{"id":8381,"date":"2019-03-10T15:32:54","date_gmt":"2019-03-10T15:32:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/circassiancenter.com\/tr\/?p=8381"},"modified":"2019-03-10T15:32:54","modified_gmt":"2019-03-10T15:32:54","slug":"nilgun-nart","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/nilgun-nart\/","title":{"rendered":"Nilg\u00fcn Nart"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/cc-turkiye\/yz-image2\/208-askinB.GIF\" width=\"130\" height=\"173\" border=\"0\" \/><\/p>\n<p><strong> <span class=\"baslik1\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\"> A\u015eKIN A\u015eKI<\/span><\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Arial; font-size: small;\">A\u015fk\u0131n yaln\u0131zca saatlere g\u00fcnlere yans\u0131yabilecek kadar k\u0131sa \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fc oldu\u011funu san\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Sevgili Seni \u201cKendimde\u201d Hat\u0131rlay\u0131nca;<\/p>\n<p>A\u015fk\u0131n; de\u011fil y\u0131llara, de\u011fil as\u0131rlara, Sonsuz Zamanlar boyunca, Sonsuz A\u015fkla, Sonsuz Sevgiyle, Sonsuz Tutkuyla, Sonsuz \u015eefkatle t\u00fcm boyutlara yans\u0131yabildi\u011fini ve t\u00fcm varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 kucaklayabildi\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>Kalbimin yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 fark etmemi\u015ftim. Kedimi \u00e7ok sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m ser\u00fcvenimde; Senden ayr\u0131, bizi unuttu\u011fum sonsuz zamanlar boyunca yaln\u0131z kald\u0131\u011f\u0131mda sensizli\u011fin \u201cyaln\u0131zl\u0131k\u201d oldu\u011funu anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>A\u015fk\u0131 ve a\u015fka ait olan her \u015feyin kaoslar\u0131n ortas\u0131nda, arada s\u0131rada ya\u015fanan tatl\u0131 dakikalar oldu\u011funa inanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<br \/>\nAnlad\u0131m<br \/>\nAnlad\u0131m ki Sevgili<br \/>\nA\u015fk; Kalbimdeki Sonsuz A\u015fk ile yans\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u201cSevgiliyi\u201d her An\u2019da, her yerde, nefesimde bir dua, g\u00f6zlerimde bir renk, tenimde g\u00fcl kokusu, y\u00fcre\u011fimde alev alev yanan bir ate\u015f par\u00e7as\u0131 gibi hissetmekmi\u015f. Birlikte A\u015fk\u0131n i\u00e7inde t\u00fckenerek yeniden Tek Ol\u2019arak do\u011fabilmekmi\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>Ve anlad\u0131m ki Sevgili; her seferde oldu\u011fu gibi ve \u015eimdi Burada Tam ve B\u00fct\u00fcn oldu\u011fum An\u2019da; A\u015fk &#8216;kendim&#8217; olabilmekmi\u015f.<br \/>\nR\u00fczgar olup esmek<br \/>\nG\u00fcne\u015f olup do\u011fmak<br \/>\nS\u0131n\u0131rs\u0131z<br \/>\nSonsuz<br \/>\nHesaps\u0131z<br \/>\nYar\u0131ns\u0131z<br \/>\nOl\u2019makm\u0131\u015f<br \/>\nVe asl\u0131nda b\u00fct\u00fcn mesele; Can\u0131n, Cananda oldu\u011funu bilebilmekmi\u015f<\/span><\/p>\n<p><strong><span class=\"baslik1\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">\u0130\u00c7\u0130MDE UKDE KALDI&#8230; Sevgili<\/span><\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Arial; font-size: small;\">Seninle birlikte seyredemedi\u011fim g\u00fcne\u015fin do\u011fu\u015fu ve ak\u015famlar\u0131n gizemi,<\/p>\n<p>Dinleyemedi\u011fim ya\u011fmurun sesi ve topra\u011f\u0131n kokusu,<\/p>\n<p>Deniz kenar\u0131nda birlikte \u201cRuh Ruha\u201d y\u00fcr\u00fcyemedi\u011fimiz sahiller ve kumlara \u00e7\u0131kmayan ayak izlerimiz,<\/p>\n<p>Birlikte varolu\u015fumuzun derinli\u011finde eriyemedi\u011fimiz An\u2019lar<\/p>\n<p>Senin &#8220;Ruhunun G\u00f6zlerine&#8221; s\u00f6ylenmemi\u015f Sonsuz A\u015fk\u0131n S\u00f6zleri ve kalbine anlat\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f sonsuz sevda r\u00fcyalar\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n<p>I\u00e7imde ukde kald\u0131<br \/>\nSeninle ya\u015fanmam\u0131\u015f Sonsuz An\u2019\u0131n bir bak\u0131\u015fl\u0131k \u00d6mr\u00fc<\/p>\n<p>Sonsuz A\u015fka, Sana, var olan her \u015feye ve hatta hatta \u201ckendime\u201d ra\u011fmen her \u015feyden vazge\u00e7i\u015fim.<br \/>\nVe \u00e7ekip gidi\u015fim.<\/p>\n<p>Savurdum seni Sonsuz A\u015fkla, Sonsuz R\u00fczgarlara<br \/>\nBiny\u0131ll\u0131k Ayr\u0131l\u0131k yine Ben\u2019im Ol\u2019sun<br \/>\n\u201cKendimi\u201d kaybetti\u011fim<br \/>\nSonsuz Bir D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn, A\u015fk Bah\u00e7esinde.<br \/>\nBiliyorum<br \/>\nAnlamayacak beni<br \/>\nSenden ba\u015fka hi\u00e7 kimse<br \/>\nSadece sen<br \/>\nSen duyacaks\u0131n \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131.<br \/>\nY\u00fcre\u011findeki yerimden<br \/>\nBeni Sonsuza savurdu\u011fun An kadar<br \/>\nA\u015fk Ol&#8217;An\u0131m<br \/>\nYa\u011fs\u0131n sevdalar g\u00f6zlerimden<br \/>\nSicim gibi<br \/>\nBilenlerin y\u00fcreklerine<\/p>\n<p>Kayboldum ben Sevgili<br \/>\nTa\u015ftan Topra\u011fa<br \/>\nSeni arad\u0131\u011f\u0131m Alemlerde.<\/p>\n<p>\u015eimdi &#8211; Burada<br \/>\nA\u015fk Bah\u00e7em mi D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u00e7inde?<br \/>\nYoksa Sonsuz D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm m\u00fc<br \/>\nA\u015fk Bah\u00e7esininde?<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong><span style=\"font-size: large;\"><span class=\"baslik1\">G\u00dcLLERDEN G\u00dcZEL SEVG\u0130L\u0130<\/span><\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Arial; font-size: small;\">Sonsuz bir D\u00fc\u015f\u2019\u00fcn i\u00e7inde<br \/>\nYans\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n<br \/>\nBir Ademin g\u00f6zlerinde<br \/>\nKaybettim yine kendimi.<br \/>\nSeni arad\u0131\u011f\u0131m<\/p>\n<p>Nice Alemlerine sa\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f<br \/>\nZaman-mekan\u0131n Aynalar\u0131nda<br \/>\nSeyreyledi\u011fim<br \/>\nSen Ol\u2019An Sevgiliye<br \/>\nOl\u2019dum Bir yabanc\u0131 gibi<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u015fte tamda O An\u2019da<br \/>\nKaoslar\u0131n ortas\u0131nda<br \/>\nBir bilinmezin i\u00e7ine<br \/>\nD\u00f6nd\u00fcm<br \/>\nD\u00f6nd\u00fcm kendi karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma<br \/>\nD\u00f6nd\u00fcm<br \/>\nD\u00f6nd\u00fcm Sonsuz Bir An boyunca<br \/>\nSemaya<br \/>\nBir\u2019li\u011fin saadeti<br \/>\nVe \u00e7oklu\u011fun sefaleti<br \/>\nY\u00fcre\u011fimde Birlikteydi<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ok<br \/>\n\u00c7ok uzakta<br \/>\nBirdenbire<br \/>\nBir Bah\u00e7e belirdi<br \/>\nVe A\u015fk\u0131n g\u00fcl kokusu sard\u0131 her yeri<\/p>\n<p>Ko\u015farak<br \/>\nA\u015fk\u0131n Bah\u00e7esine ka\u00e7t\u0131m<br \/>\nBah\u00e7eden *Bir* bakt\u0131m ki;<br \/>\nNe d\u0131\u015far\u0131s\u0131 kalm\u0131\u015f<br \/>\nNe i\u00e7erisi<br \/>\nNe Bir kalm\u0131\u015f<br \/>\nNe \u00e7ok<br \/>\nNe sadet<br \/>\nNe sefalet<br \/>\nHepsi D\u00fc\u015f\u2019\u00fcm kadar<br \/>\nKocaman Bir yalan.<\/p>\n<p>\u015e\u00fck\u00fcrler Ol\u2019sun ki<br \/>\nTek Ol\u2019An<br \/>\nA\u015fk\u0131n Bah\u00e7esinde<br \/>\nSevgilinin<br \/>\nG\u00fcllerden G\u00fczel Varl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda<br \/>\nBir\u2019likte eriyebilmekmi\u015f.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Arial; font-size: small;\"><b>A\u015eKINLIK MASALI<\/p>\n<p><\/b>Bir Var\u2019m\u0131\u015f Bir Yok\u2019mu\u015f\u2026,<\/p>\n<p>Karanl\u0131kla \u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f<br \/>\nG\u00fcne\u015flerin yitmekte oldu\u011fu<br \/>\nve<br \/>\n\u015eafaklar\u0131n kayboldu\u011fu<br \/>\nSemalar\u0131n unutuldu\u011fu<br \/>\nTara D\u00fc\u015flerine<br \/>\nTamda vaktinde gelmi\u015f bir Gezgindim<br \/>\nHemen kap\u0131 aral\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6zlerinden s\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm<br \/>\nSo\u011fuktan buz tutmu\u015f Derinliklerine<\/p>\n<p>Bir kad\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcre\u011fi gibi<br \/>\nKraterler i\u00e7inde ay d\u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcyd\u00fc h\u0131r\u00e7\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m<br \/>\nVe seni ke\u015ffe \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131m<br \/>\nDaha d\u00fcn gibi\u2026<br \/>\nHep ba\u015flamaz m\u0131yd\u0131k<br \/>\nSona geldik\u00e7e<br \/>\nTamda da oldu derken<br \/>\nBir sonbahar mevsimi gibi<br \/>\nD\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fcn hep<br \/>\nEvrenlerden galaksilere salk\u0131m sa\u00e7ak<br \/>\nSararm\u0131\u015f \u00fcz\u00fcmler gibiydin<br \/>\nVe ben sepet sepet g\u00fcz \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc toplamaya giderdim<br \/>\nRuhumun ayr\u0131l\u0131k f\u0131rt\u0131nalar\u0131nda<br \/>\nKaybolaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bile bile\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ve ard\u0131ndan<br \/>\nMaddenin k\u0131\u015f tipisine tutulaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilirdim<br \/>\nBelki de \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u00fc beni sana \u00e7eken<br \/>\nVe hep kar taneleri kadar naifli\u011fimdi<br \/>\nG\u00fcc\u00fcm<br \/>\nO kadar yok olmaya haz\u0131rd\u0131m ki<br \/>\nMasallar\u0131n anlat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir k\u0131\u015f gecesinde<br \/>\nSonu belli olan bir masald\u0131 olmak istedi\u011fim<br \/>\nKi bu y\u00fczdendi<br \/>\nKartanesinde ya\u015fam bulmu\u015flu\u011fum<br \/>\nKendimden ka\u00e7\u0131\u015f\u0131n izindeyim<br \/>\nBiliyorsun<br \/>\nDondururdum kendimi, sonsuzlu\u011fa savrulu\u015fumda<br \/>\nVe<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131lg\u0131n bir ser\u00fcvene yol al\u0131yorum ayr\u0131l\u0131k ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131nda<br \/>\nBir t\u00fcrl\u00fc gidemedi\u011fimiz d\u00fc\u015fe<br \/>\nBelki de<br \/>\nKe\u015ffe dalmak d\u00fc\u015flemekti<br \/>\nHep \u00e7ocuk olarak kalmak evrende<br \/>\nSalk\u0131m sa\u00e7aklar\u0131nda dolanmak<br \/>\nSenin \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n pe\u015fis\u0131ra<br \/>\nAh sevgili<br \/>\nBen mi sevmi\u015ftim bu oyunu<br \/>\nYoksa asal -k\u0131\u015f- sen miydin<br \/>\nBeni donduran<br \/>\nBir kar tanesi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnde var eden<br \/>\nVe sen<br \/>\nDonmu\u015f bir Buz Da\u011f\u0131na A\u015f\u0131k Ol\u2019An -sen-<br \/>\nAgni\u2019m Ben\u2019im<br \/>\nAte\u015fim<br \/>\nBilyordun<br \/>\nBizi<br \/>\nDo\u011fam\u0131z\u0131<br \/>\nBa\u015flang\u0131\u00e7ta ve sonda<br \/>\nBirlikte durmakt\u0131<\/p>\n<p>Erimek ise \u00d6l\u00fcmd\u00fc Bize<br \/>\nBelki de A\u015fk\u2019t\u0131<br \/>\nBundan sonra<br \/>\nNe sen ne de ben var\u0131z d\u00fc\u015flerde<br \/>\nAnlad\u0131m sevgili<\/p>\n<p>Bizim mevsimimiz KI\u015e<\/p>\n<p>Yaz bize yaramaz<br \/>\nBiz varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 so\u011fuktan ve mesafeden almaktay\u0131z\u2026<br \/>\nAte\u015fimiz<br \/>\nUzakl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z<br \/>\nvarolu\u015fumuz<br \/>\nBa\u015flang\u0131\u00e7 ve son<\/p>\n<p>Biz seninle<br \/>\n\u0130ki kap\u0131y\u0131z<br \/>\nBirbirimize ge\u00e7ebildi\u011fimiz<br \/>\nVe<br \/>\nBirbirimizden ge\u00e7ip gidebildi\u011fimiz\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Sanki<br \/>\nHep ikide durabildik\u00e7e ge\u00e7it veren<\/p>\n<p>Nicelerini g\u00f6rd\u00fck,<br \/>\nErimek istediler<br \/>\nAma<br \/>\nNe ayr\u0131l\u0131kta durabildiler,<br \/>\nNe ikili\u011fi sevebildiler<br \/>\nAh bilseydiler ki<br \/>\nSevgiliydiler<br \/>\nBir, Bir ve i\u015fte iki oluverdiler<br \/>\nDerine bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda iki, iki ve Bir\u2019diler<br \/>\nBilseydiler ki<br \/>\nVar\u2019san var\u0131m demek i\u00e7indiler\u2026<br \/>\nVe ne yaz\u0131k ki<br \/>\n\u00d6lmeyi bile beceremediler<br \/>\nki<br \/>\nDo\u011fabilsinler.<\/p>\n<p>Sahiplenmekte olduklar\u0131 i\u00e7in her \u015feyi<br \/>\nTutuna tutuna<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcme kilitlendiler<br \/>\nAkmak varken ve ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7tan sona<br \/>\nVe sonra yine<br \/>\nSondan ba\u015flang\u0131ca<\/p>\n<p>Tepine tepine<br \/>\nYa\u015fama direndiler<br \/>\nSevmek varken -k\u0131\u015f- ve -tipiyi-<br \/>\nYaz\u0131n ortas\u0131nda hep g\u00f6lgelik beklediler<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6lgede<br \/>\nS\u00f6n\u00fcp gittiler<\/p>\n<p>Ne yaz\u0131 sevdiler ne k\u0131\u015f\u0131<br \/>\nNe sonu ne ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131<br \/>\nNe seni ne beni<\/p>\n<p>Ne de A\u015eKI<\/p>\n<p>A\u015eK\u2019\u0131n yan\u0131ndan da ge\u00e7ip gittiler<\/p>\n<p>Hat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bir k\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcyd\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n<p>-Bir- d\u00fc\u015fl\u00fcyor<br \/>\nVe<br \/>\nAnlat\u0131yordu\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Masal Ol\u2019mu\u015f Ben\u2019i.<\/p>\n<p>Bir Var\u2019m\u0131\u015f Bir Yok\u2019mu\u015f\u2026,<\/p>\n<p><\/span> <span style=\"font-family: Arial;\">20.08.2010<br \/>\n\u0130stanbul \/ T\u00fcrkiye<br \/>\n<\/span> <span style=\"font-family: Arial; font-size: small;\"><\/p>\n<p><b>A\u015eKINLIK H\u0130KAYES\u0130<br \/>\n<\/b><br \/>\nEvvel zaman i\u00e7inde<br \/>\nKalbur zaman i\u00e7inde<br \/>\nHen\u00fcz hava karanl\u0131k<br \/>\nVe vakit \u00e7ok erkendi\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bir deniz<br \/>\nBir damla<br \/>\nUsusl usul<br \/>\nMasal\u0131n i\u00e7ine i\u00e7ine akmaktayken<br \/>\nNe isem cismen<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015fe kalka<br \/>\nYola yeni koyuluyordum\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Alacakaranl\u0131k bir d\u00fc\u015f-Ten ibaretti<br \/>\nTerra\u2019da uyanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m,<br \/>\nKi<br \/>\nG\u00fcne\u015f do\u011fdu\u011funda<br \/>\nYapra\u011f\u0131mda eriyecekti<br \/>\n\u00c7i\u011f damlas\u0131 yalan-varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m<br \/>\nKar\u0131\u015f\u0131rken havaya ve suya<br \/>\nY\u0131ld\u0131z tozlar\u0131m\u0131 serpecektim<br \/>\n-Ayak bast\u0131\u011f\u0131m- topra\u011fa<br \/>\nVe<br \/>\nYa\u015fam\u0131n Ate\u015fi<br \/>\nismen kaybolurken alevlenecekti\u2026<br \/>\nYok Ol\u2019an VAR-l\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan<\/p>\n<p>Biliyorum<br \/>\nYok Ol\u2019duk\u00e7a VAR Ol\u2019uyordum<\/p>\n<p>Ah derdim<br \/>\nNe \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u00fc ne de do\u011fmakt\u0131<br \/>\nSonsuzlu\u011fumda<br \/>\nAkmak<br \/>\nAkmak<br \/>\nAkmakt\u0131<br \/>\nDurmak ne \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u00fc ne de do\u011fum<br \/>\nAh g\u00fcl\u00fcm<br \/>\nDurmak<br \/>\nSonsuzlukta hep i\u00e7ine d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm bir iz-d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcmd\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Yans\u0131malar i\u00e7inde de\u011filmiydik<br \/>\nEvrenden ini\u015flerimizde<br \/>\nKendimizi SES\u2019in bo\u015flu\u011funa b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z<br \/>\nGalaksilerde, k\u00f6\u015fe kapmaca oynar gibi<br \/>\nBir kovalamacaya d\u00fc\u015ferdik g\u00f6lgemizle<br \/>\nKi<br \/>\nAlevli Da\u011f\u0131n hemen eteklerinde buz tutuyorduk<br \/>\n\u0130kili\u011fin g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015flerinde\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ah zaman ahh<br \/>\nBizi bizden ay\u0131ran<br \/>\nTunami karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131yd\u0131n, g\u00f6zlerimden y\u00fcre\u011fime \u00e7\u00f6ken<br \/>\n\u0130\u015fte bu An\u2019dan sonras\u0131 tufan<br \/>\nNe sen ne de ben<br \/>\nNe manalar ne anlamlar<\/p>\n<p>Ah t\u00fcm -nedenler-<br \/>\nN\u2019eden-sizlerde\u2026<br \/>\nKi bilselerdi<br \/>\n\u0130ncir \u00e7ekirde\u011finde gizlemi\u015flerdi<br \/>\nNeden-siz-le\u015ftik\u00e7e<br \/>\nOl\u2019uyordum<br \/>\nSeyr-i seferimde<\/p>\n<p>Velhas\u0131l Sevgili<br \/>\n\u015eimdi<br \/>\nAyr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n en zor d\u00f6nemecindeyim<br \/>\nSessiz Y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn ka\u00e7 bininci y\u0131l\u0131nda<br \/>\nYorgun ve bitap d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f durumday\u0131m<br \/>\nKaosun yalan\u0131n dolan\u0131n i\u00e7inde<br \/>\nKaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ve \u00e7at\u0131\u015fman\u0131n zirvesindeyim\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ol\u2019anlar Ol\u2019uyor\u2026<br \/>\nTerralarda yerler yerinden oynuyor<br \/>\nRuhlar sars\u0131l\u0131yor<br \/>\nSahneler da\u011f\u0131l\u0131yor ve tekrar kuruluyor<br \/>\nAh g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn Nuru<br \/>\nVarl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n Nedeni<br \/>\nBilesin ki<br \/>\nNedensizle\u015ftik\u00e7e<br \/>\nYitiriyorum hayalini\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Nas\u0131lda isterdim -Sonsuz Bir A\u015fk Hikayesinde-<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcml\u00fc Ol\u2019An bir sevgili olmay\u0131<br \/>\nKi<br \/>\nBilirdim i\u015fte o zaman<br \/>\nSonsuzlukta<br \/>\nHercai bir kitab\u0131n i\u00e7indeki \u00f6yk\u00fc adresinde bulunmay\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ah Sevgili ah<br \/>\n\u015eimdi \u00f6yk\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn hem i\u00e7inde hem d\u0131\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m\u2026<br \/>\nNeredeyim?<\/p>\n<p>Ki<br \/>\nKayg\u0131land\u0131rsa da beni<br \/>\nZaman zaman<br \/>\n\u0130ll\u00fczyonlar\u0131n diyar\u0131<br \/>\nBiliyor musun sevgili<br \/>\nYang\u0131nlar\u0131n ve ate\u015flerin aras\u0131ndan<br \/>\nHasretime ko\u015fmaktay\u0131m<\/p>\n<p>\u015e\u00fck\u00fcrler Ol\u2019sun\u2026<br \/>\n\u015eimdi burada bildi\u011fimizi biliyorum<br \/>\nBizi<br \/>\nSonsuz zamanlar i\u00e7inde<br \/>\nHabersiz gecelerde nas\u0131l da birlikte \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc<br \/>\nVe karanl\u0131\u011fa -birlikteyken- sabah\u0131 do\u011furabildi\u011fimizi\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Da\u011flar\u0131n-\u00e7\u00f6llerin-k\u0131\u015flar\u0131n-tipilerin; Bilinmezim<br \/>\nKi<br \/>\nHepsi Bizim<br \/>\nSonsuz Kabul ile<br \/>\nGece ve g\u00fcnd\u00fczleri, boynuma gerdanl\u0131k yapt\u0131m<br \/>\nBize getiriyorum<br \/>\nSeferimden arma\u011fan\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ufkumda usul usul esen<br \/>\n\u00d6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn kanatlar\u0131na<br \/>\nSana savruldu\u011fum<br \/>\nR\u00fczgarlara ve f\u0131rt\u0131nalara,<\/p>\n<p>Hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmemi\u015f Tunami g\u00f6zlerime<br \/>\nI\u015eIK Ol\u2019u\u015funa\u2026<\/p>\n<p>A\u015fk\u0131 Sevgiyi hi\u00e7 bilmemi\u015f<br \/>\nY\u00fcre\u011fimin biny\u0131ll\u0131k zindanlar\u0131nda<br \/>\nCAN Ol\u2019u\u015funa\u2026<\/p>\n<p>L\u00fctfedip \u00fcfledi\u011fin<br \/>\nA\u015fk\u2019\u0131n Nefesine<br \/>\n\u015e\u00fck\u00fcrler Ol\u2019sun<\/p>\n<p>Sonsuz zamans\u0131zl\u0131klarda<br \/>\n-\u00dcretebildi\u011fim- d\u00fc\u015flerimin<br \/>\nNoktas\u0131 Ol\u2019dun<br \/>\nSevgili<br \/>\nki<br \/>\nYitirdi\u011fimde seni<br \/>\nAk\u0131p giderim<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015flerimin elinden<br \/>\nEsip ge\u00e7erim<br \/>\nYal\u00e7\u0131n kayal\u0131klardan<br \/>\nVe<br \/>\nH\u0131r\u00e7\u0131n denizlerden\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Duyuyorsun SES\u2019imi<br \/>\nNedensiz Nedenim<br \/>\nAgnim<br \/>\nG\u00fcn-E\u015f\u2019im<\/p>\n<p>E\u011fer ki<br \/>\nSesimiz varsa duymal\u0131y\u0131z<br \/>\nAte\u015f isek yanmal\u0131y\u0131z<br \/>\nI\u015f\u0131yorsak Ol\u2019mal\u0131y\u0131z<\/p>\n<p>Ey Ben deki, sen<br \/>\nSen de ki, Ben<br \/>\nB\u0130Z<\/p>\n<p>\u201cZamanlar\u0131n \u00f6tesinde<br \/>\nS\u00f6z vermi\u015ftik,<br \/>\n\u015eimdi Burada Ol\u2019maya<\/p>\n<p>Ya Ol\u2019mazsan, Ol\u2019amazsan diye\u201d<\/p>\n<p>-Bizi- anlat\u0131yordum<br \/>\nTerra\u2019n\u0131n \u015eafa\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6kerken<br \/>\nYitip gitmekte Ol\u2019An hayaline<\/p>\n<p>Sen ve Ben<br \/>\nAyr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa savrulmadan<br \/>\nSonsuz A\u015fk\u2019\u0131n Bah\u00e7esindeydik<br \/>\n\u015eimdi burada\u2026<br \/>\nNefesin, iletsin kalbine SES\u2019imi<\/p>\n<p>Hava hen\u00fcz karanl\u0131k<br \/>\nVe vakit \u00e7ok erkendi<\/p>\n<p>Yola yeni koyulmu\u015ftum<\/p>\n<p>Ve<br \/>\nZaman\u0131 hat\u0131rlam\u0131yordum\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Belki<br \/>\n7 kat zaman 7 kat mekan\u0131n, pe\u015frevinde\u2026<br \/>\nBir ihtimal belki de<br \/>\n7 kat g\u00f6k 7 kat yerin fasl\u0131-n\u2019dayd\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Sonsuz Bir A\u015eK Hikayesinin\u2026<br \/>\nKalbur zaman\u0131n\u0131n\u2026..<br \/>\nEvvel zaman\u0131 i\u00e7indendeydim\u2026..<\/p>\n<p>Bir Yok\u2019tum Bir Var\u2019d\u0131m\u2026\u2026\u2026.<\/p>\n<p><\/span><span style=\"font-family: Arial;\">05.10.2010<br \/>\n\u0130stanbul \/ Turkiye<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Arial; font-size: small;\"><b>B\u0130Z<br \/>\n<\/b><br \/>\nHadi B\u0131rak<br \/>\nVakit tamam<br \/>\nAz kald\u0131 buralardan g\u00f6\u00e7meye<br \/>\nCennet diyarlara konmaya<br \/>\nEski d\u00fckkan\u0131 kapatt\u0131k<br \/>\nK\u0131rkyamal\u0131 boh\u00e7am\u0131z\u0131 da d\u00fcrmeye ba\u015flad\u0131k.<br \/>\nSende -Biz- ile gelmek<br \/>\nVe yine Biz Ol\u2019mak istersen<br \/>\nB\u0131rak hadi<br \/>\nNefs-ten yemeyi i\u00e7meyi<br \/>\nVe semirmeyi de<br \/>\nKalk<br \/>\nZebanilerin sofras\u0131ndan.<br \/>\nBitti d\u00fcnyan\u0131n defter sayfalar\u0131<br \/>\nSonsuzun Notalar\u0131 \u00fcflenmekte<br \/>\nDuyabilene Semalardan<\/p>\n<p>Yalan\u0131 \u00e7o\u011faltma<br \/>\n\u00d6fkeleri kudurtma<br \/>\nDo\u011fruyu abartma<br \/>\nSevinci sapt\u0131rma<br \/>\nAy\u0131rmay\u0131 b\u0131rak<br \/>\nB\u00f6lmeye meydan verme<br \/>\nHat\u0131rla<br \/>\nBizdeki, \u0130NSANI<br \/>\n\u0130nsandaki, -B\u0130Z\u0130-<br \/>\nHadi Uyan art\u0131k<br \/>\n10.K\u00f6ye, Yol\u2019a koyulmak gerek.<br \/>\nYol uzun hava puslu<br \/>\nG\u00f6n\u00fcl yorgun uzak diyarlardan.<br \/>\nHasretinden yuvadan s\u00fcrd\u00fcm bu Can\u0131<br \/>\nKi ancak<br \/>\nSeninle -Birlikte- d\u00f6nebileyim diye<br \/>\nG\u00fcl Dostum<br \/>\nGel Dostum.<br \/>\n10.K\u00f6y ki<br \/>\nSen inand\u0131k\u00e7a Ol\u2019u\u015facak<br \/>\nYol\u2019da y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fck\u00e7e belirecek<br \/>\nHadi Gel<br \/>\nNe zaman ne mekan<br \/>\nAsal\u0131nda<br \/>\nNe ge\u00e7mi\u015f ne gelecek<br \/>\nSonsuzlu\u011fun, Ol\u2019mayan ortas\u0131na as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f<br \/>\nBir \u00e7ift yelkovan<br \/>\nVe akrep gibiyiz.<br \/>\nVarl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ayn\u0131 yerde durmakla<br \/>\nGer\u00e7ek k\u0131lmaktay\u0131z.<br \/>\nManam\u0131z;<br \/>\nBirbirimizle saat ba\u015f\u0131 kavu\u015fmalarda<br \/>\nKucakla\u015fmalarda<br \/>\nBiz biliyoruz<br \/>\nKi<br \/>\nBiz ayr\u0131 de\u011filiz<br \/>\nHadi hat\u0131rla<br \/>\nBen; ben olabilmem i\u00e7in<br \/>\nSana<br \/>\nSen, sen olabilmen i\u00e7in bana<br \/>\n-Biz- Ol\u2019abilmek i\u00e7in<br \/>\nBirlikteli\u011fe \u0130htiya\u00e7 var.<br \/>\nHat\u0131rla<br \/>\nBiz huzurun kayna\u011f\u0131y\u0131z<br \/>\nBiz sevginin topra\u011f\u0131y\u0131z<br \/>\nBiz ayd\u0131nl\u0131k kalplerin oca\u011f\u0131y\u0131z<br \/>\nBiz Ezel Ebed<br \/>\nBiz, birlikte<br \/>\nDostlukla<br \/>\nHo\u015fg\u00f6r\u00fcyle<br \/>\nSonsuza kadar<br \/>\n\u0130kide -B\u0130R- Ol\u2019abileniz.<br \/>\nHamurumuzun mayas\u0131ndan<br \/>\nVe unumuzun Bu\u011fday\u0131ndan<br \/>\n\u0130NSAN Ol\u2019An\u0131z.<br \/>\n\u015eimdi Burada<br \/>\nBize de<br \/>\nBirlikte Dostlukla<br \/>\nKol kola ve omuz omuza<br \/>\nB\u0130Z Ol\u2019mak<br \/>\nVe<br \/>\nBiz Ol\u2019arak ya\u015famak yara\u015f\u0131r<\/p>\n<p>Tutmak i\u00e7in, iki ele<br \/>\nY\u00fcr\u00fcmek i\u00e7in iki baca\u011fa<br \/>\n\u0130htiyac\u0131n oldu\u011fu gibi<br \/>\nBiz birbirimiz de Ol\u2019duk\u00e7a Var\u2019\u0131z<br \/>\nSeni beni onu t\u00fcketmek<br \/>\nDidi\u015fmek niye<br \/>\n\u0130ki elim sava\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda<br \/>\nNas\u0131l ki tutamazsam -Ya\u015fam\u0131-<br \/>\nKendimde<br \/>\nVe<br \/>\n\u0130ki baca\u011f\u0131m \u00e7at\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda<br \/>\nNas\u0131l ki ilerleyemezsem<br \/>\nYa\u015fam\u0131n hedefi Ol\u2019An Sevgiye<\/p>\n<p>Sen olmazsan Dostum<br \/>\nOlamay\u0131z -Biz-<br \/>\nBiz; sen ve ben Ol\u2019arak<br \/>\nMuhte\u015femiz.<\/p>\n<p>Biz;<br \/>\nSenin ve benim,<br \/>\n-Biz- Ol\u2019du\u011fumuzu bildi\u011fimizde<br \/>\nVAR\u2019\u0131z<br \/>\nHayr; tam ve b\u00fct\u00fcn Olmakta<br \/>\nBir Ol\u2019arak ya\u015famakta<\/p>\n<p>Vakit O zamand\u0131r ki<br \/>\nNe zaman<br \/>\nSeni ve beni a\u015faca\u011f\u0131z<br \/>\nBirlikte<br \/>\nSana ve bana g\u00f6z devirmeyi<br \/>\nVe<br \/>\nS\u00f6z s\u00f6ylemeyi b\u0131rakaca\u011f\u0131z<br \/>\n\u0130\u015fte O zaman<br \/>\nSulh ile<br \/>\n\u0130ki kol, kol kola girerek<br \/>\n\u0130ki ayak, uygun ad\u0131m y\u00fcr\u00fcyerek<br \/>\nA\u015fk ile<br \/>\n-Biz- olabiliriz<\/p>\n<p>Ne Mutlu<br \/>\n-Biz-e Ol\u2019du\u011fu gibi<br \/>\nSonsuz kabul<br \/>\nSonsuz \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr<br \/>\nSonsuz \u015fefkat ile<br \/>\nKalbinde yer verenlere<br \/>\nVe<br \/>\nO Kalbi Bilenlere<br \/>\nNe de G\u00fczel\u2026<\/p>\n<p><\/span><span style=\"font-family: Arial;\">\u0130stanbul<span lang=\"en-us\">, <\/span>03.03.2010<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-family: Arial; font-size: small;\"><\/p>\n<p><b>OKYANUS HALKI<br \/>\n<\/b><br \/>\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir teknesin sen<br \/>\n\u015eu Sonsuz okyanusta<br \/>\nBilirim<br \/>\nNicedir gitmektesin<br \/>\nG\u00fcnd\u00fcz gece bir liman u\u011fruna<br \/>\nTopun t\u00fcfe\u011fin bir teknedir<br \/>\nSahip olup olaca\u011f\u0131n<br \/>\nKara-yoklu\u011funda.<br \/>\nBelli ki teknen olduk\u00e7a<br \/>\nSen de var olacaks\u0131n<br \/>\n\u015eu Sonsuz Okyanusun bir ucunda,<br \/>\n\u00d6yleyse dinle Tek-Ne<br \/>\nBak neler oluyor<br \/>\nOkyanusun dibinde ve az \u00f6tede<br \/>\nYeri g\u00f6\u011f\u00fc \u00e7at\u0131rdatarak inlete inlete<br \/>\nAmans\u0131z bir F\u0131rt\u0131na kopmu\u015f geliyor\u2026<br \/>\nBil ki;<br \/>\nDalgalardan duydum ak\u015fam<br \/>\nF\u0131s\u0131ld\u0131yorlard\u0131<br \/>\nOkyanus Halk\u0131\u2019na sessizce\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Duyduklar\u0131ma inanamad\u0131m,<br \/>\n\u015eimdiden bir bulut \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcme<br \/>\nKara-yoklu\u011funda,<br \/>\nBitmeyen bir kabusun i\u00e7inde<br \/>\nKaranl\u0131\u011fa bakmaktan yorgun,<br \/>\nYa\u015fam\u0131 hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmemi\u015f g\u00f6zlerimin<br \/>\nT\u00fckenmi\u015f Zamanlar \u00f6ncesinden<br \/>\nBu\u011fday tarlas\u0131nda, bir dar\u0131da kalan<br \/>\nHak\u2019k\u0131 i\u00e7in<br \/>\n\u00dcmit besliyorum,<br \/>\nFarzet ki, Tek-Ne<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f -Bir- galaksinin gezginiyim<br \/>\nBilmekteyim ki\u2026<br \/>\nNefsin vir\u00fcs\u00fc<br \/>\nBir zamanlar<br \/>\nKemirmi\u015f s\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 da.<\/p>\n<p>Dinle \u00f6yleyse\u2026<br \/>\nDinle ki<br \/>\n\u00dcmit beslesin y\u00fcre\u011fim her h\u00fccreden<br \/>\nH\u00fccre ki<br \/>\nI\u015f\u0131yacak bu beden gemisinden<br \/>\n\u0130nan bana bir hata varsa<br \/>\nSu\u00e7lusu,<br \/>\nG\u00fcne\u015fi hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmemi\u015f s\u00f6zlerim Ol\u2019sun<\/p>\n<p>Dinle<\/p>\n<p>Sen ki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir teknesin<br \/>\nE\u011fer ki g\u00f6rebilirsen<br \/>\nKendine -Ne- etti\u011fini<br \/>\nBir \u00fcmit,<br \/>\nVaracaks\u0131nd\u0131r g\u00fcvenli bir limana.<\/p>\n<p>B\u0131rak hadi<br \/>\nElinde ki nal\u0131nc\u0131 keserini.<br \/>\nHi\u00e7 \u015f\u00fcphen olmas\u0131n ki<br \/>\nUfak ufak kemirmektesin<br \/>\nD\u00fcnya bedenin, Ol\u2019An -Gezegenini-<\/p>\n<p>Nice zamand\u0131r<br \/>\nDa\u011f tepe orman, b\u00f6rt\u00fc b\u00f6cek<br \/>\nHayk\u0131rmakta sana<br \/>\nSonland\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n ya\u015famlarla\u2026<br \/>\nHatta<br \/>\n-\u0130nsanca-<br \/>\nVe karde\u015f\u00e7e ya\u015famaya koydu\u011fun noktayla.<\/p>\n<p>Hadi b\u0131rak nal\u0131nc\u0131 keserini\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Dur<br \/>\nDur da bir bak<br \/>\nKeserinin ucuna<br \/>\nVe di\u015flerinin aras\u0131na,<br \/>\nNe canlar var\u2026<br \/>\nVe tahmin edece\u011fin gibi\u2026<br \/>\nBa\u015fka bir keserin ucunda da senin can\u0131n var.<\/p>\n<p>Duy SES\u0130N\u0130<br \/>\n-D\u00fcnyaana- ne zamand\u0131r \u0130SYANDA\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Belli ki \u00e7ok, \u00e7ok uzaklarda<br \/>\nBo\u015fluktaki bir f\u0131rt\u0131na<br \/>\nAlaboralar koparmakta<br \/>\nVakit yak\u0131nd\u0131r ki<br \/>\nSeslenmekte -D\u00fcnyaana-<br \/>\nKaybetti\u011fi<br \/>\nOrmanlarla bal\u0131klarla<br \/>\nKirlendi\u011fi<br \/>\nHavas\u0131yla suyuyla<br \/>\nA\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 karanl\u0131klarda<\/p>\n<p>DUYAN Dostlara<\/p>\n<p>\u201chadi tas\u0131 tara\u011f\u0131 toplada<br \/>\nGidelim, insan\u0131n Bilin\u00e7 Ol\u2019du\u011fu,<br \/>\nYa\u015fam\u0131n -Ya\u015fat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131- limanlara\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Duyuldu ki sesi D\u00fcnyan\u0131n,<br \/>\nKopacak bir f\u0131rt\u0131na<br \/>\nAlemlerde<br \/>\nT\u0131pk\u0131<br \/>\nEvrenin de\u011firmeninde<br \/>\nEzilen Bu\u011fday taneleri gibi,<br \/>\nY\u0131ld\u0131z tozlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fecek yine<br \/>\nBilincin Topra\u011f\u0131na<br \/>\nSonsuz Ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7ta<br \/>\nVe<br \/>\nEkmekler kar\u0131lacak tez zamanlarda<br \/>\nZira ate\u015fler yand\u0131 \u00e7oktan kazanlar\u0131n alt\u0131nda<br \/>\nYa\u015fanacak bu f\u0131rt\u0131na<\/p>\n<p>-\u00c7are yok-<\/p>\n<p>Hen\u00fcz vakit varken<br \/>\nAtarsan elinde ki<br \/>\nHep kendine yontan nal\u0131nc\u0131 keserini<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ster f\u0131rt\u0131na kopsun<br \/>\n\u0130ster yer yar\u0131ls\u0131n<br \/>\n\u0130sterse g\u00fcne\u015f donsun<\/p>\n<p>Sonsuzlu\u011fun \u0130ndinde<br \/>\nBulunacak inanana g\u00fcvenli bir -Yuva-<\/p>\n<p>Kim bilir<br \/>\nBelki de yaln\u0131z sen olacaks\u0131n c\u00fcmle Alemde<br \/>\nG\u00fcvenli bir Limana yana\u015fan<br \/>\nVe Alemleri de Birlikte y\u00fcre\u011finde ta\u015f\u0131yan<\/p>\n<p>Kalpten Ol\u2019An<br \/>\nVe<br \/>\nKalbi Ol\u2019An<\/p>\n<p>Okyanus Halk\u0131\u2019ndan Olacaks\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ne Mutlu Sana.<\/p>\n<p><\/span><span style=\"font-family: Arial;\">\u0130stanbul<span lang=\"en-us\">, <\/span>12.06.2010<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Arial; font-size: small;\"><b>D\u00dc\u015e USTALARI<br \/>\n<\/b><br \/>\nOnlar;<br \/>\nDost\u2019lar<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015f Ustalar\u0131yd\u0131\u2026\u2026\u2026<br \/>\nSonsuz Bo\u015flu\u011fun; A\u015eK Bah\u00e7elerinde \u2026<br \/>\nG\u00dcLLER, KARANF\u0130LLER, LALELER ekerlerdi\u2026<br \/>\nG\u00f6kku\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n do\u011fdu\u011fu diyardan ne\u015fet eden<br \/>\nAte\u015fin \u00c7ocuklar\u0131<br \/>\nTerra\u2019n\u0131n ilk \u015fafa\u011f\u0131na uyan\u0131rken<br \/>\nTitriyordu t\u00fcm realiteler k\u00f6klerinden<br \/>\nKi onlar, dostlar<br \/>\nA\u00e7t\u0131k\u00e7a kainatlar\u0131 kendinde<br \/>\nSonsuz bir D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn Hay-At\u2019\u0131na<br \/>\nDalga dalga bilin\u00e7 nefesin i\u00e7inde<br \/>\nBirlikte a\u015fkla sevgiyle<br \/>\nUsul usul yakla\u015f\u0131yorduk menzile<br \/>\nNe Ademler<br \/>\nNe Havvalar<br \/>\n\u0130lk Yarad\u0131l\u0131\u015ftan bir bahane<br \/>\nAsl-Ol\u2019An varmak \u00fczereydi ilk -sebebine-<\/p>\n<p>Ah dostum ah<br \/>\nT\u00fcm seyri seferden<br \/>\nBir -nar- tanesi y\u00fcre\u011fimde<br \/>\nKi sonsuz binlercesi de<br \/>\nNar\u2019\u0131n her h\u00fccresinde<br \/>\n\u00c7ok muyduk<br \/>\nYoksa hi\u00e7 yok muyduk<br \/>\nBilemedik\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Derdimiz ki<br \/>\nKendili\u011fimizdi<br \/>\nNe idiysek ke\u015ffedecektik\u2026<br \/>\nHele bir dinle \u2026 sevgili<br \/>\nKolay olan \u00e7ok -zordu-<br \/>\nZor oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in de hep unutulacakt\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nKendimden d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kmak i\u00e7indi<br \/>\nT\u00fcm yarat\u0131lan<br \/>\nYarat\u0131lan asl\u0131nda unutmu\u015fluktu sonsuzlu\u011fumda<br \/>\nBa\u015fkaca nas\u0131l ke\u015ffedebilecektik ki<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015f ustalar\u0131n\u0131n kendili\u011fi Ol\u2019An -d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc- ???<br \/>\nUnutmak; her zaman ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7t\u0131<br \/>\nYoksa nas\u0131l hat\u0131rlayacakt\u0131k ki ke\u015ffin g\u00fczelli\u011fini ???<br \/>\nAma<br \/>\nAma<br \/>\nGidilen yerden de ne gelinebilmi\u015fti\u2026<br \/>\nNe de vazge\u00e7ilebilmi\u015fti<br \/>\nNe yar\u2019dan ne ser\u2019den<br \/>\nSebebler neticeleri<br \/>\nNeticeler ki sebebleri boyunca a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131yordu<br \/>\nSonsuzca<br \/>\nT\u00fcm nedenler<br \/>\nHacet deydiler ki<br \/>\nN\u2019ler<br \/>\nNe edecekler<br \/>\nKi eyleyeceklerdi<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015f ustalar\u0131<br \/>\n\u0130diler\u2026<br \/>\nKi ge\u00e7ecekti<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015f bile kendinden kendine<br \/>\nNas\u0131l akacakt\u0131 ki okyanuslar kumtanesine<br \/>\nNas\u0131l y\u00fcr\u00fcyecekti da\u011flar bulut hafifli\u011finde<br \/>\nNas\u0131l dikilecekti yokluktan<br \/>\nA\u015eK\u2019\u0131n K\u2019af-tan\u0131<br \/>\nKi<br \/>\nYa\u015fam A\u011fac\u0131 inci i\u015flemeliydi\u2026<br \/>\nKa\u00e7 CAN d\u00f6nmedi A\u015fk\u2019\u0131n seferinden<br \/>\nYoklu\u011fu oldu<br \/>\nSonsuzluk\u00e7a kayboldu<\/p>\n<p>Ah yoklu\u011fum ah<br \/>\nYoksun<br \/>\nKi Var Ol\u2019du\u011fuma inanay\u0131m<br \/>\nYok\u2019lu\u011fum,<br \/>\nA\u015eK\u2019\u0131n ifadelerindeki varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan da \u00f6te<br \/>\nSebeblerim ve neticelerim<br \/>\nYalan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce buldum seni -nedenim-<br \/>\nHepside kabulum\u2026<br \/>\nSadece Sen vars\u0131n<br \/>\nSevgili<br \/>\nBen zinhar zaten yokum\u2026<br \/>\nA\u015fk\u0131m, D\u00fc\u015f Ustam<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015fle d\u00fc\u015fleyebildi\u011fini<br \/>\nSonsuz d\u00fc\u015flerinde<br \/>\nSen ki Sevgilisin<br \/>\nA\u015fk Bah\u00e7esi<br \/>\nBir\u2019in<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7kin i\u00e7inde<br \/>\nRenk renk \u00e7i\u00e7ekler, tomurcuk tomurcuk<br \/>\nA\u00e7maya ve r\u00fczgarda savrulmaya \u00fcrkek<br \/>\nKi morunu al\u0131n\u0131 ye\u015filini ustam\u0131n y\u00fcre\u011finden y\u00fcklenmi\u015f<br \/>\nMorlar, mor gecelerde uykuya dalm\u0131\u015f sevgiliye hasretler<br \/>\nAl al Ol\u2019mu\u015f, kiraz \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi, Ate\u015fe A\u015fk\u0131 niyaz etmedeler<br \/>\nYe\u015filim, \u00e7ay\u0131rlar \u00e7imenler ormanlar<br \/>\nHepsi sen<br \/>\nSen vars\u0131n sevgili<br \/>\nKarde\u015fler, g\u00f6zlerinde ayd\u0131nl\u0131k \u015fafa\u011f\u0131n amans\u0131z bekleyi\u015finde<br \/>\nSa\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bah\u00e7emin d\u00f6rt bir yan\u0131na,<br \/>\nHasretim Ol\u2019An \u00e7i\u00e7eklerim<br \/>\nY\u00fczy\u0131llard\u0131r yolunu g\u00f6zlediklerim<br \/>\n\u015eairin \u015fiirinde sevgili diye SES verdiklerim\u2026<br \/>\nMeleklerim,<br \/>\nAh kocay\u00fcreklerim,<\/p>\n<p>Her \u015fey Ol\u2019du\u011fu gibi<br \/>\nVe \u00f6yle g\u00fczel<\/p>\n<p>Aynalar yerli yerinde<\/p>\n<p>Hepside kendi seyrinde<br \/>\nSeyreyleyen d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrse<\/p>\n<p>Onlar\u2019da d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor seyreyleyene<\/p>\n<p>Sevdi\u011fim sevdice\u011fim dinle<br \/>\nAte\u015fe odun gerek<br \/>\nHavaya r\u00fczgar<br \/>\nSuya bal\u0131k<br \/>\nTopra\u011fa tohum<br \/>\nAynaya ayna gerek<br \/>\nSeyreyleyene<br \/>\nNe olmak gerek<br \/>\nBil ki<br \/>\nAynalardan bilecek<br \/>\nT\u00fcketene kadar g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc<br \/>\nYans\u0131yan kendili\u011finde<br \/>\nD\u00f6necek i\u00e7ine i\u00e7ine<br \/>\nD\u00f6nd\u00fck\u00e7e d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fecek i\u00e7inde<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015f \u00fcst\u00fcne<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015f d\u00fc\u015fleyecek<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015fleyen<br \/>\nKendili\u011fini de d\u00fc\u015fleyecek<br \/>\nKi<br \/>\nAynaym\u0131\u015f gibi<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015f d\u00fc\u015fleyene<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015fte bir g\u00fcn solup gidecek<br \/>\nGer\u00e7ek \u2013ta\u015f- gibi ortaya d\u00fc\u015fecek<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fc\u015f(\u00fc)L-eyecek<\/p>\n<p>\u0130nan bana \u015fimdi g\u00f6z g\u00f6z oldu sevin\u00e7ten y\u00fcre\u011fim<br \/>\nSen de ki<br \/>\nBen senim,<br \/>\ng\u00f6z\u2019\u00fcm, kula\u011f\u0131m ses\u2019im<br \/>\nSa\u011f\u0131m solum nefes\u2019im<br \/>\nDevranlar ge\u00e7ti<br \/>\n\u015eimdi<br \/>\nG\u00fcz\u2019\u00fcm<br \/>\nHarman yeri<br \/>\nKendili\u011fimin hasad\u0131nca<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015fleri ekti\u011fim Bahar\u2019day\u0131m<br \/>\nDiyeyim ki<br \/>\nHer g\u00f6z\u00fcm, Bal\u0131m pete\u011fim<br \/>\nBah\u00e7elerim \u015fenlendi<br \/>\nNe\u015fe bile ne\u015felendi<br \/>\n\u015e\u00fck\u00fcrler Ol\u2019sun<br \/>\nO\u2019na<br \/>\n\u015e\u00fck\u00fcrler Ol\u2019sun<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015f Ustalar\u0131na<br \/>\n\u015e\u00fck\u00fcrler Ol\u2019sun<br \/>\nB\u0130ZE<\/p>\n<p><\/span><span style=\"font-family: Arial;\"> \u0130stanbul<span lang=\"en-us\">, <\/span><\/span> <span style=\"font-family: Arial;\">08.04.2011<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A&#350;KIN A&#350;KI A&#351;k&#305;n yaln&#305;zca saatlere g&uuml;nlere yans&#305;yabilecek kadar k&#305;sa &ouml;m&uuml;rl&uuml; oldu&#287;unu san&#305;rd&#305;m. 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