{"id":8321,"date":"2020-03-10T14:49:29","date_gmt":"2020-03-10T19:49:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/circassiancenter.com\/tr\/?p=8321"},"modified":"2021-12-30T16:35:59","modified_gmt":"2021-12-30T22:35:59","slug":"kuban-seauhmann","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/kuban-seauhmann\/","title":{"rendered":"Kuban Seauhmann"},"content":{"rendered":"

21 May\u0131s<\/strong><\/p>\n

Kur\u015funa dizilmi\u015f<\/p>\n

gelincik tarlas\u0131.<\/p>\n

U\u00e7u\u015fuyor yapraklar\u0131 kara, kapkara<\/p>\n

denizin \u00fczerinde.<\/p>\n

Bir gemi, i\u00e7inde s\u00fcrg\u00fcn y\u00fcrekleri<\/p>\n

ta\u015f\u0131r g\u0131c\u0131rdayarak.<\/p>\n

Bir anne, \u00f6l\u00fc bebe\u011fini emzirir, atmas\u0131nlar<\/p>\n

denize diye..<\/p>\n

R\u00fczgar a\u011flar,<\/p>\n

bulutlar a\u011flar,<\/p>\n

gemi a\u011flar.<\/p>\n

Anne a\u011flamaz,<\/p>\n

korkar.<\/p>\n

Bebe\u011finin denize at\u0131lmas\u0131ndan korkar.<\/p>\n

Elinden al\u0131rlar k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Adige’yi<\/p>\n

b\u0131rak\u0131rlar Karadeniz’in so\u011fuk sular\u0131na.<\/p>\n

Gelincik tarlas\u0131ndan kopup gelmi\u015f<\/p>\n

yapraklar birle\u015fir.<\/p>\n

Al\u0131rlar Adige bebe\u011fi.<\/p>\n

De\u011fdirmezler bir damla bile<\/p>\n

k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bedenine…<\/p>\n

Ta\u015f\u0131rlar onu sonsuzlu\u011fa…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Vancouver 2002<\/p>\n

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Beyaz Atl\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u00c7elik gibiydi y\u00fcre\u011fi, s\u0131\u011fmazd\u0131 d\u00fcnyaya<\/p>\n

G\u00fclery\u00fczl\u00fc ve ya\u015fam doluydu.<\/p>\n

A\u011flayana destek olur,<\/p>\n

g\u00fclenle g\u00fclerdi..<\/p>\n

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Kimse g\u00f6rmedi onu a\u011flarken,<\/p>\n

Kimse g\u00f6rmedi onu s\u0131zlan\u0131rken,<\/p>\n

Kimse g\u00f6rmedi onu bo\u015f otururken.<\/p>\n

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\u00c7ok k\u0131zard\u0131 a\u011flayana.<\/p>\n

\u00c7al\u0131\u015f a\u011flama diye elini uzat\u0131rd\u0131, y\u00fcre\u011fini yan\u0131na koyarak.<\/p>\n

Dedesi \u00f6\u011fretmi\u015f, Kafkasya’dan getirdi\u011fi yam\u00e7\u0131yla,<\/p>\n

nas\u0131l at binildi\u011fini…<\/p>\n

At binmek i\u00e7in \u00f6nce hakk\u0131n olacak derdi.<\/p>\n

Git biraz \u00e7ift s\u00fcr…<\/p>\n

Thamade olmak kolay de\u011fil. En \u00e7ok sen \u00e7al\u0131\u015facaks\u0131n<\/p>\n

diye kendine \u00f6\u011f\u00fctler verirdi, benim bile zor duydu\u011fum bir sesle.<\/p>\n

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Elleri yumu\u015fac\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n

Y\u00fcre\u011fi yumu\u015fac\u0131kt\u0131,<\/p>\n

Sesi yumu\u015fac\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn \u00c7atalarmut’a seslenirken duydum.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ok \u00f6zl\u00fcyormu\u015f \u00fclkesini.<\/p>\n

Uzaktan gelen p\u015fine sesi konu\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 bast\u0131r\u0131rken,<\/p>\n

y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki gerilme hat hat y\u00fcre\u011finin izini<\/p>\n

b\u0131rak\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00c7ok k\u0131zard\u0131 a\u011flayana!<\/p>\n

A\u011flama \u00e7al\u0131\u015f…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Amans\u0131z hastal\u0131k yakalad\u0131 bedenini,<\/p>\n

onu \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaktan etti.<\/p>\n

B\u00fcy\u00fck ac\u0131lar verdi.<\/p>\n

Kalkacak derman\u0131 yoktu.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zlerinde ac\u0131n\u0131n zerresini g\u00f6remedik.<\/p>\n

K\u0131zkarde\u015fim a\u011flay\u0131nca<\/p>\n

\u015fim\u015fek gibi \u00e7akt\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fc.<\/p>\n

A\u011flama… Git annene yard\u0131m et…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

ve ayr\u0131ld\u0131 bu d\u00fcnyadan.<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcmde g\u00f6rd\u00fcm uzun zaman.<\/p>\n

Bazen g\u00fclen, bazen k\u0131zan haliyle.<\/p>\n

Hep tuttum kendimi…<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn beyaz at\u0131na binmi\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fcm onu,<\/p>\n

Kamas\u0131yla, \u00e7izmesiyle, yam\u00e7\u0131s\u0131yla, kalpa\u011f\u0131yla<\/p>\n

Art\u0131k ben gidiyorum o\u011flum.<\/p>\n

Adigey’e d\u00f6n\u00fcyorum dedi.<\/p>\n

At\u0131 \u00c7atalarmut’a kadar r\u00fczgar gibi esti,<\/p>\n

oraya var\u0131nca \u015fim\u015fek gibi \u00e7ak\u0131p g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne<\/p>\n

y\u00fckseldi.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcmden bir damla ya\u015f akt\u0131…<\/p>\n

A\u011flamad\u0131m…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bu bir vedayd\u0131…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Vancouver 2000<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

21 Mayıs Kurşuna dizilmiş gelincik tarlası. Uçuşuyor yaprakları kara, kapkara denizin üzerinde. Bir gemi, içinde sürgün yürekleri taşır gıcırdayarak. Bir anne, ölü bebeğini emzirir, atmasınlar denize diye.. Rüzgar ağlar, bulutlar ağlar, gemi ağlar. Anne ağlamaz, korkar. Bebeğinin denize atılmasından korkar. Elinden alırlar küçük Adige’yi bırakırlar Karadeniz’in soğuk sularına. Gelincik tarlasından kopup gelmiş yapraklar birleşir. Alırlar […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0,"ocean_post_layout":"","ocean_both_sidebars_style":"","ocean_both_sidebars_content_width":0,"ocean_both_sidebars_sidebars_width":0,"ocean_sidebar":"0","ocean_second_sidebar":"0","ocean_disable_margins":"enable","ocean_add_body_class":"","ocean_shortcode_before_top_bar":"","ocean_shortcode_after_top_bar":"","ocean_shortcode_before_header":"","ocean_shortcode_after_header":"","ocean_has_shortcode":"","ocean_shortcode_after_title":"","ocean_shortcode_before_footer_widgets":"","ocean_shortcode_after_footer_widgets":"","ocean_shortcode_before_footer_bottom":"","ocean_shortcode_after_footer_bottom":"","ocean_display_top_bar":"default","ocean_display_header":"default","ocean_header_style":"","ocean_center_header_left_menu":"0","ocean_custom_header_template":"0","ocean_custom_logo":0,"ocean_custom_retina_logo":0,"ocean_custom_logo_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_tablet_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_mobile_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_max_height":0,"ocean_custom_logo_tablet_max_height":0,"ocean_custom_logo_mobile_max_height":0,"ocean_header_custom_menu":"0","ocean_menu_typo_font_family":"0","ocean_menu_typo_font_subset":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_size":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_unit":"px","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight_tablet":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight_mobile":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform_tablet":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform_mobile":"","ocean_menu_typo_line_height":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_unit":"","ocean_menu_typo_spacing":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_unit":"","ocean_menu_link_color":"","ocean_menu_link_color_hover":"","ocean_menu_link_color_active":"","ocean_menu_link_background":"","ocean_menu_link_hover_background":"","ocean_menu_link_active_background":"","ocean_menu_social_links_bg":"","ocean_menu_social_hover_links_bg":"","ocean_menu_social_links_color":"","ocean_menu_social_hover_links_color":"","ocean_disable_title":"default","ocean_disable_heading":"default","ocean_post_title":"","ocean_post_subheading":"","ocean_post_title_style":"","ocean_post_title_background_color":"","ocean_post_title_background":0,"ocean_post_title_bg_image_position":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_attachment":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_repeat":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_size":"","ocean_post_title_height":0,"ocean_post_title_bg_overlay":0.5,"ocean_post_title_bg_overlay_color":"","ocean_disable_breadcrumbs":"default","ocean_breadcrumbs_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_separator_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_links_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_links_hover_color":"","ocean_display_footer_widgets":"default","ocean_display_footer_bottom":"default","ocean_custom_footer_template":"0","ocean_post_oembed":"","ocean_post_self_hosted_media":"","ocean_post_video_embed":"","ocean_link_format":"","ocean_link_format_target":"self","ocean_quote_format":"","ocean_quote_format_link":"post","ocean_gallery_link_images":"off","ocean_gallery_id":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[117],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8321","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-siirler","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8321","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8321"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8321\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8322,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8321\/revisions\/8322"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8321"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8321"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8321"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}