir mi? Diye \u00e7amur i\u00e7inde akan suyu i\u015faret ettim. Maksad\u0131m adamlar\u0131 biraz oyalay\u0131p tutumlar\u0131na g\u00f6re hareket etmekti. En \u00f6ndeki e\u015fk\u0131ya:<\/p>\n -\u0130\u00e7ilir, i\u00e7ilir. Diye dalga ge\u00e7ti. Ben de e\u011filip i\u00e7er gibi yapt\u0131ktan sonra \u00e7ay\u0131 ge\u00e7ip e\u015fk\u0131yan\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na dikildim.<\/p>\n -Beyler, affedersiniz ama sizin bu da\u011f ba\u015f\u0131nda i\u015finiz ne? Diye sordum. Adam bana:<\/p>\n -Ulan, biz e\u015fk\u0131yay\u0131z be! Diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Biz da\u011fda adam soyar\u0131z. Esas sen burada ne ar\u0131yorsun?! Sen bana onu s\u00f6yle! Dedi.<\/p>\n Di\u011fer adamlardan \u00e7\u0131t \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yordu. Herkes merakla bizi izliyorlard\u0131. Suratlar\u0131nda meymenet yoktu ama ben yine de korkmuyordum.<\/p>\n -Ben fen memuruyum. Humar\u2019a su getirmek i\u00e7in gittim. Diye cevap verdim. Adam bana:<\/p>\n -Burada fen memurunun rayici 500 liradan ba\u015flar: Paray\u0131 vermeyen can\u0131n\u0131 verir. Diye cevap verdi ve o anda arkadan bir mekanizma sesi duydum. Adam\u0131n istedi\u011fi 500 lira benim bir ayl\u0131k maa\u015f\u0131md\u0131. Biryandan, bu kadar insafs\u0131z e\u015fk\u0131ya olur mu? diye, bir yandan da acaba Lazl\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan yararlanabilir miyim diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken \u015fans\u0131m\u0131 denemek istedim. Sonra da kendimden emin bir tarzda adama d\u00f6n\u00fcp:<\/p>\n -Ben nereliyim? Diye sordum. Adam bir an \u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u0131r gibi oldu ama \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 belli etmeden bana:<\/p>\n -Sen, Laza benziyorsun. Diye cevap verdi.<\/p>\n -Pekii\u2026 Bir Laz cebindeki c\u00fczdanla bu da\u011f ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kar m\u0131? Diye tekrar sordum. Bu soru kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda adam bir yumruk yemi\u015f gibi oldu. Bir an bocalay\u0131nca ikinci hamlemi de yapt\u0131m. Cebimdeki k\u00e2\u011f\u0131t paray\u0131 havada sallayarak:<\/p>\n -Bak, cebimde yaln\u0131zca yirmi lira para var. \u0130stersen sana vereyim. Anan\u0131n ak s\u00fct\u00fc gibi hel\u00e2l olsun ama bundan ba\u015fka para istersen, sen beni burada kessen de, bi\u00e7sen de bir kuru\u015f daha alamazs\u0131n, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc yok. Diye \u00fcsteledim. Hi\u00e7 ummad\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u00fcrden bir cevapla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fan zavall\u0131 adamca\u011f\u0131z! ikinci yumru\u011fu da yemi\u015f gibi oldu. Bir an cevap veremedi. Sonra bana d\u00f6n\u00fcp:<\/p>\n -Sen \u00c7atak\u2019a m\u0131 gidiyorsun? Diye sordu.<\/p>\n -Evet. Dedim.<\/p>\n -Senin araban yok mu?<\/p>\n -Var. K\u00f6pr\u00fcde beni bekliyor.<\/p>\n -K\u00f6pr\u00fcden \u00c7atak\u2019a kadar bizi de arabanla g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr m\u00fcs\u00fcn?<\/p>\n Kafam\u0131n i\u00e7inde bir ses, \u201cS\u0131k\u0131ysa g\u00f6t\u00fcrme!\u201d Diye yank\u0131land\u0131.<\/p>\n -Tabii g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr\u00fcm.<\/p>\n -\u00d6yleyse, sen de bizimle gel.<\/p>\n O arada i\u00e7imden, vatana hizmet etmek i\u00e7in e\u015fk\u0131yaya da hizmet etmek gerekiyormu\u015f, diye s\u00f6yleniyordum. Hep beraber yola koyulduk. Yolda bana otlu peynir ve \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck armutlardan ikram ettiler. Bana e\u015fk\u0131yal\u0131k an\u0131lar\u0131ndan bahsettiler. Sonra da Ay\u0131bo\u011fan Kayas\u0131 ve konu\u015fland\u0131klar\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131 kayal\u0131\u011f\u0131n zirvesini g\u00f6sterip, \u201dOrada sinek gibi dola\u015fan adamlar bizim arkada\u015flard\u0131r,\u201d dediler. O zaman, devletin bunlar\u0131 enselemekte neden bu kadar \u00e7aresiz kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 daha iyi anlad\u0131m. K\u00f6pr\u00fcye var\u0131nca ben de onlar\u0131 pikapla \u00c7atak\u2019a kadar g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm ama ne yalan s\u00f6yleyeyim, Kaymakam\u2019a u\u011framaktan korktum. Adamlar, benim kendilerini Kaymakam\u2019a ispiyonlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrlerse, durumum hi\u00e7 de iyi olmaz d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesiyle do\u011frudan Van\u2019a d\u00f6nd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n E\u015eK\u0130YAPEK GZA KAMEM\u0130K\u0306VATES<\/p>\n \u0130mtianepe di\u00e7odu\u015fi, manganas gep\u0292xont\u0306i do Angara\u015fa vigzali. Oxvenu\u015fi navort\u0306i staji\u015feni dulya varbgori do muxtiyaci narenanpe\u015fi svape\u015fa oxtimu do entepe\u015fa xizmet\u0306i oxvenu\u015feni dulya ogorus kogevo\u00e7\u0306k\u0306i. Em orapes K\u00f6y \u0130\u015fleri Bakanlu\u011fik nagon\u0292\u0306k\u0306u \u201cK\u00f6y \u0130\u015fleri Daire Ba\u015fkanl\u0131\u011f\u0131\u201d- \u015fa komepti do ekoni ar didi k\u0306o\u00e7is, \u201cMan askeroba \u00e7odinei in\u015faat- t\u0306eknik\u0306eri vore do dulya bgorup.\u201d Ya vu\u0292\u0306vi\u015fi, ar dosya kagon\u0292\u0306k\u0306u do, \u201cAntalya ren, Vani ren. Namu ginon?\u201d Yado mk\u0306itxu.\u00a0 Antalyas oxezmet\u0306u mu unon. Man miti\u015fa fayda maqvasten oxandu minon. Edo emedeni Vani ya navu\u0292\u0306vi do k\u0306o\u00e7i kagui\u015fa\u015fu. Murenki jur dek\u0306ike\u015f doloxe dulyape \u00e7kimi do\u00e7odinu\u015fk\u0306ule, \u201cTamam, astaxolo idi do dulyas kogyo\u00e7\u0306k\u0306i. \u0130da\u015fi, Vali beyi ko\u017eiri!\u201d Ya mi\u0292\u0306u do koxomi\u015fku.<\/p>\n \u00c7\u0306umandele yeviseli do Gari k\u0306ala nart\u0306u otogari\u015fa kagelapti. Vani\u015fa mangana varma\u017eiru\u015fi, Adana\u015fen Mojaktieli ar bileti kep\u00e7\u0306opi do gzas kogebdgiti. Babak namom\u00e7u 100 lira gza\u015f para\u015fi 8 lira Angara\u015fa, 70 lirati Vani\u015fa biletis komep\u00e7i\u015fi, mutu varoxomskidu mara dulyas kogevo\u00e7\u0306k\u0306a\u015fi, mutxani ren dovikipten raxat\u0306i vort\u0306i. E\u015fopeten Adanas mangana doviktiri do ba\u015fka manganaten gzas kogebdgiti.<\/p>\n Majurani nd\u011fas Vani\u015fa gepti\u015fi, cadde\u015fi jin 3-4 k\u0306at\u0306i nau\u011fun x\u00e7e badenaten ar binas otel yado no\u00e7\u0306art\u0306u\u015fi, mepti do bavuli ek kodobdvi do vali\u015fa komepti do ar orapes Rizinis vali nart\u0306u\u015feni baba \u00e7kimi\u015fi selamepeti komevu\u011fi. Valik Nafia mudii\u015fa mendomo\u00e7ku. Nafia Mudiik, \u201cSin nai\u00e7ali\u015faginon dulya\u015feni ar doloni \u0292\u0306oxle ar \u00e7kva t\u0306eknik\u0306eri komoxtu do tudeni odas xen.\u201d Ya mi\u0292\u0306u\u015fi, tude kagepti.\u00a0 Bere odas xvala komolaxet\u0306u mara musti navaru\u00e7kit\u0306u \u015feni dulyape \u00e7kini\u015fen dido mutu ambari varna\u00e7u. Xoloti man naoxovo\u0292\u0306oni, amiri \u00e7kini vali rt\u0306u mara \u00e7kini muhasebe\u015fi dulyape nafia mudirli\u011fis ixvenasunt\u0306u. Edo berek, \u201cM\u0292ika\u00e7kva\u015fi nahiye mudii moxtasunon do emuk\u0306ala oxtimoni voret.\u201d Ya mi\u0292\u0306u. \u00c7kini dulya muren? Yado p\u0306k\u0306itxi\u015fi, \u0292\u0306k\u0306ari navaren kyoepe\u015fa \u0292\u0306k\u0306ari\u015f moqonu ren yado nena gemiktiru. Edo, xvala boru\u015fi dor\u00e7u\u015feni dixa\u015f ontxoru\u015fi dulyape kyoylepek ikipan, majurani dulyape \u00e7kin mutaidis mep\u00e7apt yado noqonu. Man zaten ek\u0306onai kodomiba\u011fu.<\/p>\n Nahiye mudii do naelok\u0306atun k\u0306o\u00e7epe jur manganaten komoxtes\u015fi, \u00e7kinti kogepxedit do dido yakinis nart\u0306u Merkez Kyoi\u015fa vigzalit. Tipepuna do ncaepuna\u015f doloxe ar kyoi rt\u0306u.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Mangana\u015fen gepti do govin\u0292\u0306k\u0306edi\u015fi dixa\u015fen nai\u015fiben xe \u00e7kimi\u015f m\u00e7xvanoba k\u0306onai \u0292\u0306k\u0306ari dixas gemtumani nulun. Emedeni kimoli-oxorca, bere-bari kogomab\u011fes. Muxtaik, \u00e7kin ak ar \u00e7e\u015fme mi\u011fut\u0306es do kodilixu. A\u0292\u0306i ar a\u011fani \u00e7e\u015fme minonan do tkvani xes voret ya mi\u0292\u0306umert\u0306u\u015fi ar oxorca komoxtu do \u00e7\u0306it\u0306a e\u015fantxoreli dixas nadolodgin \u0292\u0306k\u0306aris bere\u015fi gok\u0306undolei bezepe e\u015fanaxus kogyo\u00e7\u0306k\u0306u. Ar k\u0306o\u00e7iti moxtu do ek naela\u017ein tasi dolo\u00e7u do em \u0292\u0306k\u0306ari o\u015fu\u015fi tis nosi mendamixtu. Naelmidgit\u0306u nahiye mudiis:<\/p>\n -Aya muren! A\u015fo \u015fei iqveni? Yado govukti\u015fi:<\/p>\n -Mu iqu ki, begi \u00e7kimi? Yado nena gemiktiru.<\/p>\n -Yahu var\u017eiropti? Am \u0292\u0306k\u0306ari i\u015fveni? Yado xolo govukti.<\/p>\n -Eee, k\u0306ai zop\u0306on do \u00e7kva mu axvenenan ki! \u0292\u0306k\u0306ari ak nadolodgin\u015feni a\u015fo ixmaran ya nami\u0292\u0306u do:<\/p>\n -Yahu, ar k\u0306uyi \u00e7kva \u0292\u0306ale ke\u015fantxorat do jileni pa\u011fi o\u015fu \u015feni, \u0292\u0306aleniti \u00e7kva mutupes oxmaru\u015feni ixmaratna, variqveni yado xolo govukti\u015fi, k\u0306o\u00e7ik ar konisimadu do:<\/p>\n -\u0292\u0306oi zop\u0306on, begi \u00e7kimi. \u00c7kin eya varmasimades yado nena gemiktiru.<\/p>\n Em oras, ekoni milleti mu cahili do ugoqazu naren koxovo\u0292\u0306oni do antepes vaogura\u015fi variqven. Antepe\u015fa oguruti \u00e7kini borci ren yado mevisimadi\u015fk\u0306ule \u00e7e\u015fme\u015f oxvenapu\u015feni sozi komep\u00e7i. Emu\u015f k\u0306uleti tipepe\u015f jin nagyor\u00e7es bezepe\u015fi jin ar sofra kogedges do milleti kogvab\u011fes. Man em \u0292\u0306k\u0306ari kob\u017eiri\u015fk\u0306ule m\u015fkironiti do i\u015fla\u011fiti namamt\u0306u\u015feni gyari\u015fa mextimu varmint\u0306u mara elamak\u0306nes do manti komemiqones. Edo a\u0292\u0306i mup\u0306a! Em \u0292\u0306k\u0306ariten noxvene gyari mu\u00e7\u0306o i\u00e7\u0306k\u0306omen. Mutus xe var mevusumer\u015fi, \u201cHade, \u00e7\u0306k\u0306omi!\u201d yado memoka\u00e7apan. Mup\u0306aten visimadi\u015fk\u0306ule:<\/p>\n -Tkvan jur markvali domigibit. Man antepe ma\u0292\u0306qens ya navu\u0292\u0306vi do emedeni unk\u0306ap\u0306es do markvalepe komomi\u011fes. Manti entepe mpalo-mpalo op\u0306\u00e7\u0306k\u0306omi do kagoviktit.<\/p>\n Ok\u0306uleti majurani manebrak, birtum \u00e7kini dulyape naikips ar k\u0306o\u00e7is ducoxu do em kyois ar \u00e7e\u015fme oxvenapu\u015f emri kome\u00e7u. E\u015fopeten dulya \u00e7kimis kogevo\u00e7\u0306k\u0306i. Muren ki, mutaidis \u0292\u0306oi ar \u00e7e\u015fme\u015f proje navaroka\u00e7ut\u0306u\u015feni tis namuxtepstei dulya qvasunt\u0306u. Mevisimadi do manebras am dulyape gen\u0292\u0306urani\u015fi voret ya vu\u0292\u0306vi\u015fi mu\u00e7\u0306o\u015fi ginonna e\u015fo p\u0306at yado nena gemiktiru.<\/p>\n Emu\u015fk\u0306uleni ar doloni\u015f doloxe jur manebra \u00e7kva komoxtes\u015fi kok\u0306optit do otelis ar oda kodovoka\u00e7it.\u00a0 Otelcis, \u201cPara skani maa\u015fi mom\u00e7an\u015fi, mek\u00e7apt.\u201d ya vu\u0292\u0306vi\u015fi, \u201cK\u0306ai, iqven!\u201d ya mi\u0292\u0306ves. Ok\u0306ule ar lok\u0306ont\u0306a\u015fa komepti. Ekti, \u201cMan gyari ak vimxor mara para tkvani maa\u015fi go\u0292\u0306avu\u011fa\u015fi mek\u00e7apt.\u201d Ya vu\u0292\u0306vi. Entepekti k\u0306abuli doqves\u015fi, doviraxat\u0306i.<\/p>\n \u00c7kin otxo k\u0306o\u00e7is ar cipi do ar pik\u0306abi mi\u011fut\u0306es do k\u0306arta nd\u011fas \u0292\u0306k\u0306ari\u015feni muracaati xvenei nau\u011funan kyope\u015fa vit\u0306it. Goviktat\u015fiti mutaidepes dovucoxopt\u0306it do naqvasunonan dulyape komevugurapt\u0306it. Manti \u00e7e\u015fme, k\u0306aptaji do masla\u011fepe\u015fi p\u0306rojepe dopxaziri\u015fk\u0306ule iri\u015fi masrafepe dopxesap\u0306i do dulyape m\u0292ika komevon\u0292\u0306urani.<\/p>\n Emu\u015fk\u0306uleni k\u0306arta nd\u011fas jur manganaten \u00e7kva kyoepe\u015fa vidit do \u0292\u0306k\u0306ari\u015f moqonu\u015feni mu maxvenenanna iri dulyape vikipt\u0306it. Em orapes, man ekoni germapes nant\u0306k\u0306obunan e\u015fkiyape\u015fenti varma\u015fkurinet\u0306u. Seri kyoepe\u015fen goviktet\u0306at\u015fi kimi oras gza \u00e7kini kvaepeten menk\u0306ilei b\u017eiropt\u0306it do manganaten mo\u015favu\u0292xont\u0306ut\u0306it do vimt\u0306et\u0306it. K\u0306ap\u0306ula\u015fen k\u0306ur\u015fumi mastomert\u0306es mara varmomat\u0306et\u0306es do mek\u0306avilapt\u0306it. Em orapes; K\u0306o\u00e7ero, Hamido stei didi e\u015fkiyape mteli ekoni germapes gunk\u0306ap\u0306ut\u0306es. Entepe\u015fi sixinti, k\u0306anuni\u015fen mt\u0306inei nart\u0306es\u015feni, skidala\u015f derdi rt\u0306u. Varna, e\u015fo t\u0306erorist\u0306oba do \u00e7kva mutupe varikipt\u0306es.<\/p>\n Ar nd\u011fas \u00c7ata\u011fi\u015fa vigzali do k\u0306amik\u0306amis komevodgiti. Man (Dalbast\u0131 k\u00f6y\u00fc) Xumari\u015fa\u00a0 vidaminon. Kyois gza u\u011funi, solen malen? Ya vu\u0292\u0306vi\u015fi, \u201cEm kyoi dido mendra ren. Gzati varu\u011fun do vargalen.\u201d Ya mi\u0292\u0306u\u015fi, \u201cSin ar cogi komi\u017eiri. Para mu\u015fi man komep\u00e7ap. Manganaten varmalenna, cogis gepxedu do emuten vulu.\u201d Ya vu\u0292\u0306vi\u015fi. \u201cTamam, mara and\u011fa varma\u017eiren do \u00e7\u0306umani\u015fi xaziri rt\u0306a.\u201d Ya mi\u0292\u0306u. Edo mu p\u0306at\u0306i. Em seris \u00c7ata\u011fis naren te\u011fi xanis kodovinciri. Ar oda\u015f doloxe namolob\u011fun ovro k\u0306o\u00e7ik\u0306ala mu\u00e7\u0306o\u015fi incirenna, e\u015fo. \u00c7\u0306umani\u015fi 20 \u0292\u0306anei k\u0306onai ar bere komoxtu do, \u201cBegi \u00e7kimi, cogi, cogi!\u201d ya micoxops. Komevaqoni do, \u201dCogi soren?\u201d yado p\u0306k\u0306itxi\u015fi, 18 k\u0306m. ekole xincik\u0306ala ren.\u201d Yado nena gemiktiru. Emus Turkulot varu\u00e7kit\u0306u mara artikarti oxovo\u0292\u0306onapt\u0306it. Edo manganaten xinci\u015fakis komeptit. Zaten gzati ek\u015fakis xvenei rt\u0306u do daha ekoleti manganaten varilet\u0306u.\u00a0 Edo t\u0306et\u0306eli cogi b\u017eiri\u015fi govi\u015fa\u015fi. Ne a\u011fviri u\u011fun, ne dizgini do neti gexunu\u015feni semei do mutu. T\u0306emt\u0306et\u0306eli kodgin. Aya muren ya vu\u0292\u0306vi\u015fi. Sin gexedi emuk sin giqonops yado nena gemiktiru\u015fi, yep\u0292xont\u0306i do kogepxedi. Emu\u015fen \u0292\u0306oxle ne \u0292xenis, ne cogis neti girinis vargemixunut\u0306u do emu\u015f nostonisti a\u0292\u0306i govo\u0292\u0306k\u0306edamint\u0306u. Em oras \u015fofoi \u00e7kimik, \u201c\u015eefi \u00e7kimi, cuzdani man kamemi\u015fkvi. Germa\u015fa naulu, tis mu mogixteps varga\u00e7kinen.\u201d Ya mi\u0292\u0306u\u015fi emus mevusimini do cuzdani\u015fen kart\u0306ali\u015fi ar 20 lira ke\u015favi\u011fi\u015fk\u0306ule cuzdani \u015fofois komep\u00e7i do, \u201cSin otxo saat\u0306i\u015fk\u0306ule man ak m\u00e7vi!\u2019 Ya vu\u0292\u0306vi\u015fk\u0306ule xinci mek\u0306avilit do emtumanis kodovak\u0306idit.<\/p>\n 10-15 Dek\u0306ik\u0306e\u015fk\u0306ule mundis t\u0306k\u0306ebi kagomostu\u015fi, cogi\u015fen kagepti mara doma\u00e7\u0306k\u0306indu\u015fi, xolo kogepxedi do mevulut. Munde\u015fk\u0306ule ar didi \u011fali\u015f kinais \u00e7kin nam\u00e7umelan, \u0292xenis gexunei do mskva dolokunei ar k\u0306o\u00e7i kob\u017eiri. K\u0306o\u00e7ik selami komom\u00e7es do \u201cSo ulut? Ak mu dulya gi\u011funan?\u201d yado mk\u0306itxu\u015fi, manti, \u201cXumari\u015fa vulu, \u0292\u0306k\u0306ari moqonu\u015feni. Mara sin mire?\u201d ya vu\u0292\u0306vi\u015fi, \u201cMan \u0130ranui vore do k\u0306a\u00e7ak\u00e7oba vikip\u201d yado nena gemiktiru. E\u015fopeten k\u0306o\u00e7i ek kameva\u015fkvit do \u00e7kin mek\u0306avilit.<\/p>\n Kyoi\u015fa mepti\u015fi, o\u017eiramu namint\u0306u \u015feepes kogovo\u0292\u0306k\u0306edi\u015fk\u0306ule goviktet\u0306i\u015fi, gyari var\u00e7\u0306k\u0306oma\u015fa vargo\u00e7kumert!\u201d yado komemak\u0306ides. Man a\u0292\u0306i ekoni gyari mu\u00e7\u0306o p\u0306\u00e7\u0306k\u0306oma. Edo \u201cMan \u017e\u011fei vore mara am beres ko\u00e7it!\u201d ya vu\u0292\u0306vi\u015fi beres sufra kodudges. Manti dido komemak\u0306ides\u015fi, \u201cjur \u015fuk\u0306a kamemi\u0292\u0306ilit!\u201d ya vu\u0292\u0306vi do \u015fuk\u0306a \u00e7\u0306k\u0306omei-\u00e7\u0306k\u0306omei xolo gzas kogebdgitit. Tam \u0130ranui k\u0306o\u00e7i nab\u017eirit \u011fali\u015fa namevan\u00e7\u0306it do cogi\u015f mance naren berek, \u201cEyvaax, e\u015fkiya!\u201d yado diquru\u015fk\u0306ule k\u0306ap\u0306ulas komok\u0306amint\u0306k\u0306obu. Mendop\u0306\u0292\u0306k\u0306edi\u015fi, mu b\u017eira. 9-10 tane \u0292xenis gexunei k\u0306o\u00e7epek man m\u00e7umelan. Tufe\u011fepe do fi\u015feklu\u011fepe golak\u0306idei, nunk\u0306us meymeneti navaru\u011funan tolepes mendo\u0292\u0306k\u0306eda\u015fi, emedeni uxui\u0292\u0306onen mara mu maxvenen ki?! Omt\u0306inu\u015f \u00e7are navarmi\u011fut\u0306u\u015feni entepes k\u0306aixe\u015fa komevan\u00e7\u0306i do \u00e7kar mutu navarmi\u00e7kit\u0306astei, \u201cSelamunaleykum!\u201d yado xe gevunk\u0306ani. En \u0292\u0306oxlenik, \u201cAleykumselam!\u201d Ya mi\u0292\u0306u\u015fi, t\u0306alaxi stei nagyulun \u0292\u0306k\u0306ari vo\u0292\u0306iri do \u201cHeyy! Begepe. Am \u0292\u0306k\u0306ari i\u015fveni?\u201d Yado mevucoxi. En \u0292\u0306oxlenik xolo, \u201cHo, ho, i\u015fven\u201d yado nena gemiktiru. Cogi\u015fen gep\u0292xont\u0306i do \u0292\u0306k\u0306ariten xe- nunk\u0306u doviboni\u015fk\u0306ule \u011fali kamek\u0306apti do en \u0292\u0306oxlenis kogo\u0292\u0306avudgiti. A\u0292\u0306i k\u0306o\u00e7epes vo\u0292\u0306k\u0306er. \u00c7kari varuxuink\u0306anan do manti e\u015fo guris me\u00e7\u0306vei mo\u0292\u0306k\u0306enan. Murenki man xolo varti oxoma\u015fkurinen. Nago\u0292\u0306avudgiti k\u0306o\u00e7is, \u201cYau tkvan a\u015fo so ulut? Ak mu dulya gi\u011funan?\u201d yado p\u0306k\u0306itxi\u015fi, k\u0306o\u00e7ik, \u201c\u00c7kin e\u015fkiya voret, ulan! Esas sin mi re? Sin eya mi\u0292\u0306vit\u201d yado gomiktu. \u201cMan fen memuri vore do \u0292\u0306k\u0306ari moqonu\u015feni Xumari\u015fa vidi\u201d ya vu\u0292\u0306vi\u015fi, \u201cAkona\u015fi fen memuri\u015fi rayici 500 lira\u015fen gyo\u00e7\u0306k\u0306aps.\u201d Ya mi\u0292\u0306u. K\u0306o\u00e7is k\u0306ai xe\u015fa komevan\u00e7\u0306i do, \u201cHele mendom\u0292\u0306k\u0306edi. Man sonui vore?\u201d Ya vu\u0292\u0306vi\u015fi, \u201cSin Lazis mengap.\u201d Yado sagama namom\u00e7uk\u0306ala, \u201cAr Lazi cebes 500 lira paraten a\u015fo svape\u015fa uluni?\u201d yado p\u0306k\u0306itxi\u015fi, k\u0306o\u00e7ik mu\u00e7\u0306o ar mcixi na\u00e7\u0306k\u0306omastei kagui\u015fa\u015fu. Man emedeni cebes nadolomi\u017eit\u0306u para e\u015favi\u011fi do tolis golavunk\u0306ani. \u201cAha,\u201d ya vu\u0292\u0306vi. Cebes e\u00e7 lira para mi\u011fun. Ginonna, komek\u00e7a do nana skani\u015fi mja stei xelali gi\u011fut\u0306as! Varnati man ak domp\u0306ilanati,\u00a0 domstikanati ar aslani \u00e7kva para vargamamixteps.\u201d Yado nena gevuktiri\u015fi, xolo ar mcixi \u00e7kva na\u00e7\u0306k\u0306omastei diqu.\u00a0 Mutu varatku\u015fi, majuranepes komendo\u0292\u0306k\u0306edu do ok\u0306ule \u00e7kimda guiktu. \u201cSin arabaten moxtii?\u201d Ya mi\u0292\u0306u\u015fi, \u201cHoo! A\u0292\u0306i xincik\u0306ala man m\u00e7umers.\u201d Yado nena gevuktiri. \u201cSin emuten \u00c7ata\u011fi\u015fakis miqonopti?\u201d Ya mi\u0292\u0306u\u015fi, \u201cHelbet!\u201d ya navu\u0292\u0306vi do manti kelamik\u0306ates. \u015euron tipi oxoktei qvali, kuvali do x\u0292apei m\u0292xuli komom\u00e7es do \u00e7\u0306k\u0306omei-\u00e7\u0306k\u0306omei, \u011far\u011falei-\u011far\u011falei gelavilit.<\/p>\n Xinci nageddin \u00c7ata\u011fi\u015f \u00c7ayis kinais \u00e7kinda k\u0306ap\u0306ula mektei do mteli got\u0306et\u0306elai 15-20 \u0292\u0306anei ar k\u0306ulani nab\u017eiri do tolepe gep\u0306t\u0306k\u0306o\u00e7i mara majuranepek varti mendo\u0292\u0306k\u0306edes. Man \u00e7kimeburot, \u201cAntepe mupei e\u015fk\u0131ya renan?\u201d ya bzop\u0306ont\u0306i\u015fa bere-bariten xolo t\u0306emt\u0306et\u0306eli 7-8 k\u0306o\u00e7i\u015fi ok\u0306ob\u011falas komopxvadit. Entepesti xolo mitik varmendo\u0292\u0306k\u0306edu. Edo xinci\u015fa nameptitk\u0306ala beki o\u015f do juro\u015f k\u0306o\u00e7i; kimoli, oxorca, bere, bari t\u0306emt\u0306et\u0306eli kimik in\u00e7virs, kimi kodgin, kimi \u011falip\u0306icis kelacans. Trangik mu\u00e7\u0306o\u015fi dobaduna e\u015fo t\u0306et\u0306eli renan do \u00e7kar onc\u011fori-monc\u011foriti varu\u011funan. Edo artikartis xeepe vunk\u0306anit do mek\u0306avilit. \u015eofois, \u201cEntepe mi renan a\u015fo ciscibilda\u011fi?\u201d ya vu\u0292\u0306vi\u015fi, \u201cEntepes gyo\u00e7er u\u0292\u0306umelan do \u0292\u0306anas ar fara ak mik\u0306it\u0306an\u015fi, a\u015fo xura ibonan.\u201d Ya mi\u0292\u0306u.<\/p>\n E\u015fkiyape xinci k\u0306ala \u0292xenepe\u015fen kagextes, tufe\u011fepe do \u0292xenepe ar k\u0306o\u00e7is kanu\u015fkves\u015fi, manti entepe pik\u0306abi\u015fi k\u0306ap\u0306ulas kogevob\u011fi do \u00c7ata\u011fi\u015fa mendaviqoni. Ek entepe mangana\u015fen ge\u0292xont\u0306es do kogu\u015fib\u011fes. Manti k\u0306amik\u0306ami\u015fa mepta do tis namomixtupe dovu\u0292\u0306ya yado mevisimadi mara ya arte\u011fik kom\u017eirops do \u201c\u00c7kin \u015fikyaeti mot mo\u011fodit!\u201d yado mutu domo\u011fodapanten nama\u015fkurinu \u015feni \u00e7kar udodginu Vani\u015fa mek\u0306avili. Tis namomixtupe\u015fen k\u0306amik\u0306amis p\u0306ot\u0306es varti a\u00e7kinu.<\/p>\n Ar ba\u015fka nd\u011fas jur manebra isa ar kyoi\u015fa vigzalit do goviktet\u0306it\u015fi kogemolumces. \u015eofoik num\u00e7\u0306velu do mevulut\u015fi, gza\u015f tudendok\u0306ele tufe\u011fi doka\u00e7ei ar k\u0306o\u00e7i kogolami\u0292xont\u0306es do kodomodgines. Mendop\u0306\u0292\u0306k\u0306edit\u015fi, mu b\u017eirat. Jandarma ren. \u00c7kin \u201cMiti \u017eiriti?\u201d yado mk\u0306itxupan. \u201cVar, miti varb\u017eirit!\u201d Ya vu\u0292\u0306vit do m\u0292ika mek\u0306avilit\u015fi, gzas golasvareli naren kvaepe b\u017eirit\u015fi, \u015foforik kvaepes muju\u0292xont\u0306u do mek\u0306avilit. K\u0306ap\u0306ula\u015fen k\u0306ur\u015fumi mastoles mara go\u0292\u0306avamt\u0306it do vigzalit. Oteli\u015fa nameptit\u015fi, em manebra kodinciru mara toli naok\u0306odu do abarbalus kogyo\u00e7\u0306k\u0306u. \u201cE\u015fkiyapek gzaepe kamemik\u0306vates, mu\u00e7\u0306o\u015fi varma\u015fkurinas! Hade \u015fofoi gyoba\u017egi gazis. Hade unk\u0306ap\u0306i! Hade, mu \u00e7umer?\u201d ya icoxops. Manti vi\u017ei\u0292ap do mutu var.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Ali İhsan Aksamaz 1965 yılının Haziran ayında babamın verdiği 100 lirayı cebime koyup Ankara’nın yolunu tuttum. Her zaman olduğu gibi yine Sami ağabeyimin yanına gittim ve iş aramaya başladım. Birkaç gün içinde de aradığım işi buldum. 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