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KITIJ Cemil Bi\u00e7er<\/strong><\/p>\n \u00c7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plakt\u0131k, kimimiz \u0131slak betonda sereserpe uzanm\u0131\u015f yat\u0131yor, kimimiz tahta sandalyeye ba\u011fl\u0131 i\u015fkence s\u0131ras\u0131n\u0131 bekliyordu. Neredeydik?.. G\u00f6z\u00fcmdeki band\u0131n lime lime olmu\u015f bir aral\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan bulundu\u011fumuz yeri g\u00f6rebiliyordum. S\u00f6ylesem, \u201cSizi g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum,\u201d diye ge\u00e7iriyorum i\u00e7imden. Filistin ask\u0131s\u0131nda olan kara ya\u011f\u0131z delikanl\u0131n\u0131n bayg\u0131n bedenini \u0131slak beton \u00fczerine f\u0131rlat\u0131p att\u0131lar. K\u00f6\u015fedeki manyetolu telefon kablosunun bir ucunu sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n \u00e7ocu\u011fun cinsel organ\u0131na, di\u011fer ucunu ayak parma\u011f\u0131na ba\u011flad\u0131lar. Sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n, mavi g\u00f6zl\u00fc bir \u00e7ocuktum. Antik Yunan heykelleri gibi kusursuz, atletik bir v\u00fccudum vard\u0131. Bir tiyatro oyunu oynarcas\u0131na ma\u011frur ve vakur duruyordum; ellerim ayaklar\u0131m duvardaki pasl\u0131 demir halkalara ba\u011fl\u0131 olarak.<\/span><\/p>\n \u0130\u015fkencehanenin hemen d\u0131\u015f\u0131ndaki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck odada telefon \u00e7ald\u0131. K\u00f6fte ekme\u011finin kalan k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131na t\u0131k\u0131p ko\u015farcas\u0131na d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya se\u011firtti e\u015fofmanl\u0131 polis: Sesindeki \u015fefkat ve \u00f6zlem babam\u0131 hat\u0131rlatt\u0131 bana. G\u00f6zlerimden s\u0131cak damlalar s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc yanaklar\u0131ma. A\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6rmesinler diye akl\u0131ma komik \u015feyler getirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum. G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcrlerse, \u201c\u00c7\u00f6z\u00fcld\u00fc lan bu ibne, bunu koyun tezg\u00e2ha,\u201d derler korkusunu ya\u015f\u0131yorum.<\/span><\/p>\n Telefonda konu\u015ftu\u011fu k\u0131z\u0131 olmal\u0131. \u00d6zlemi\u015f k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131… Babalar k\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ok sever. Di\u015flerinin \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcklerine s\u0131k\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f k\u00f6fte par\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 k\u00fcrdanla kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rarak giriyor i\u00e7eriye. A\u011fz\u0131na biriken k\u00f6fte k\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 bo\u011faz\u0131ndaki balgamla harmanlay\u0131p t\u00fck\u00fcr\u00fcyor yerde yatan \u00e7ocu\u011fa do\u011fru…<\/span><\/p>\n Bir baba bu… G\u00fczel bir k\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011funun babas\u0131… Duvardaki pasl\u0131 halkalara ba\u011fl\u0131 \u201cApollon\u201d heykeli gibi onurlu bir duru\u015f sergiliyorum. \u201cAmk kodumun kom\u00fcnisti! Senin y\u00fcz\u00fcnden k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131 bile doyas\u0131ya sevemiyorum. B\u00fclb\u00fcl gibi \u00f6tt\u00fcrece\u011fim seni!\u201d diye h\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u00fcp b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcc\u00fcyle \u00e7eviriyor manyetoyu…<\/span><\/p>\n Babalar k\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131 sever… KITIJ Cemil Biçer Çırılçıplaktık, kimimiz ıslak betonda sereserpe uzanmış yatıyor, kimimiz tahta sandalyeye bağlı işkence sırasını bekliyordu. Gözlerimiz sıkıca bağlanmıştı. Neredeydik?.. Suçumuz neydi?.. Bizi öldürürler miydi?.. Gözümdeki bandın lime lime olmuş bir aralığından bulunduğumuz yeri görebiliyordum. Söylesem, “Sizi görüyorum,” diye geçiriyorum içimden. “Aferin lan, delikanlı adammışsın,” derler mi?.. Yoksa, “Vay amk ibnesi, her şeyi gördün,” 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\nG\u00f6zlerimiz s\u0131k\u0131ca ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n
\nSu\u00e7umuz neydi?..
\nBizi \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcrler miydi?..<\/span><\/p>\n
\n\u201cAferin lan, delikanl\u0131 adamm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n,\u201d derler mi?..
\nYoksa, \u201cVay amk ibnesi, her \u015feyi g\u00f6rd\u00fcn,\u201d deyip \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcp atarlar m\u0131 bir \u00e7\u00f6p kuytulu\u011funa?..<\/span><\/p>\n
\nTahta iskemlede ba\u011fl\u0131 olan sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n \u00e7ocu\u011fu g\u00f6bekli bir polis \u00e7\u00f6zd\u00fc.
\nE\u015fofmanl\u0131 polis, \u201cOnu bana b\u0131rak\u0131n, \u015fu k\u00f6fte ekme\u011fimi yiyeyim ben s…cem onu,\u201d diye kahkaha att\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n
\nKorkudan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f \u00e7\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00fcnd\u00fcrd\u00fc e\u015fofmanl\u0131 olan. \u201cUlan buna cereyan verirsek kopar gider; kedi siki kadar bir \u015fey zaten,\u201d diye s\u0131r\u0131tt\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n
\n\u201cCan\u0131m k\u0131z\u0131m, prensesim, ben de seni \u00f6zledim yavrum…\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n
\nBirden i\u00e7im \u0131s\u0131nd\u0131 i\u015fkencecime. \u201cBu adamda insanl\u0131\u011fa dair \u00f6lmemi\u015f bir \u015feyler var, can\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 yakmaz,\u201d diye ge\u00e7iriyorum i\u00e7imden.<\/span><\/p>\n
\nAc\u0131r bize, bizim de bir baban\u0131n ci\u011ferparesi oldu\u011fumuzu hisseder, diye ge\u00e7iriyorum i\u00e7imden.<\/span><\/p>\n
\nAniden cinsel organ\u0131ma elindeki s\u0131cak \u00e7ay\u0131 d\u00f6k\u00fcyor:<\/span><\/p>\n
\n\u00c7ocuklar, babalar\u0131n\u0131n ci\u011ferpareleridir…<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"