{"id":8529,"date":"2019-03-10T19:54:17","date_gmt":"2019-03-10T19:54:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/circassiancenter.com\/tr\/?p=8529"},"modified":"2019-03-10T19:54:17","modified_gmt":"2019-03-10T19:54:17","slug":"bir-surgunun-yasamindan-kesitler","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/bir-surgunun-yasamindan-kesitler\/","title":{"rendered":"B\u0130R S\u00dcRG\u00dcN\u00dcN YA\u015eAMINDAN KES\u0130TLER"},"content":{"rendered":"

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YENEMIQUE Mevl\u00fct
\n<\/b><\/span><\/span> Kafda\u011f\u0131, Say\u0131: 13-14 Y\u0131l: \u015eubat-Mart 1988 <\/span><\/p>\n

Atl\u0131lar\u0131n Gece Y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f\u00fc
\n<\/b>
\nKalabal\u0131k ve atl\u0131yd\u0131lar. Heybetliydiler atlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerinde. Simsiyah giysileriyle \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn habercisi, gecenin bek\u00e7isi gibiydiler. G\u00f6zleri karanl\u0131kt\u0131. Bir \u0131\u015f\u0131k, bir k\u0131m\u0131lt\u0131 yoktu g\u00f6zbebeklerinde. Ge\u00e7 kalmamak, bir yere zaman\u0131nda yeti\u015fmek istemiyle at s\u00fcr\u00fcyorlard\u0131 delicesine. K\u00f6p\u00fck k\u00f6p\u00fck ter i\u00e7indeydi atlar. Bombo\u015f olan atl\u0131lar\u0131n y\u00fcrekleri de k\u00f6p\u00fck k\u00f6p\u00fck terliyordu t\u0131pk\u0131 atlar\u0131 gibi. K\u0131l\u0131\u00e7 ve t\u00fcfekleri p\u0131r\u0131l p\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131. Ya\u011flan\u0131p temizlendikten sonra \u00f6zenle yerli yerine konmu\u015flard\u0131. Ku\u015fkusuz silah, d\u00fc\u015fman i\u00e7indi. Ama ne d\u00fc\u015fmanlar\u0131, ne de dostlar\u0131 vard\u0131 atl\u0131lar\u0131n. Yine de atl\u0131yd\u0131lar ve silahl\u0131yd\u0131lar. Bozguna u\u011fram\u0131\u015f, cepheden ka\u00e7an bir halleri vard\u0131. \u00d6ylesine tela\u015fl\u0131 ve tedirgindiler. Doludizgin at s\u00fcr\u00fcyorlard\u0131, karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde nereye gittiklerini bilmeden. Y\u0131llarca, on y\u0131llarca at s\u00fcrd\u00fcler. Karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6ylesine kan\u0131ksam\u0131\u015flar, karanl\u0131kla \u00f6ylesine \u00f6zde\u015fle\u015fmi\u015flerdi ki g\u00fcn \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6zlerini a\u00e7amaz olmu\u015flar, yarasalar gibi. Y\u0131ld\u0131zlara g\u00f6z k\u0131rp\u0131yorlar, “umut etmek belki de ger\u00e7ekten daha g\u00fczeldir” diyorlard\u0131. B\u00fcy\u00fclenmi\u015f\u00e7esine g\u00f6zlerini y\u0131ld\u0131zlardan ay\u0131ram\u0131yorlard\u0131. Yorulduklar\u0131nda, ac\u0131kt\u0131klar\u0131nda bir araya k\u00fcmeleniyorlar, y\u0131ld\u0131zlar \u00fczerine masallar uyduruyorlar, \u00f6yk\u00fcler anlat\u0131yorlard\u0131. Fakat zamanla y\u0131ld\u0131zlardan da s\u00f6zedemez oldular. Umudun, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn, usun olu\u015fturdu\u011fu g\u00fczelim masallar\u0131 unuttular.<\/p>\n

“Ke\u015fke buralara gelmeseydik”, dedi atl\u0131lar\u0131n en arkas\u0131nda at s\u00fcren delikanl\u0131. “Ho\u015f, aramak i\u00e7in gidiyoruz ya kaybetti\u011fimizi ama bu \u015fekilde aramakla bulunabilir mi kaybedilen?” Arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131. Arkada\u015f\u0131, gecenin karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6m\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc, g\u00f6remedi. S\u00f6zlerinin etkisini \u00f6\u011frenmek istiyordu ya sesi, gece karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda yank\u0131 bile yapmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Tedirginli\u011fini, umutsuzlu\u011funu birileriyle payla\u015fmak istiyordu. Arkada\u015f\u0131, en yak\u0131n dostu da gizini payla\u015fmak istemedikten sonra kime anlatabilirdi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcklerini. Geceyi, genizleri yakan bir koku sarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. “Her \u015fey koku\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Dostluk, arkada\u015fl\u0131k, umut, sevgi… Hatta gece bile…” dedi gen\u00e7 atl\u0131 i\u00e7inden. \u00c7aresizlik, gen\u00e7 atl\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6fkesini kabartmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. G\u00f6zleri \u0131\u015f\u0131ldad\u0131 Gelece\u011fe y\u00f6nelik g\u00fczel d\u00fc\u015fler kurma istemiyle usunu zorlad\u0131. Umutsuzlu\u011fun gizemli s\u0131n\u0131r\u0131na gitti, geldi. Umutsuz olmamak, gelece\u011fe sevgiyle bakmak istiyordu. Karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n derinliklerinden \u0131\u015f\u0131ldayan, zaman ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e de g\u00f6zbebeklerini delmek istercesine i\u00e7ine akan d\u00fc\u015flerinin ger\u00e7ek ile ilgisi olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bulmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn ger\u00e7e\u011fe, ger\u00e7e\u011fin de d\u00fc\u015fe d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc sand\u0131. G\u00f6kten kayan y\u0131ld\u0131zlardan yal\u0131mlanan \u0131\u015f\u0131klara g\u00f6zleri tak\u0131ld\u0131. Gizemli bir sesin kendisine seslendi\u011fini sand\u0131. Ses, net ve p\u00fcr\u00fczs\u00fczd\u00fc. Ses, d\u00fcnyadaki seslerin en g\u00fczeli ve anlaml\u0131s\u0131yd\u0131. \u0130lk \u00f6nce i\u00e7ini, tan\u0131m\u0131 imkans\u0131z bir korku kaplad\u0131. Pi\u015fmanl\u0131k, utanma, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck d\u00fc\u015fme, \u00f6zlem, sevgi, kendini bulamaman\u0131n ezikli\u011fiyle doluydu bu korku. Korkuyu yenmek istemiyle at\u0131n\u0131 sesin geldi\u011fi y\u00f6ne s\u00fcrd\u00fc. Sevgiyle \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ran ses daha da netle\u015fmi\u015fti. Fakat atl\u0131, sesin kendisine neler s\u00f6yledi\u011fini anlayam\u0131yordu. Atl\u0131, oldu\u011fu yerde, sesi i\u00e7ercesine i\u00e7ine sindirdi: “V\u0131kez\u011fuetejam\u0131\u011fuegu\u015feteme…” Atl\u0131 da i\u00e7tenlikle, \u00f6zlemle “v\u0131kez\u011fuetejam\u0131\u011fuegu\u015feteme” dedi.<\/p>\n

Bilin\u00e7sizli\u011fin karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda yol alan atl\u0131lar \u00f6ld\u00fc. Ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kan gen\u00e7 atl\u0131lar bilginin ve bilincin yol g\u00f6stericili\u011fiyle yollar\u0131na hala doludizgin devam ediyorlar.<\/p>\n

Ben de kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131m o gen\u00e7 atl\u0131larla. Selam verdiler, selamlar\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131m. Birbirimizi anlad\u0131k.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

YENEMIQUE Mevlüt Kafdağı, Sayı: 13-14 Yıl: Şubat-Mart 1988 Atlıların Gece Yürüyüşü Kalabalık ve atlıydılar. Heybetliydiler atlarının üzerinde. Simsiyah giysileriyle ölümün habercisi, gecenin bekçisi gibiydiler. Gözleri karanlıktı. Bir ışık, bir kımıltı yoktu gözbebeklerinde. Geç kalmamak, bir yere zamanında yetişmek istemiyle at sürüyorlardı delicesine. Köpük köpük ter içindeydi atlar. 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