{"id":702,"date":"2019-02-20T16:59:51","date_gmt":"2019-02-20T16:59:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/circassiancenter.com\/tr\/?p=702"},"modified":"2019-02-20T16:59:51","modified_gmt":"2019-02-20T16:59:51","slug":"sevgili-genc-ozur-dileriz-senden","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/sevgili-genc-ozur-dileriz-senden\/","title":{"rendered":"SEVG\u0130L\u0130 GEN\u00c7, \u00d6Z\u00dcR D\u0130LER\u0130Z SENDEN!"},"content":{"rendered":"

YEMUZ Nevzat Tarak\u00e7\u0131
\n<\/strong>25.11.2006<\/span>
\n<\/strong>
\nSevgili gen\u00e7; e\u011fer biz, k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc ya\u015fad\u0131k\u00e7a g\u00fczelle\u015fseydik, dilimizi konu\u015ftuk\u00e7a ne\u015felenseydik, incelseydik sen de imrenirdin bize, sen de sokulurdun yan\u0131m\u0131za.
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\nHesaba katmad\u0131k tecr\u00fcbesizli\u011fini, ciddiye almad\u0131k teredd\u00fctlerini. Sordu\u011fun sorulara ya tepkisiz kald\u0131k ya gereksiz tepkiler verdik. \u00d6z\u00fcr dileriz senden! <\/b><\/p>\n

K\u0131l\u0131 k\u0131rk yard\u0131k! \u0130nce eleyip s\u0131k dokuduk!\u00a0 M\u00fckemmeliyet\u00e7i bir imaj \u00e7izdik. K\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc, ak\u0131l ve g\u00f6n\u00fcl potas\u0131nda eritip sunamad\u0131k sana. Seni endi\u015felerinle ba\u015f ba\u015fa b\u0131rakt\u0131k, yorduk, k\u0131rd\u0131k, usand\u0131rd\u0131k. <\/b><\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcr dileriz!<\/p>\n

Tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131n, sevmedi\u011fin \u015feyleri arzulayamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilemedik. Susamadan su i\u00e7ilmeyece\u011fini, ac\u0131kmadan yemek yenilmeyece\u011fini sonradan anlad\u0131k.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ellerimizin aras\u0131na al\u0131p bir ka\u00e7 dakika olsun seni, istikbalini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnemedik. Hep ba\u015fkalar\u0131yla k\u0131yaslad\u0131k seni. Oldu\u011fun gibi kabul edemedik. En iyisi sen olmal\u0131s\u0131n diye \u0131srar ettik.<\/p>\n

\u201cHani senin k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcn, nerde dilin\u201d dedik.<\/p>\n

K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck hatalarda bile \u201cBu sana yak\u0131\u015ft\u0131 m\u0131, yaz\u0131klar olsun sana!\u201d dedik.<\/p>\n

\u201cG\u00fcnah!\u201d dedik.<\/p>\n

\u201cAy\u0131p!\u201d dedik.<\/p>\n

\u201cYap!\u201d dedik.<\/p>\n

\u201cYapma!\u201d dedik.<\/p>\n

Sevgiyle, ho\u015fg\u00f6r\u00fcyle yakla\u015famad\u0131k. Bir g\u00fcn de \u201cBravo, yapabildin, yapabiliyorsun!\u201d diyemedik. Biz hi\u00e7 gen\u00e7 olmam\u0131\u015f\u0131z gibi ufak hatalar\u0131na bile tahamm\u00fcl g\u00f6steremedik. Hep yarg\u0131lad\u0131k, seni k\u0131rd\u0131k, d\u00f6kt\u00fck.<\/b><\/p>\n

Me\u011ferse \u00f6yle hemen oluvermezmi\u015f birtak\u0131m \u015feyler! \u0130stemekle bitmezmi\u015f!<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcr dileriz, sanki biz zaman\u0131nda hi\u00e7 zorlanmam\u0131\u015f\u0131z, hata yapmam\u0131\u015f\u0131z gibi seni \u201cful \u00e7ekme\u201dye zorlad\u0131k.<\/p>\n

\u201cZamanla geli\u015fir, de\u011fi\u015fir, evreleri vard\u0131r bu i\u015fin!\u201d diyemedik. K\u00f6relttik seni, yaz\u0131k ettik!<\/p>\n

Hesaba katmad\u0131k tecr\u00fcbesizli\u011fini, ciddiye almad\u0131k teredd\u00fctlerini. Sordu\u011fun sorulara ya tepkisiz kald\u0131k, ya gereksiz tepkiler verdik.<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcr dileriz! \u00a0<\/p>\n

\u00c7ok \u015fey istedik, \u00e7ocukken gencecikken senden; bizim yapmak istedi\u011fimiz ama yapamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u015feylerden.<\/b>\u00a0<\/p>\n

Mecbur tuttuk seni \u201c Ba\u015fka yolu yok!\u201d dedik. Yaz\u0131k ettik! Zorla g\u00fczellik olmazm\u0131\u015f, bilemedik.<\/b><\/p>\n

\u0130nsanl\u0131\u011f\u0131, inanc\u0131, k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fc, so\u011fuk ve resm\u00ee zorunluluklar listesi i\u00e7inde s\u00fcrd\u00fck \u00f6n\u00fcne. \u201c\u0130stesen de istemesen de iyi bir insan, m\u00fckemmel bir \u00c7erkes olacaks\u0131n!\u201d dedik. \u015eekille u\u011fra\u015ft\u0131k, inatla\u015ft\u0131k, didi\u015ftik, yaz\u0131k ettik!<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcr dileriz!<\/p>\n

Hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmedin ki y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fczde k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcn, inanc\u0131n tatl\u0131 yans\u0131mas\u0131n\u0131!<\/p>\n

Hi\u00e7 hissetmedin ki y\u00fcre\u011fimizde, ilgi, sevgi ve heyecan\u0131! <\/b><\/p>\n

G\u00fcn ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e uzakla\u015ft\u0131n, kendinden, k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcnden, kimli\u011finden.<\/p>\n

\u201cElbette ki sab\u0131rs\u0131zd\u0131r insan… Hele de gen\u00e7ler… Biz ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ald\u0131k, \u0131rma\u011f\u0131n \u00f6b\u00fcr yakas\u0131na ge\u00e7tik. Durulduk, sakinle\u015ftik. Ama sen! Beri yakas\u0131ndas\u0131n hayat\u0131n. H\u0131r\u00e7\u0131n taraf\u0131ndas\u0131n ya\u015fam\u0131n. K\u0131p\u0131r k\u0131p\u0131rs\u0131n, g\u00fcr\u00fcl g\u00fcr\u00fcls\u00fcn. Duygu kas\u0131rgalar\u0131nda savruluyor sa\u00e7lar\u0131n.\u201c<\/b><\/p>\n

Sana varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n m\u00fczi\u011fini, k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcn g\u00fczelli\u011fini, hayat\u0131n felsefesini aktaramad\u0131k. Biz \u00f6\u011f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fc ya\u015famaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131k kulaktan duyma, yar\u0131m yamalak, a\u011f\u0131r aksak. K\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn yans\u0131mas\u0131 tebess\u00fcm olarak tan\u0131kl\u0131k etmedi hi\u00e7 y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fczde.<\/b><\/p>\n

Sana ak\u0131l verirken, nasihatler ya\u011fd\u0131r\u0131rken harikayd\u0131k! Sonras\u0131nda esteti\u011fi, zarafeti, \u00f6rnek olmay\u0131 bir kenara att\u0131k, onlar\u0131 yok sayd\u0131k, \u00fczerini kapatt\u0131k.<\/p>\n

Yoksa sen, sana model olmam\u0131z\u0131 m\u0131 bekliyordun bizden? K\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn, inanc\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n her halimize yans\u0131mas\u0131n\u0131 m\u0131 istiyordun? <\/p>\n

Yoksa sen, B\u00fcy\u00fcklerin, anne ve babalar\u0131n, ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131p \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmadan, seni yarg\u0131lamadan, dosdo\u011fru ya\u015famalar\u0131n\u0131, do\u011frular\u0131 kula\u011f\u0131na f\u0131s\u0131ldamalar\u0131n\u0131 m\u0131 bekledin?<\/b><\/p>\n

E\u011fer biz, k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fc ya\u015fad\u0131k\u00e7a g\u00fczelle\u015fseydik, dilimizi konu\u015ftuk\u00e7a, ne\u015felenseydik, incelseydik sen de imrenirdin bize, sen de sokulurdun yan\u0131m\u0131za. Ama hep uzakla\u015ft\u0131n bizden.<\/p>\n

Gerekli gereksiz, k\u0131l\u0131 k\u0131rk yard\u0131k! \u0130nce eleyip s\u0131k dokuduk!\u00a0 M\u00fckemmeliyet\u00e7i bir imaj \u00e7izdik, seni bilinmezlere sald\u0131k, yorduk, k\u0131rd\u0131k, usand\u0131rd\u0131k, \u00f6z\u00fcr dileriz.<\/b><\/p>\n

G\u00fcler y\u00fczl\u00fc ne\u015feli ortam ar\u0131yordun; bizden sana ne\u015fe ta\u015fmad\u0131 ki\u2026<\/p>\n

Huzur istiyordun; bizden sana huzur bula\u015fmad\u0131 ki…<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcr dileriz!\u00a0<\/b><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

YEMUZ Nevzat Tarakçı 25.11.2006 Sevgili genç; eğer biz, kültürümüzü yaşadıkça güzelleşseydik, dilimizi konuştukça neşelenseydik, incelseydik sen de imrenirdin bize, sen de sokulurdun yanımıza. Hesaba katmadık tecrübesizliğini, ciddiye almadık tereddütlerini. Sorduğun sorulara ya tepkisiz kaldık ya gereksiz tepkiler verdik. Özür dileriz senden! Kılı kırk yardık! İnce eleyip sık dokuduk!  Mükemmeliyetçi bir imaj çizdik. 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