{"id":8487,"date":"2019-08-17T01:33:41","date_gmt":"2019-08-17T06:33:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/circassiancenter.com\/tr\/?p=8487"},"modified":"2023-08-17T15:38:49","modified_gmt":"2023-08-17T20:38:49","slug":"bir-dugun-macerasi-ve-sonrasi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/bir-dugun-macerasi-ve-sonrasi\/","title":{"rendered":"B\u0130R D\u00dc\u011e\u00dcN MACERASI VE SONRASI"},"content":{"rendered":"

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HAP\u0130 Cevdet Y\u0131ld\u0131z<\/b><\/strong><\/p>\n

O s\u0131ralar ortaokul son s\u0131n\u0131f \u00f6\u011frencisiydim. Kaz\u0131ko\u011flu (\u041a\u044a\u0430\u0437\u044d\u043a\u044a\u043e\u0445\u044c\u0430\u0431\u043b\u044d) k\u00f6y\u00fcnde d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn vard\u0131. Cumartesi g\u00fcn\u00fcyd\u00fc. Ka\u015fenim (konu\u015ftu\u011fum k\u0131z) oraya \u00e7ok yak\u0131n bir k\u00f6ydendi, d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne gelir diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. Kaz\u0131k\u0131\u011flu\u2019na D\u00fczce’den gidilen yoldan gitmi\u015ftim ama kestirme yolu bilmiyordum, k\u00f6y\u00fcn nereye d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc az \u00e7ok biliyordum.<\/span><\/p>\n

K\u00f6yden (Sarayyeri\/\u041a\u044a\u043e\u0443\u043a1\u044c\u044d\u0445\u044c\u0430\u0431\u043b\u044d) Kutse (\u041a\u0443\u0446\u044d) ile Ramis\u0131j\u2019\u0131 (\u0420\u0430\u043c\u0438\u0441\u044b\u0436\u044a) ayarlad\u0131m. Ramis\u0131j k\u00f6ydeki Ordulu bir \u0131rgat ailenin o\u011flu idi. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcz de \u00a0ortaokula gidiyorduk. Cebimde para vard\u0131. D\u00fczce’ye do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcyerek yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k. Kom\u015fu Arap\u00e7iftli\u011fi (\u041a\u044a\u0430\u0437\u044b\u043a\u044a\u043a\u043e\u0439\u04461\u044b\u043a1\u0443\/\u0428\u0430\u043f\u0441\u044b\u043a\u043e\u0439) k\u00f6y\u00fc bakkal\u0131ndan bir paket sigara ve kibrit ald\u0131m. \u0130zleyen T\u00fcrk k\u00f6y\u00fc K\u00f6rpe\u015fler’e ula\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131mzda sigaralar\u0131 yakt\u0131k. E, adam olmu\u015ftuk ya\u2026<\/p>\n

Mehtapl\u0131 bir yaz ak\u015fam\u0131yd\u0131. Yaya idik. Bakt\u0131m kar\u015f\u0131dan b\u00fcy\u00fck amcam (Rufat) D\u00fczce’den d\u00f6n\u00fcyor. Hemen sigaray\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcp att\u0131m, Kutse de att\u0131, ama Ramis\u0131j ge\u00e7 kalm\u0131\u015f, yakalanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Amcam, Ramis\u0131j’\u0131n cebini arad\u0131, bir \u015fey bulamad\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc paket benim cebimdeydi. Amcam sordu:
\n– Bu elindeki de neydi, diye.
\n– Amca, yol k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131na izmarit atm\u0131\u015flar, nedir, s\u00f6nd\u00fcreyim bari diye ald\u0131m, dedi.
\n– Nereye gidiyorsunuz?
\n– Yaz sinemas\u0131na, bah\u00e7eli sinemaya gidiyoruz, dedi Ramis\u0131j. Bizse korkumuzdan konu\u015facak durumda de\u011fildik.
\n– Gidin ama sen Ramis, aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 denk al, yoksa pi\u015fman ederim seni. Bunu bil, dedi amcam.<\/p>\n

Ku\u015fkusuz amcam saf biri de\u011fildi. Niye biz ikimizin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc aramad\u0131 ki diye hala d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

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Yola devam ettik, o s\u0131ralar insanlar, tabii Adige olmayanlar, \u00a0m\u0131s\u0131r tarlalar\u0131nda ve bah\u00e7elerde \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorlard\u0131. Sora sora sonunda Kaz\u0131ko\u011flu’na ula\u015ft\u0131k. On dakika olmu\u015ftu ya da olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131, hatiyak’o (y\u00f6netici) oyunu durdurdu. \u00c7erkesce olarak “Allah hepinizden raz\u0131 olsun, paydos!” dedi. Gece yar\u0131s\u0131yd\u0131. Herkesin gidecek bir yeri vard\u0131. Ortaokul arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z ise bizi buyur edecek ya\u015fta de\u011fildiler. Ramis\u0131j:
\n– Samanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n birine \u00e7\u0131kal\u0131m, hava s\u0131cak, yar\u0131nki d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f oluruz, dedi.<\/p>\n

Bunu uygun bulmad\u0131k. D\u00fczce’ye d\u00f6nen kamyonlar vard\u0131, Ramis\u0131j, “\u00d6yleyse s\u00f6yleyip bir kamyonun kasas\u0131na\u00a0 binelim” dedi ama bunu da kendimize yediremedik. “Yaya olarak yola devam” dedik. Bir araba g\u00f6r\u00fcnecek olursa, kenara ka\u00e7\u0131p saklan\u0131yor, su d\u00f6k\u00fcyormu\u015f gibi yap\u0131yorduk. Yani kendimizi \u201ck\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrmek\u201d \u00a0istemiyorduk.<\/p>\n

Kaz\u0131ko\u011flu D\u00fczce aras\u0131 yakla\u015f\u0131k 10 km. Yolun ortalar\u0131nda bir de\u011firmen vard\u0131. Oraya yak\u0131n bir yerde konaklad\u0131k. \u00c7ok yorulmu\u015ftuk. Ramis\u0131j “Biraz uyuyal\u0131m”\u00a0 dedi ve hemen uykuya dald\u0131, ama Kutse a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131:”Buras\u0131 da\u011f ba\u015f\u0131, kurtlar vard\u0131r, bizi yiyecekler” diye. Kutse’yi ikna edemedik. Zoraki yola devam dedik.<\/p>\n

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D\u00fczce’ye vard\u0131k, sabah\u00e7\u0131 kahvesine girdik. \u00c7ay yeni demlenmi\u015fti. Para verdim, Ramis\u0131j ile Kutse gidip s\u0131cak ekmek ile beyaz peynir getirdiler. Karn\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 doyurup k\u00f6y\u00fcn yolunu tuttuk. K\u00f6ye girerken kad\u0131nlar hayvanlar\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fcye katmak i\u00e7in k\u00f6y d\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yorlard\u0131. G\u00f6r\u00fcnmeden eve gireyim derken, kap\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde tek arabam\u0131z\u0131n ko\u015fulu oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Saklanmama zaman kalmadan babama yakalanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m:
\n– Aferin, dedi babam, hayret erken kalkm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n. Atla arabaya, annenler t\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0131rm\u0131\u015flard\u0131r, getirmeye gidelim.<\/p>\n

O y\u0131l k\u00f6y mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n arkas\u0131ndaki yeri icarlay\u0131p t\u00fct\u00fcn ekmi\u015ftik. Annem ve yan\u0131ndaki kad\u0131nlar \u00f6nden d\u00f6nd\u00fcler, babamla ben t\u00fct\u00fcnleri toplay\u0131p sepetlere yerle\u015ftirdik, sonra arabaya y\u00fckleyip eve getirdik. Annem sofray\u0131 kurmu\u015ftu. Sofraya oturmak zorunda kald\u0131m, anla\u015f\u0131lan cezam bitmemi\u015f olmal\u0131yd\u0131\u2026
\n– Atla arabaya, karpuza gidece\u011fiz, dedi babam.<\/p>\n

Karpuzu babam kopard\u0131, ben de arabaya yerle\u015ftirdim. \u0130\u015f bitti derken, babam “Sen burada bekle, ben B\u0131rgehable me\u015fe (\u0411\u044b\u0440\u0433\u044c\u044d\u0445\u044c\u0430\u0431\u043b\u044d \u043c\u044d\u0449;Ak\u0131nlar k\u00f6y\u00fc s\u0131n\u0131r\u0131nda, 15-20 dakika uzakl\u0131ktaki tarlaya) gidip bir bakaca\u011f\u0131m” dedi.<\/p>\n

Bu arada uykuya dalm\u0131\u015f\u0131m, babam d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde, arabay\u0131 devrilmi\u015f, karpuzun yar\u0131s\u0131 k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, at\u0131 da s\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131p yar\u0131 bo\u011fulacak halde buldu. B\u00f6ylesine durumlarda \u00e7ok asabile\u015febilen babam, hayret bir \u015fey demedi. Yeniden karpuz kopard\u0131, onlar\u0131 arabaya y\u00fckledik. K\u00f6y\u00fcn yolunu tuttuk.<\/p>\n

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At\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6zd\u00fcm, eve gireyim derken \u00f6\u011fle ezan\u0131 okundu. Evimizin kap\u0131s\u0131 caminin ve bah\u00e7esinin tam kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndayd\u0131. Babam beni g\u00f6r\u00fcp oradan seslendi:
\n– A\u011faca \u00e7\u0131k da ya\u015fl\u0131lar i\u00e7in dut silkele, dedi. B\u00f6yle olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilsem \u00f6n kap\u0131dan de\u011fil, arka kap\u0131dan eve girerdim ama yine \u00e7ekece\u011fim varm\u0131\u015f demek ki…<\/p>\n

Cami bah\u00e7esi yemye\u015fil \u00e7imenlerle kapl\u0131yd\u0131. \u015eimdiki gibi k\u00fcresel \u0131s\u0131nma olay\u0131 ve kurakl\u0131k yoktu. Yerler ter temizdi. Cami avlusunda 8-10 ihtiyar vard\u0131, namaz i\u00e7in bekliyorlard\u0131. Bir de daha ilerideki bir dut a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda beyaz koyun p\u00f6stekisine uzanm\u0131\u015f m\u0131\u015f\u0131l m\u0131\u015f\u0131l uyumakta olan Kutse. Onun durumunda olmak i\u00e7in vermeyece\u011fim bir \u015fey olamazd\u0131 o an i\u00e7in. Kutse’nin babas\u0131 da cami avlusundayd\u0131 ama babas\u0131 i\u00e7 g\u00fcveyi bir Abaza’yd\u0131. Abazalar gen\u00e7lere kar\u015f\u0131 daha toleransl\u0131 oluyorlard\u0131. Annesi ise k\u00f6yden varl\u0131kl\u0131 bir Wub\u0131h, Kovk\u2019\u0131 (\u041a\u044a\u043e\u0443\u043a1\u044c\u044b) kad\u0131n\u0131 idi.<\/p>\n

Dut silkeledim. \u0130htiyarlar “Gel sen de ye” diye tutturdular. Dut yerken yine uykuya dalm\u0131\u015f\u0131m. Babam kayg\u0131lanarak, Kutse’nin yan\u0131na ko\u015fmu\u015f, “Bug\u00fcn ne oldu bilmiyorum, bizim \u00e7ocuk durmadan uyuyor” demi\u015f, Kutse de “B\u0131rak, uyusun” diye kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k vermi\u015f. Bunu Kutse’den daha sonra \u00f6\u011frenecektim. Babam “Hadi eve git” deyip beni \u201cazat\u201d etti.<\/p>\n

Daha sonra Kutse’ye sordum: “O \u00fczerinde uyudu\u011fun kocaman beyaz p\u00f6stekiyi nereden buldun” diye. O da “Odas\u0131na dal\u0131p hocan\u0131n (imam\u0131n) p\u00f6stekisini kapt\u0131m” dedi.<\/p>\n

Kutse, T\u0131f\u0131<\/b>\u2019n\u0131n (\u0422\u044b\u0444\u044b) karde\u015fidir. En b\u00fcy\u00fckleri \u015fimdi rahmetli olan Hab\u0131t\u2019<\/b> (\u0425\u044c\u0430\u0431\u044b\u04421; k\u00f6pek d\u0131\u015fk\u0131s\u0131), sonra b\u00fcy\u00fck ablas\u0131 Guz\u0131<\/b> (\u0413\u0443\u0437\u044b;Tek Y\u00fcrek), k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ablas\u0131 Na\u015fho<\/b> (\u041d\u0430\u0448\u044a\u0443\u0445\u044a\u043e;Ela G\u00f6z), en k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckleri de Kutse <\/b>(\u041a\u0443\u0446\u044d; teker parma\u011f\u0131) idi. Bir ablas\u0131 daha vard\u0131, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckken \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc, ad\u0131 da an\u0131msad\u0131\u011f\u0131m kadar\u0131yla \u015ea\u015f<\/b> ya da Nekar (\u041d\u044d\u043a\u044a\u0430\u0440; Kara G\u00f6z) idi.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

HAPİ Cevdet Yıldız O sıralar ortaokul son sınıf öğrencisiydim. Kazıkoğlu (Къазэкъохьаблэ) köyünde düğün vardı. Cumartesi günüydü. Kaşenim (konuştuğum kız) oraya çok yakın bir köydendi, düğüne gelir diye düşünmüştüm. Kazıkığlu’na Düzce’den gidilen yoldan gitmiştim ama kestirme yolu bilmiyordum, köyün nereye düştüğünü az çok biliyordum. Köyden (Sarayyeri\/Къоук1ьэхьаблэ) Kutse (Куцэ) ile Ramisıj’ı (Рамисыжъ) ayarladım. 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