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KITIJ Cemil Bi\u00e7er<\/strong><\/p>\n Ya\u015f kemale erince, arz-\u0131 mev’udun \u00f6zlemi \u00e7\u00f6kmeye ba\u015fl\u0131yor yorgun y\u00fcreklere.<\/p>\n Kafda\u011f\u0131’n\u0131n diasporadaki son temsilcisi olan neneci\u011fim, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn son y\u0131llar\u0131nda “demansif” bir derde d\u00fc\u00e7ar olmu\u015ftu; ama Kafda\u011f\u0131’na ait hat\u0131ralar\u0131 p\u0131r\u0131l p\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131, daha d\u00fcn ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015f gibi diri ve ayd\u0131nl\u0131kt\u0131…<\/p>\n Ama g\u00fcn i\u00e7inde ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 hemen unutur, ayn\u0131 \u015feyi defalarca sorard\u0131.<\/p>\n B\u0131kk\u0131nl\u0131k g\u00f6sterip cevap vermesek, elindeki kendisiyle ya\u015f\u0131t \u00e7et \u00e7ucu\u011fu bastonuyla ac\u0131mas\u0131zca vurup cezaland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n \u00c7erkes\u00e7eden ba\u015fka dil bilmedi\u011fi i\u00e7in ailede sadece annemle ileti\u015fim kurabiliyordu; ama bu onu etkilemiyordu, zira kim olursa olsun, o hep \u00c7erkes\u00e7e konu\u015furdu.<\/p>\n Diasporan\u0131n son nesli olan bizler, ana dilimizden uzak yeti\u015ftirildi\u011fimizden, mel\u00fcl mel\u00fcl g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek bakard\u0131k Kafda\u011f\u0131’n\u0131n mavi g\u00f6zl\u00fc G\u00f6\u015fefij neneci\u011fimize.<\/p>\n Ramazan ay\u0131n\u0131n geldi\u011fini, san\u0131r\u0131m yap\u0131lan haz\u0131rl\u0131klardan anlard\u0131. O da kendince haz\u0131rl\u0131klar yapard\u0131: namaz t\u00fclbentlerini \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r sand\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, annemden yeni seccade ister, reng\u00e2renk de\u011ferli ta\u015flardan yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f tespihlerini komodininin ba\u015fucuna s\u0131ra s\u0131ra dizerdi…<\/p>\n Torunlar\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde en \u00e7ok beni sevdi\u011fini s\u00f6yler, bunu da belli ederdi. Ona g\u00f6re, b\u00fcy\u00fck b\u00fcy\u00fck dedem \u015epa\u015figo K\u0131t\u0131j Smayll’e en \u00e7ok ben benzermi\u015fim…<\/p>\n G\u00f6\u015fefij neneci\u011fim taraf\u0131ndan ulu dedem, soylu \u015eaps\u0131\u011f \u015epa\u015figo K\u0131t\u0131j Smayll’e benzetilmek, aile i\u00e7inde bana bir ayr\u0131cal\u0131k ve g\u0131pta edilen bir onur berat\u0131 niteli\u011findeydi.<\/p>\n Zavall\u0131 G\u00f6\u015fefij neneci\u011fim, Ramazan’\u0131n ilk g\u00fcn\u00fc oru\u00e7 tutard\u0131; ama bir ay kendine gelemez, yorgan d\u00f6\u015fek peri\u015fan olurdu.<\/p>\n \u015epa\u015figo \u00c7iftli\u011fi’nin ihtiyar kahyas\u0131 Abdullah Dade’yi her saat \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rt\u0131p sorard\u0131: Bu Ramazan, han\u0131m\u0131n zorlamas\u0131yla birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn oru\u00e7 tuttum; ama benim G\u00f6\u015fefij neneci\u011fim gibi saat ba\u015f\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131p, Sahi, “Maho dap\u015fe d\u0131de k\u0131txuenar gid\u0131m?” bilen var m\u0131 aran\u0131zda?<\/p>\n I\u015f\u0131klar i\u00e7inde uyusunlar Kafda\u011f\u0131’n\u0131n soylu insanlar\u0131…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" KITIJ Cemil Biçer Yaş kemale erince, arz-ı mev’udun özlemi çökmeye başlıyor yorgun yüreklere. Kafdağı’nın diasporadaki son temsilcisi olan neneciğim, ömrünün son yıllarında “demansif” bir derde düçar olmuştu; ama Kafdağı’na ait hatıraları pırıl pırıldı, daha dün yaşanmış gibi diri ve aydınlıktı… Ama gün içinde yaşadıklarını hemen unutur, aynı şeyi defalarca sorardı. Bıkkınlık gösterip cevap vermesek, elindeki 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\n“Waa haj\u0131! Maho dap\u015fe d\u0131de k\u0131txuenar gid\u0131m?”
\n“Eyyy haj\u0131, \u015fimdi tam olarak ka\u00e7 g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz kald\u0131 bayrama?”<\/p>\n
\n“Waa haj\u0131! Maho dap\u015fe d\u0131de k\u0131txuenar gid\u0131m?” diye soracak haj dedem yoktu…<\/p>\n