{"id":7315,"date":"2021-09-06T17:30:41","date_gmt":"2021-09-06T22:30:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/circassiancenter.com\/tr\/?p=7315"},"modified":"2024-12-19T19:44:57","modified_gmt":"2024-12-20T01:44:57","slug":"izzet-aydemir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/izzet-aydemir\/","title":{"rendered":"\u0130ZZET AYDEM\u0130R"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Erhan Hapae<\/b><\/p>\n

1960’lar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda Ankara\u2019ya toplanm\u0131\u015f say\u0131ca \u00e7ok az \u00c7erkes aileleri i\u00e7inde, s\u00f6zl\u00fc edebiyat\u0131n \u00e7ok\u00e7a ge\u00e7ti\u011fi bulu\u015fma ve tan\u0131\u015fma y\u0131llar\u0131nda, bir \u00e7ocuk olarak seyrede geldi\u011fimiz k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck piknik d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnlerinin birinde g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm O ak sa\u00e7l\u0131 adam\u0131. Sakin bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme ile etraf\u0131 g\u00f6zleyen, bizim yaramazl\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 sevecenlikle kar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131p kar\u015f\u0131lamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 konusunda hi\u00e7 s\u0131r vermeyen, neredeyse sesini bile duymad\u0131\u011f\u0131m O adam; PK: 5 \/ EMEK adresiyle hat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m o derginin sahibiydi. Yani \u00e7ilelerin.<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn geriye bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda, ideolojilere mesafeli duran ve sonralar\u0131 kitaplar yazacak \u00e7o\u011fu Adige yazar\u0131n ilk e\u011fitim ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir mektep olan bu m\u00fctevaz\u0131 derginin, epeyce demokrat bir duru\u015f sergilemi\u015f olmas\u0131 bir yana, i\u00e7eri\u011finin sonralar\u0131 yay\u0131nlanacak olanlardan daha az kapsaml\u0131 oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylemek \u00e7ok zor gelir bana.<\/p>\n

Do\u011fal olarak g\u00fcnl\u00fck siyasetle u\u011fra\u015fmayan bu dergi, \u00e7o\u011fu \u00c7erkes’in kendi k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcne ait, yaz\u0131l\u0131 \u015feylere rastlad\u0131\u011f\u0131,hemen hemen ilk yerdi. Kur\u015fun harflerin tek tek dizilerek bask\u0131ya verildi\u011fi, derginin postaya verildikten bir hafta sonra abonelere ula\u015fabildi\u011fi, bilgi dola\u015f\u0131m\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7ok zor ve tepkilerin hemen hi\u00e7 al\u0131namad\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u0131llarda, Ankara\u2019da orta halli bir memur maa\u015f\u0131yla, bir yandan ge\u00e7inmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131p, di\u011fer yandan olu\u015fturmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 zihinsel ortam bu g\u00fcn \u00e7ok anla\u015f\u0131lmayabilir. Bilgi ula\u015ft\u0131rma meselesi bir yana, bilgi toplama i\u015finin \u00e7ok daha zor oldu\u011fu o y\u0131llar, ak\u0131nt\u0131ya kar\u015f\u0131 k\u00fcrek \u00e7eken bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce emek\u00e7isi olarak g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc, de\u011feri de pek bilinmeden.<\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn cemaat \u00f6rg\u00fctlerinde rastlana gelen bir \u015feydi belki ama bizim dernek vs \u00f6rg\u00fctlerimize, zaman zaman birileri \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p gelir, ortal\u0131\u011f\u0131 heyecanland\u0131r\u0131r, sonra ne umduklar\u0131n\u0131 kestiremedi\u011fimiz bu insanlar ya umduklar\u0131n\u0131 bulamaz, ya bulduklar\u0131n\u0131 be\u011fenmez bir \u015fekilde, bir daha hi\u00e7 g\u00f6r\u00fcnmemecesine kaybolup giderlerdi. Bunlar tarihi en iyi bilen, siyaseti en iyi se\u00e7en, en iyi ressam, en entelekt\u00fcel, en g\u00fcn g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f, xhabze konusunda otorite, tehlikelerin en fark\u0131nda,b\u00fct\u00fcn yanl\u0131\u015flar\u0131 herkeslere g\u00f6stermeye pek merakl\u0131, do\u011frular konusunda kendilerinden pek emin insanlar olurlard\u0131 genellikte. \u00d6yle tart\u0131\u015fmay\u0131 falan sevmez, dikte etme meselesini daha uygun bulurlard\u0131 \u00e7o\u011fu zaman. B\u00fct\u00fcn bu \u00f6zelliklerin hepsi birden olmasa da, bir ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 \u00fczerlerinde ta\u015f\u0131rlar ve dernek \u00e7evresinde, kendilerine kar\u015f\u0131 olu\u015fan ilgisizli\u011fin nedenini\u00a0 \u00fczerlerine hi\u00e7 al\u0131nmadan, cemaatin kavrama kabiliyetine yorup birazda hor g\u00f6rerek yok olup giderlerdi. Bu uyumsuz ili\u015fki bi\u00e7imi, belki de baz\u0131 de\u011ferleri yitirmemize neden olsa da, \u00c7erkes toplumunun kibarca tak\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu k\u00fcl yutmaz tutum, genellikle de\u011ferli gelmi\u015ftir bana.<\/p>\n

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Onu y\u00fcksek sesli iddialar i\u00e7inde g\u00f6rmek m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fildi. \u0130\u00e7ine d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc o tart\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131 neredeyse ermi\u015f bir sessizlikle izler, o herkesleri a\u015fm\u0131\u015f b\u00fcy\u00fck tecr\u00fcbelerini yar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmay\u0131 kendine yak\u0131\u015ft\u0131ramazd\u0131. Bu so\u011fukkanl\u0131 ve ilgisizmi\u015f gibi duru\u015fu ve sonralar\u0131 daha siyasi dergilerin ortaya \u00e7\u0131kmas\u0131, kendi dergisini \u00e7\u0131karamaz hale gelmesi d\u00f6neminde, \u00e7o\u011fu kimseler, onunda, kaybolan k\u00fcsk\u00fcnlere kar\u0131\u015faca\u011f\u0131 endi\u015felerine kap\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Ama \u00f6yle olmam\u0131\u015f, kendisine ba\u015fvuran ve ba\u015fvurmayan herkese ba\u015f\u0131ndan ge\u00e7en tecr\u00fcbeleri iddias\u0131z bir m\u00fctevaz\u0131l\u0131kla aktar\u0131p durmu\u015ftur. O, ilk ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn gibi, ilgi ve zihinsel d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 biz \u00e7ileli \u00c7erkesler d\u00fcnyas\u0131ndan hi\u00e7 kurtaramam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r, bunu istedi\u011fini de hi\u00e7 sanmam.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ok ilerlemi\u015f ya\u015f\u0131nda Nal\u00e7ik \u015fehrine yerle\u015fti\u011fini ve y\u0131l\u0131n bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc orada ge\u00e7irmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duyard\u0131k. \u00c7e\u015fitli Nal\u00e7ik r\u00f6portajlar\u0131n da kar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131r olmu\u015ftuk son y\u0131llarda. Kendisi d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f meselesini pek telaffuz etmedi\u011fi ve \u00fcstelik Kabardey olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 halde, Adige dilinin sokakta konu\u015fuldu\u011fu tek Kafkasya \u015fehrini se\u00e7mi\u015f olmas\u0131ndan, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn geri kalan k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131, bir Adige dili i\u00e7inde ya\u015fama iste\u011fi ile izah etmeyi yak\u0131\u015ft\u0131rm\u0131\u015f\u0131md\u0131r hep.<\/p>\n

Uzaklardan izleyedurdu\u011fumuz, diaspora yay\u0131n tarihinin bu de\u011ferli emektar\u0131n\u0131, kaybetti\u011fimiz i\u00e7in \u00fcz\u00fclsek de bu g\u00fcn, yava\u015f yava\u015f kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lmaya ba\u015flayan eski ar\u015fivlerin hemen hepsinde, s\u00fcrekli kar\u015f\u0131m\u0131za \u00e7\u0131karak, hat\u0131rlanacaklar listesinde hak etti\u011fi yerini alm\u0131\u015f olmas\u0131, kendisi ve bizler a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131ndan sevindirici bir durum olsa gerektir.<\/p>\n

Hi\u00e7 birimizden hi\u00e7bir \u015fey beklemeyen O ak sa\u00e7l\u0131 bilgenin, iste\u011fi ne olabilirdi ki ba\u015fka.<\/p>\n

Topra\u011f\u0131 bol olsun.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Erhan Hapae 1960’ların başında Ankara’ya toplanmış sayıca çok az Çerkes aileleri içinde, sözlü edebiyatın çokça geçtiği buluşma ve tanışma yıllarında, bir çocuk olarak seyrede geldiğimiz küçük piknik düğünlerinin birinde görmüştüm O ak saçlı adamı. Sakin bir gülümseme ile etrafı gözleyen, bizim yaramazlıklarımızı sevecenlikle karşılayıp karşılamadığı konusunda hiç sır vermeyen, neredeyse sesini bile duymadığım O adam; 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