{"id":8526,"date":"2019-03-10T19:53:36","date_gmt":"2019-03-10T19:53:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/circassiancenter.com\/tr\/?p=8526"},"modified":"2019-03-10T19:53:36","modified_gmt":"2019-03-10T19:53:36","slug":"bir-hikayemiz-var","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/bir-hikayemiz-var\/","title":{"rendered":"B\u0130R H\u0130KAYEM\u0130Z VAR…"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Necdet Hatam (Bersis)
\n<\/strong> Nartlar\u0131n Sesi, Kuzey Kafkasya K\u00fclt\u00fcr Derne\u011fi Gen\u00e7lik Kolu B\u00fclteni, Say\u0131 13 Aral\u0131k 1975<\/p>\n

G\u00fcne\u015f bat\u0131m\u0131 sonras\u0131n\u0131n alaca karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yava\u015f yava\u015f a\u011f\u0131la doluyordu, ine\u011fin ter kokusu ile taze s\u00fct kokusunu bast\u0131rmak istiyor gibiydi. \u0130htiyar dut a\u011fc\u0131na ba\u011fl\u0131 buza\u011f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 yalayan ine\u011fin sa\u011f arka aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n dibindeydi Go\u015fefij. Meme u\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fc ba\u015f parma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n s\u0131rt\u0131 ile di\u011ferlerinin y\u00fcz\u00fc aras\u0131nda kavr\u0131yor \u00e7ekiyor ve s\u00fct\u00fc dizlerinin aras\u0131na s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bak\u0131rdan kaba ak\u0131t\u0131yordu. Bir deri bir kemik elleri, k\u0131r\u0131\u015f k\u0131r\u0131\u015f olmu\u015f y\u00fcz\u00fc, ince siyah t\u00fcyden b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131, hafif kalk\u0131k burnunun hemen alt\u0131ndaki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck a\u011fz\u0131 ile \u00e7ekik g\u00f6zlerinin ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fczellik izlerini silememi\u015fti hen\u00fcz… An\u0131lar\u0131na g\u00f6m\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Birinin hemen arkas\u0131ndan di\u011feri geliyor ona s\u0131\u00e7r\u0131yordu. T\u0131pk\u0131 \u00e7ocuklu\u011funda dereleri sular\u0131 ge\u00e7mek i\u00e7in s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131\u015f\u0131 gibi. Birden h\u0131z\u0131 kesildi. Yorulmu\u015f muydu? Hay\u0131r. O geceyi, Bat\u0131r’\u0131n arkada\u015flar\u0131 ile kendisini ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 geceyi yeniden ya\u015famak istiyordu. Her defas\u0131nda bu an\u0131s\u0131nda di\u011ferlerin den daha uzun bir s\u00fcre ay\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Yabani meyveler, \u00e7amlar, me\u015feler, g\u00fcrgenler ve daha \u00e7ok; \u00e7e\u015fitli a\u011fa\u00e7lardan olu\u015fmu\u015f s\u0131k ormana dalm\u0131\u015flar \u00f6fkeleri burnunda izlerini s\u00fcren atl\u0131lar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnden kaybolmay\u0131 ba\u015farm\u0131\u015flard\u0131. Yere serili yam\u00e7\u0131da uyumaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 geceyi unutabilir miydi hi\u00e7?<\/p>\n

Bat\u0131r az ilerde beyaz badanal\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kul\u00fcbenin a\u00e7\u0131k kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n solundaki boylu boyunca yere uzanm\u0131\u015f k\u00fct\u00fckte oturuyordu. Elli y\u0131l. Zengin de\u011fil ama mutlu olmu\u015flard\u0131. Biricik \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 Canberk’in hen\u00fcz on be\u015finde \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc bu mutlulu\u011fu biraz g\u00f6lgelemi\u015fti, ama kader demi\u015f ona da al\u0131\u015ft\u0131rm\u0131\u015flard\u0131 kendilerini.<\/p>\n

Bat\u0131r’\u0131n sakal da akt\u0131 kalpa\u011f\u0131 gibi. \u00c7enesi, ucu yerdeki sopas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerine ba\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ellerinin \u00fczerine dayal\u0131yd\u0131. Buza\u011f\u0131n\u0131n, ba\u011fl\u0131 oldu\u011fu kocam\u0131\u015f dutun yapraklar\u0131n\u0131 ancak k\u0131p\u0131rdatabilen esintinin kulaklar\u0131na kadar g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fckle getirdi\u011fi p\u015f\u0131ne na\u011fmeleriyle kendinden ge\u00e7mi\u015f gibi idi.<\/p>\n

Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u0131llar\u0131 geriye do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc son h\u0131zla. \u0130\u015fte yirmi be\u015f ya\u015flar\u0131nda gen\u00e7 diri. Geni\u015fti omuzlar\u0131. Hep aln\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc kara kalpa\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131nda daha bir karayd\u0131 ka\u015flar\u0131. U\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131v\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u0131y\u0131\u011f\u0131, az kartal gagas\u0131n\u0131 and\u0131ran burnu ile b\u00fcy\u00fccek a\u011fz\u0131 aras\u0131ndaki geni\u015f aray\u0131 dolduracak kadar g\u00fcrd\u00fc. Ama a\u011fa\u00e7 irili\u011findeki g\u00f6vdesinden beklenmeyen bir duygusall\u0131kla nas\u0131l da \u00e7alard\u0131 p\u015f\u0131neyi. An\u0131lar g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7iyordu bir bir, ara s\u0131ra \u00e7ekti\u011fi te\u015fbihin tanelerinin parmaklar\u0131 aras\u0131ndan ge\u00e7ti\u011fi gibi.<\/p>\n

– Ama.. O da ne… Kendi m\u00fczi\u011fiydi \u015fimdi kulaklar\u0131na gelen. Evet ta kendisi. Gue\u015fefij i\u00e7in yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 onu.. Yetmi\u015f ya\u015f\u0131ndan umulmad\u0131k \u00e7eviklikle f\u0131rlad\u0131. Go\u015fe\u0131ij’\u0131 \u00e7ekti ald\u0131 ve oynad\u0131, yirmi be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131n dirili\u011fiyle olmasa da o ya\u015f\u0131n ruhuyla…<\/p>\n

Soluk solu\u011fa eski yerine \u00e7\u00f6kerken, “Oh” dedi. “Ne kadar da mutluyum \u015fimdi.”<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Necdet Hatam (Bersis) Nartların Sesi, Kuzey Kafkasya Kültür Derneği Gençlik Kolu Bülteni, Sayı 13 Aralık 1975 Güneş batımı sonrasının alaca karanlığı yavaş yavaş ağıla doluyordu, ineğin ter kokusu ile taze süt kokusunu bastırmak istiyor gibiydi. İhtiyar dut ağcına bağlı buzağısını yalayan ineğin sağ arka ayağının dibindeydi Goşefij. 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