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Erhan Hapae<\/b><\/p>\n
Antalya\u2019n\u0131n bir da\u011f k\u00f6y\u00fcnden, \u0130slam Enstit\u00fcs\u00fc \u00f6\u011frencisi olarak geldi\u011fi, 12 Mart \u00f6ncesi \u0130stanbul \u015fehrinde, kendini kolayca kapt\u0131raca\u011f\u0131 siyasi tuzaklardan uzak, o hi\u00e7bir zaman vazge\u00e7medi\u011fi farkl\u0131 duru\u015fuyla D\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f Projesi \u00dctopyas\u0131n\u0131<\/i><\/b> filizlendirmeye u\u011fra\u015ft\u0131. Bununla u\u011fra\u015f\u0131rken; ne Marksizm’den fayda umdu, ne \u0130slam felsefesinden. Ne konjonkt\u00fcr\u00fc kaile ald\u0131 ne de iki kutuplu d\u00fcnya umurundayd\u0131. Oras\u0131<\/i><\/b> bizim \u00fclkemiz, \u00fcstelik \u00e7okta g\u00fczel, D\u00d6NEL\u0130M.<\/b><\/i> Gandi\u2019vari s\u00f6yleyiverdi, s\u00f6yleyeceklerini.<\/span><\/p>\n Bu kadar basitti.<\/p>\n O g\u00fcne kadar \u015fampiyon g\u00fcre\u015f\u00e7ileriyle \u00f6v\u00fcn\u00fcp idare eden ama \u00f6n\u00fcnde d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnece\u011fi pekte projesi olmayan biz \u00c7erkesler i\u00e7in, \u015fok bir \u015feydi bu s\u00f6ylem. Nas\u0131l olaca\u011f\u0131 ile ilgili bir fikir \u00f6nermiyordu, gidilecek yeri,\u00a0 birilerinden kurtarma projeleri de yoktu. Asimilasyon bitirecek bizi D\u00d6NEL\u0130M<\/i><\/b>. Nas\u0131l olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hep beraber d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnelim ama bu fikir akl\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n bir k\u00f6\u015fesine yerle\u015fsin yeter.<\/p>\n Bu kadar sade.<\/p>\n T\u00fcrkiye\u2019den hi\u00e7bir \u015fey talep etmeyen bu projenin, \u00fclke y\u00f6netimiyle ters d\u00fc\u015fer korkusu ile b\u00fcy\u00fck ele\u015ftirilere u\u011fram\u0131\u015f olmas\u0131 hala anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131r gelmez bana. Projenin handikaplar\u0131, \u00fctopik olmas\u0131, di\u011fer taraf\u0131n onaylamas\u0131n\u0131n zorlu\u011fu konu\u015fulmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r pek, direkt kom\u00fcnistlik ve Sovyet ajanl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla cepheden<\/b> su\u00e7lanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Moskova\u2019dan banka hesab\u0131na ka\u00e7 para geldi\u011fini bilmiyoruz ama ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc m\u00fctevaz\u0131 ya\u015fam\u0131nda, hala bir gram ilerleme olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u015fahidiyiz.<\/p>\n B\u00fct\u00fcn bu ele\u015ftirilerin ard\u0131nda, kente ge\u00e7 ula\u015fm\u0131\u015f bu k\u00f6yl\u00fc \u00e7ocu\u011funun, \u00f6nc\u00fc rol\u00fc kapmas\u0131na tahamm\u00fcl edememe, duygusunun rol\u00fc var gibi gelmi\u015ftir bana.<\/p>\n Bununla kalsa iyi, di\u011fer taraftan sol; \u00c7erkes toplumunu pasifize edip, olacak olan devrimden uzakla\u015ft\u0131rmakla su\u00e7lad\u0131lar onu. Bunu yapanlar aras\u0131nda bende vard\u0131m. Eyleme ge\u00e7mek i\u00e7in emeklili\u011fini<\/i> bekleyen tek siyasi lider<\/i> gibi, epeyce s\u0131\u011f ele\u015ftiriyi yapanlardan birisiydim bende. Pasifistti<\/i><\/b>, \u015fuydu buydu.<\/p>\n Kafkasya da ise T\u00fcrk ajanl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla<\/i><\/b> su\u00e7lanm\u0131\u015f olmas\u0131, kuvvetle muhtemeldir.<\/b><\/p>\n O, yoluna m\u00fctevaz\u0131 s\u00f6ylemiyle, dernek-dernek, k\u00f6y-k\u00f6y, \u015fehir-\u015fehir dola\u015ft\u0131 durdu, cebinde be\u015f para olmadan. Paras\u0131z oldu\u011fu fark edilmeden getirilip b\u0131rak\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 otob\u00fcs garajlar\u0131ndan, veresiye bilet alarak d\u00f6nebildi evine, \u00e7o\u011fu zaman. Gazeteler, dergiler \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. 12 Eyl\u00fcl \u00f6ncesi vurulan \u00c7erkes \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131n cenazelerine kat\u0131ld\u0131, Adige dilinin belki de en usta hatibi<\/i><\/b> olarak g\u00fczel konu\u015fmalar yapt\u0131, dualar okudu oralarda.<\/span><\/p>\n Tutukland\u0131\u011f\u0131nda b\u00fct\u00fcn dava arkada\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n isimlerini tek tek polise verdi, gizli \u00f6rg\u00fct kurmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131, korkacak bir \u015feyi yoktu, arkada\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n da olamazd\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn bu s\u00fcre\u00e7 i\u00e7inde de\u011fi\u015feduran siyasi iklimin t\u00fcm kesimleriyle, hem ili\u015fkiyi hem de tart\u0131\u015fmay\u0131 s\u00fcrd\u00fcrd\u00fc durdu. D\u00f6rt \u00e7ocuk yeti\u015ftirdi, onlara \u00c7erkesce\u2019yi \u00f6\u011fretti. Kim \u00f6\u011fretebiliyor?<\/p>\n Siyasi, gayri siyasi her t\u00fcrl\u00fc \u00c7erkes toplanmas\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde oldu. Kendisini \u00e7ok ac\u0131mas\u0131z ele\u015ftirenleri, y\u00fcre\u011finden neler eksildi\u011fini \u00e7akt\u0131rmadan, o g\u00fczel g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemesiyle affetti.<\/p>\n \u00d6nerdi\u011fi projede ne kimsenin yok yere \u00f6lmesini, ne de hapishanelerde s\u00fcr\u00fcnmesini istemedi. Onun yolundan gidenlerin hayatlar\u0131 alt\u00fcst olmad\u0131. Bu g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc projede, pe\u015finden gidenler k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcmsenemez say\u0131da ve niteliktedir, kim ne hayk\u0131rsa da.<\/p>\n Neredeyse k\u0131rk y\u0131l\u0131 bulan zihinsel m\u00fccadelesinde, a\u011f\u0131ms\u0131z d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnebilmenin imkans\u0131zla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 ortamlarda bile, ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131z kalabilmi\u015f nadir insanlardan birisidir. Onun, esiri oldu\u011fu tek bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce vard\u0131: D\u00d6N\u00dc\u015e<\/i><\/b>.<\/i><\/p>\n Uygun g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bir d\u00f6nemde, Adigey\u2019e bir s\u00fcre yerle\u015fti<\/i><\/b> ve belki de kim bilir, ge\u00e7im problemleri de dahil hangi nedenlerle, zihninden bir an bile atmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerine ra\u011fmen, tutunamay\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc izah edemeden, geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc<\/i><\/b>. Bu defa ele\u015ftirilerin en ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 dava arkada\u015flar\u0131ndan yedi ve hala devam etti\u011fini san\u0131yorum bu durumun.<\/p>\n Kendisine yap\u0131lacak en k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u00f6vg\u00fcden, y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn k\u0131zaraca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyorum ama birazda d\u0131\u015far\u0131dan birisi olarak, bana d\u00fc\u015ferdi bunlar\u0131 yazmak.<\/p>\n CARI…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Erhan Hapae Antalya’nın bir dağ köyünden, İslam Enstitüsü öğrencisi olarak geldiği, 12 Mart öncesi İstanbul şehrinde, kendini kolayca kaptıracağı siyasi tuzaklardan uzak, o hiçbir zaman vazgeçmediği farklı duruşuyla Dönüş Projesi Ütopyasını filizlendirmeye uğraştı. Bununla uğraşırken; ne Marksizm’den fayda umdu, ne İslam felsefesinden. Ne konjonktürü kaile aldı ne de iki kutuplu dünya umurundaydı. 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