{"id":5355,"date":"2020-09-30T16:23:06","date_gmt":"2020-09-30T21:23:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/circassiancenter.com\/tr\/?p=5355"},"modified":"2020-10-01T15:54:59","modified_gmt":"2020-10-01T20:54:59","slug":"anilarin-serpildigi-topraklar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/anilarin-serpildigi-topraklar\/","title":{"rendered":"ANILARIN SERP\u0130LD\u0130\u011e\u0130 TOPRAKLAR"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u00c7ETAO Nadir Ya\u011fan<\/strong>
\n<\/span> Maykop, 11.07.2008<\/p>\n

Yukar\u0131da y\u00fcksek \u00e7am ormanlar\u0131, kar\u015f\u0131da uzun ve y\u00fcksek bir da\u011f s\u0131ras\u0131 daha. Da\u011flar\u0131n aras\u0131nda bir ova. Bir tarihten g\u00fc\u00e7 al\u0131r gibi yaslan\u0131r\u0131m onlara.<\/p>\n

Buras\u0131 hayat\u0131n temellerini \u00f6\u011frenip sonra da i\u00e7inden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p \u00f6nce okumak i\u00e7in b\u00fcy\u00fck \u015fehirlere sonra \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmak i\u00e7in ba\u015fka yerlere ve en sonunda anavatan Kafkasya’ya gitti\u011fim, geriye d\u00f6n\u00fcp \u00f6zlemle and\u0131\u011f\u0131m tek yer. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ama b\u00fcy\u00fck hayatlar bar\u0131nd\u0131ran k\u00f6y\u00fcm. Saf kom\u015fuluklar\u0131n, yard\u0131mla\u015fman\u0131n, menfaatsiz ili\u015fkilerin, temiz sular\u0131n, temiz g\u0131dalar\u0131n, temiz y\u00fcreklerin, k\u0131sacas\u0131 saf insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcmdeki son kalesi.<\/p>\n

Ge\u00e7mi\u015fin topraklar\u0131na yirmi y\u0131l aradan sonra aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bast\u0131\u011f\u0131nda huzurla kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k bir h\u00fcz\u00fcn dolar i\u00e7ine. K\u00f6k\u00fc toprakta kalm\u0131\u015f, yapraklar\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 do\u011fru uzayan bir dut fidan\u0131 gibisindir. Hayat\u0131n\u0131n bir yan\u0131 o topraklara aittir di\u011fer yan\u0131 bir ba\u015fka topraklara.<\/p>\n

A\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6lgesinde yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131za oturan \u00e7ocukluk arkada\u015flar\u0131n\u0131z eskilerden bir \u015fark\u0131 gibi konu\u015furlar sizinle. K\u00f6yde ya\u015fayan akrabalardan biri rehberlik eder, anlat\u0131p durur toplanan kalabal\u0131ktaki bir zamanlar tan\u0131d\u0131k olan y\u00fczleri. Yak\u0131n akrabalar\u0131n uzak insanlar\u0131ndan bahsederler. Uzakta kalm\u0131\u015f y\u0131llar\u0131n hat\u0131ralar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fer bir bir. Bir \u00f6l\u00fcm \u00e7\u0131kagelir o hikayenin i\u00e7inden. Onlarca y\u0131l girmi\u015ftir o uzak araya. Bir \u015feyleri g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr. Kaybetmi\u015f, ka\u00e7\u0131rm\u0131\u015fs\u0131nd\u0131r an\u0131lar\u0131n serpildi\u011fi bu topraklar\u0131n kokusunu.
\nSabah g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131p da pencereden Kazkayas\u0131’n\u0131n \u00e7\u0131plak kayalar\u0131n\u0131, \u00e7am ve incir a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde kendi \u00e7ocuklu\u011funun masal gibi r\u00fcya gibi t\u00fcller ard\u0131nda kalm\u0131\u015f g\u00fcnlerine oradan daha uzak ge\u00e7mi\u015f zamanlara, yak\u0131ndan tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00e7a\u011flara uzan\u0131r i\u00e7inde bir \u015feyler. \u0130nsan\u0131n i\u00e7ine sinen ne olsa ne g\u00f6rse ne duysa ne bilse ne ya\u015fasa insan\u0131n i\u00e7inde hep kalan o g\u00fczide mutluluk!<\/p>\n

Bug\u00fcn d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en g\u00fczel co\u011frafyas\u0131nda yas\u0131yor olsan da hepsi birer hat\u0131ra olan o ya\u015fay\u0131\u015f, o huzur hala g\u00f6zlerini kapad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda arad\u0131\u011f\u0131n en se\u00e7kin duygular\u0131n hat\u0131rlat\u0131c\u0131s\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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Ya\u011fmur sular\u0131yla \u00e7o\u011falan yaz s\u0131caklar\u0131yla azalan K\u0131z\u0131l\u0131rmak s\u00fcslerdi s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7am ormanlar\u0131na, da\u011flara vermi\u015f k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ocukken kimi zaman bana kader olarak belirlenmi\u015f oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm etraf\u0131 da\u011flarla \u00e7evrili bu alan\u0131n i\u00e7inde can\u0131m s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131r \u00e7ekip gitmek isterdim nereye olursa. Evimizin etraf\u0131ndaki da\u011f ve \u00fcst\u00fcndeki tepeleri b\u00fcy\u00fck bir engel olarak kar\u015f\u0131ma dikilmi\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Sonralar\u0131 s\u00fcrekli r\u00fcyalar\u0131ma giren o da\u011flar, tepeler olmasa sanki gidecektim de onlar bana engel olacakm\u0131\u015f gibi gelirdi. Onlara do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcmek ve en \u00fcst noktas\u0131na \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p \u00f6tesindeki d\u00fcnyay\u0131 g\u00f6zlemlemek isterdim. \u00c7areyi i\u00e7imde bulur ona s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131r yolculuklar\u0131m\u0131 i\u00e7imde ba\u015flat\u0131rd\u0131m her k\u00f6y \u00e7ocu\u011fu gibi<\/p>\n

Baharla birlikte uzak diyarlardan hac\u0131 leyleklerin geli\u015fi biz \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n hayat\u0131na mutluluk katard\u0131 k\u00f6yde. Derlerdi ki y\u0131l\u0131n ilk leyle\u011fini u\u00e7arken g\u00f6rd\u00fcysen bu sene sana yollar a\u00e7\u0131k. K\u00f6y\u00fcn d\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p bir yerlere gezmeye gidebileceksin.<\/p>\n

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En son seksenli y\u0131llar\u0131n sonunda k\u00f6yle ileti\u015fimim kopmadan \u00f6nce g\u00f6rd\u00fcm leyle\u011fi. O g\u00fcnlerden sonra ne havada ne yuvas\u0131nda tek bir leylek g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm yoktur nedense.<\/p>\n

Art\u0131k ne yaz\u0131k ki imkans\u0131z arazilerinin tamam\u0131 ve evlerin y\u00fczde doksan\u0131 Alt\u0131nkaya Baraj\u0131 sular\u0131 alt\u0131nda kalm\u0131\u015f, insanlar\u0131 metropollere savrulmu\u015f k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fczde tekrar ya\u015famak. Zaten zor ya da imkans\u0131z oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in o an\u0131lar haf\u0131zamda hep m\u00fcthi\u015f bir tat olarak kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r belki de.<\/p>\n

Bizim \u00c7erkeslerin hikayesi hep bir yer de\u011fi\u015ftirme hikayesidir asl\u0131nda. Her zaman \u00f6zlem yanm\u0131\u015f y\u00fcreklerde. Uza\u011fa gidenin \u00f6zlemi ayr\u0131 bir ac\u0131, uzakta olup sevdiklerini \u00f6zleyenin \u00f6zlemi ba\u015fka bir ac\u0131 olarak dillerde \u201c\u011f\u0131bze\u201d olmu\u015f. Kimi \u201chalifenin \u00fclkesidir\u201d demi\u015f, d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f yola, kimi zorla d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f , kimi yeni yurtlar\u0131nda \u201cokuma sevdas\u0131yla\u201d uzakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 kendine yol edinmi\u015f.<\/p>\n

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Bir zamanlar k\u00f6yden \u015fehre bakarak hayal kuranlar, bug\u00fcn \u015fehirden k\u00f6ye bak\u0131nca \u201c\u00f6zlem\u201d koklar olmu\u015flar.<\/p>\n

Art\u0131k \u00f6n\u00fcmde da\u011f y\u00fckselmiyor. Ba\u015fka yerlere gitmek i\u00e7in kendisini arkama ald\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan beri anl\u0131yorum ki sadece k\u00f6y\u00fcmden ayr\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f\u0131m, biraz da kendimden ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f\u0131m. \u00c7ocuklu\u011funa kar\u0131\u015fan \u00e7ocuklu\u011funu kuran co\u011frafyay\u0131 \u00f6zleyen bir g\u00fcn ziyaret i\u00e7in dahi olsa oraya gitmek isteyen her insan gibi \u00f6zl\u00fcyorum Kafkasya\u2019n\u0131n Hajemukohable k\u00f6y\u00fcnden 1888\u2019\u00e7\u0131kan dedelerimizin kurdu\u011fu ve tam y\u00fcz y\u0131l sonra 1988\u2019de Alt\u0131nkaya Baraj\u0131 sular\u0131 alt\u0131nda kalan k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck\u00e7e b\u00fct\u00fcn bir \u00e7ocuklu\u011fuma y\u00fcr\u00fcyor gibi hissediyorum kendimi.<\/p>\n

Siz nereye giderseniz gidin zaman ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e do\u011fdu\u011funuz ve \u00e7ocuklu\u011funuzun ge\u00e7ti\u011fi yer sizi hep kendisine do\u011fru \u00e7eken yer oluyor.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

ÇETAO Nadir Yağan Maykop, 11.07.2008 Yukarıda yüksek çam ormanları, karşıda uzun ve yüksek bir dağ sırası daha. Dağların arasında bir ova. Bir tarihten güç alır gibi yaslanırım onlara. 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