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KUBE Nurhan Fidan Onunla ilk defa on \u00fc\u00e7, on d\u00f6rt ya\u015flar\u0131mda Uzuntarla’da bir \u00c7erkes d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcnde kar\u015f\u0131la\u015facakt\u0131k. Bu d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde bulunmam\u0131n benim i\u00e7in \u00f6nemi ise, ilk defa kendi k\u00f6ylerimiz d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda bir \u00c7erkes d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcne misafir gitmi\u015f olmakt\u0131. Bu misafirli\u011fe ise legal yollardan de\u011fil, a\u011flaya s\u0131zlaya annemi ikna edip onun da ablamlara yanlar\u0131nda beni de g\u00f6t\u00fcrmezlerse hi\u00e7bir yere gidilmeyece\u011fini s\u00f6ylemesiyle yani cebren ve hile ile gelmi\u015ftim. Gelirken de ablamlar\u0131n ak\u015fam d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden sonra \u2018zaxes\u2019<\/strong> olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131\u00a0 benim uykumun gelmesi ya da herhangi bir ar\u0131za \u00e7\u0131karmam durumunda bir daha kendileriyle beraber gezmeyi\u00a0 r\u00fcyamda bile g\u00f6remeyece\u011fim tehditleri de cabas\u0131. Ancak ne gam, benim i\u00e7in \u00f6nemli olan \u015fu anda gidiyor olmakt\u0131 ve daha sonra duruma g\u00f6re neler yapaca\u011f\u0131m konusunda da olduk\u00e7a antrenmanl\u0131yd\u0131m.<\/p>\n D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn tam bir seremonik \u00c7erkes d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcyd\u00fc ve ekip oyunlar\u0131ndan tecr\u00fcbeli bir\u00e7ok da misafir vard\u0131. Murat Taymaz d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcn as eleman\u0131yd\u0131 dans etmedi\u011fi zaman akordeon \u00e7al\u0131yor, onu \u00e7almad\u0131\u011f\u0131 zamanlar zaten dans ediyordu. Hemen hemen b\u00fct\u00fcn oyuncular, ki bunlara ablamlar da dahil, olduk\u00e7a profesyoneldi. Murat Taymaz d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcn bir yerinde elime bir \u2018haluj\u2019<\/strong> tutu\u015fturup s\u0131radaki k\u0131zlardan birine vermemi istemi\u015fti. Zaten b\u00f6yle aksiyonlara kendi k\u00f6ylerimizdeki d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnlerden al\u0131\u015f\u0131k olan ben denileni yapmakla kalmay\u0131p, kendisini g\u00fcl\u00fcmsetecek bir \u2018ka\u015fen\u2019<\/strong> haberiyle de geri gelmi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n Bu kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmadan epey sonra onu Ba\u011flarba\u015f\u0131 Derne\u011fi’nde ekip \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131c\u0131s\u0131 olarak g\u00f6recektik. Ancak ablam\u0131nda aralar\u0131nda oldu\u011fu bu ekipteki hemen herkes disiplini, oyun fig\u00fcrleri konusundaki\u00a0 hassasiyeti ve sert tutumundan olduk\u00e7a muzdaripti. Oyunculara f\u0131r\u00e7a atarken daha sonralar\u0131 Kafkas ekiplerinde ter d\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f biri olarak \u00e7ok da isabetli buldu\u011fum, ”bu danslar bir ruh i\u015fidir. \u00d6yle kafas\u0131 kesilmi\u015f tavuk gibi ortada d\u00f6nmek de\u011fildir. O ruh ve heyecan\u0131n\u0131z yoksa ekibe gelmenize de gerek yok” <\/strong>derdi. Bu tavizsiz ve sert tutumu ekip \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131na \u00f6zel bir durumdu. Di\u011fer zamanlar da ise \u00a0ne\u015feli ve keyifli olurdu. \u00d6zellikle akordeonu \u00f6yle a\u015fkla ve keyifle \u00e7alard\u0131 ki, san\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z k\u00f6r\u00fckler y\u0131rt\u0131l\u0131p ezgiler ortal\u0131\u011fa sa\u00e7\u0131lacak. Zaten onunla daha sonraki aral\u0131kl\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmalar\u0131m\u0131zda da ne\u015fesiz ve netameli haline hi\u00e7 rastlamad\u0131m.<\/p>\n Heyecanl\u0131 s\u00fcrprizli ve zarifti. Bir ak\u015fam \u00fcst\u00fc Kartal’daki tren istasyonunun paralelinde yan\u0131mda bir k\u0131z arkada\u015f\u0131mla y\u00fcr\u00fcrken kan ter i\u00e7inde arkam\u0131zdan ko\u015farak yeti\u015fmi\u015f ve elindeki -ne ara ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilemedi\u011fimiz- \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri elimize tutu\u015fturmu\u015ftu. Me\u011fer kendisi trendeyken bizi yolda g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f ve h\u0131zla inip bu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck s\u00fcrprizi haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bile. Murat Taymaz’\u0131 tan\u0131yan ben hi\u00e7 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rmam\u0131\u015f, fakat yan\u0131mda bulunan\u00a0 k\u0131z arkada\u015f\u0131m bu h\u0131zl\u0131 ve zarif centilmenlik kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda olduk\u00e7a heyecanlanm\u0131\u015f ve hayranl\u0131k duymu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n Daha sonralar\u0131 \u2018Apeas\u2019 diye bir \u015firket kurmu\u015f ve \u00e7o\u011funlukla yurtd\u0131\u015f\u0131nda ya\u015far olmu\u015ftu. \u0130ki bin iki senesiydi san\u0131r\u0131m Kafkas Konseyi’nin ev sahipli\u011finde, k\u0131z kulesinde olduk\u00e7a prestijli bir organizasyon yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ben ve arkada\u015flar\u0131m \u00c7erkes m\u00fczi\u011fi icra etmek \u00fczere \u0130stanbul ve\u00a0 Ankara’n\u0131n fiyakal\u0131 \u00c7erkes d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndayd\u0131k. Program\u0131 gitti\u011fimiz yerlerden art\u0131k kan\u0131ksad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z tesisat ve mikrofon sorunlar\u0131 olmadan ve kimi kereler ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za geldi\u011fi gibi acemilikler yapmadan neyse ki bitirebilmi\u015ftik. Yeme\u011fe oturdu\u011fumuzda Murat Taymaz yan\u0131m\u0131za gelip sar\u0131l\u0131p tebrik etmi\u015f, benim \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6yledi\u011fimi hi\u00e7 bilmedi\u011fini orada g\u00f6r\u00fcnce \u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u0131p, sevindi\u011fini heyecanla anlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. K\u0131z kulesindeki bu olduk\u00e7a\u00a0 seremonik ve kentli beyaz \u00c7erkeslere d\u00f6n\u00fck gecede; akordeon \u00e7alan, dans eden, hi\u00e7 kasmadan hesaps\u0131z, kitaps\u0131z e\u011flenmenin hakk\u0131n\u0131 veren yine o olacakt\u0131. Ne\u015fe provokat\u00f6r\u00fc \u00a0gibiydi ve bu hali ona \u00e7ok yak\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n \u0130ki sene \u00f6nce \u0130stanbul Kafkas K\u00fclt\u00fcr Derne\u011fi’nde bir toplant\u0131 aras\u0131nda h\u0131zla i\u00e7eri dalm\u0131\u015f ve \u2018hep toplan\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z, hadi i\u015finizi biraz \u00e7abuk<\/strong> bitirin de ne\u015feli bir yere yeme\u011fe gidelim\u2019<\/strong> demi\u015fti. O b\u00f6yleydi i\u015fte, t\u0131pk\u0131 Borges<\/strong>\u2019in \u2018anlar\u2019<\/strong> \u015fiirindeki gibi ya\u015fam\u0131n her an\u0131n\u0131 ger\u00e7ek ve keyifli k\u0131lan insanlardand\u0131.<\/p>\n Son g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmemiz ortak bir tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131n Feshane’deki s\u00fcnnet seremonisinde olacakt\u0131. Yaln\u0131z geldi\u011fini g\u00f6r\u00fcnce yan\u0131na gidip bizim masaya davet etmi\u015f, orada bulundu\u011fumuz iki saat boyunca an\u0131lar\u0131, \u015fakalar\u0131 ve anekdotlar\u0131yla yine bizi g\u00fclmekten k\u0131r\u0131p ge\u00e7irmi\u015fti. \u00c7ocuklara hediye getirdi\u011fi G\u00fcrcistan i\u015fi \u015fahane kamalar\u0131 be\u011fendi\u011fimi g\u00f6r\u00fcnce de ayn\u0131 i\u015f\u00e7ilikten bir tanede bana yollayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti. O ak\u015fam sahne alan Kafkas ekibine ve \u015e\u00fckriye Tutkun’un \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131na keyifle e\u015flik etmi\u015ftik. Yan masalardaki \u2018m\u00fchim zevat\u0131\u2019 pekte umursamadan, on be\u015f g\u00fcn sonra zamans\u0131z gidece\u011fini bilir gibi…<\/p>\n Ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 bir i\u015fadam\u0131yd\u0131 fakat s\u0131radan standartlarla hi\u00e7 i\u015fi olmad\u0131. Paran\u0131n kendisini g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr k\u0131lmas\u0131na ihtiyac\u0131 olmayacak kadar renkli ve yetenekliydi. H\u0131rsla, hesapla, kendine eksiksiz hayatlar kurmu\u015f zanneden as\u0131k suratl\u0131 adamlara nispet edercesine, keyifle ve hesaps\u0131zda ya\u015fanabilece\u011fini herkeslere g\u00f6sterdi. Hayata \u00f6yle pekte ciddiyetle yerle\u015fmeden co\u015fkuyla, ironiyle tela\u015fla \u00e7ekip gitti bu d\u00fcnyadan. \u00dcst\u00fc kals\u0131n diyerek belki de?<\/p>\n O dokundu\u011fu herkesi mutlu edebilen ve buna da kudreti olan bir insand\u0131.<\/p>\n Ruhu \u015fad olsun.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" KUBE Nurhan Fidan 01 Mayıs 2008 Onunla ilk defa on üç, on dört yaşlarımda Uzuntarla’da bir Çerkes düğününde karşılaşacaktık. Bu düğünde bulunmamın benim için önemi ise, ilk defa kendi köylerimiz dışında bir Çerkes düğününe misafir gitmiş olmaktı. 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\n<\/b><\/span>01 May\u0131s 2008<\/p>\n