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Erhan Hapae<\/b><\/p>\n
68 ku\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fcnya gen\u00e7li\u011finin bir yans\u0131mas\u0131 olarak kabul edilebilecek, o ku\u015fa\u011fa ait, duruma itiraz<\/i><\/b><\/em><\/strong> gelene\u011finin<\/i><\/b><\/em><\/strong>, bizim Adige gen\u00e7li\u011fi i\u00e7inde ayn\u0131 y\u0131llara rastlamas\u0131 bir tesad\u00fcf olsa da Ankara’da k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir gen\u00e7lik grubunun, \u00c7erkeslerin ser\u00fcvenini <\/i><\/b><\/em><\/strong>sorgular hale gelmesi,birazda onun sa\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 demokratik iklim sayesinde olu\u015fmu\u015ftu. B\u00fcy\u00fck bir k\u0131sm\u0131 devlete sad\u0131k b\u00fcrokratlardan olu\u015fan eski y\u00f6neticiler aras\u0131nda,birazda zorlanarak a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir vahada filizlenmi\u015ftir, bu g\u00fcn bile tart\u0131\u015f\u0131l\u0131p duran d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler silsilesi.<\/p>\n K\u00f6y Enstit\u00fclerinden ba\u015flay\u0131p, neredeyse ihtiyar oluncaya dek bitiregeldi\u011fi, d\u00f6rt y\u00fcksekokul, daha sonralar\u0131 avukatl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6\u011fretmenler sendikas\u0131, i\u00e7inde k\u0131smen yer ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 sol hareket, ki\u015fili\u011finde var olan demokrat d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnme ve en \u00f6nemlisi davranma yetene\u011fini ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc geli\u015ftirmi\u015f, bu geli\u015fmi\u015f kabiliyetini, 68 ku\u015fa\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7inde Ankara\u2019da, 78 ku\u015fa\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7inde \u0130stanbul\u2019da, \u00c7erkes gen\u00e7li\u011finin emrine sunmaktan \u00e7ekinmemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n Kafkas dans ekibinin o y\u0131llardaki yurt gezileri d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f otob\u00fcslerinde, g\u00f6sterinin t\u00fcm hesab\u0131n\u0131 verir, eme\u011fi ge\u00e7enleri tek tek kutlama nezaketini g\u00f6sterir, bunu b\u00fct\u00fcn yapmac\u0131k hareketlerden ka\u00e7\u0131narak, do\u011fal bir sayg\u0131yla yapard\u0131. Biz oralarda oynat\u0131larak l\u00fctfedilen gencecik \u00e7ocuklar, ondan sayg\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fck. Ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131lmaz olarak i\u00e7ten sayg\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 kazan\u0131rd\u0131. Daha sonralar\u0131 y\u00f6netece\u011fi kurumlar\u0131m\u0131zda, hesap sormaktan \u00e7ok hesap vermeyi \u00f6ncelikli sayard\u0131. Y\u00f6netimi teslim edece\u011fi kongrelerde bile, beceremedi\u011fi i\u015fleri, sergilemekten \u00e7ekinmezdi.<\/p>\n 70 ilkbahar\u0131nda, \u00dcrd\u00fcn Xase de,i\u00e7lerinde \u00dcrd\u00fcn b\u00fcrokrasisinin de yer ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 se\u00e7kin bir gruba, Besleney dilinde yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 ho\u015f konu\u015fmay\u0131 ve dakikalarca alk\u0131\u015flan\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlar\u0131m. Hamasetten uzak, naif, entelekt\u00fcel konu\u015fmas\u0131 i\u00e7inde duymu\u015ftum, o muhte\u015fem Adigagher Tsifighe<\/strong> atas\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ilk.<\/p>\n 78’lerin \u0130stanbul\u2019unda, derneklerimizin \u00fclke siyasetinden ola\u011fan olarak \u00e7ok etkilendi\u011fi o kaotik ortamda, hepimize e\u015fit mesafeler koyar ve yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 sayg\u0131n iklimde, bizleri \u00e7ekip \u00e7evirirdi.<\/p>\n D\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc isterdi elbet ama imkans\u0131z bulur, bir siyaset olarak g\u00f6remezdi. Biz devrimcileri ise fazla sert ve ha\u015far\u0131 bulurdu. Ama yinede fikir \u00fcreten o gen\u00e7li\u011fe bay\u0131l\u0131r, sayg\u0131n bir tart\u0131\u015fma ortam\u0131n\u0131 korumak i\u00e7in elinden geleni yapard\u0131. Biz ise ona d\u00fcnyay\u0131 dar etmek i\u00e7in elimizden geleni ard\u0131m\u0131za koymazd\u0131k.<\/p>\n Derne\u011fin \u00e7e\u015fitli g\u00f6sterilerinde, okuyaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u015fiirlere itiraz etmez, \u015fairleri anons etmememizi rica ederdi.<\/p>\n O zamanlar halen ya\u015fayan, kendisini tehlikeli bulan ve \u00f6nemsemezlikle cezaland\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan, Vasfi G\u00fcsar, \u00d6mer Beygua gibi b\u00fcy\u00fcklerimizin, fikir sahibi insanlar oldu\u011funu kabul ettirmek i\u00e7in saatlerce ve sab\u0131rla u\u011fra\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 bizlerle. Felsefe, dinler meselesi, Marksizm ve enine boyuna Kafkasya, onun zaman\u0131nda tart\u0131\u015f\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r ilk. Daha \u00f6nceleri,benimde\u00a0hala \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fim,\u00a0dans edip \u015fark\u0131lar s\u00f6ylemeyi,\u00a0ye\u011flerdik \u00e7o\u011fu zaman.<\/p>\n Y\u0131llar sonra eski y\u00f6neticisi oldu\u011fu ama bu defa konu\u015fmac\u0131 olarak geldi\u011fi dernekte, bizimkilerin b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0131\u015fk\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 sorular\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131n, sakin g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyi\u015fi ile kendisini ihmal edilmi\u015f g\u00f6rmedi\u011fini ve kimseye hi\u00e7bir k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n O derne\u011fe u\u011framad\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u0131llar boyunca yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 naif \u015fiirlerini yay\u0131mlad\u0131. Ben sevmi\u015ftim \u015fiirlerini. Bunu y\u00fcz\u00fcne s\u00f6yleme cesaretini (veya ukalal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131) g\u00f6sterdi\u011fimde, g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek kar\u015f\u0131lam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 beni, birde \u00fcst\u00fcne te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederek. Biraz utanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n \u0130stanbul’a yerle\u015ftikten sonra, m\u00fctevazi de olsa muhakkak deniz g\u00f6ren bir evde oturmu\u015ftur hep. Yemekle i\u00e7mekle, giyinmekle (biraz eski moda giyinirdi), e\u011flenmekle pek derdi olmazd\u0131, denize bakan bir pencere, kitaplar\u0131, ka\u011f\u0131t ve kalemleri ve etraf\u0131nda hep aksi bir gen\u00e7lik. En h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc duruma d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc d\u00f6nem, o 12 Eyl\u00fcl’\u00fcn da\u011f\u0131tt\u0131\u011f\u0131 gen\u00e7li\u011fin, etraf\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez oldu\u011fu d\u00f6nemler olsa gerektir diye yak\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131r\u0131m. Neredeyse \u00c7orumlu say\u0131lacak bu Amasyal\u0131 k\u00f6yl\u00fc \u00e7ocu\u011funun, denize d\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc pek anla\u015f\u0131labilir olmasa da ince bir \u015fiir zevkinin yans\u0131malar\u0131 o d\u00f6nemlere denk gelir.<\/p>\n Gen\u00e7 ya\u015flarda \u00f6l\u00fcp giden bir a\u011fabeyimizin, Arnavutk\u00f6y\u2019deki cenazesinde, ”sana yak\u0131lmam\u0131 vasiyet etsem becerebilir misin” diye sordu, g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck, beceremeyece\u011fimi s\u00f6yledim. \u015eaka yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 belki, belki de k\u00fclleri denizlerde dola\u015fs\u0131n istiyordu, kim bilir?<\/p>\n En son 1994 y\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131 san\u0131r\u0131m, bir Kafkasya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc, So\u00e7i-Trabzon vapurunda kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Bizim \u00c7erkeslerden olu\u015fan bir grupla Kafkasya’y\u0131 dola\u015fm\u0131\u015f, d\u00f6n\u00fcyordu. G\u00fcvertede oturup sohbet etmi\u015ftik biraz. Ansiklopedik olarak\u00a0 \u00e7ok iyi bildi\u011fi ama ilk defa g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc o muazzam co\u011frafyadan ve ola\u011fand\u0131\u015f\u0131 insan ili\u015fkilerinden \u00e7ok etkilenmi\u015fti. Nas\u0131l b\u0131rak\u0131p gittik biz buralar\u0131 hissiyle, durmadan bir \u015feyler anlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, o az konu\u015fan insan.<\/p>\n G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcz, deyip ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k do\u011fall\u0131kla, sanki o kadar kolaym\u0131\u015f gibi g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmek. 13 y\u0131l oluyor neredeyse.<\/p>\n \u0130\u015fte b\u00f6yle…<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Erhan Hapae 68 kuşağı dünya gençliğinin bir yansıması olarak kabul edilebilecek, o kuşağa ait, duruma itiraz geleneğinin, bizim Adige gençliği içinde aynı yıllara rastlaması bir tesadüf olsa da Ankara’da küçük bir gençlik grubunun, Çerkeslerin serüvenini sorgular hale gelmesi,birazda onun sağladığı demokratik iklim sayesinde oluşmuştu. Büyük bir kısmı devlete sadık bürokratlardan oluşan eski yöneticiler arasında,birazda zorlanarak 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