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S\u00dcRG\u00dcN<\/strong><\/p>\n Elbruz’un Tepesinden do\u011fdu g\u00fcne\u015f<\/p>\n Yava\u015f yava\u015f eteklerine indi<\/p>\n Ama ne’ye yarard\u0131ki<\/p>\n Is\u0131tamayacak,<\/p>\n sevindiremeyecekse insanlar\u0131<\/p>\n \u0130sterse ayaklar\u0131 dibine insindi.<\/p>\n G\u00fcne\u015f Elbruz’un tepesinde do\u011farken<\/p>\n Eteklerinde batt\u0131<\/p>\n Ve y\u0131llar s\u00fcren sava\u015f\u0131 bitirip<\/p>\n Kafkasya\u2019da g\u00f6\u00e7\u00fc ba\u015flatt\u0131.<\/p>\n G\u00fcn do\u011farken y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc konvoy<\/p>\n At\u2026Koyun, s\u0131\u011f\u0131r, at\u2026 Ka\u011fn\u0131.<\/p>\n At… Erkek ba\u015f\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcnde.<\/p>\n At… \u00c7ocuk her\u015feyden habersiz<\/p>\n At… G\u00f6z\u00fc ya\u015fl\u0131 bir s\u00fcr\u00fc di\u015fi<\/p>\n \u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcne\u015f do\u011fdu Elbruz’un tepesinden<\/p>\n \u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcn karanl\u0131k kald\u0131 etekleri<\/p>\n Ve sonunda terketti karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n Bir bu\u00e7uk milyon ki\u015fi<\/p>\n Bo\u015f; bombo\u015f kald\u0131 evleri<\/p>\n B\u00f6yle ba\u015flad\u0131 bilinmeyene yolculuk<\/p>\n Yollara d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc bir \u00e7ok \u00e7aresiz insan<\/p>\n Erkek, kad\u0131n, \u00e7oluk \u00e7ocuk.<\/p>\n \u0130mamlar var \u00f6nde<\/p>\n Biz Naip deriz onlara<\/p>\n Din, Vatan i\u00e7in sava\u015f\u0131n derken<\/p>\n Onlar ka\u00e7may\u0131 \u00f6\u011f\u00fctl\u00fcyor insanlara<\/p>\n Art\u0131k zay\u0131f d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcz<\/p>\n D\u00fc\u015fman girecekmi\u015f yurda<\/p>\n Ve o zaman ya\u015famak,<\/p>\n bar\u0131nmak g\u00fcnahm\u0131\u015f burda<\/p>\n Hay senin dinini\u2026 diyerek<\/p>\n Kalk\u0131yor birisi<\/p>\n Fakat susturuyorlar<\/p>\n \u00c7abuk kesiliyor sesi.<\/p>\n Vaz ge\u00e7iyor bir yi\u011fit ben ka\u00e7mam diye.<\/p>\n Burada \u00f6lece\u011fim deyip d\u00f6n\u00fcveriyor,<\/p>\n At\u0131n\u0131 kam\u00e7\u0131l\u0131yor geriye.<\/p>\n Kafir diyor bir a\u011f\u0131zdan \u0130mamlar.<\/p>\n S\u0131k\u0131lmadan bir kahraman\u0131 lanetliyorlar.<\/p>\n \u0130lerliyor konvoy.<\/p>\n \u00d6nden arkas\u0131, arkadan \u00f6n\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez.<\/p>\n Hedef neresi?<\/p>\n bilinmez<\/p>\n Arkadan s\u00fcr\u00fckleniyor aldananlar.<\/p>\n Din ad\u0131na vatan\u0131 b\u0131rakanlar<\/p>\n Zavall\u0131, aldat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f insanlar.<\/p>\n \u015eamil’in, Hac\u0131 Murat’\u0131n \u00e7ocuklar\u0131<\/p>\n Kafir olmamak i\u00e7in ka\u00e7an kahramanlar.<\/p>\n S\u00f6yledik ya. \u00d6nde \u0130mamlar<\/p>\n Arkas\u0131nda servetini, m\u00fclk\u00fcn\u00fc ka\u00e7\u0131ran<\/p>\n kendini kurtaran a\u011falar.<\/p>\n Derken hastal\u0131k ba\u015fl\u0131yor birden<\/p>\n Bir r\u00fczgar gibi esip ge\u00e7iyor salg\u0131n<\/p>\n G\u00fcc\u00fc bitmi\u015f insanlar\u0131n i\u00e7inden<\/p>\n G\u00fcnlerce \u00e7ekilen ac\u0131, eziyet,zul\u00fcm<\/p>\n Ve vatandan uzakta gelen son.<\/p>\n Pi\u015fmanl\u0131k, \u00e7aresizlik… ve \u00d6l\u00fcm.<\/p>\n Art\u0131k mezarl\u0131\u011fa d\u00f6n\u00fcyor her konak yeri.<\/p>\n Birer birer topra\u011fa veriyorlar \u00f6l\u00fcleri.<\/p>\n \u00d6nce ya\u015fl\u0131lar<\/p>\n Sonra \u00e7ocuklar<\/p>\n Daha sonra kad\u0131nlar<\/p>\n Ve her konak yerinde bir mezar<\/p>\n \u00d6l\u00fcler, mezarlar… mezarl\u0131klar<\/p>\n A\u011flayan analar, yetim \u00e7ocuklar.<\/p>\n \u00c7aresizlik i\u00e7inde<\/p>\n \u0130leri gidemeyen<\/p>\n geriye d\u00f6nemeyen zavall\u0131 insanc\u0131klar.<\/p>\n A\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r ilerliyor konvoy.<\/p>\n \u00d6nde \u0130mamlar,arkada a\u011falar<\/p>\n Daha arkas\u0131nda a\u00e7, a\u00e7\u0131k,<\/p>\n hasta, \u00e7\u0131plak insanlar<\/p>\n Yar\u0131s\u0131 yolda \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f aileler<\/p>\n Yasl\u0131 analar, babalar….<\/p>\n Ve sonunda denize iniyorlar<\/p>\n Da\u011f\u0131l\u0131yorlar buradan d\u00f6rt bir yana<\/p>\n Kucak a\u00e7\u0131yorlar guruplar halinde;<\/p>\n Her gurup ayr\u0131 bir zaman’a.<\/p>\n \u0130mamlar birer kurtar\u0131c\u0131 gibi,<\/p>\n Din’i kurtarman\u0131n sevab\u0131n\u0131 anlat\u0131yor herbiri.<\/p>\n Zavall\u0131 halk seviniyor.<\/p>\n \u00c7ekti\u011fi ac\u0131ya bakmadan.<\/p>\n Halifenin \u00fclkesindeler art\u0131k.<\/p>\n Buras\u0131 yeni vatan.<\/p>\n Da\u011f\u0131l\u0131yorlar \u00dclkenin d\u00f6rt yan\u0131na.<\/p>\n Kafkas k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6mmek \u00fczere getiriyorlar<\/p>\n T\u00fcrk vatan\u0131na.<\/p>\n De\u011fi\u015fen bir \u015fey olmuyor.<\/p>\n A\u011falar yine a\u011fa gibi ya\u015f\u0131yor,<\/p>\n Yoksul yine yoksulca.<\/p>\n Ve zaman ge\u00e7ip Tarih oldu\u011funda,<\/p>\n Din ad\u0131na vatan\u0131 terkedenler,<\/p>\n Dillerinide unutuyorlar birer birer.<\/p>\n A\u011fustos 1985<\/p>\n D\u0130L\u0130M<\/strong><\/p>\n Dilim.<\/p>\n Zor g\u00fcnlerimde s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131m kale.<\/p>\n D\u00fc\u015fman’a kar\u015f\u0131 z\u0131rh\u0131m, kalkan\u0131m<\/p>\n Ve dilim.Yolumu ayd\u0131nlatan me\u015fale<\/p>\n Dilim<\/p>\n \u00d6ks\u00fcz evlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n Bildi\u011fim ama konu\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131m,<\/p>\n Ve yazamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n Unutmama\u011fa yemin etti\u011fim alfabe.<\/p>\n Zavall\u0131 dilim.<\/p>\n Her g\u00fcn biraz daha yitirdi\u011fim.<\/p>\n BEN UNUTMADIM<\/strong><\/p>\n Hep unuttun, unuttun diyorsun.<\/p>\n Hep beni su\u00e7luyorsunda<\/p>\n Neden, nas\u0131l demiyorsun.<\/p>\n Ben mi istedim san\u0131yorsun.<\/p>\n Dilimi kopartt\u0131lar be.<\/p>\n Dilimi. …<\/p>\n Lanet olsun;<\/p>\n Haf\u0131zam\u0131 y\u0131rt\u0131p ald\u0131lar<\/p>\n Bir yaprak gibi.<\/p>\n Y\u00fcz y\u0131l boyu yonttular beni,<\/p>\n Diledikleri bi\u00e7ime sokmak i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n Y\u00fczy\u0131l.<\/p>\n Geriye bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda bo\u015fluk g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n \u0130leriye bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda bo\u015fluk.<\/p>\n K\u00f6k\u00fcm yok muydu benim;<\/p>\n G\u00f6ktenmi d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm be.<\/p>\n S\u00f6ylesene.<\/p>\n Kara y\u0131\u011fd\u0131lar pencereme<\/p>\n Kara.<\/p>\n G\u00fcne\u015fi g\u00f6r\u00fcrsem uyan\u0131r\u0131m diye.<\/p>\n Uyan\u0131rda kap\u0131lar\u0131na dayan\u0131r\u0131m diye.<\/p>\n Beni saraylar\u0131na hizmet\u00e7i,<\/p>\n S\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131na bek\u00e7i koydular.<\/p>\n Bedenimi kullanmak i\u00e7in,<\/p>\n Ruhumu soydular be;<\/p>\n Ruhumu.<\/p>\n Yinede direndim.<\/p>\n Ama,bunca direnebildim.<\/p>\n Bir daha unuttun deme.<\/p>\n Ben unutmad\u0131m;<\/p>\n Bu kadar \u00f6\u011frenebildim.<\/p>\n \u015eubat 1989.<\/p>\n BIR DA\u011e\u2019K\u0130 O<\/p>\n Bir da\u011f’ki o ba\u015f\u0131nda d\u00f6rt mevsim kar.<\/p>\n Bir kar’ki beyaz\u0131 g\u00f6zleri yakar.<\/p>\n Bir da\u011fki o<\/p>\n Doruklar\u0131nda efkar<\/p>\n Etekleri bahar.<\/p>\n Yaylalar\u0131nda halk\u0131m ya\u015far.<\/p>\n Bir da\u011fki o;<\/p>\n kuca\u011f\u0131 ana gibi s\u0131cak.<\/p>\n Yiten yavrular\u0131na a\u011flar y\u00fczy\u0131ld\u0131r.<\/p>\n Irmak \u0131rmak.<\/p>\n Bir da\u011f ki o<\/p>\n masallardaki gibi.<\/p>\n Ba\u015f\u0131 y\u0131ld\u0131zlarla yanyana,<\/p>\n G\u00f6gs\u00fc cennet ye\u015fili.<\/p>\n Bir da\u011fki o;<\/p>\n Deniz gelmi\u015f ayaklar\u0131na.<\/p>\n BEN VEYA SEN.<\/strong><\/p>\n Ben Etten s\u00f6klen t\u0131rnak.<\/p>\n Kopart\u0131lan anas\u0131ndan, a\u011flayarak.<\/p>\n Ve ben.Kendinden ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131lan,<\/p>\n zorla g\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fclen,<\/p>\n bir s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcn bir kuzusu<\/p>\n Ba\u015fkas\u0131 olamayan.<\/p>\n Kendini bulamayan ben.<\/p>\n Daha \u00e7ocuk \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda Ethem’i \u00f6\u011frenen<\/p>\n Ama ger\u00e7e\u011fi \u00f6\u011frenemeyen<\/p>\n Ethem’den utanan<\/p>\n Rauf’u, Yusuf’u tan\u0131mayan ben.<\/p>\n Ergenekon’u ezberleyen<\/p>\n Halk\u0131n\u0131n s\u00fcrg\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc bilmeyen<\/p>\n \u0130ki yabanc\u0131 dil bilen,<\/p>\n kendi dilini \u00f6\u011frenemeyen<\/p>\n ve \u00f6\u011fretemeyen.<\/p>\n g\u00fcnden g\u00fcne t\u00fckenen,<\/p>\n ge\u00e7mi\u015fi olan,<\/p>\n Gelece\u011fi olmayan ben<\/p>\n Veya sen<\/p>\n Nisan 1988<\/p>\n PROBLEM<\/strong><\/p>\n T\u00fcrk T\u00fcrkiye’de,<\/p>\n \u0130spanyol \u0130spanya’da<\/p>\n Arap Suriye’de<\/p>\n Halk\u0131m T\u00fcrkiye’de<\/p>\n Halk\u0131m \u0130spanya’da<\/p>\n Ve Halk\u0131m Suriye’de.<\/p>\n Bir hata var bu denklemde,<\/p>\n bir hata var.<\/p>\n Ama nerede ?<\/p>\n Ekim 1984<\/p>\n SON \u0130STASYON<\/strong><\/p>\n Ak\u00fclt\u00fcrasyon<\/p>\n Ajitasyon<\/p>\n Asimilasyon<\/p>\n Dilsiz halk<\/p>\n Ruhsuz s\u00fcr\u00fc<\/p>\n Tarihin batakl\u0131\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n Son \u0130stasyon.<\/p>\n Kas\u0131m 1982<\/p>\n NE D\u0130YECE\u011e\u0130M<\/strong><\/p>\n Hat\u0131rlasana.<\/p>\n Birlikte b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck seninle.<\/p>\n Ayn\u0131 be\u015fikte uyuduk,<\/p>\n Ayn\u0131 e\u015fikten atlad\u0131k.<\/p>\n Birlikte g\u00fcld\u00fck,<\/p>\n Birlikte a\u011flad\u0131k.<\/p>\n D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnlere birlikte girdik seninle;<\/p>\n Azm\u0131 oynad\u0131k,<\/p>\n Azm\u0131 dal\u0131p gittik<\/p>\n M\u0131z\u0131kan\u0131n sesinde.<\/p>\n Eskilerden dinledi\u011fimiz<\/p>\n O masal \u00fclkesine,<\/p>\n Azm\u0131 Ant i\u00e7tik<\/p>\n Birg\u00fcn d\u00f6nece\u011fimize.<\/p>\n D\u00fcn gibi hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum;<\/p>\n Sen bebek kadar uysal,<\/p>\n Seteneyce bilge.<\/p>\n Sen \u00f6rste k\u0131v\u0131lc\u0131md\u0131n<\/p>\n yeri geldi\u011finde.<\/p>\n Sen oyuna kalkt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda,<\/p>\n Sava\u015f\u00e7\u0131lar at binerdi.<\/p>\n G\u00fcn do\u011fard\u0131 g\u00f6zlerinde.<\/p>\n \u015eim\u015fekler susar,<\/p>\n G\u00f6k durulur,<\/p>\n Ya\u011fmur dinerdi.<\/p>\n Her d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnde ,<\/p>\n Bin g\u00f6kku\u015fa\u011f\u0131 do\u011fard\u0131 sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n Bin \u00e7i\u011fdem, bin menek\u015fe,<\/p>\n Bin papatya,<\/p>\n Bir anda ye\u015ferirdi topraktan.<\/p>\n Sen b\u00f6ylemiydin o zaman.<\/p>\n Bir militan kadar kararl\u0131,<\/p>\n Bilim kadar kesin.<\/p>\n Sen kalk\u0131p konu\u015ftu\u011funda,<\/p>\n Ruhlar\u0131 paklard\u0131 sesin.<\/p>\n Dua kadar yumu\u015fak,<\/p>\n \u00d6l\u00fcm kadar keskin,<\/p>\n Ger\u00e7e\u011fi y\u00fczlere \u00e7arpard\u0131 s\u00f6zlerin.<\/p>\n Ve bir anda<\/p>\n Umursamazl\u0131\u011f\u0131n yerini al\u0131rd\u0131 h\u00fcz\u00fcn.<\/p>\n Ac\u0131s\u0131 sarard\u0131 y\u00fcrekleri,<\/p>\n S\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn.<\/p>\n Bir \u00e7o\u011fu ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcne e\u011ferken,<\/p>\n Sen devam ederdin anlatma\u011fa,<\/p>\n Kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n yerden.<\/p>\n \u015eark\u0131lar\u0131m senin dilinde g\u00fczeldi.<\/p>\n Senin dilinde sevda,<\/p>\n Senin dilinde kavgayd\u0131.<\/p>\n Ama sen bile,<\/p>\n En ummad\u0131k anda,<\/p>\n B\u0131rak\u0131verdin bizi yar\u0131 yolda.<\/p>\n Satt\u0131n…<\/p>\n deme\u011fe varm\u0131yor dilim.<\/p>\n Kavgan\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftin ya sevdanla.<\/p>\n Hemde bir yabanc\u0131ya.<\/p>\n Ama aldanma.<\/p>\n Daha ilk g\u00fcnden,<\/p>\n bir ba\u015fka kavgadas\u0131n.<\/p>\n Ya o sen ,<\/p>\n Ya sen o olacaks\u0131n.<\/p>\n Art\u0131k \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 anlamayacaklar.<\/p>\n Sen s\u00f6yledik\u00e7e g\u00fclecekler;<\/p>\n Bizi a\u011flatan na\u011fmelere.<\/p>\n Sen oyuna kalkt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda,<\/p>\n Sava\u015f\u00e7\u0131lar at binmeyecek art\u0131k.<\/p>\n D\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnde,<\/p>\n G\u00f6k renklere bezenmeyecek.<\/p>\n \u015eunu iyi bil ki,<\/p>\n Sen onlara \u00f6zeneceksin.<\/p>\n ve fakat,<\/p>\n onlar sana \u00f6zenmeyecek.<\/p>\n Eskiden biz derdin<\/p>\n Art\u0131k diyemeyeceksin.<\/p>\n G\u00fcn gelecek<\/p>\n Bir de \u00e7ocu\u011fun olacak.<\/p>\n Ay\u015fe, Fatma ya da Ali.<\/p>\n Fakat bize benzemeyecek hali,<\/p>\n Bize benzemeyecek dili.<\/p>\n Kuca\u011f\u0131nda bir masum;<\/p>\n O sana,<\/p>\n Sen ona mahkum.<\/p>\n Art\u0131k d\u00f6n\u00fclmezin e\u015fi\u011finde<\/p>\n Ruhunda bir kelep\u00e7e ile,<\/p>\n \u00d6ylesine ya\u015fayacaks\u0131n.<\/p>\n Fakat \u00e7are yok;<\/p>\n Bu iklime uyacak,<\/p>\n Bu topra\u011fa k\u00f6k salacaks\u0131n.<\/p>\n Bir g\u00fcn biz d\u00f6n\u00fcp giderken,<\/p>\n Sen burada kalacaks\u0131n.<\/p>\n L\u00fctfen s\u00f6yle;<\/p>\n Seni sorduklar\u0131nda ne diyeyim.<\/p>\n Bir hata etti\u011fini,<\/p>\n Yokolup gitti\u011fini nas\u0131l s\u00f6yleyeyim.<\/p>\n \u00d6ld\u00fc desem olur mu ?…<\/p>\n Kas\u0131m 1990<\/p>\n RUHUMDAK\u0130 HAP\u0130SHANE<\/strong><\/p>\n Her\u015feyden y\u00fcce belledi\u011fim<\/p>\n U\u011fruna can\u0131m\u0131 verdi\u011fim<\/p>\n Ve hain damgas\u0131 yedi\u011fim<\/p>\n \u00fclkem<\/p>\n \u00d6mr\u00fcmce y\u00fcceltti\u011fim<\/p>\n Ama beni a\u015fa\u011f\u0131layan<\/p>\n Ve yok olmaya zorlayan<\/p>\n \u00dclkem<\/p>\n Dilimin, k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fcn mezar\u0131.<\/p>\n vatanda\u015f\u0131 oldu\u011fum<\/p>\n Ama bana vatan olamayan \u00fclkem.<\/p>\n Ruhumdaki hapishane.<\/p>\n Mart 1984<\/p>\n <\/p>\n YURTSUZ<\/strong><\/p>\n Anas\u0131z b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n Ve babas\u0131z.<\/p>\n El kap\u0131lar\u0131nda yeti\u015ftim.<\/p>\n Aya\u011f\u0131m \u00e7ar\u0131ks\u0131z, S\u0131rt\u0131m urbas\u0131z.<\/p>\n Yurtsuz derlerdi bana.<\/p>\n B\u00f6yle \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rlard\u0131 beni.<\/p>\n Ve ben ilk kez;<\/p>\n Bu s\u00f6zc\u00fckte tan\u0131d\u0131m seni.<\/p>\n Dedim ya;<\/p>\n A\u00e7t\u0131m, a\u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m.<\/p>\n \u00d6ks\u00fczd\u00fcm, ufac\u0131kt\u0131m,<\/p>\n Bazen g\u00fcnlerce karn\u0131m doymazd\u0131.<\/p>\n ama bunlar\u0131n hepsi birden;<\/p>\n Daha o \u00e7a\u011fda bile<\/p>\n Yurtsuzluk kadar koymazd\u0131<\/p>\n <\/p>\n SEN<\/strong><\/p>\n Kan\u0131mla yo\u011furdu\u011fum,<\/p>\n Tarihimle do\u011furdu\u011fum,<\/p>\n Ellerimle yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131ms\u0131n.<\/p>\n Ve bu g\u00fcn her\u015feye ra\u011fmen,<\/p>\n Y\u00fcz k\u00fcsur y\u0131l \u00f6telerden<\/p>\n Y\u00fcre\u011fimde ya\u015fatt\u0131\u011f\u0131ms\u0131n. Sen;<\/p>\n \u00c7ocuk olup ko\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131m,<\/p>\n Gen\u00e7 olup ya\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131m,<\/p>\n \u00d6l\u00fcmde kucakla\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131m topraks\u0131n.<\/p>\n Sen bana \u00e7ok yak\u0131ns\u0131n,<\/p>\n Ve pek \u00e7ok uzaks\u0131n.<\/p>\n Eyl\u00fcl 1983<\/p>\n <\/p>\n BIZ BIZE ETTIK.<\/strong><\/p>\n Biz s\u00f6kemedik y\u00fcre\u011fimizden<\/p>\n Y\u00fczy\u0131ll\u0131k ezilmi\u015fli\u011fin ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n S\u00f6kemedik…<\/p>\n \u0130smimize ili\u015ftirilen hain damgas\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n Yalanlara,yalanc\u0131lara de\u011fil;<\/p>\n kendimize dar\u0131ld\u0131k.<\/p>\n Halklar zincirlerini k\u0131rarken<\/p>\n Biz zincirlerimize s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131ld\u0131k.<\/p>\n Ve sustuk…<\/p>\n Bo\u011faz\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 s\u0131kan zinciri gev\u015fetip<\/p>\n Hayk\u0131ramad\u0131k ger\u00e7e\u011fi.<\/p>\n Biz susmakla kabullendik herseyi.<\/p>\n ANIMSAMAK<\/strong><\/p>\n Bir \u00e7ocuk g\u00f6rd\u00fcm bu g\u00fcn,<\/p>\n Zorla kopart\u0131l\u0131p g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fclen,<\/p>\n Anas\u0131ndan,yuvas\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n Dedemi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcmd\u00fcm bir an<\/p>\n Gayriihtiyari.<\/p>\n Dola\u015f\u0131verdi haf\u0131zam<\/p>\n y\u00fczyirmibe\u015f y\u0131l \u00f6teleri.<\/p>\n ONLAR<\/strong><\/p>\n Onlar bizim \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131z<\/p>\n bak. y\u00fczlerinde g\u00fcne\u015f ,<\/p>\n G\u00f6zlerinde \u0131\u015f\u0131k.<\/p>\n Aldanma g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015flerine sen.<\/p>\n Y\u00fcreklerinde y\u00fcz y\u0131ll\u0131k ayr\u0131l\u0131k<\/p>\n Kolay de\u011fil gizlemek<\/p>\n Bu Gecenin karas\u0131 gibi,<\/p>\n Y\u00fcrek yaras\u0131 gibi h\u00fczn\u00fc.<\/p>\n Onlar Atalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n enkaz\u0131<\/p>\n D\u00fcnden kalan<\/p>\n onlar yar\u0131n\u0131mz\u0131n umudu<\/p>\n Ye\u015ferecek olan.<\/p>\n D\u00fcn\u00fc ve bug\u00fcn\u00fc<\/p>\n Bir \u00c7erkes s\u00fcvarisi gibi,<\/p>\n Yar\u0131na ta\u015f\u0131yan.<\/p>\n Bizim \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131z onlar<\/p>\n Kazaska’da, \u015e\u0131mka’da<\/p>\n Atlar\u0131m\u0131z gibi \u015fahlanan.<\/p>\n \u015eubat 1986<\/p>\n <\/p>\n YA\u015eIYORSAN SES VER<\/strong><\/p>\n Neden g\u00f6rm\u00fcyorsun<\/p>\n Neden ses vermiyorsun<\/p>\n bir ta\u015f gibi durma \u00f6yle<\/p>\n hadi uyan art\u0131k<\/p>\n bir \u015fey s\u00f6yle<\/p>\n Topra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131yorlar<\/p>\n \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7al\u0131yorlar<\/p>\n heeeeeeey<\/p>\n uyan l\u00fctfen<\/p>\n 1993<\/p>\n <\/p>\n BU G\u00dcN 21 MAYIS<\/strong><\/p>\n Bu g\u00fcn yirmi bir may\u0131s Bu g\u00fcn yirmibir may\u0131s Bu g\u00fcn yirmibir may\u0131s. Bu g\u00fcn yirmibir may\u0131s. Bu g\u00fcn yirmibir may\u0131s. Bu g\u00fcn yirmi bir may\u0131s Bu g\u00fcn yirmi bir may\u0131s Ergun YILDIZ. SANA D\u00dc\u015eEN<\/strong><\/p>\n Sana d\u00fc\u015fen yi\u011fit\u00e7e \u00f6lmek de\u011fil. Ergun YILDIZ ARTIK YETER !<\/strong><\/p>\n Ayn\u0131 engelleri a\u015ft\u0131k seninle, Bu g\u00fcn sen her \u015feyin sahibisin. Ben Musul’da d\u00fc\u015fmedim mi, Sina’y\u0131 a\u015fmad\u0131m m\u0131 ben. \u00dczerine gece \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde ben vard\u0131m, Ergun YILDIZ. NE ZAMAN SEN\u0130 D\u00dc\u015e\u00dcNSEM<\/strong><\/p>\n Ne zaman seni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnsem, Ne zaman seni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnsem, Ne zaman seni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnsem, Ne zaman seni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnsem, Ne zaman seni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnsem, Ne zaman seni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnsem, Ne zaman seni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnsem, Ergun YILDIZ. SÜRGÜN Elbruz’un Tepesinden doğdu güneş Yavaş yavaş eteklerine indi Ama ne’ye yarardıki Isıtamayacak, sevindiremeyecekse insanları İsterse ayakları dibine insindi. Güneş Elbruz’un tepesinde doğarken Eteklerinde battı Ve yıllar süren savaşı bitirip Kafkasya’da göçü başlattı. Gün doğarken yürüdü konvoy At…Koyun, sığır, at… Kağnı. At… Erkek başı önünde. At… Çocuk herşeyden habersiz At… Gözü yaşlı bir sürü dişi 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<\/p>\n
\nGemiler ge\u00e7iyor g\u00f6zlerimden
\nO gemiler ki halk\u0131m\u0131 s\u00fcrg\u00fcne ta\u015f\u0131yor.
\nO gemiler ki r\u0131ht\u0131mlara yana\u015f\u0131yor,
\nT\u0131ka basa insan,tepeleme can y\u00fckleyerek
\nBir azg\u0131n denizi a\u015f\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
\nGemiler ge\u00e7iyor g\u00f6zlerimden
\nO gemiler ki g\u00fcvertelerinde \u00e7ocuklar \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor.
\nO gemiler ki \u00f6l\u00fcme a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f yelkenleri
\nCan \u00e7ekildi\u011finde bedenden
\nDenize at\u0131yorlar \u00f6lenleri.<\/p>\n
\nGelece\u011fimden s\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm,
\nGurbete d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm g\u00fcn bu g\u00fcn.
\nEsarete ilk ad\u0131m\u0131 at\u0131\u015f\u0131m,
\nSon g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr yurdumu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcn.<\/p>\n
\n\u0130ki k\u0131y\u0131y\u0131
\nve ortas\u0131ndaki denizi mezar eyledi\u011fim g\u00fcn.
\nBu g\u00fcn,
\nY\u00fcz k\u0131rk\u0131nc\u0131 y\u0131l\u0131d\u0131r s\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcn.<\/p>\n
\nKaradeniz k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda bir \u00e7ocu\u011fum.
\nCesetlerle dolu her yer,
\nSa\u011flar,\u00f6l\u00fclerden beter\u2026
\nAnnemi ar\u0131yorum yar\u0131 canl\u0131 bedenler aras\u0131nda.
\nKim bilir belki denizin dibinde \u015fu an
\nBelki gidenler aras\u0131nda.<\/p>\n
\nGemiler ge\u00e7iyor g\u00f6zlerimden.
\nVe ben
\nsana sesleniyorum.
\nTut elimi vatan !
\nS\u00fcrg\u00fcn evlad\u0131n\u0131m ben senin.
\n\u00c7ocu\u011funun \u00e7ocu\u011fuyum belki de,
\ny\u00fcz k\u0131rk y\u0131l \u00f6nce s\u00fcr\u00fclenin.<\/p>\n
\nGemiler ge\u00e7iyor g\u00f6zlerimden
\nHer y\u0131l bu k\u0131y\u0131lara gelir,
\nbu gemilere bakar\u0131m ben.
\n\u0130ki damla g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr t\u00fcm varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m
\nSessizce Karadeniz’e akar\u0131m ben.<\/p>\n
\n4\/2004<\/p>\n
\nBilirim korkun yok \u00f6l\u00fcmden.
\nAma sen,
\nYar\u0131nlara giden yolsun.
\nSana d\u00fc\u015fen,
\nYi\u011fit\u00e7e ya\u015famakt\u0131r ne pahas\u0131na olursa olsun.
\nYar\u0131n do\u011facak g\u00fcne\u015fe,
\ng\u00f6zlerini k\u0131rp\u0131\u015ft\u0131rarak bakacak nesli yaratmakt\u0131r i\u015fin.
\nUnutma !
\n\u00d6lmek de\u011fil,
\nYa\u015famakt\u0131r senin direni\u015fin.<\/p>\n
\n12- 2003<\/p>\n
\nAyn\u0131 cephelere ko\u015ftuk ,ayn\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fmanla sava\u015ft\u0131k.
\nVe ayn\u0131 topra\u011fa d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck.
\nAma sen;
\nzor g\u00fcnleri atlat\u0131nca beni aldatt\u0131n.
\nD\u00fcnden kalan neyim varsa \u00fcst\u00fcne yatt\u0131n.<\/p>\n
\nNesillerin h\u00fcr,
\ndestanlar\u0131n \u00f6zg\u00fcr,ar\u015f-\u0131 alada yank\u0131 buluyor.
\nBen de t\u00fcrk\u00fclerimi s\u00f6ylemek istiyorum.
\nYemende \u00f6lenlerin,
\nSar\u0131kam\u0131\u015f ta donarak can verenlerin a\u011f\u0131tlar\u0131n\u0131
\nkendi lisan\u0131mla s\u00f6ylemek istiyorum ben.
\nArt\u0131k yeter !
\nDilimi geri ver.<\/p>\n
\nHer cepheye ko\u015fmad\u0131m m\u0131 senin \u00f6n\u00fcnden.
\nSana apayd\u0131nl\u0131k bir sabah vermi\u015fken,
\nkendi karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131m yerli yerinde duruyor.
\nG\u00f6rm\u00fcyor musun,
\nSenin vefas\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcnden,
\nG\u00fczel yar\u0131nlara y\u00fcr\u00fcyemeden,
\nNesillerimin k\u00f6kleri kuruyor.
\nArt\u0131k yeter !
\nYolumu geri ver .<\/p>\n
\nHerkes seni terk ederken, s\u0131rt\u0131ndan vurup giderken
\nYan\u0131nda ben durdum.
\nBen tuttum senin ellerinden.
\nVe bir daha hi\u00e7 b\u0131rakmad\u0131m .
\nO g\u00fcnden bu g\u00fcne el ele y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fck,
\nSana hi\u00e7 yan g\u00f6zle bakmad\u0131m.
\nArt\u0131k ahde vefa zaman\u0131d\u0131r.
\nBenim k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcm yok olurken,
\nYasaklad\u0131\u011f\u0131n s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerimi vermeyeceksen
\nArt\u0131k yeter !
\nElimi geri ver.<\/p>\n
\n3 – 2004<\/p>\n
\nG\u00f6zlerimden bir g\u00fcvercin havalan\u0131r.
\nKaradeniz’i a\u015far,
\nAk kanatlar\u0131 al kan i\u00e7inde Grozni’ye d\u00fc\u015fer.<\/p>\n
\nBir tay \u015faha kalkar i\u00e7imde.
\nTop mermileri aras\u0131ndan s\u00fcz\u00fclerek,
\nKo\u015far,ko\u015far,ko\u015far\u2026<\/p>\n
\nYa\u011fmur bulutlar\u0131 y\u00fcr\u00fcr g\u00f6zlerime.
\nKonu\u015famam b\u00f6ylesi anlarda.
\nKelimeler beni \u00e7i\u011fner a\u015far.<\/p>\n
\nBir mermi y\u0131rtar gecenin sessizli\u011fini,
\nBir y\u0131ld\u0131z kayar g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnden,
\nSessiz bir \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k ruhuma d\u00fc\u015fer.<\/p>\n
\nBir \u00e7ocuk canlan\u0131r g\u00f6z\u00fcmde.
\nKafas\u0131nda mermi izi,al kan i\u00e7inde g\u00fcl y\u00fcz\u00fc
\n\u0130ki damla ya\u015f g\u00f6zlerimi yakar.<\/p>\n
\nEllerim gelir akl\u0131ma,utan\u0131r g\u00f6zlerimi ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131r\u0131m.
\nSenden bana geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde,
\nAvu\u00e7lar\u0131mdan kan akar.<\/p>\n
\nBirbu\u00e7uk as\u0131r geriye savrulurum.
\nSefil bedenini terk eder ruhum,
\nAl\u0131r ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 da\u011flara \u00e7\u0131kar.<\/p>\n
\n3 – 2004<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"