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GUA\u015eHE<\/b><\/span><\/p>\n Bu \u00f6yle eski, Ve \u00f6yle h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc bir s\u00f6zc\u00fck ki; Binerken y\u00fckledi\u011fim umutlar\u0131m\u0131; Dedim ya; ka\u011f\u0131ttand\u0131, G\u00f6zlerim kartallara bakard\u0131, Geride b\u0131rakt\u0131 s\u00fcrg\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm y\u00fczy\u0131l\u0131, Bir sen bir o vatan bana yard\u0131, Gidiyorum yurdumdan yal\u0131nayak, Do\u011fdu\u011fum ev yetim kalacak. At\u0131m ki; Ve sevdam ki; Gidiyorum yurdumdan yal\u0131nayak, O\u011eLUM<\/b><\/p>\n O\u011flum; Sen dalacakt\u0131n uykuya benden \u00f6nce.<\/p>\n O\u011flum<\/p>\n Gidiyor musun;<\/p>\n Daha \u00f6p\u00fcp koklayacakt\u0131m sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 oysa,<\/p>\n K\u0131vr\u0131lan u\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131p usulca avucuma,<\/p>\n Dayay\u0131p ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ma,<\/p>\n \u015eiirler yazd\u0131ran bahar gecelerinde,<\/p>\n Ve de\u011ferken s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n y\u00fcre\u011fime.<\/p>\n O\u011flum;<\/p>\n Gidiyor musun;<\/p>\n Daha at binecektik beraber oysa,<\/p>\n Benzeyecektin \u00fczerinde oldu\u011funda,<\/p>\n D\u00fcnyaya meydan okuyan kahramanlara.<\/p>\n D\u00fc\u015fe kalka \u00f6\u011frenecektin \u00f6nce,<\/p>\n Sonra ge\u00e7ecektin r\u00fczgar\u0131n bile \u00f6n\u00fcne.<\/p>\n O\u011flum;<\/p>\n Gidiyor musun;<\/p>\n Daha p\u015fine \u00e7alacakt\u0131k beraber oysa,<\/p>\n Sevda \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131 s\u00f6ylemeyi \u00f6\u011fretecektim sana,<\/p>\n Ve dahi hayata dair ve kavgaya.<\/p>\n \u00c7al\u0131p s\u00f6yleyecektim ben \u00f6nce,<\/p>\n Dinleyecektim sonra;sevdaya d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde.<\/p>\n O\u011flum;<\/p>\n Gidiyor musun;<\/p>\n Daha ya\u015fayacakt\u0131k birlikte bir \u00f6m\u00fcr oysa,<\/p>\n Kah durarak bir u\u00e7urumun k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda,<\/p>\n Kah her daim haz\u0131r olarak kavgaya,<\/p>\n \u00d6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck i\u00e7in ve anavatan\u0131m\u0131z u\u011fruna.<\/p>\n Ben gidecektim bu d\u00fcnyadan senden \u00f6nce,<\/p>\n Sen ta\u015f\u0131yacakt\u0131n bayra\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 nesillerce…<\/p>\n NEREYE G\u0130DERS\u0130N EY SEVG\u0130L\u0130? \u2018\u2019Nereye gidersin ey sevgili, at\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fcp yabana ?<\/b><\/p>\n Ate\u015fi mi \u00e7alacaks\u0131n tanr\u0131lardan ?<\/p>\n Dalacak m\u0131s\u0131n yerin alt\u0131na ?<\/p>\n Ne kadar uza\u011fa var\u0131r yolun ?<\/p>\n Kim yolda\u015f olur sana ?<\/p>\n Kim olur yanda\u015f; ana vatan\u0131ndan s\u00fcrg\u00fcn olmu\u015fa ?<\/b> \u2018\u2019<\/p>\n Gidiyordun; sordum sana;<\/p>\n \u2018\u2019 D\u00f6n\u00fcp gelir misin yine, yery\u00fcz\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p, <\/b><\/p>\n bahar oldu\u011funda<\/b> ? \u2018\u2019<\/p>\n \u2018\u2019 D\u00f6nerim mutlak<\/b> \u2018\u2019 dedin, \u2018\u2019dallar incire durunca…\u2019\u2019<\/b><\/p>\n Ey Sevgili; anlatt\u0131lar bizi sevdal\u0131lara y\u00fczy\u0131llarca,<\/p>\n Zincirlendi\u011fini senin tanr\u0131larca Elbruz\u2019a,<\/p>\n Bu y\u00fczden d\u00f6nmedi\u011fini hala,<\/p>\n Bu y\u00fczden ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bir \u00f6m\u00fcr resmini koynumda.<\/p>\n Bu y\u00fczden bekliyorum seni hala bin ya\u015famda,<\/p>\n Omzunda mevsim d\u00f6nen kahraman\u0131n masal\u0131nda,<\/p>\n Bu y\u00fczden bekliyorum seni hala zulme ba\u015fkald\u0131ran sava\u015f\u00e7\u0131larda,<\/p>\n Sevdal\u0131 gen\u00e7 k\u0131z v\u00fccutlar\u0131nda,<\/p>\n Yetim kalan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n korkulu bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda,<\/p>\n Bu y\u00fczden bekliyorum seni hala h\u00fcz\u00fcn \u00e7alan \u015fark\u0131larda,<\/p>\n Eller havada, m\u0131r\u0131ldan\u0131lan bir duada,<\/p>\n Yahut cephe gerisinden yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, hasret ta\u015f\u0131yan bir mektupta.<\/p>\n Gidiyordun; sordum sana;<\/p>\n \u2018\u2019 Nereye gidersin ey sevgili, at\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fcp yabana ? <\/b><\/p>\n S\u00f6yle ne kadar uza\u011fa var\u0131r yolun;<\/p>\n sevdan bende durduk\u00e7a ?<\/p>\n Bir sabah uyan\u0131r m\u0131y\u0131m yeniden;<\/p>\n as\u0131rlard\u0131r h\u00fcr kalan ba\u011fr\u0131nda ?<\/p>\n \u0130yile\u015fir mi s\u00f6yle;<\/p>\n kartallar\u0131n ya\u011fmalad\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn avucumda ?<\/p>\n \u00c7al\u0131n\u0131r m\u0131 yeniden \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z da\u011flarda ?<\/p>\n I\u015f\u0131ldar m\u0131 yine g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f kaman g\u00fcn \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ?<\/p>\n G\u00fcl\u00fcmser mi yine babas\u0131z \u00e7ocuklar;<\/p>\n ba\u015flar\u0131 ok\u015fand\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ?<\/p>\n Ve yahut k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir bilye kazand\u0131\u011f\u0131nda<\/p>\n sokak aras\u0131nda oynanan bir \u00e7ocuk oyununda ? <\/b>\u2018\u2019<\/p>\n Gidiyordun; sordum sana;<\/p>\n \u2018\u2019 Nereye gidersin ey sevgili, at\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fcp yabana ?<\/b> \u2018\u2019<\/p>\n Dedin;<\/p>\n \u2018\u2019 Sevdas\u0131n\u0131 koynunda ta\u015f\u0131yan yaban m\u0131 der yabana ?<\/b><\/p>\n S\u00fcrg\u00fcn edilsem de ana vatan\u0131mdan;<\/p>\n yal\u0131nayak ve direnen ad\u0131mlarla,<\/p>\n D\u00fc\u015flerim ta\u015f\u0131r, inanc\u0131m ta\u015f\u0131r beni bir g\u00fcn elbet;<\/p>\n El \u00fcst\u00fcnde anavatan\u0131ma.<\/p>\n Ve boy verir ete\u011fimde binlerce \u00e7ocuk;<\/p>\n co\u015fkulu danslar\u0131 ve alk\u0131\u015flar\u0131yla… <\/b>\u2019\u2019<\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n BABAM S\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 sarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 beni so\u011fumu\u015f bedeniyle annem,<\/p>\n \u00d6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc bilmiyordum ben.<\/p>\n K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck bir \u00e7ocuktum zaten,<\/p>\n Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 O’nun g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne saklay\u0131p,<\/p>\n s\u00fct ar\u0131yordum memelerinde buz kesen.<\/p>\n Uzaklara bak\u0131yordun \u00f6ylece sen,<\/p>\n Elini aln\u0131na siper edip,gemileri beklerken.<\/p>\n Herkes hastayd\u0131; karde\u015flerim, ninem, sen.<\/p>\n Ve a\u011fl\u0131yordu ninem;<\/p>\n uzaktan gelen p\u015finenin sesini dinlerken.<\/p>\n G\u00fcn ge\u00e7medi; ninem de sustu ve iki karde\u015fim birden.<\/p>\n Ne h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc bir \u015fark\u0131 kald\u0131 kulaklar\u0131mda<\/p>\n bilsen o so\u011fuk g\u00fcnden,<\/p>\n A\u00e7l\u0131k ve hastal\u0131k i\u00e7inde \u00f6lenlerden,<\/p>\n Onlar\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z tahta iskeleden.<\/p>\n Sen inmedin kuca\u011f\u0131nda bindi\u011fim gemiden,<\/p>\n Bir lokma ekme\u011fimiz vard\u0131;<\/p>\n ya biz yiyecektik, ya sen.<\/p>\n Ablam vard\u0131, g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fcyd\u00fc, a\u011flam\u0131yordu, s\u0131cakt\u0131 hala;<\/p>\n Kollar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131na b\u0131rak\u0131p beni,<\/p>\n bir de ekme\u011fimizi art\u0131k k\u00fcflenen,<\/p>\n Annem gibi bir k\u00f6\u015fede \u00f6ylece so\u011fudun sen.<\/p>\n Evlatlar\u0131m var \u015fimdi benim de;<\/p>\n g\u00f6lgemde boy veren.<\/p>\n Onlara seni anlat\u0131yorum;<\/p>\n Benim de babam vard\u0131 diyorum;<\/p>\n Kocaman g\u00f6vdesi, sava\u015flardan, s\u00fcrg\u00fcnden ge\u00e7en.<\/p>\n Anas\u0131n\u0131, kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131, evlatlar\u0131n\u0131 uzak bir k\u0131y\u0131ya g\u00f6men,<\/p>\n Benim de babam vard\u0131;<\/p>\n Benim i\u00e7in \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc se\u00e7en,<\/p>\n ekme\u011fi ile bana can veren.<\/p>\n Biliyor musun baba; ablam da \u00f6ld\u00fc art\u0131k<\/p>\n Ve iyice ya\u015fland\u0131m ben.<\/p>\n Ama hala \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyorum uzaktan gemiler gelip ge\u00e7erken…<\/p>\n B\u0130R \u00d6L\u00dcM, B\u0130R D\u00dc\u011e\u00dcN VE S\u00dcRG\u00dcN…. Olmasayd\u0131 bir \u00f6l\u00fcm,<\/p>\n Yahut bir d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn \u015fenlik ate\u015fli,<\/p>\n Biliyorum ah bir denesen \u00e7ok severdin beni,<\/p>\n \u2018\u2019 Bo\u015fver bunlar\u0131 sevgili,<\/b><\/p>\n Sesinden konu\u015fal\u0131m<\/b> \u2018\u2019 derdin geceleri,<\/p>\n Oysa sesim suskunlu\u011fa s\u00fcrg\u00fcn \u015fimdi…<\/p>\n \u00d6L\u00dcM ? …<\/p>\n Emeklerken bile,<\/p>\n Odaya girdi\u011fimde,<\/p>\n Aya\u011fa kalkard\u0131n; \u2018\u2019 O\u011flum <\/b>\u2018\u2019 diye,<\/p>\n Ben geldim caledaxe <\/b>\u2019n anne,<\/p>\n Uyan da bana yeniden \u015fark\u0131lar s\u00f6yle,<\/p>\n En sevdi\u011fin k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7erkeskam \u00fczerimde,<\/p>\n Yam\u00e7\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6rtece\u011fim \u00fcst\u00fcne,<\/p>\n \u00dc\u015f\u00fcme diye;<\/p>\n Ben inanm\u0131yorum \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00f6l\u00fcme…<\/p>\n <\/p>\n O BEN\u0130M YAVRUM Ben do\u011furdum O\u2019nu sanc\u0131lar i\u00e7inde,<\/p>\n Ben ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131m karn\u0131mda umut i\u00e7inde,<\/p>\n Ben yat\u0131rd\u0131m koynumda huzur i\u00e7inde.<\/p>\n O benim yavrum denize att\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z;<\/p>\n Daha ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ge\u00e7eli 3 ay oldu,<\/p>\n Beklerken so\u011fuk iskelede, hastal\u0131ktan soldu,<\/p>\n Siz atarken Karadeniz\u2019e g\u00f6zlerime kan doldu.<\/p>\n O benim yavrum denize att\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z;<\/p>\n Kuca\u011f\u0131mdayd\u0131 g\u00fcnlerdir k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bedeni,<\/p>\n Bulamad\u0131m hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u015fifa edeni,<\/p>\n Daha el kadarken var m\u0131yd\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn nedeni ?<\/p>\n O benim yavrum denize att\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z;<\/p>\n Ben diledim ben O\u2019nu tanr\u0131lardan,<\/p>\n Ben korudum bitmeyen sava\u015flardan,<\/p>\n K\u0131yamam uyand\u0131rmaya uykulardan.<\/p>\n O benim yavrum denize att\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z;<\/p>\n Ben anneyim inanmam \u00f6l\u00fcme; eyvah o\u011flum bo\u011fulur.<\/p>\n Annesiz bir \u00e7ocuk, so\u011fukta nas\u0131l uyur ?<\/p>\n O\u2019nu at\u0131nca m\u0131 denize, koca gemi kurtulur ?<\/p>\n O benim yavrum denize att\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z;<\/p>\n Bilen var m\u0131; art\u0131k bulur mu huzur ?<\/p>\n S\u00f6yleyin bana efendiler, belki ruhum avunur;<\/p>\n Denizin dibinde silah sesi daha m\u0131 az duyulur ?<\/p>\n <\/p>\n UMUDUNU Y\u0130T\u0130RME \u015fiirine ithafen… Yar\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnme,<\/p>\n Daha baba olacaks\u0131n;<\/p>\n Ve el \u00f6pt\u00fcreceksin uza\u011fa gidecek o\u011fullara,<\/p>\n M\u00fcjdeli haberler alacaks\u0131n;<\/p>\n Anka Ku\u015fu kanatlar\u0131nda,<\/p>\n Sen derdin hep; \u2018\u2019\u015fairler \u00f6lmez\u2019\u2019 diye,<\/p>\n \u00d6lmeyeceksin elbette,<\/p>\n Anavatan\u0131m\u0131za d\u00f6nece\u011fiz birlikte,<\/p>\n Sen<\/p>\n ve di\u011fer b\u00fct\u00fcn sevdal\u0131 \u015fiirler biriktiren karde\u015flerim g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcnde.<\/p>\n Hepimiz birer kardelen de\u011fil miyiz asl\u0131nda s\u00f6yle;<\/p>\n Ba\u015fkald\u0131r\u0131rken y\u00fczy\u0131llard\u0131r zulme ve esarete ?<\/p>\n Gelecek g\u00fcnden umudunu yitirme,<\/p>\n Yar\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnme,<\/p>\n D\u00f6nece\u011fiz kuca\u011f\u0131na g\u00fcn\u00fcn birinde;<\/p>\n Kainat\u0131n o en anne \u00fclkesinin birlikte …<\/p>\n UNUTMA SEVG\u0130L\u0130 \u00d6ZG\u00dcRL\u00dc\u011e\u00dcN ES\u0130R\u0130… Abhazya \u015fehitlerine ithafen…..<\/p>\n Gitti\u011fimde a\u00e7\u0131lacak m\u0131 kap\u0131n yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa;<\/p>\n Yoksa sokulacak m\u0131s\u0131n bir ba\u015fka hayat\u0131n koynuna,<\/p>\n Dayayacak m\u0131s\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fka bir omuza,<\/p>\n Dokunacak m\u0131s\u0131n o beyaz ellerinle bir ba\u015fka avuca,<\/p>\n Ey sevgili;<\/p>\n Sen ki;<\/p>\n Sevdas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcmde ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m kutsal bir emanet gibi,<\/p>\n Kederini y\u00fcklendi\u011fim s\u00fcrg\u00fcn gemileri gibi,<\/p>\n G\u00f6zlerinin \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sevdi\u011fim anne gibi,<\/p>\n Ve saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131m o \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 dost s\u0131rr\u0131 saklar gibi…<\/p>\n Sen ki;<\/p>\n Bedeli \u00fc\u00e7 y\u00fcz bin can eden \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck gibi,<\/p>\n Tutulmu\u015f s\u00f6zler gibi,<\/p>\n \u015eeref gibi,<\/p>\n Ve cesaretle \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00fczerine gitmek gibisin…<\/p>\n Sen ki;<\/p>\n Bir at s\u0131rt\u0131nda da\u011flar ge\u00e7mek,<\/p>\n Tanka, topa, mermiye direnmek,<\/p>\n Vatan topra\u011f\u0131na y\u00fcz s\u00fcrmek<\/p>\n Ve \u00fcst\u00fcnde secde etmek gibisin…<\/p>\n Sen ki; De\u011fip ge\u00e7tin,<\/p>\n Delip ge\u00e7tin,<\/p>\n Bana \u2018\u2019sevgili\u2019\u2019 deyip ge\u00e7tin.<\/p>\n \u015eimdi \u00f6mr\u00fcm yaral\u0131 bir ku\u015f gibi,<\/p>\n Bir kap\u0131 e\u015fi\u011finde bekliyorum sesini;<\/p>\n Y\u00fcre\u011fime bir koltuk de\u011fne\u011fi,<\/p>\n G\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcme bir yama arar gibi.<\/p>\n Gidiyorum;<\/p>\n Bil ki; yerin hep haz\u0131r koynumda,<\/p>\n Omzumda yer var hala ba\u015f\u0131na,<\/p>\n Ve hi\u00e7bir el de\u011fmeyecek avcuma.<\/p>\n Kederin kederim,<\/p>\n G\u00f6zlerinin \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131; nedeni \u015fiirlerimin,<\/p>\n Ve sevdan emanetim olacak daima.<\/p>\n Ey sevgili;<\/p>\n Kirli postallar geziyor anavatan\u0131m \u00fczerinde,<\/p>\n \u0130sterdim ki;<\/p>\n \u00c7at\u0131\u015fmalar olmas\u0131n yery\u00fcz\u00fcnde,<\/p>\n \u00c7ocuklar \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclmesin kalle\u015f\u00e7e,<\/p>\n Ve a\u011flamas\u0131n hi\u00e7bir anne;<\/p>\n G\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek kar\u015f\u0131layan evlad\u0131na y\u00fcz s\u00fcr\u00fcp; \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc bile,<\/p>\n Ayr\u0131l\u0131k \u015fiirleri gezinmesin hi\u00e7bir sevdal\u0131n\u0131n dilinde,<\/p>\n Ve \u00e7almas\u0131n a\u011flatan kafe,<\/p>\n D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnler yap\u0131ls\u0131n yine gecelerce,<\/p>\n Gen\u00e7 k\u0131zlar ve delikanl\u0131lar ve o\u015fhamafe…<\/p>\n \u0130sterdim ki;<\/p>\n \u00c7a\u011f\u0131rmas\u0131n beni vatan sevdas\u0131,<\/p>\n \u00c7a\u011f\u0131rmas\u0131n \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck kavgas\u0131,<\/p>\n Oysa bir \u00fclke var orada,<\/p>\n Yak\u0131n de\u011fil,<\/p>\n Uzak de\u011fil,<\/p>\n Gidemem ama; zaten hi\u00e7 d\u00f6nmedim.<\/p>\n Bir \u00fclke var orada s\u00fcrg\u00fcn edildi\u011fim,<\/p>\n Ey sevgili;<\/p>\n Gidiyorum,<\/p>\n Kim bilir belki d\u00f6nemeyebilirim.<\/p>\n Bir sevgilim daha var senden ba\u015fka benim;<\/p>\n Ad\u0131na \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck dedi\u011fim,<\/p>\n U\u011fruna \u00fc\u00e7 y\u00fcz bin can daha veririm,<\/p>\n Beklersen; koynuna ba\u015f\u0131m dik d\u00f6nerim.<\/p>\n \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ben senin sevdandan gayri;<\/p>\n \u00d6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn de esiriyim…<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" GUAŞHE Bu öyle eski, Öyle sıcak, Öyle güzel, Öyle tanıdık, Ve öyle hüzünlü bir sözcük ki; Destanlardan, Savaşlardan, Kaf Dağ’ından kalan. Sence sahiden guaşhe miyim? Ve hayat bizi bunca örseliyorken öyle kalabilecek miyim? NERESİ VATAN BANA, NERESİ SÜRGÜN? Binerken yüklediğim umutlarımı; Kağıttan gemilerim vardı, Sürüldüm yalınayak anavatandan. 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\n\u00d6yle s\u0131cak,
\n\u00d6yle g\u00fczel,
\n\u00d6yle tan\u0131d\u0131k,<\/p>\n
\nDestanlardan,
\nSava\u015flardan,
\nKaf Da\u011f\u2019\u0131ndan kalan.
\nSence sahiden gua\u015fhe miyim?
\nVe hayat bizi bunca \u00f6rseliyorken \u00f6yle kalabilecek miyim?<\/b><\/p>\n
\nNERES\u0130 VATAN BANA, NERES\u0130 S\u00dcRG\u00dcN?<\/b><\/p>\n
\nKa\u011f\u0131ttan gemilerim vard\u0131,
\nS\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fcm yal\u0131nayak anavatandan.<\/p>\n
\nBatt\u0131 bir ka\u00e7\u0131,
\nHaz etmedim o g\u00fcn bu g\u00fcn hi\u00e7 ya\u015famaktan.<\/p>\n
\nAt s\u0131rt\u0131nda sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 r\u00fczgar yalard\u0131,
\nYoruldum destan kokan bir ge\u00e7mi\u015fle avunmaktan.<\/p>\n
\nYa\u011fmaland\u0131 evler, \u015fehirler bombaland\u0131,
\nUtand\u0131m k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir k\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011fu gibi g\u00f6zlerinize korkuyla bakmaktan.<\/p>\n
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011fe akard\u0131,
\nBilmem neresi vatan bana, neresi s\u00fcrg\u00fcn gayr\u0131,
\nB\u0131kt\u0131m yata\u011f\u0131 de\u011fi\u015fmi\u015f nehirlere akmaktan.<\/p>\n
\nYET\u0130M KALACAK<\/b><\/p>\n
\nArd\u0131mda bir \u00f6m\u00fcr b\u0131rakarak,
\nDuvar\u0131nda babam\u0131n resmi,
\nHer odas\u0131nda bir hat\u0131ra gizli,<\/p>\n
\nDo\u011fdu\u011fum ev ki;
\nY\u00fcz\u00fc geni\u015f bir avluya bakard\u0131,
\nBabam geldi\u011finde;
\nAnnem, aya\u011fa kalkard\u0131,
\nBah\u00e7esinde nadide \u00e7i\u00e7ekler vard\u0131,
\nBir tek bu bah\u00e7ede b\u00f6ylesi g\u00fczel kokard\u0131,
\nAt binmeyi \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fim i\u00e7inde,
\nBah\u00e7em yetim kalacak.<\/p>\n
\nR\u00fczgardan h\u0131zl\u0131 ko\u015fard\u0131,
\nHanede karda\u015f\u0131m,
\nSava\u015fta can yolda\u015f\u0131m,
\nSevdada s\u0131rda\u015f\u0131md\u0131,
\nBenimle u\u00e7urumdan atlayan,
\nDostlu\u011fumu s\u0131rtlayan,
\nSevdam\u0131 saklayan,
\nAt\u0131m yetim kalacak.<\/p>\n
\nS\u00fctten ak elleri vard\u0131,
\nWoredler s\u00f6yler, p\u015fine \u00e7alard\u0131,
\nBaz\u0131 zamanlar g\u00f6zleri uzaklara dalard\u0131,
\nG\u00fcld\u00fc m\u00fc; her defas\u0131nda kalbimi yeniden \u00e7alard\u0131,<\/p>\n
\nArd\u0131mda bir sevda b\u0131rakarak,
\nBiliyorum \u015fimdi de\u011femez O\u2019na kimsenin eli,
\nYurdumun topra\u011f\u0131 kucaklar;
\nSevdam\u0131n ince bedenini,
\n\u00dczerine kapan\u0131p a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7li i\u00e7li;
\nMezar\u0131 yetim kalacak.<\/p>\n
\nGidiyor musun;
\nDaha sar\u0131l\u0131p uyuyacakt\u0131k beraber oysa,
\nBen masal anlatacakt\u0131m sana;
\nYolu d\u00fc\u015fmeyen \u00f6l\u00fcme ve sava\u015flara,
\n\u00c7at\u0131\u015fmalar sonras\u0131 eve d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015flerde,<\/p>\n
\nGidiyordun; sordum sana;<\/p>\n
\nSevgili dedem Mam\u0131j Adil \u00d6zdamar\u2019a…<\/p>\n
\nHepten \u2018\u2019 \u0131skalayacakt\u0131 <\/b>\u2018\u2019 hayatlar\u0131m\u0131z birbirini;<\/p>\n
\nO benim yavrum denize att\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z;<\/p>\n
\nSevgili Mustafa Atalar\u2019\u0131n \u2018\u2019 Kainat\u0131n en annesine \u2019\u2019<\/p>\n
\nGelecek g\u00fcnden umudunu yitirme,<\/p>\n
\nA\u015fka s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131p \u015fark\u0131lar s\u00f6ylerdik,
\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc a\u015fk; da\u011flar\u0131n ard\u0131nda bir sakin limand\u0131,
\nF\u0131rt\u0131nalardan ge\u00e7ince var\u0131lan.
\nBilirsin; biz de s\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck atlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 as\u0131rlar \u00f6nce a\u015fka \u00e7\u0131kan yoku\u015flara,
\nSarp da\u011flardan ge\u00e7ip,
\nAsi nehirler i\u00e7mi\u015ftik kana kana,
\nVe anavatan bilmi\u015ftik;
\nOnca sava\u015ftan sa\u011f \u00e7\u0131kan yorgun bedenlerimizi,
\nOysa \u015fimdi yine sustu p\u015fine,
\nSustu \u015fark\u0131lar,
\nBombalar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor biliyorsun uzak \u015fehirlere,
\nVuruluyor a\u015fklar…
\nBir sabah uyan\u0131p g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcnde buldu\u011fum ba\u015f\u0131mda esiyor korkuyla r\u00fczgarlar…
\nUnutma sak\u0131n sevgili;
\nFethedilip d\u00f6n\u00fclmez olsa da anavatanlar;
\nGider yana\u015f\u0131r\u0131z yine de elbet; asloland\u0131r limanlar…<\/p>\n
\nBa\u011f\u0131ms\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n 11.y\u0131ld\u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcnde t\u00fcm<\/p>\n
\nHep bir siper ard\u0131nda ge\u00e7en \u00f6mr\u00fcme de\u011fdin kur\u015fun gibi,<\/p>\n