{"id":790,"date":"2019-02-20T17:41:21","date_gmt":"2019-02-20T17:41:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/circassiancenter.com\/tr\/?p=790"},"modified":"2019-02-20T17:41:21","modified_gmt":"2019-02-20T17:41:21","slug":"askin-icini-bosalttik-aski-anlatamadik","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/askin-icini-bosalttik-aski-anlatamadik\/","title":{"rendered":"A\u015eKIN \u0130\u00c7\u0130N\u0130 BO\u015eALTTIK, A\u015eKI ANLATAMADIK!"},"content":{"rendered":"

YEMUZ Nevzat Tarak\u00e7\u0131
\n<\/strong>10.11.2007<\/span><\/p>\n

Sevdalar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131k, susuz, \u0131\u015f\u0131ks\u0131z, a\u015fks\u0131z b\u0131rakt\u0131k onlar\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cSeni seviyorum!\u201d dedik \u00e7o\u011fu zaman ama sevginin gere\u011fini yapamad\u0131k.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne oyuncaklar\u0131 y\u0131\u011fd\u0131k fakat oturup onlarla birlikte oynayamad\u0131k.<\/p>\n

Bu s\u0131cac\u0131k payla\u015f\u0131m\u0131 ciddiye almad\u0131k, a\u015fka inanmad\u0131k, a\u015fkla ya\u015fayamad\u0131k.<\/p>\n

Karn\u0131n\u0131 doyurup har\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 verince i\u015f bitiyor sand\u0131k.<\/p>\n

Onlar\u0131, maalesef \u00a0\u201cSeni seviyoruz! \u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcyle aldatt\u0131k.<\/p>\n

Bu sevgi a\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131 onlar\u0131, ruhsuz, umutsuz, sevgisiz, kimsesiz, bencil, k\u00f6t\u00fc \u00e7ocuk haline getirdi.<\/p>\n

Sevemedi hi\u00e7 kimseyi onlar. <\/strong><\/p>\n

Sevmeye de\u011fer bulmad\u0131 hi\u00e7bir \u015feyi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Gen\u00e7leri, a\u015fk\u0131n \u00fcstatlar\u0131yla tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131ramad\u0131k.<\/p>\n

A\u015fk\u0131 anlatamad\u0131k.<\/p>\n

Sevginin, a\u015fk\u0131n i\u00e7ini bo\u015faltt\u0131k<\/p>\n

Sevgilerini ald\u0131k, sevdalar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131k.<\/p>\n

Onlar\u0131, susuz, \u0131\u015f\u0131ks\u0131z, a\u015fks\u0131z b\u0131rakt\u0131k<\/p>\n

Hey gidi b\u00fcy\u00fck ecdat, sen sevgiyi bilir, a\u015fka inan\u0131r, ince ruhunla mertli\u011fi, yi\u011fitli\u011fi doyas\u0131ya ya\u015fard\u0131n!<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bizse sevgisiz b\u0131rakt\u0131k koca bir d\u00fcnyay\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bunun sonucu olarak da bug\u00fcn, g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 ve barut kokuyor her yan\u0131m\u0131z.<\/p>\n

Kana ve g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131na bo\u011fuldu sa\u011f\u0131m\u0131z, solumuz!<\/p>\n

Nerdesiniz ey a\u015fk \u00e7a\u011flayanlar\u0131<\/p>\n

A\u015fk\u0131n\u0131za, sevginize, ho\u015fg\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcze ne kadar muhtac\u0131z!<\/p>\n

\u201cAsk i\u011fnesiyle dikilince bir diki\u015f, k\u0131yamete kadar s\u00f6k\u00fclmez imi\u015f. \u201c<\/p>\n

Hayat\u0131 a\u015fka b\u00f6l, hayat \u00e7o\u011fal\u0131r
\nHayat\u0131 a\u015fkla \u00e7arp, zaman zor al\u0131r
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn hayatlar\u0131 topla, a\u015fk eder;
\nHayattan a\u015fk \u00e7\u0131ksa, elde ne kal\u0131r?
\n( A.V. Akba\u015f<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fitin ey yarenler a\u015fk bir g\u00fcne\u015fe benzer
\nA\u015fk\u0131 olmayan g\u00f6n\u00fcl mesel-i ta\u015fa benzer
\n( Y.Emre )<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fte ger\u00e7ek a\u015fk\u0131 anlayanlar:<\/p>\n

\u201cBu d\u00fcnyaya, ay\u0131rmaya, b\u00f6lmeye, par\u00e7alamaya gelmedik biz. Biz, k\u0131r\u0131klar\u0131 onarmaya, ayr\u0131lanlar\u0131 birle\u015ftirmeye, insanlar aras\u0131nda k\u00f6pr\u00fc olmaya geldik.\u201d<\/strong> diyor.<\/p>\n

\u201cBu g\u00fcn insanlar\u0131n birbirini anlamas\u0131, sevmesi, i\u015fbirli\u011fi yapmas\u0131 bir fantezi de\u011fil, tam anlam\u0131yla bir zarurettir. \u201c<\/p>\n

Hakiki a\u015fk\u0131n gere\u011fidir farkl\u0131l\u0131klar\u0131 da sevmek, ay\u0131rt etmeden sevmek, senden olan\u0131 da olmayan\u0131 da sevmek,<\/strong> \u201cyarat\u0131lan\u0131, Yaratan\u2019dan dolay\u0131\u201d sevmek.<\/p>\n

Sevgilinin ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6kku\u015fa\u011f\u0131na boyay\u0131p gece-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz,<\/p>\n

H\u00fczn\u00fcn safran sar\u0131s\u0131yla boyanmakt\u0131r a\u015fk.<\/p>\n

Yaratmakt\u0131r ya da sevgilinin topra\u011f\u0131ndan yarat\u0131lmak,<\/p>\n

Her nefes al\u0131p veri\u015fte yanmakt\u0131r a\u015fk.<\/p>\n

\u0130srafil’in Sur’unu ruhunda duymakt\u0131r a\u015fk,<\/p>\n

Suyu suyla yumak gibi a\u015fka inanmakt\u0131r a\u015fk.<\/p>\n

( B. Karako\u00e7 )<\/p>\n

A\u015fk, her durum ve h\u00e2liyle ki\u015fiyi hakikate erdirir.<\/p>\n

Sevmenin ne oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011fretir.<\/p>\n

\u201cA\u015fk, \u00f6yle bir kimyad\u0131r ki o ancak can madeninde bulunur.\u201c<\/p>\n

\u201cA\u015fk, varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n en esasl\u0131, en s\u0131rl\u0131 sebebidir. \u201c<\/p>\n

\u201dA\u015fk nerdedir?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cNerde istersen ordad\u0131r. \u201c<\/p>\n

\u201cHem g\u00f6n\u00fclde, hem candad\u0131r.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cSiz nerdeyseniz a\u015fk da ordad\u0131r. \u201c<\/p>\n

\u201cYeter ki onu g\u00f6ren g\u00f6zleriniz,\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cYeter ki onu hissedebilen y\u00fcre\u011finiz olsun!\u201d<\/p>\n

Ke\u015fke bizler, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n karn\u0131n\u0131 doyurdu\u011fumuz kadar ruhlar\u0131n\u0131 da doyurabilseydik.<\/p>\n

Onlar\u0131 ger\u00e7ek a\u015fkla, sevgiyle, merhametle, zarafetle, tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131rabilseydik!<\/p>\n

\u201cCeplerinden eksik etmedi\u011fimiz har\u00e7l\u0131k kadar beyinlerine de bir \u015feyler koyabilseydik.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

A\u015fk\u0131n, merhametin, sevmenin, insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 sayman\u0131n de\u011ferini kavratabilseydik.<\/p>\n

Ne zaman anlatt\u0131k onlara g\u00f6n\u00fcl zenginli\u011fini, mana derinli\u011fini.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ne zaman kavratt\u0131k, sevginin g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc, a\u015fkla ya\u015faman\u0131n \u00f6nemini.<\/p>\n

Yaln\u0131z b\u0131rakt\u0131k onlar\u0131, madde tek ba\u015f\u0131na yeter,\u201ck\u00e2fe\u201d yle \u201cka\u015fenlik\u201dle biter sand\u0131k.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Yanl\u0131\u015f yapt\u0131k, aldand\u0131k.<\/p>\n

Art\u0131k, gen\u00e7lerimizin bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 pencere hep sevgiye, \u015fefkate, ho\u015fg\u00f6r\u00fcye a\u00e7\u0131k olsun.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc oradan kavga g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc, kan, kin g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez asla!<\/p>\n

Gen\u00e7lerimiz kendileriyle bar\u0131\u015f\u0131k herkesle bar\u0131\u015f\u0131k ya\u015fas\u0131n!<\/p>\n

\u201cKan\u0131n, kinin ve kavgan\u0131n ya\u015fanmaz hale getirdi\u011fi g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda sevgiye, a\u015fka, muhabbete ne kadar muhtac\u0131z!\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

YEMUZ Nevzat Tarakçı 10.11.2007 Sevdalarını çaldık, susuz, ışıksız, aşksız bıraktık onları. “Seni seviyorum!” dedik çoğu zaman ama sevginin gereğini yapamadık. Çocuklarımızın önüne oyuncakları yığdık fakat oturup onlarla birlikte oynayamadık. Bu sıcacık paylaşımı ciddiye almadık, aşka inanmadık, aşkla yaşayamadık. Karnını doyurup harçlığını verince iş bitiyor sandık. Onları, maalesef  “Seni seviyoruz! ” sözüyle aldattık. 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