{"id":7456,"date":"2022-02-08T21:14:50","date_gmt":"2022-02-09T03:14:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/circassiancenter.com\/tr\/?p=7456"},"modified":"2022-02-09T18:08:32","modified_gmt":"2022-02-10T00:08:32","slug":"hayat-nasil-geciyor","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/hayat-nasil-geciyor\/","title":{"rendered":"HAYAT NASIL GE\u00c7\u0130YOR?"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u00c7ETAO Nadir<\/strong>
\n<\/span> <\/span> Maykop, 12 Haziran 2008<\/span><\/p>\n

G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc karar\u0131p aniden bo\u015fanan ya\u011fmurlardan sonra nihayet bug\u00fcn yaz\u0131n ucu g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc. G\u00fcne\u015f Adigey\u2019i alabildi\u011fine doldurdu. Mezdah\u2019\u0131n yama\u00e7lar\u0131na g\u00fcn vururken geni\u015f ve d\u00fcz sokaklar boyunca vi\u015fneleriyle, da\u011flar\u0131n yama\u00e7lar\u0131ndan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 insan\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne yumruk gibi inen \u00e7i\u00e7ek kokular\u0131yla Maykop, insan\u0131 keyiflendiren, dinlendiren ho\u015f bir kokuyla kokmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. D\u00fcnya g\u00f6z kama\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yor. \u0130nsana ya\u015fam\u0131n g\u00fczel oldu\u011funu hat\u0131rlatan bir koku bu.<\/p>\n

Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yerin Maykop oldu\u011fu ve nihayetinde ya\u015f\u0131yor bulundu\u011fumuz i\u00e7in mutlu, huzurlu ve co\u015fkulu olmam\u0131z\u0131 sa\u011flayan bedava aromaterapiyi i\u00e7imize \u00e7ekerek tam ikindi parkta dola\u015f\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n

Ayaklar\u0131m\u0131z bizi m\u00fczi\u011fin geldi\u011fi yere g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcyor.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fte ald\u0131klar\u0131 her nefesin hakk\u0131n\u0131 veren Maykop\u2019un ya\u015fl\u0131lar\u0131 e\u011fer hala varsa t\u00fcm sorumluluklar\u0131n\u0131 unutup havalar\u0131n da g\u00fczelle\u015fmesiyle ayaklar\u0131n\u0131 yerden kesip bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 hayallerine \u00e7evirmi\u015fler yine.<\/p>\n

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\u201cYa\u015f yetmi\u015f, i\u015f bitmi\u015f”, ”A\u011fa\u00e7 ya\u015fken e\u011filir”, ”Kurt kocay\u0131nca, k\u00f6pe\u011fin maskaras\u0131 olur”, ”Ununu elemi\u015f, ele\u011fini asm\u0131\u015f”, ”Elin ermez, g\u00fcc\u00fcn yetmez”, ”Art\u0131k k\u00f6\u015fende otur!”, ”Ya\u015f\u0131ndan ba\u015f\u0131ndan ak sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan utan\u201d vb s\u00f6zlere o kadar yabanc\u0131lar ki!<\/p>\n

Enerji harcarlarken bir o kadar da enerji toplamalar\u0131na yarayan bir aktivite dans. Belki de nefes almak gibi bazen. H\u00fccrelerinin yenilendi\u011fini hissediyorlar belki de dans edince.<\/p>\n

Gen\u00e7liklerinin m\u00fczikleri e\u015fli\u011finde \u015fehir park\u0131nda her Cumartesi – Pazar eski salon danslar\u0131 vals, \u00e7arliston, cha cha, rumba, swing, tw\u0131st yap\u0131yorlar. Bazen de lezginka. Chop\u0131n\u2019\u0131n, Straus\u2019un, \u015eostakovi\u00e7\u2019in, \u00c7aykowski\u2019nin m\u00fczikleri e\u015fli\u011finde vals yaparlarken ilerlemi\u015f ya\u015flar\u0131na ra\u011fmen hareketleri, bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 o kadar narin ki, “Ne kadar centilmenim”, “Tanr\u0131m, ne kadar g\u00fczelim, ne kadar hassas\u0131m, bu bey belimi hafif\u00e7e sallasa k\u0131r\u0131laca\u011f\u0131m” der gibi. Beden eskirken beynin taze kalmas\u0131na \u00f6rnek olabilecek, ya\u015fama sevinci ile dolup ta\u015fan nadide b\u00fcnyeler hepsi…<\/p>\n

Onlar\u0131 izlemek ho\u015fumuza gidiyor. Rumbayla tutu\u015furken biri, cha cha ile tutu\u015fturuyor \u00f6tekini. Birinin yoruldu\u011fu yerden \u00f6teki ba\u015fl\u0131yor.<\/p>\n

Kom\u015fumuz Nina bizi g\u00f6r\u00fcnce iliklerine kadar mutlulu\u011fa kesmi\u015f gibi i\u00e7ten g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyiveriyor. Tepeden t\u0131rna\u011fa s\u00fcslenmi\u015f kuma\u015flar, boncuklar danteller i\u00e7inde. Bilinmeyen bir dilde yakar\u0131r gibi.<\/p>\n

Duyuyorum dansa ba\u015flad\u0131, ayak parmaklar\u0131 u\u00e7u\u015fuyor, t\u0131pk\u0131 ete\u011findeki t\u00fcller gibi… Mutlu mu bilmem? Ancak g\u00f6zler hi\u00e7 yalan s\u00f6yler mi? Elleri t\u0131pk\u0131 bir balerin gibi zarif ve ince.<\/p>\n

Onu seyrediyorum fark\u0131nda bile de\u011fil. Ne d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyor acaba dans ederken? “Neden buraday\u0131m? Nas\u0131l geldim? Dans etti\u011fim bu adam da kim?”<\/p>\n

Nas\u0131l geldi\u011fini o da bilmiyor i\u015fte, belli ki hayalinin pe\u015finden buralara kadar geldi…<\/p>\n

\u015eimdi ba\u015fka bir \u015fark\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131yor s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyor pistte kavalyesiyle… Mutluluktan g\u00f6zleri parl\u0131yor. O da fark\u0131nda, dans etme g\u00fcd\u00fcs\u00fc ileti\u015fim ara\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n ilki ve insan\u0131n yery\u00fcz\u00fcndeki ya\u015fam\u0131 kadar eski…<\/p>\n

Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6yle savuruyor ki ruhundaki h\u00fcz\u00fcn ve co\u015fku birbirine girdi sanki. M\u00fczik i\u00e7lerine akt\u0131. \u00d6ylesine sessiz, \u00f6ylesine yal\u0131n, \u00f6ylesine b\u00fcy\u00fcl\u00fc dans ediyorlar. Birbirlerine sar\u0131larak dans ede ede d\u00f6n\u00fcyorlar d\u00fcnyalar\u0131n\u0131n etraf\u0131nda. D\u00f6n\u00fcyorlar ve bir mavi g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn alt\u0131nda buluyorlar kendilerini. Bir sonsuz g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn. Hi\u00e7 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rm\u0131yorlar. Maviyi seyrediyorlar birlikte. Hi\u00e7 konu\u015fmadan dans ediyorlar sonsuz mavinin alt\u0131nda. R\u00fcyalardan r\u00fcyalara ge\u00e7iyorlar mekanlardan mekanlara. D\u00f6n\u00fcyorlar bir okulun bah\u00e7esinde pioner oluyorlar, d\u00f6n\u00fcyorlar ikinci d\u00fcnya sava\u015f\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7l\u0131k g\u00fcnlerindeler, d\u00f6n\u00fcyorlar bir parti kongresinde, bir meydanda, bir sahilde oluyorlar.<\/p>\n

Bir garip bo\u015fluk. Bir deli sessizlik. Dans\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fcs\u00fc her ad\u0131mda biraz daha geriye g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcyor onlar\u0131. Her ad\u0131mla y\u00fczlerindeki \u00e7izgiler kayboluyor sanki. Yerini yitirilmi\u015f co\u015fkular ald\u0131, yitirilmi\u015f hayaller, yitirilmi\u015f gen\u00e7lik.<\/p>\n

Onlar\u0131 g\u00f6zlerinizi k\u0131rpmadan izlerken dal\u0131p gidiyorsunuz usulca. Unutup unutuluyorsunuz. Uzunca dinliyorsunuz ad\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131n gidi\u015f geli\u015fini. I\u015f\u0131ldayan y\u00fczleri esir al\u0131yor sizi g\u00f6zlerinizde. Uzun bir hayalden sonra derin bir nefes \u00e7ekiyorsunuz. Veriyorsunuz t\u00fcm dikkati tahta iskemlelerde be\u015f dakika dinlenip sonra tekrar dans eden bu \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011fa.<\/p>\n

Ve bir daha\u2026<\/p>\n

Uzun uzun seyrediyorsunuz bitmi\u015f bir hayat\u0131n ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131n\u0131. Zamanla b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc anl\u0131yorsunuz t\u00fcm renklerin. Yukar\u0131ya, g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne bak\u0131p tarihin ve zaman\u0131n elinizden ald\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 hissediyor, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorsunuz.<\/p>\n

B\u00f6yle bir d\u00fcnya buras\u0131. \u0130\u00e7inde onca f\u0131rt\u0131na varken yapra\u011f\u0131n renginin en iyi g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc yer de i\u015fte tam buras\u0131.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

ÇETAO Nadir Maykop, 12 Haziran 2008 Gökyüzü kararıp aniden boşanan yağmurlardan sonra nihayet bugün yazın ucu göründü. Güneş Adigey’i alabildiğine doldurdu. Mezdah’ın yamaçlarına gün vururken geniş ve düz sokaklar boyunca vişneleriyle, dağların yamaçlarından aşağı insanın yüzüne yumruk gibi inen çiçek kokularıyla Maykop, insanı keyiflendiren, dinlendiren hoş bir kokuyla kokmaya başladı. Dünya göz kamaştırıyor. İnsana yaşamın […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0,"ocean_post_layout":"","ocean_both_sidebars_style":"","ocean_both_sidebars_content_width":0,"ocean_both_sidebars_sidebars_width":0,"ocean_sidebar":"0","ocean_second_sidebar":"0","ocean_disable_margins":"enable","ocean_add_body_class":"","ocean_shortcode_before_top_bar":"","ocean_shortcode_after_top_bar":"","ocean_shortcode_before_header":"","ocean_shortcode_after_header":"","ocean_has_shortcode":"","ocean_shortcode_after_title":"","ocean_shortcode_before_footer_widgets":"","ocean_shortcode_after_footer_widgets":"","ocean_shortcode_before_footer_bottom":"","ocean_shortcode_after_footer_bottom":"","ocean_display_top_bar":"default","ocean_display_header":"default","ocean_header_style":"","ocean_center_header_left_menu":"0","ocean_custom_header_template":"0","ocean_custom_logo":0,"ocean_custom_retina_logo":0,"ocean_custom_logo_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_tablet_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_mobile_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_max_height":0,"ocean_custom_logo_tablet_max_height":0,"ocean_custom_logo_mobile_max_height":0,"ocean_header_custom_menu":"0","ocean_menu_typo_font_family":"0","ocean_menu_typo_font_subset":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_size":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_unit":"px","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight_tablet":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight_mobile":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform_tablet":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform_mobile":"","ocean_menu_typo_line_height":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_unit":"","ocean_menu_typo_spacing":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_unit":"","ocean_menu_link_color":"","ocean_menu_link_color_hover":"","ocean_menu_link_color_active":"","ocean_menu_link_background":"","ocean_menu_link_hover_background":"","ocean_menu_link_active_background":"","ocean_menu_social_links_bg":"","ocean_menu_social_hover_links_bg":"","ocean_menu_social_links_color":"","ocean_menu_social_hover_links_color":"","ocean_disable_title":"default","ocean_disable_heading":"default","ocean_post_title":"","ocean_post_subheading":"","ocean_post_title_style":"","ocean_post_title_background_color":"","ocean_post_title_background":0,"ocean_post_title_bg_image_position":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_attachment":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_repeat":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_size":"","ocean_post_title_height":0,"ocean_post_title_bg_overlay":0.5,"ocean_post_title_bg_overlay_color":"","ocean_disable_breadcrumbs":"default","ocean_breadcrumbs_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_separator_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_links_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_links_hover_color":"","ocean_display_footer_widgets":"default","ocean_display_footer_bottom":"default","ocean_custom_footer_template":"0","ocean_post_oembed":"","ocean_post_self_hosted_media":"","ocean_post_video_embed":"","ocean_link_format":"","ocean_link_format_target":"self","ocean_quote_format":"","ocean_quote_format_link":"post","ocean_gallery_link_images":"off","ocean_gallery_id":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[45],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7456","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kultur-ana-sayfa","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7456","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7456"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7456\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":23290,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7456\/revisions\/23290"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7456"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7456"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7456"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}