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KITIJ Cemil Bi\u00e7er<\/strong><\/p>\n Mahallede; \u00e7illi, gamzeli, beyaz tenli, dalgal\u0131 sar\u0131 sa\u00e7l\u0131 boncuk mavisi g\u00f6zleri olan tek velettim, \u00dcst\u00fcne \u00fcstl\u00fck “R” art\u00fck\u00fcleliydim! Tipim Amerikan filmlerinde uyu\u015fturucu sat\u0131lan zenci mahallesine yerle\u015ftirilmi\u015f beyaz \u00e7ocuk gibi. Ya\u015f\u0131m 12,13 falan.<\/p>\n Hi\u00e7 unutmam! Okullar kapanm\u0131\u015f, Temmuz ortalar\u0131 gibi, bizim \u00fcst mahalleye Yelda diye bi k\u0131z geldi. Sapsar\u0131 sa\u00e7lar, yemye\u015fil g\u00f6zler,<\/p>\n Mahalle ma\u00e7\u0131nda, Yelda izliyor diye \u0130bo adl\u0131 bir \u00e7ocuk, bayraml\u0131k tak\u0131m elbisesiyle kalecilik yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Babas\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcp sopayla d\u00f6vd\u00fc.<\/p>\n Saklamba\u00e7 oynuyoruz… Yelda’y\u0131 bulan, herkesi sobeliyor! \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc, Yelda nerde biz orda! Yelda\u2019y\u0131 sobeledi diye bebeklik arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6ven bile oldu.<\/p>\n Tam, eve d\u00fc\u015fen y\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131m sendromu ya\u015f\u0131yoruz mahallenin erkekleri olarak.<\/p>\n Neyse! 13 ya\u015f grubu erkeklerinin azmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve mahalleye gelen sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n “Ah Ulan Yelda”n\u0131n ya\u015fatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 etkiyi anlam\u0131\u015fs\u0131n\u0131zd\u0131r.<\/p>\n \u015eimdi gelelim benim durumuma!<\/p>\n Evdeyim, hastay\u0131m. Ama b\u00f6yle yatmal\u0131, matmal\u0131 de\u011fil. \u00dczerinize afiyet motoru bozmu\u015fum. Evde tuvalete \u00e7ad\u0131r kurdum, nefes alsam s\u0131\u00e7\u0131yorum! Annem mutfakta yemek yap\u0131yor, kap\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131, toplad\u0131m donu ko\u015ftum a\u00e7t\u0131m, bi bakt\u0131m Yelda!<\/p>\n Yelda, b\u00fct\u00fcn tasolar\u0131n\u0131 \u00c7ingen Aykut’a kaybetmi\u015f, gelip tasolar\u0131m\u0131 tekrar kazan\u0131r m\u0131s\u0131n diye soruyor. Dedim ki: Yelda mahalleyi yakar\u0131m! Ama \u00f6nce i\u00e7erde bana \u015fans getirecek bir \u015fey yapmam laz\u0131m!<\/p>\n \u2018\u2019Yaaa..! \u00c7ok tatl\u0131s\u0131n, na’p\u0131caks\u0131n\u2019\u2019 diye g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi. K\u0131z zannediyor ki dedemden kalma yadigar bir kolye falan tak\u0131cam.<\/p>\n Gidip bir posta daha yapt\u0131m. G\u00f6t\u00fcn ba\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f diye kendimle kavga ediyorum. “Ne soka\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kmas\u0131 hayvan! Koltuklara s\u0131\u00e7ma diye banyoya soktum seni, d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kcam diyosun!”, \u2018\u2019Anne\u2019\u2019 dedim \u2018\u2019Sus, Yelda kap\u0131da!\u2019\u2019…<\/p>\n Annem sinirlendi mi kimseyi takmaz. \u2018\u2019Sen s\u0131\u00e7 bak, ben sana ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7ok iyi bilirim!\u2019\u2019 diye arkamdan s\u00f6ylendi…<\/p>\n \u00c7\u0131kt\u0131m evden, gittik Aykut\u2019un yan\u0131na. Tasolar \u00fcst \u00fcste dizildi, \u00f6nce atmak i\u00e7in a\u00e7\u0131k-kapal\u0131 yap\u0131ld\u0131. Ben hak kazand\u0131m. Dedim, hadi o\u011flum yap \u015fu i\u015fi.<\/p>\n Yelda yan\u0131mdan e\u011fildi, pat \u00f6pt\u00fc yana\u011f\u0131mdan. O ana kadar popomu kollayarak yoluna devam eden ben, ishal misal her \u015feyi unuttum, tasolara y\u00fcklendim…<\/p>\n Arkada\u015flar, abanman\u0131n aksi \u015fiddetine oranla orac\u0131kta alt\u0131ma bir s\u0131\u00e7t\u0131m!<\/p>\n Bunu size anlatamam. Sanki s\u0131\u00e7mak de\u011fil de \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc kazanm\u0131\u015f bir mahkumun g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne mutlulu\u011fu hayk\u0131rmas\u0131 gibi bi \u015fey…<\/p>\n G\u00f6t bi yana, millet bi yana, Yelda bi yana, taso bi yana, ben bi yana gidiyoruz. Mahallede s\u0131\u00e7an bir \u00e7ocu\u011fun yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 kaos hakim.<\/p>\n Bak\u0131n Allah kimseye sevdi\u011finin yan\u0131nda alt\u0131na s\u0131\u00e7ma ac\u0131s\u0131 vermesin! Gerisi hallolur.<\/p>\n Ac\u0131m\u0131 bi hayal edin. Kom\u015fular falan camda. Yengemin camdan “Ay, ay, ay pa\u00e7as\u0131ndan ak\u0131yor ay, bula\u015fmas\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fcze!” \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131yla irkildim, kendime geldim.<\/p>\n Bi koluma \u00c7ingen Aykut, bi koluma Yelda girdi, ben a\u011fl\u0131yorum, g\u00f6tte bok, beni eve getirdiler. Zile basacaklar.<\/p>\n Dedim, zile basmay\u0131n, annem a\u011fz\u0131ma s\u0131\u00e7ar. \u2018\u2019Aman s\u0131\u00e7arsa s\u0131\u00e7s\u0131n, sen mahalleye s\u0131\u00e7\u0131yorsun” dedi Yelda.<\/p>\n Annem beni bi g\u00f6rd\u00fc, sinir krizi ge\u00e7irdi kad\u0131n! Beni neyle d\u00f6vece\u011fine karar veremiyor. Neyle vursa yetinemeyecek gibi.<\/p>\n Dedim, ey \u00fcmmeti Muhammed k\u0131yamet bu g\u00fcnd\u00fcr. Hem hala alt\u0131ma s\u0131\u00e7\u0131yorum, hem a\u011fl\u0131yorum, \u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc alam\u0131yorum, kay\u0131\u015f koptu.<\/p>\n Gitti i\u00e7eri f\u0131r\u00e7ayla, hortumla geri geldi. Panikle, \u2018\u2019Anne insan evlad\u0131n\u0131 bunlarla d\u00f6ver mi?\u2019\u2019 diye inledim. \u2018\u2019Ne d\u00f6vmesi, y\u0131k\u0131cam seni, giremezsin b\u00f6yle i\u00e7eri\u2019\u2019 dedi. Bu arada Aykut’da bi yandan Yelda\u2019ya y\u00fcr\u00fcyor. \u2018\u2019Sen kaybetti\u011fin tasolar\u0131 neden benden istemiyorsun, bu lavu\u011fu \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yorsun\u2019\u2019 diyor, f\u0131rsat\u00e7\u0131 pezevenk.<\/p>\n Hala unutmam, i\u00e7imde hep yarad\u0131r; annem beni soydu, Yelda hortum tuttu, Aykut da bir g\u00fczel f\u0131r\u00e7ayla y\u0131kad\u0131.<\/p>\n B\u00fct\u00fcn mahalle beni izliyor, az \u00f6nce sevdas\u0131 i\u00e7in d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kan bu yi\u011fit \u00e7ocuk, \u015fimdi sokakta dal da\u015fAK!<\/p>\n O g\u00fcnden beri a\u015fka k\u00fcst\u00fcm, kendime k\u00fcst\u00fcm.<\/p>\n Ve ne kad\u0131nlara inand\u0131m, ne de ishal olan g\u00f6t\u00fcme…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" KITIJ Cemil Biçer Mahallede; çilli, gamzeli, beyaz tenli, dalgalı sarı saçlı boncuk mavisi gözleri olan tek velettim, Üstüne üstlük “R” artüküleliydim! Tipim Amerikan filmlerinde uyuşturucu satılan zenci mahallesine yerleştirilmiş beyaz çocuk gibi. Yaşım 12,13 falan. Hiç unutmam! Okullar kapanmış, Temmuz ortaları gibi, bizim üst mahalleye Yelda diye bi kız geldi. Sapsarı saçlar, yemyeşil gözler, Mahalle 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\nAllah hi\u00e7 bir delikanl\u0131y\u0131 b\u00f6yle s\u0131namas\u0131n.<\/p>\n
\nNeyse \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m, elimi y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc y\u0131kad\u0131m, giyindim, anne dedim ben \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n