{"id":47329,"date":"2025-07-07T01:19:41","date_gmt":"2025-07-07T06:19:41","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/?p=47329"},"modified":"2025-07-07T15:16:39","modified_gmt":"2025-07-07T20:16:39","slug":"travma","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/travma\/","title":{"rendered":"TRAVMA"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-47331\" src=\"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/TRAVMA-b.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"571\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/TRAVMA-b.png 571w, https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/TRAVMA-b-300x158.png 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 571px) 100vw, 571px\" \/><\/p>\n<p><strong>KITIJ Cemil Bi\u00e7er<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Uzun y\u0131llar Almanya&#8217;da zorunlu s\u00fcrg\u00fcnde ya\u015fayan \u00fcniversite arkada\u015f\u0131mdan \u00f6zlem dolu bir mektup ald\u0131m. TBMM\u2019de yap\u0131lan bir yasa de\u011fi\u015fikli\u011fi ile 1980 \u00f6ncesi yurt d\u0131\u015f\u0131na ka\u00e7mak zorunda olan ve &#8220;yurda d\u00f6n&#8221; \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131na uymay\u0131p yurtta\u015fl\u0131ktan \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131lanlar\u0131n tekrar yurtta\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 al\u0131nmas\u0131 kapsam\u0131nda oldu\u011funu, 20 y\u0131ll\u0131k s\u00fcrg\u00fcn\u00fcn bitti\u011fini s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor.<\/p>\n<p>Hayat\u0131mda \u00e7ok \u00f6nemli bir yeri olan, tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m en kararl\u0131 devrimci bir yolda\u015ft\u0131 Y\u0131lmaz! Oport\u00fcnizm kirlili\u011fine bula\u015fmam\u0131\u015f bir dosttu, benim i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n<p>12 Eyl\u00fcl \u00f6ncesi ayn\u0131 siyasi \u00f6rg\u00fct i\u00e7inde yer alm\u0131\u015f, bir \u00e7ok eylemde omuz omuza m\u00fccadele etmi\u015ftik, \u0130stanbul&#8217;da Balat-Ayvansaray b\u00f6lgesinde \u00f6rg\u00fctleme sorumlusu idik, zaman zaman silahl\u0131 \u00e7at\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131n i\u00e7inde de yer almak zorunda kal\u0131yorduk.<\/p>\n<p>1977, 1 May\u0131s olaylar\u0131n\u0131n ertesinde ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z h\u00fccre evinin polis taraf\u0131ndan bas\u0131lmas\u0131 esnas\u0131nda ben yaral\u0131 olarak &#8220;ele ge\u00e7irildim&#8221;, o ka\u00e7may\u0131 ba\u015farm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bu onunla son g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmemizdi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Aradan ge\u00e7en yirmi y\u0131l ondan hi\u00e7 bir haber alamad\u0131m. Sadece yurt d\u0131\u015f\u0131na ka\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 haberini gelmi\u015fti. Ben ise uzun ve klasik sorgulama tezgah\u0131ndan ge\u00e7mi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n<p>Sorgulamalar\u0131mda benden hi\u00e7 bir bilgi alamayan i\u015fkencecilerim d\u00fczenledikleri tutanakla birlikte s\u0131k\u0131y\u00f6netim yetkililerine teslim ettiler beni. Hakk\u0131mda TCK 141-142 maddeleri gere\u011fi idam cezas\u0131 istemi ile dava a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Sonu\u00e7ta tutuklu oldu\u011fum s\u00fcre dikkate al\u0131narak serbest b\u0131rak\u0131ld\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Mektubu okurken ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z o g\u00fcnler flu bir film gibi canland\u0131 hayalimde, &#8220;ke\u015fke ka\u00e7masayd\u0131n be Y\u0131lmaz&#8221; dedim. Biliyordum i\u015fkencede benden daha dayan\u0131kl\u0131 idi. &#8220;Pay\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fen daya\u011f\u0131 yer kurtulurdun&#8221; diye ge\u00e7irdim i\u00e7imden ama ya\u015fam bir film de\u011fildi! Geri sar\u0131p yeniden ya\u015faman\u0131n m\u00fcmk\u00fcn\u00fc yoktu. Bu nedenle ya\u015fam\u0131m\u0131 geriye y\u00f6nelik hi\u00e7 sorgulamad\u0131m,<\/p>\n<p>Pi\u015fmanl\u0131klar\u0131m, ke\u015fkelerim olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. &#8220;Ya\u015fanmal\u0131yd\u0131, ya\u015fad\u0131m&#8221; der ge\u00e7erim.<\/p>\n<p>Tahliye olduktan sonra \u00f6\u011frenci aff\u0131ndan yararlanarak \u00fcniversiteme d\u00f6nd\u00fcm, aradan ge\u00e7en 2,5 y\u0131l zarf\u0131nda \u00e7o\u011fu arkada\u015flar\u0131m okulu bitirmi\u015fler, geriden gelenleri de ben tan\u0131m\u0131yorum. O pop\u00fclerli\u011fi ile t\u00fcm \u00f6\u011frencilerin g\u00f6z ucu ile izledikleri ben, s\u00fcng\u00fcs\u00fc d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f ma\u011flup bir askerdim \u015fimdi! Uysal bir \u00e7ocuk gibi derslere girip \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordum. Sivil polislerin takibinde oldu\u011fumun da bilincinde idim&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Son s\u0131n\u0131fta b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m okulu, haziran d\u00f6neminde mezun olup askerlik karar\u0131m\u0131 al\u0131p \u0130stanbul Ka\u011f\u0131thane\u2019deki yedek subay okulunda askeri \u00f6\u011frenci olarak vatani g\u00f6revime ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Bu d\u00f6nemi ba\u015fka bir yaz\u0131mda anlataca\u011f\u0131m. Askerde oldu\u011fum s\u00fcrede 12 Eyl\u00fcl askeri darbesi oldu. Askerde olmam belki de bir \u015fanst\u0131 benim i\u00e7in. \u00d6rg\u00fctteki \u00e7o\u011fu arkada\u015flar\u0131m ge\u00e7mi\u015fe ait m\u00fccadelelerinden dolay\u0131 -cezalar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ekmelerine ra\u011fmen- yeniden tutukland\u0131lar.<\/p>\n<p>Sak\u0131ncal\u0131 damgas\u0131 ile yedek subay olarak T\u00fcrk ordusunda subayd\u0131m darbe y\u0131llar\u0131nda. Askerde olmak bir \u015fanst\u0131 benim i\u00e7in bu sefer talihim yard\u0131m etmi\u015fti. Av idim, \u015fimdi avc\u0131 olmu\u015ftum.<\/p>\n<p>Yirmi y\u0131l ge\u00e7mi\u015fti. Y\u0131lmaz&#8217;\u0131 tan\u0131yabilecek miydim? Acaba, yine \u00f6yle yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 m\u0131yd\u0131? <strong>Deniz Gezmi\u015f<\/strong>\u2019e benzerdi. Uzun boylu, iri siyah g\u00f6zl\u00fc, k\u0131v\u0131rc\u0131k sa\u00e7l\u0131, kara ya\u011f\u0131z bir Dada\u015f delikanl\u0131s\u0131yd\u0131. Bende Kafkas \u0131rk\u0131n\u0131n karakteristik \u00f6zellikleri ta\u015f\u0131yan sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n mavi g\u00f6zl\u00fc bir <strong>\u00c7erkes<\/strong> delikanl\u0131s\u0131yd\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Fak\u00fclte kantinindeki k\u0131zlar ben kantine girince aralar\u0131nda -o y\u0131llarda \u00e7ok izlenen bir televizyon dizisi olan Zengin ve yoksul- filminin oyuncusu Nick Nolte&#8217;ye benzettiklerinden \u2018\u2019<strong>Nick geldi\u2019\u2019<\/strong> diyerek i\u00e7 \u00e7ekerlermi\u015f! D\u00f6yleyenlerin yalanc\u0131s\u0131y\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Bu be\u011fenilerin hat\u0131r\u0131na \u00f6rg\u00fct i\u00e7indeki kod ad\u0131m\u0131 <strong>Nick <\/strong>koymu\u015ftuk. Bu be\u011fenilerle, egom tavan yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131! S\u0131rf bu nedenle bu dizinin yay\u0131nland\u0131\u011f\u0131 geceler eylem \u00f6teledi\u011fim olmu\u015ftur. Bu bir \u00f6zele\u015ftirimdir.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6\u011frencilik y\u0131llar\u0131m\u0131zda da \u00f6rg\u00fctsel \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131 yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z y\u0131llarda da devrimci disiplinimiz gere\u011fi hi\u00e7 hovardal\u0131k yapma \u015fans\u0131m\u0131z olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Oysa ikimizde \u00e7evremizdeki k\u0131zlar taraf\u0131ndan ilgi g\u00f6recek kadar yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 idik.<\/p>\n<p>Zaman zaman onlar\u0131n \u00f6stroj\u00f6n y\u00fckl\u00fc ka\u00e7amak bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda bulu\u015fuyorduk ama bunu birbirimize bile s\u00f6ylemeye \u00e7ekinirdik. \u00d6zel sohbetlerimiz bile \u00fclke gelece\u011fi ve <strong>devrim<\/strong> sorunlar\u0131 \u00fczerine idi. 24 ya\u015f\u0131nda idik. \u015eimdiki \u00fcniversiteli \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce ya\u015fanmam\u0131\u015f ya\u015flar\u0131m i\u00e7in i\u00e7im s\u0131zlam\u0131yor desem yalan s\u00f6ylemi\u015f olurum.<\/p>\n<p>Y\u0131lmaz mektubunda \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fczdeki Haziran ay\u0131nda, yirmi y\u0131l aradan sonra T\u00fcrkiye&#8217;ye gelece\u011fini ve do\u011frudan benim misafirim olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yaz\u0131yordu. Yan\u0131nda \u0130sve\u00e7&#8217;li e\u015fi ve sekiz ya\u015f\u0131nda olan o\u011flu da olacakm\u0131\u015f. Hayat\u0131m\u0131n en g\u00fczel y\u0131llar\u0131ndaki yolda\u015f\u0131, can karde\u015fimin bu ziyareti beni \u00e7ok sevindirdi.<\/p>\n<p>Benim de ayn\u0131 ya\u015flarda bir o\u011flum vard\u0131. Bencileyin sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n mavi g\u00f6zleri boncuk boncuk fel fecir okuyan, ta\u015f\u0131 f\u0131rlat\u0131p alt\u0131na yatan afacan ki \u015feytana papucu ters giydiren cinsten, bir <strong>\u00c7erkes<\/strong> s\u0131pas\u0131! Ama \u00e7ok yaramazd\u0131. K\u00f6y hayat\u0131 i\u00e7inde oldu\u011fundan alabildi\u011fine hoyrat ve \u00f6zg\u00fcr davran\u0131\u015fl\u0131 idi. Bunda belki de benim ya\u015fanmam\u0131\u015f y\u0131llar\u0131m\u0131n ho\u015fg\u00f6r\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcn pay\u0131 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131zda bizim gibi can dostlar\u0131 olacaklard\u0131, e\u015fime ve o\u011fluma bu haberi s\u00f6yledim. E\u015fim tela\u015fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Y\u0131lmaz&#8217;\u0131n benim hayat\u0131mdaki \u00f6nemini biliyordu. Hemen yatacaklar\u0131 oday\u0131 planlamaya koyuldu &#8220;\u00c7ocuk, \u015eafak&#8217; \u0131n odas\u0131nda kal\u0131r,\u00a0 ben de \u00fcst kattaki oday\u0131 haz\u0131rlar\u0131m Y\u0131lmazlara&#8221; dedi g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek. &#8220;Tela\u015f etme hayat\u0131m, daha bir ay var gelmelerine. Hem Y\u0131lmaz i\u00e7in \u00f6yle \u00f6zel haz\u0131rl\u0131\u011fa gerek yok, biz onunla ayn\u0131 yorgan\u0131, ayn\u0131 ekme\u011fi payla\u015ft\u0131k!&#8221; diyecek oldum, &#8220;Siz eski t\u00fcfekler b\u00f6ylesiniz zaten, sizin i\u00e7in hi\u00e7 b\u00f6yle \u015feylerin \u00f6nemi yoktur, ah bir de hayat\u0131 kad\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fc ile g\u00f6rebilseniz&#8221; diye f\u0131r\u00e7a att\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>O\u011flum, yeni yeni bir arkada\u015f edinece\u011fi i\u00e7in \u00e7ok mutluydu &#8220;Babac\u0131\u011f\u0131m yeni bir sapan almam gerek, Y\u0131lmaz amcam\u0131n o\u011flu ile ku\u015f av\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131z&#8221; diye \u015fimdiden aktivasyon faaliyetlerine ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131, konuklar\u0131m\u0131z daha gelmeden evimize sevin\u00e7lerini getirmi\u015flerdi bile.<\/p>\n<p>Haziran ay\u0131n\u0131n ilk haftas\u0131nda Y\u0131lmaz ve ailesi konu\u011fumuz oldular. Yirmi y\u0131ll\u0131k uzun bir s\u00fcre g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmemi\u015f olmam\u0131za ra\u011fmen sanki hi\u00e7 ayr\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f\u0131z gibiydi dostlu\u011fumuz kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yerden ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Sadece evimizim polis taraf\u0131ndan bas\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 o geceyi ve sonras\u0131n\u0131 ne Y\u0131lmaz sordu, ne ben bahsettim silinmi\u015f lekeli bir sayfa gibi atlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k o y\u0131llar\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>E\u015fi ve \u00e7ocu\u011fu d\u00fcnya tatl\u0131s\u0131 idiler. Vilma, e\u015fimle \u0130ngilizce olarak anla\u015fm\u0131\u015flar ve mutfakta g\u00fcn boyu bize \u00c7erkes ve \u0130sve\u00e7 mutfaklar\u0131ndan harika yemekler yap\u0131yorlard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Andi ve \u015eafak dil olarak anla\u015fam\u0131yorlard\u0131 ama onlar\u0131 kayna\u015ft\u0131ran evrensel bir dilleri vard\u0131 Y\u0131lmaz bu dile &#8220;<strong>\u00c7ocuk Dili<\/strong>&#8221; diyordu, bizden \u00e7ok iyi anla\u015f\u0131yorlard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Bir sabah kahvalt\u0131 \u00f6ncesi han\u0131mlar kahvalt\u0131y\u0131 haz\u0131rlamak i\u00e7in u\u011fra\u015f\u0131rken Y\u0131lmaz&#8217;la evimin arkas\u0131ndaki ormanda y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015fe \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k. Andi ve \u015eafak&#8217;ta \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcz s\u0131ra y\u00fcr\u00fcyorlard\u0131. \u015eafak&#8217;\u0131n boynunda ancak yatarken \u00e7\u0131kartt\u0131\u011f\u0131 Sapan\u0131 ile Andi&#8217;ye, k\u00f6y \u00e7ocu\u011fu olman\u0131 getirdi\u011fi avantajlarla atraksiyonlar yap\u0131yordu&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Biz Y\u0131lmaz ile \u00fclkenin politik durumu ile ilgili derin konu\u015fmalara dalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Bu arada \u00e7ocuklar bizden hayli uzakla\u015fm\u0131\u015flar fark\u0131na varmad\u0131k. Birden Andi&#8217;nin \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ile irkildik. Andi ko\u015farak bize do\u011fru geliyordu. Elinde yaral\u0131 bir g\u00fcvercin a\u011flayarak babas\u0131na bir \u015feyler s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu. Ama nas\u0131l panik olmu\u015f yavrucuk. Boncuk gibi g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 ak\u0131yor bembeyaz yanaklar\u0131ndan. Y\u0131lmaz yaral\u0131 ku\u015fu inceledi bir \u015feyler s\u00f6yledi Andi&#8217;ye, &#8220;Ne diyor&#8221; diye sordum Y\u0131lmaz&#8217;a, \u2018\u2019Azizim ben bu Bat\u0131l\u0131lar\u0131n tek bir \u015feyini seviyorum, o da \u00e7ocuk e\u011fitimlerindeki duyarl\u0131l\u0131klar\u0131!&#8221; dedi &#8220;Nas\u0131l yani?&#8221; dedim. Y\u0131lmaz yaral\u0131 ku\u015fu a\u011flayan Andi&#8217;ye verdi &#8220;\u00c7ocuk e\u011fitiminde \u00e7ok ilerdeler, bak, Andi doktora g\u00f6t\u00fcrelim bu yaral\u0131 ku\u015fu diye f\u0131rt\u0131nalar kopar\u0131yor!&#8221; dedi. O s\u0131rada h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131klar i\u00e7inde a\u011flayan Andi babas\u0131na makine gibi bir \u015feyler s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor tepiniyordu. Y\u0131lmaz bana d\u00f6n\u00fcp kasabada veteriner olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sordu, &#8220;\u0130l\u00e7e Tar\u0131m M\u00fcd\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc\u2019nde bir tane ayya\u015f veteriner olacakt\u0131 ama bu g\u00fcn hafta sonu bulmam\u0131z m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fil!&#8221; dedim.<\/p>\n<p>Konuklar\u0131m\u0131z baba o\u011ful aralar\u0131nda durum de\u011ferlendirmesi yaparken bizim \u015eafak kasketini ters takm\u0131\u015f boynundaki ku\u015f lasti\u011fini sallaya sallaya ko\u015farak geldi. B\u00fcy\u00fck bir adam edas\u0131 ile Andi!nin elindeki ku\u015fu \u00e7ekip ald\u0131 &#8220;hoppp dur ne yap\u0131yorsun&#8221; demeye kalmadan, K\u0131ble\u2019ye d\u00f6n\u00fcp <strong>&#8220;Bismillah, Allah\u00fc Ekber&#8221;<\/strong> diye ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131p ku\u015fun kafas\u0131n\u0131 kopar\u0131p att\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Hepimiz bu sahne kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda donup kald\u0131k! \u015eafak &#8220;Elimden \u015fimdiye kadar hi\u00e7 bir ku\u015f kurtulamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r, Andi bu sabah g\u00fcvercin k\u0131zartmas\u0131 yiyece\u011fiz&#8221; diyerek g\u00fcvercini kapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi eve do\u011fru ko\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu sahne kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda Andi &#8216;nin a\u011flamas\u0131 kesilmi\u015fti \u00e7ocuk sanki bir robot gibi g\u00f6zlerini yerde yatan g\u00fcvercinin kafas\u0131na kilitlemi\u015f bak\u0131yordu. Y\u0131lmaz \u00e7ocu\u011fu teselli etmek i\u00e7in bir \u015feyler s\u00f6ylemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ama Andi i\u00e7in zaman donmu\u015ftu. \u00c7ocuk bo\u015f g\u00f6zlerle sabit bir noktaya manas\u0131z manas\u0131z bak\u0131p duruyordu, tela\u015flanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Y\u0131lmaz \u00e7ocu\u011fu kuca\u011f\u0131na ald\u0131 h\u0131zl\u0131 ad\u0131mlarla eve do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye ba\u015flad\u0131k. Y\u0131lmaz olay\u0131n \u015fokunun etkisindeydi &#8220;Umar\u0131m devlet hastanesinde n\u00f6bet\u00e7i doktor buluruz&#8221; dedi.Hemen arabay\u0131 haz\u0131rlad\u0131m e\u015fim ve Vilma olay\u0131n nedenini anlayamam\u0131\u015flard\u0131 daha.<\/p>\n<p>Hemen hastaneye yolland\u0131k ama biliyordum ki psikolog yoktu hastanede. B\u0131rak\u0131n psikolo\u011fu daha do\u011fru d\u00fcr\u00fcst ameliyat yapabilecek cerrah\u0131m\u0131z bile yoktu. Bunu s\u00f6yleyemedim Y\u0131lmaz&#8217;a, Andi konu\u015fmuyor bo\u015f g\u00f6zlerle bak\u0131p duruyordu. 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