{"id":7333,"date":"2022-08-16T02:39:42","date_gmt":"2022-08-16T07:39:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/circassiancenter.com\/tr\/?p=7333"},"modified":"2022-08-16T16:44:08","modified_gmt":"2022-08-16T21:44:08","slug":"hapae-erhan-sahin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/hapae-erhan-sahin\/","title":{"rendered":"HAPAE ERHAN \u015eAH\u0130N"},"content":{"rendered":"

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KUBE Nurhan Fidan
\n<\/span><\/b>08 Nisan 2008<\/p>\n

Bu yaz\u0131y\u0131 yazma fikri, kendisinin \u2018CircassianCenter\u2019 sitesinde Portreler ba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131ndaki \u015fahane yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 okuyunca olu\u015ftu. Evet HAPAE Erhan \u015eahin\u2019den bahsediyorum, onun yaz\u0131 ve \u015fiirlerini yay\u0131nland\u0131ktan epey sonraki bir tarihte ablam\u0131n k\u00fct\u00fcphanesinde elime ge\u00e7en efsanevi Yam\u00e7\u0131 Dergisi’nde okumu\u015ftum. \u00c7erkes olman\u0131n nas\u0131l bir \u015fey oldu\u011funu bilmedi\u011fim ve hen\u00fcz derneklerle tan\u0131\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir d\u00f6nemdi.<\/span><\/p>\n

Birle\u015ftirilmi\u015f epey say\u0131n\u0131n bir arada oldu\u011fu o kal\u0131n Yam\u00e7\u0131 Dergisi, \u00c7erkeslikle ilgili ilkokulum oldu diyebilirim. \u0130\u00e7indeki \u00f6zellikle Yismeyl \u00d6. ve Hapae E. imzal\u0131 \u015fiirleri adeta ezberlemi\u015ftim. \u00c7ok sonralar\u0131 \u015fiirlerini ezbere bildi\u011fim Hapae E. ile \u0130KKD\u2019de ba\u015fkanl\u0131k yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00f6nemde kar\u015f\u0131la\u015facakt\u0131k.<\/p>\n

Bizler her \u015feyi bir arada yapmak isteyen ama yol yordam bilmeyen gen\u00e7 ve heyecanl\u0131 bir gruptuk.<\/p>\n

G\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc bir k\u00fclt\u00fcrden yeti\u015fmi\u015f olmak, bize referansl\u0131 bir kimlik ve dik bir duru\u015f getirmi\u015fti ama derneklerle ilgili aitlik ve sahiplik kavramlar\u0131n\u0131 nas\u0131l ve ne \u015fekilde ortaya koymam\u0131z gerekti\u011fini tamda bilmiyorduk. Ana dilimizi ayn\u0131 ya\u015flardaki arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131za g\u00f6re olduk\u00e7a iyi konu\u015fuyorduk ama do\u011fu\u015ftan cebimizde buldu\u011fumuz bu dilin edebiyat\u0131, \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131 ve tiyatrosuyla hen\u00fcz yeteri kadar tan\u0131\u015fmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k.<\/p>\n

Doksanl\u0131 senelerin en ba\u015f\u0131yd\u0131 ve bizler hem d\u00fcnyay\u0131 anlama hem \u00c7erkes olmay\u0131 becerebilme tela\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131k. Erhan bey bizim s\u00f6yledi\u011fimiz en sa\u00e7ma \u015feyleri bile sab\u0131rla ve hafif bir tebess\u00fcmle dinler, bu konuda ne yap\u0131lmas\u0131 gerekti\u011fini bir c\u00fcmleyle s\u00f6yleyiverirdi. Bizim b\u00fct\u00fcn o kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k, i\u00e7inden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131lmaz gibi g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz konular\u0131 en basit haliyle \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcze koyar, bunu da biz d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcz gibi hissettirirdi. Kurdu\u011fu bu ileti\u015fim dolay\u0131s\u0131yla, y\u00f6netimde beraber \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 Yusuf Taymaz ve \u0130mdat Kip gibi ideolog ve tebess\u00fcm\u00fc zor arkada\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda sevilme a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131ndan da olduk\u00e7a averajl\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130KKD\u2019nin Ba\u011flarba\u015f\u0131\u2019ndaki lokalini mimar zevkiyle yeniden tasarlay\u0131p kentli bir kafe tarz\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Erhan bey, lokalin bu yeni halinden bir \u00e7ok ki\u015fiyi de memnun edememi\u015fti. Kimi giri\u015f kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n Western filmlerindeki bar kap\u0131s\u0131 tarz\u0131n\u0131 ele\u015ftiriyor, kimi fazla kentli ve se\u00e7kinci buluyor, hatta bunun i\u00e7in bir kesimin d\u0131\u015flanm\u0131\u015f hissedip gelmedi\u011fini s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu. Yap\u0131lan iyi ve \u015f\u0131k de\u011fi\u015fikliklerin kimilerince takdir de\u011fil de sadece tahamm\u00fcl g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc hayretle \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015ftik.<\/p>\n

Bizim i\u00e7inse sorun yoktu, \u00c7erkes olmayan arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 da davet edebilece\u011fimiz haval\u0131 bir lokalimiz vard\u0131 ve bunun tad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yorduk.<\/p>\n

Art\u0131k derne\u011fi \u00fclkenin entelekt\u00fcel, yazar, \u015fair tiyatrocu ve sinemac\u0131lar\u0131 ile bulu\u015fturman\u0131n zaman\u0131 gelmi\u015fti ve biz bu seminer-tart\u0131\u015fma-sohbet kar\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131 projeyi \u00e7ok sevmi\u015ftik.<\/p>\n

Gazetelerde yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 okudu\u011fumuz, tiyatroda oyunlar\u0131n\u0131 seyretti\u011fimiz, anfilerde konu\u015fmalar\u0131n\u0131 dinlemek i\u00e7in bekledi\u011fimiz, filmlerini seyretti\u011fimiz insanlar kendi lokalimizde misafirimiz oluyor ve saatlerce tart\u0131\u015f\u0131p konu\u015fabiliyorduk. Erhan bey \u0130KKD\u2018ni biz bize toplant\u0131lardan kurtar\u0131p d\u0131\u015f d\u00fcnyaya a\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131 i\u015fte. Bu seferde kendi ayd\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131za yeterince platform yaratmamakla su\u00e7lan\u0131yordu, oysa bir d\u0131\u015fardan bir bizden dengesi sa\u011flanmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131l\u0131yor, kendi ayd\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131zla d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcml\u00fc toplant\u0131lar yap\u0131l\u0131yordu. Bizim i\u00e7inse derne\u011fin d\u0131\u015fa d\u00f6n\u00fck, tempolu ve oluk\u00e7a fiyakal\u0131 bir d\u00f6nemiydi.<\/p>\n

Y\u00f6neticilik d\u00f6nemi sonras\u0131; b\u00fct\u00fcn eski y\u00f6neticiler gibi, derne\u011fe daha az gelir oldu. Sonralar\u0131 i\u015fi gere\u011fi ba\u015fka bir \u015fehre yerle\u015fti\u011fini biliyorduk. Yak\u0131n bir zamanda \u0130KKD\u2019nin bir sempozyumunda kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131k. Hala \u015fiir yaz\u0131p yazmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, \u0130stanbul dururken ni\u00e7in ba\u015fka bir \u015fehirde ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve derne\u011fin genel durumuyla ilgili ayak \u00fcst\u00fc konu\u015ftuk. Adige m\u00fczi\u011fiyle ilgili m\u00fctevaz\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7in, bize \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fc yazmas\u0131n\u0131 bile istedik . Bunu yazman\u0131n kendisi i\u00e7in hi\u00e7 de zor olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bildi\u011fimiz Erhan beyden usta i\u015fi bir \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fc elbette ki bekliyoruz…<\/p>\n

Sempozyum bitti\u011finde ise, portreler k\u00f6\u015fesine konu etti\u011fi kimi insanlarla sohbet ederken, bu k\u00f6\u015feye kendisinin de konu olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 belki de hi\u00e7 tahmin etmiyordu…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

KUBE Nurhan Fidan 08 Nisan 2008 Bu yazıyı yazma fikri, kendisinin ‘CircassianCenter’ sitesinde Portreler başlığı altındaki şahane yazılarını okuyunca oluştu. Evet HAPAE Erhan Şahin’den bahsediyorum, onun yazı ve şiirlerini yayınlandıktan epey sonraki bir tarihte ablamın kütüphanesinde elime geçen efsanevi Yamçı Dergisi’nde okumuştum. Çerkes olmanın nasıl bir şey olduğunu bilmediğim ve henüz derneklerle tanışmadığım bir dönemdi. 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