{"id":8376,"date":"2019-03-10T15:28:11","date_gmt":"2019-03-10T15:28:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/circassiancenter.com\/tr\/?p=8376"},"modified":"2019-03-10T15:28:11","modified_gmt":"2019-03-10T15:28:11","slug":"serdar-arsev","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/serdar-arsev\/","title":{"rendered":"Serdar Arsev"},"content":{"rendered":"

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“G\u00dcZEL”E MERS\u0130YE <\/span> <\/span> <\/strong><\/p>\n

I- \u00f6lenle biraz daha \u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcr<\/p>\n

selvi boylum dev\u00e2k\u00e2r\u0131m \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m
\nmezar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rmek de varm\u0131\u015f bu arsa- i \u00e2lemde
\nUzunyayla’n\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00c7erkes k\u00f6yleri i\u015fitsin
\nAv\u015far k\u00f6yleri K\u00fcrt k\u00f6yleri
\nve atlar\u0131n harl\u0131 nefesi
\nsuya inen g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f savatl\u0131 talan yorgunu atlar\u0131n
\np\u015fin\u00e2veler bela bak\u0131\u015fl\u0131 kad\u0131n imgeleri
\nd\u00fcnyan\u0131n en \u015fehev\u00ee k\u00e2feleri
\nTekel i\u015f\u00e7ileri \u0131\u015f\u0131k\u00e7\u0131lar humbaralar hostesler n\u00f6bet\u00e7iler
\nNal\u00e7ik bah\u00e7elerinin kokulu elmalar\u0131
\npatlam\u0131\u015f patlayacak c\u00fcmle depresif dinamit lokumlar\u0131
\nchat\u00e7iler tomograficiler rock\u00e7\u0131lar meyhaneciler
\nsigaras\u0131zl\u0131klar d\u00fcns\u00fczl\u00fckler \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczl\u00fckler<\/p>\n

\u00e7\u0131tyoktus\u0131n\u0131fta ikisene\u00f6nceydi Semaver’iokuyorumendokunakl\u0131sesimle
\nkesikkesikh\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131klar
\n“Aksel a\u011fl\u0131yor \u00f6\u011fretmenim!!<\/p>\n

Ali’nin anas\u0131 anamd\u0131 zaten
\nbirka\u00e7 kay\u0131p \u00e7ocu\u011fu daha k\u00fct\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne ge\u00e7irdi
\no dersten sonra<\/p>\n

21 Eyl\u00fcl Alzheimer G\u00fcn\u00fc
\ncelepler Hali\u00e7’te bundan ve \u0130sabel Kas\u0131rgas\u0131’ndan habersiz
\nuykuya dal\u0131yorlar<\/p>\n

II- morg<\/p>\n

Bor Toroslar’\u0131n biti\u015fi\u011fi
\nhani
\nbahar\u0131n\u0131 sevdi\u011fim<\/p>\n

Fatih Camii’nin ihata duvar\u0131nda bir tabut
\ntabutun \u00fcst\u00fc i\u011fde a\u011fac\u0131
\ni\u011fdelerin biri ham biri olgun<\/p>\n

\u00f6pt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm aln\u0131nda morgun so\u011fuklu\u011fu mu var
\nkan\u0131n m\u0131 \u00e7ekilip gitmi\u015f<\/p>\n

” Be\u015f y\u00fcz atla giderdi azaplar \u015eokra’ya yayl\u0131ma
\nasil \u00c7erkes atlar\u0131
\nba\u015flar\u0131nda G\u00f6\u011f Ali
\nk\u00f6ye d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde atlar korkard\u0131m g\u00fcrrr g\u00fcrrr g\u00fcrrr
\nDuriye’yle pencereden bakard\u0131k
\nher biri bir boyda
\nayak ucunda
\nheybetli ”<\/p>\n

i\u011fde a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n dallar\u0131nda bir \u00e7ocuk
\nbana i\u011fde topluyor
\nyapraklar\u0131n alt\u0131nda tabut
\ntabutun i\u00e7inde i\u011fdeler k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck i\u011fde yapraklar\u0131
\nanam eski bir kilime sar\u0131l\u0131<\/p>\n

III- \u00e2s\u00fbde<\/p>\n

“Amcam Yusuf \u0130zzet Bey G\u00fcr\u00fcn Jandarma Kumandan\u0131
\nK\u00fcrt isyan\u0131nda vurulmu\u015f mavzer kur\u015funuyla
\nvuran
\ne\u011filmi\u015f \u00fcst\u00fcne g\u00f6zl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc alm\u0131\u015f k\u0131r\u0131k
\nkendi g\u00f6z\u00fcne takarken ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f a\u011flamaya
\nsen oldu\u011funu bilsem
\nvurur muydum beyim
\nvurur muydum ”<\/p>\n

epeydir bir kad\u0131n a\u011flasa y\u00fcre\u011fim s\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131yor
\nk\u0131z\u0131m g\u00fclse g\u00fclemiyorum \u015fimdi
\nbundan sonraki benim olsun
\nMetin G\u00fcer s\u00f6ylesin o koyun sesiyle
\nbu s\u0131z\u0131 a\u015fktan \u00f6fkeden beter
\nbelki bir \u00e7am kokusu gelir “Tarabya’dan Bebek’ten \u00dcsk\u00fcdar’dan
\nbelki Ankara Radyosu’nda \u00e7al\u0131n\u0131r
\nG\u00f6rmedim \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00e2s\u00fbde ge\u00e7en bir demini<\/p>\n

ne yapar\u0131m o zaman
\nyine a\u011flar m\u0131y\u0131m<\/p>\n

III- yine eyl\u00fcl<\/p>\n

ge\u00e7en yaz\u0131 kim hat\u0131rl\u0131yor i\u00e7imizden
\nya bu emekli sonbahar bu a\u015f\u00fcfte eyl\u00fcl<\/p>\n

on sekiz ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131 eyl\u00fclde \u00e7ald\u0131rd\u0131m
\nErdal her y\u0131l on yedisinde delikanl\u0131
\nMehmet Rauf Bey
\nEyl\u00fcl tefrika edilirken 1900’de
\ngazeller konaklarla bir tutu\u015furdu ac\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n

zarafet sonradan kazan\u0131lmaz
\nya zarifsindir ya nadan<\/p>\n

zariftin duyarl\u0131yd\u0131n ince i\u015f\u00e7iliktin
\nbu eyl\u00fcl
\nsensiz
\nkald\u0131m<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

“GÜZEL”E MERSİYE I- ölenle biraz daha ölünür selvi boylum devâkârım ışığım mezarını görmek de varmış bu arsa- i âlemde Uzunyayla’nın bütün Çerkes köyleri işitsin Avşar köyleri Kürt köyleri ve atların harlı nefesi suya inen gümüş savatlı talan yorgunu atların pşinâveler bela bakışlı kadın imgeleri dünyanın en şehevî kâfeleri Tekel işçileri ışıkçılar humbaralar hostesler nöbetçiler Nalçik 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