{"id":646,"date":"2019-02-20T16:22:12","date_gmt":"2019-02-20T16:22:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/circassiancenter.com\/tr\/?p=646"},"modified":"2019-02-20T16:22:12","modified_gmt":"2019-02-20T16:22:12","slug":"babam-cerkes-ben","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/babam-cerkes-ben\/","title":{"rendered":"BABAM \u00c7ERKES! BEN…"},"content":{"rendered":"

YEMUZ Nevzat Tarak\u00e7\u0131
\n<\/strong>27.02.2006<\/span>
\n<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u0130lk defa kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m delikanl\u0131, \u00fcrkek bir tav\u0131rla \u201csiz \u00c7erkes misiniz?\u201d\u00a0 diye sordu.<\/p>\n

\u201c Evet \u00c7erkes\u2019im\u201c dedim gururla.<\/p>\n

\u201cYa siz\u201c dedim merakla.<\/p>\n

Gen\u00e7 yutkundu, duraklad\u0131, isteksizce: \u201cBen de\u011fil ama\u00a0 babam \u00c7erkes.\u201d dedi<\/p>\n

Nefesim t\u0131kand\u0131, s\u00f6zlerim t\u00fckendi, yutkundum, terledim s\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam. O an, insan\u0131n acizli\u011fe g\u00f6m\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bir an, ke\u015fke o an\u0131 ya\u015famasam!<\/p>\n

Ya\u015famak istemez bunu elbet bilin\u00e7li hi\u00e7bir \u00c7erkes hatta hi\u00e7bir insan.<\/p>\n

Zamanla duymu\u015fuzdur, \u201cDedelerimiz \u00c7erkes\u2019ti.\u201d diyen gen\u00e7leri.<\/p>\n

Ac\u0131. Bu ifade de \u00e7ok ac\u0131 ama di\u011feri, feci bir sanc\u0131!<\/p>\n

Baba, dede, fakir-zengin, belki savc\u0131, belki de hac\u0131 ama ne fark eder, durum \u00e7ok vahim bir o kadar da ac\u0131.<\/p>\n

Kimi sorgulasak kimi yarg\u0131lasak?<\/p>\n

Ana m\u0131 baba m\u0131 \u00e7evre mi arkada\u015f m\u0131 sistem mi s\u00fcrg\u00fcn m\u00fc g\u00f6\u00e7 m\u00fc?<\/p>\n

Kendisi acaba, bakal\u0131m cidden bizim kadar \u00fczg\u00fcn m\u00fc?<\/p>\n

Baba\u00a0 neyse evlat da o de\u011filmi\u015f her zaman, s\u00f6z tersine \u00e7\u0131kabilirmi\u015f\u00a0 demek ki.<\/p>\n

Gen\u00e7li\u011fimizi ilgisiz ve\u00a0 kimliksiz\u00a0 b\u0131rakman\u0131n bedeli bu mu ki?<\/p>\n

S\u00f6yleyin Allah a\u015fk\u0131na kim hazmedebilir bunu? B\u00f6yle olacaksa bu k\u00f6kl\u00fc k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcn, bu \u00f6rnek toplumun sonu; y\u0131k\u0131ls\u0131n derneklerimiz, sussun b\u00fcy\u00fcklerimiz da\u011f\u0131ls\u0131n federasyonlar\u0131m\u0131z, sivil giri\u015fimlerimiz…<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00f6z\u00fcm m\u00fcd\u00fcr y\u0131k\u0131lmak, da\u011f\u0131lmak, kap\u0131lmak sele?<\/p>\n

Tam tersi \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcm tektir, t\u00fckenmemek i\u00e7in tutu\u015fmak, el ele vermek g\u00f6n\u00fcl g\u00f6n\u00fcle\u2026<\/p>\n

Yabanc\u0131 m\u0131 bunlar? De\u011fil elbet, benim k\u0131z\u0131m, senin o\u011flun, onun karde\u015fi…<\/p>\n

Tektir \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcm, gen\u00e7lik; benim elim, kolum, dilim ve dahi gelece\u011fim.<\/p>\n

Model olmak gen\u00e7li\u011fe, \u00f6\u011fretmek tarihini, sevdirmek atas\u0131n\u0131, kavratmak kimli\u011fini\u2026<\/p>\n

K\u0131zmadan, k\u0131zd\u0131rmadan, severek, sevdirerek, nefret ettirmeyerek\u2026.<\/p>\n

Acele edelim, h\u0131zl\u0131\u00a0 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnelim ve hemen uygulayal\u0131m!<\/p>\n

Yoksa, \u00e7ok \u00c7erkes\u00a0 baban\u0131n, \u00c7erkes olamayan o\u011flu, \u00e7ok \u00c7erkes annenin \u00c7erkes olmayan \u201cg\u00fczel \u00c7erkes k\u0131z\u0131\u201c olacakt\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Adige o\u011flun, Adige olamayan babas\u0131 olacakt\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Biz de kahrolacak, belki de yok ola\u2026<\/p>\n

HAYIIIIIIIR!<\/p>\n

Biz,<\/p>\n

Gen\u00e7li\u011fimiz,<\/p>\n

Kimli\u011fimiz ve ki\u015fili\u011fimizle\u00a0 sonsuza kadar var olmal\u0131y\u0131z! \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc, ihtiyac\u0131 var insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n bize.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

YEMUZ Nevzat Tarakçı 27.02.2006 İlk defa karşılaştığım delikanlı, ürkek bir tavırla “siz Çerkes misiniz?”  diye sordu. “ Evet Çerkes’im“ dedim gururla. “Ya siz“ dedim merakla. Genç yutkundu, durakladı, isteksizce: “Ben değil ama  babam Çerkes.” dedi Nefesim tıkandı, sözlerim tükendi, yutkundum, terledim sırılsıklam. O an, insanın acizliğe gömüldüğü bir an, keşke o anı yaşamasam! 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