{"id":687,"date":"2019-02-20T16:47:35","date_gmt":"2019-02-20T16:47:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/circassiancenter.com\/tr\/?p=687"},"modified":"2019-02-20T16:47:35","modified_gmt":"2019-02-20T16:47:35","slug":"bir-cerkes-vardi-cani-sikilan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/bir-cerkes-vardi-cani-sikilan\/","title":{"rendered":"B\u0130R \u00c7ERKES VARDI CANI SIKILAN"},"content":{"rendered":"

YEMUZ Nevzat Tarak\u00e7\u0131
\n<\/strong>07.10.2006<\/span><\/p>\n

Ho\u015fg\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fc, sevgi dolu, nur y\u00fczl\u00fc bir insand\u0131. Herkes ona Hajdade<\/b> derdi. \u00c7ok sevilirdi \u00e7evresince. Onunla olan herkes, o tatl\u0131 sohbetlerle kendinden ge\u00e7erdi. Bir m\u0131knat\u0131s gibi \u00e7ekerdi insanlar\u0131. Alt\u0131n kalpli, tatl\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u00fc g\u00fcler y\u00fczl\u00fc biriydi.<\/p>\n

\u0130yi bir insan m\u00fckemmel bir \u00c7erkes’ti. Bir g\u00fcn k\u00f6yden ayr\u0131lsa, bir gariplik hissederdi herkes. Engin tevazusuyla belli etmese de gen\u00e7li\u011finde b\u00fcy\u00fcklerin meclislerinden \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fi derin bilgi ve g\u00f6rg\u00fc birikimi vard\u0131. K\u00f6y\u00fcn hem imam\u0131 hem \u00f6\u011fretmeni hem doktoruydu adeta. <\/p>\n

O g\u00fczel Kafkas geleneklerinin ya\u015f\u0131yor olmas\u0131, en b\u00fcy\u00fck mutlulu\u011fuydu.<\/p>\n

Onun can\u0131n\u0131n s\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn as\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6ren yoktu. <\/b><\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

Aradan uzun y\u0131llar ge\u00e7ti, can\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131lmaya ba\u015flad\u0131 nedense.<\/p>\n

Can\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131yordu. Daha d\u00fcn \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. \u0130ki gence basit bir \u015fey sormu\u015f, gen\u00e7lerse dil bilmedikleri i\u00e7in tuhaf tuhaf bakm\u0131\u015flard\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcne.<\/p>\n

K\u00f6yde \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fi delikanl\u0131n\u0131n d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcnde al\u0131\u015fk\u0131n olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 manzaralar\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f can\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ulu orta, alkoll\u00fc silah s\u0131kmay\u0131 marifet mi san\u0131yordu gen\u00e7ler?<\/b> Hani nerede yeti\u015fkinler? <\/b>Ne o d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn alan\u0131n\u0131n hemen gerisindeki kontrols\u00fcz g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcler?<\/p>\n

\u00c7ok can\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

Sadece Adige oldu\u011funu bilen, gerisini merak bile etmeyen gen\u00e7lerin varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duyduk\u00e7a, \u201cK\u00fclt\u00fcr zenginli\u011fimizin gen\u00e7li\u011fimize yans\u0131mas\u0131 b\u00f6yle mi olmal\u0131yd\u0131?<\/b> demeden ge\u00e7emiyor, fena halde can\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

O g\u00fcn davet edildi\u011fi evin zarif g\u00fczel k\u0131z\u0131na sormu\u015ftu tabaktaki y\u00f6resel Kafkas yeme\u011finin ad\u0131n\u0131 da cevap alamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bu evde \u00fc\u00e7 saate yak\u0131n kalm\u0131\u015f, ne yaz\u0131k ki evdekiler \u00fc\u00e7 kelime Adigece konu\u015fmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 kendi aralar\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

<\/b>\u201cG\u00fczel dilimize sahip \u00e7\u0131kamad\u0131k. Onu do\u011fru ve etkili kullanamad\u0131k \u0130\u015fte \u015fimdi t\u00fcmden kaybediyoruz! Dilini kaybeden bir milletin, kaybedecek bir \u015feyi kal\u0131r m\u0131! <\/b>\u201c diyor, can\u0131.<\/p>\n

Cenazeye kat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, hayretler i\u00e7inde seyretmi\u015f, kahrolmu\u015ftu; kucakla\u015fan, el s\u0131k\u0131\u015farak ba\u015fsa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 dileyenleri g\u00f6rd\u00fck\u00e7e.<\/b> \u201c Milletlerin tarihinde, k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc unutan uluslar\u0131n var olmaya devam ettikleri asla g\u00f6r\u00fclmemi\u015ftir.\u201d diyordu kendi kendine.<\/p>\n

Bir sonbahar ak\u015fam\u0131yd\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fini hoplatan, t\u00fcylerini diken diken eden bir ses duydu uzaklardan. Ses dalga dalga y\u00fckseliyor g\u00f6n\u00fclleri titretiyordu. F\u0131rlay\u0131verdi yerinden, uzand\u0131 kalpa\u011f\u0131na, giydi ceketini, ald\u0131 eline bastonunu, m\u0131z\u0131kay\u0131 yak\u0131ndan dinleyebilmek i\u00e7in seke seke yakla\u015ft\u0131 d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn alan\u0131na. Derinden s\u00fcz\u00fclerek gelen m\u0131z\u0131kan\u0131n o m\u00fcthi\u015f sesiyle mest oldu. <\/b>Kalbi yerinden f\u0131rlayacak gibiydi.<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6n saflar\u0131nda elinde sigaras\u0131 cep telefonuyla konu\u015fan genci g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f, g\u00f6zlerine inanamam\u0131\u015f ka\u00e7arcas\u0131na oradan uzakla\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u0130\u00e7inden; \u201cNerde eski g\u00f6rg\u00fcm\u00fcz, sayg\u0131m\u0131z, uyumumuz\u201d diye ge\u00e7irmi\u015f, fena halde can\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ka\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u00f6nceydi. K\u00f6y \u00e7e\u015fmesinin hemen yan\u0131nda sohbeti koyula\u015ft\u0131ran gen\u00e7lere kulak misafiri olmu\u015ftu. Yurtd\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00f6nen gen\u00e7, dinsiz de ya\u015fanabilece\u011fini anlat\u0131yor, \u0130slam\u2019\u0131n baz\u0131 \u00c7erkes adetlerin unutulmas\u0131na nas\u0131l neden oldu\u011funu ilave ediyordu. \u201c\u00c7a\u011fda\u015fl\u0131k, \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck, bize yeter!\u201d diyordu. Can\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131. \u00a0<\/p>\n

\u201cBizim gen\u00e7ler, inanca sayg\u0131l\u0131, k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcne ba\u011fl\u0131, sevgi, dostluk, bar\u0131\u015f ve asayi\u015f sevdal\u0131s\u0131 olmal\u0131 de\u011fil miydi” diye ge\u00e7irdi i\u00e7inden. <\/b><\/p>\n

\u201cDinsizli\u011fe, dilsizli\u011fe, kimliksizli\u011fe, k\u00fclt\u00fcrs\u00fczl\u00fc\u011fe, hay\u0131r!\u201d diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cDin olan yerde kin olmaz! Dinden ba\u015fka hi\u00e7bir kanun, vicdana h\u00e2kim olamaz!\u201d diyordu.<\/p>\n

\u201c\u0130slam\u2019\u0131n, sevgi, bar\u0131\u015f, ho\u015fg\u00f6r\u00fc, temizlik dini oldu\u011funu, evrensel oldu\u011funu neden anlatmad\u0131k, neden yans\u0131tmad\u0131k\u201d diyerek can\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131yor, kendini su\u00e7luyordu.<\/p>\n

Daha bu bayramda, o \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fi gen\u00e7lerden ka\u00e7\u0131 gelmi\u015f, ka\u00e7\u0131 halini hat\u0131r\u0131n\u0131 sormu\u015ftu? Oysa gen\u00e7leri g\u00f6rebilmenin heyecan\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131yordu g\u00fcnlerdir. Her defas\u0131nda \u201cBu gen\u00e7ler iyi yeti\u015fmezse vay halimize bizim!\u201d diyordu. Titrek elleriyle bayram \u015fekeri ikram edememi\u015f, \u00f6p\u00fcp koklayamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 k\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcn gen\u00e7lerini.\u201d<\/b> Camide g\u00f6remiyorsam da bayramda g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fcm ya o sevimli gen\u00e7leri\u201d diye tatl\u0131 hayaller kuruyordu.\u00a0 \u201cBelki bu son bayram\u0131m olur!\u201d diye de ekliyordu.<\/p>\n

K\u00f6ydeki her do\u011fumda bebe\u011fe ne isim konuldu\u011funu sorar, ya heyecanla sevin\u00e7le \u00fcrperir ya da aniden mahzunla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Davul sesini duymu\u015f, \u201cK\u00f6yde ne oluyor\u201d diye sormu\u015f, \u201cD\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn var\u201d denilince y\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n

Can\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131yordu eski d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnleri, eski sohbetleri, eski dostluklar\u0131, yard\u0131mla\u015fmalar\u0131, hat\u0131rlad\u0131k\u00e7a.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015f bulamayan, okul okuyamayan, evlenemeyen k\u0131zlar\u0131 erkekleri g\u00f6rd\u00fck\u00e7e can\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131yordu.<\/b><\/p>\n

Derneklerin ne i\u015fe yarad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 merak ediyor cevab\u0131n\u0131 bulamad\u0131k\u00e7a s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131yordu can\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnden g\u00fcne eriyen, yok olan gen\u00e7leri g\u00f6rd\u00fck\u00e7e, kaybolan k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck\u00e7e dayan\u0131lmaz oluyordu s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131. \u201cBu yozla\u015fma de\u011fil de nedir\u201d diye feryat ediyordu.<\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

G\u00fcn bitmek \u00fczereydi, hava bulutlanm\u0131\u015f ya\u011fmur kokusu sarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 etraf\u0131. Gen\u00e7ler toplanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bir araya. Anlam\u0131\u015flar m\u0131yd\u0131 acaba eksiklerini, hatalar\u0131n\u0131?<\/p>\n

Gen\u00e7ler anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 sonunda. Kendilerini affettirmek, bu k\u00fclt\u00fcr ve g\u00f6n\u00fcl insan\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc almak i\u00e7in toplan\u0131p gitmi\u015flerdi yan\u0131na. \u00d6z\u00fcr dileyeceklerdi nur y\u00fczl\u00fc dedelerinden. \u201cBizi affet, biz seni anlayamad\u0131k, oysa sen bizim i\u00e7in ya\u015fad\u0131n, bu u\u011furda ya\u015fland\u0131n!\u201d <\/b>diyeceklerdi o g\u00fczel insana. Hi\u00e7 konu\u015fmad\u0131lar, dakikalarca yan\u0131nda kald\u0131lar. Ayr\u0131l\u0131rken ellerindeki \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi topra\u011f\u0131na koydular ve birer Fatiha okudular.<\/p>\n

Can\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131yordu gen\u00e7lerin fena halde…<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

YEMUZ Nevzat Tarakçı 07.10.2006 Hoşgörülü, sevgi dolu, nur yüzlü bir insandı. Herkes ona Hajdade derdi. Çok sevilirdi çevresince. Onunla olan herkes, o tatlı sohbetlerle kendinden geçerdi. Bir mıknatıs gibi çekerdi insanları. Altın kalpli, tatlı sözlü güler yüzlü biriydi. İyi bir insan mükemmel bir Çerkes’ti. Bir gün köyden ayrılsa, bir gariplik hissederdi herkes. Engin tevazusuyla belli […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0,"ocean_post_layout":"","ocean_both_sidebars_style":"","ocean_both_sidebars_content_width":0,"ocean_both_sidebars_sidebars_width":0,"ocean_sidebar":"0","ocean_second_sidebar":"0","ocean_disable_margins":"enable","ocean_add_body_class":"","ocean_shortcode_before_top_bar":"","ocean_shortcode_after_top_bar":"","ocean_shortcode_before_header":"","ocean_shortcode_after_header":"","ocean_has_shortcode":"","ocean_shortcode_after_title":"","ocean_shortcode_before_footer_widgets":"","ocean_shortcode_after_footer_widgets":"","ocean_shortcode_before_footer_bottom":"","ocean_shortcode_after_footer_bottom":"","ocean_display_top_bar":"default","ocean_display_header":"default","ocean_header_style":"","ocean_center_header_left_menu":"0","ocean_custom_header_template":"0","ocean_custom_logo":0,"ocean_custom_retina_logo":0,"ocean_custom_logo_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_tablet_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_mobile_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_max_height":0,"ocean_custom_logo_tablet_max_height":0,"ocean_custom_logo_mobile_max_height":0,"ocean_header_custom_menu":"0","ocean_menu_typo_font_family":"0","ocean_menu_typo_font_subset":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_size":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_unit":"px","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight_tablet":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight_mobile":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform_tablet":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform_mobile":"","ocean_menu_typo_line_height":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_unit":"","ocean_menu_typo_spacing":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_unit":"","ocean_menu_link_color":"","ocean_menu_link_color_hover":"","ocean_menu_link_color_active":"","ocean_menu_link_background":"","ocean_menu_link_hover_background":"","ocean_menu_link_active_background":"","ocean_menu_social_links_bg":"","ocean_menu_social_hover_links_bg":"","ocean_menu_social_links_color":"","ocean_menu_social_hover_links_color":"","ocean_disable_title":"default","ocean_disable_heading":"default","ocean_post_title":"","ocean_post_subheading":"","ocean_post_title_style":"","ocean_post_title_background_color":"","ocean_post_title_background":0,"ocean_post_title_bg_image_position":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_attachment":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_repeat":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_size":"","ocean_post_title_height":0,"ocean_post_title_bg_overlay":0.5,"ocean_post_title_bg_overlay_color":"","ocean_disable_breadcrumbs":"default","ocean_breadcrumbs_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_separator_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_links_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_links_hover_color":"","ocean_display_footer_widgets":"default","ocean_display_footer_bottom":"default","ocean_custom_footer_template":"0","ocean_post_oembed":"","ocean_post_self_hosted_media":"","ocean_post_video_embed":"","ocean_link_format":"","ocean_link_format_target":"self","ocean_quote_format":"","ocean_quote_format_link":"post","ocean_gallery_link_images":"off","ocean_gallery_id":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[106],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-687","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar-yemuz-nevzat-tarakci","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/687","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=687"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/687\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":688,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/687\/revisions\/688"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=687"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=687"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=687"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}