{"id":874,"date":"2019-02-20T18:22:01","date_gmt":"2019-02-20T18:22:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/circassiancenter.com\/tr\/?p=874"},"modified":"2019-02-20T18:22:01","modified_gmt":"2019-02-20T18:22:01","slug":"sen-farkinda-degilsin-galiba","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.circassiancenter.com\/tr\/sen-farkinda-degilsin-galiba\/","title":{"rendered":"SEN FARKINDA DE\u011e\u0130LS\u0130N GAL\u0130BA"},"content":{"rendered":"

YEMUZ Nevzat Tarak\u00e7\u0131
\n<\/strong>20.01.2009<\/span><\/p>\n

Sen bir g\u00fcls\u00fcn, sen g\u00fclmelisin, sen gelmelisin! Fark\u0131nda m\u0131s\u0131n? <\/span><\/p>\n

Sen, gen\u00e7sin, g\u00fczelsin, \u015f\u0131ks\u0131n, yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131s\u0131n, ak\u0131ll\u0131s\u0131n. Gelece\u011fimiz, g\u00f6zbebe\u011fimiz, her \u015feyimizsin.<\/span><\/p>\n

Fark\u0131nda m\u0131s\u0131n, \u00e7ok da\u011f\u0131n\u0131k, \u00e7ok h\u0131rc\u0131ns\u0131n? <\/span><\/p>\n

\u00d6nyarg\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n esirisin. Okumuyorsun<\/b>, merak etmiyorsun. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u00c7ok \u015fey bildi\u011fini sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7in olsa gerek, \u00f6\u011frenme a\u015fk\u0131n\u0131<\/b> yitirmi\u015fsin. <\/span><\/p>\n

Zihninde kavram karga\u015fas\u0131 var, bu y\u00fczden \u00e7ok \u015feyi ya yanl\u0131\u015f ya eksik alg\u0131l\u0131yorsun. Ne kadar da \u00e7ok seviyorsun ele\u015ftirmeyi. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u0130yi \u015feyler de\u011fil, h\u0131rs, kin, nefret, kompleks ve kapris, biliyorsun de\u011fil mi?<\/span><\/p>\n

Yoksa kavgalar\u0131nda, insafs\u0131z y\u0131k\u0131c\u0131 ele\u015ftirilerinde b\u00fcy\u00fcklerini mi taklit ediyorsun? <\/b> <\/span><\/p>\n

Sen galiba, herkes benim gibi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcns\u00fcn istiyorsun. Bu yakla\u015f\u0131m\u0131nsa hastal\u0131kl\u0131 bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceden kaynakland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyorsun.<\/span><\/p>\n

G\u00fczellikleri sab\u0131rla ortaya koymay\u0131, k\u0131zmadan, \u00fcslubu bozmadan<\/b>, g\u00fccenmeden, kavga etmeden, herkesi oldu\u011fu gibi kabul etmeyi kolay m\u0131 san\u0131yorsun?<\/span><\/p>\n

Sen kavgay\u0131<\/b>, h\u0131r\u00e7\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ne \u00e7ok seviyorsun.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sen, neden kimseleri takdir etmiyorsun?<\/b> <\/span><\/p>\n

Kimlikte bo\u011fulmu\u015f<\/b>, k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fc az anlam\u0131\u015f, milliyeti yanl\u0131\u015f alg\u0131lam\u0131\u015fs\u0131n<\/b>. Bu gidi\u015fle korkar\u0131m sen iyi bir kafatas\u00e7\u0131<\/b> olursun. Sadece kendi rengini seven, kendi kokusuna imrenen\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyay\u0131 senden ve senin gibi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnen bir avu\u00e7 insandan m\u0131 ibaret san\u0131rs\u0131n. \u00d6yle inan\u0131rsan yan\u0131l\u0131rs\u0131n, aldan\u0131rs\u0131n<\/b>!<\/span><\/p>\n

Hani ne demi\u015ftik daha \u00f6nce:<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cFark\u0131nda m\u0131s\u0131n?\u201d<\/b> demi\u015ftik. <\/span><\/p>\n

Sen, gen\u00e7sin, g\u00fczelsin, \u015f\u0131ks\u0131n, yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131s\u0131n, ak\u0131ll\u0131s\u0131n. <\/span><\/p>\n

Gelece\u011fimiz, g\u00f6zbebe\u011fimiz, her \u015feyimizsin.<\/span><\/p>\n

Fark\u0131nda m\u0131s\u0131n?\u00a0<\/span>
\nSeni bekliyor g\u00f6n\u00fcller, <\/span><\/p>\n

Seninle olmal\u0131 zirveler.<\/b><\/span><\/p>\n

Sensiz anlams\u0131zla\u015f\u0131r ufuklar.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sen nerdesin? <\/b><\/span><\/p>\n

Yoksa oyunda, oyna\u015fta m\u0131s\u0131n?\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Fark\u0131nda m\u0131s\u0131n?<\/span>
\nBak, k\u00fcrs\u00fcler <\/b>senin i\u00e7in kurulmu\u015f. <\/span><\/p>\n

Mikrofon haz\u0131r, sahne seni bekliyor.<\/b> <\/span><\/p>\n

Fark\u0131nda m\u0131s\u0131n?\u00a0<\/span>
\nFark\u0131nda m\u0131s\u0131n hislerinin, sahip oldu\u011fun g\u00fczelliklerin.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ya d\u00fcnyan\u0131n geldi\u011fi yerin?<\/span><\/p>\n

Can\u0131ms\u0131n sen, inanc\u0131n\u0131 kolla, k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc ya\u015fa.<\/span><\/p>\n

Dilsiz ve dinsiz k\u00fclt\u00fcr ya\u015famaz, bunu asla unutma!<\/b><\/span><\/p>\n

Ya\u015far diyorsan kendini avutuyorsun.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ya estetik, ya ciddiyet, hani erdem, hani ho\u015fg\u00f6r\u00fc?<\/span><\/p>\n

Hani ya\u015fant\u0131n, hani tav\u0131r, hani duru\u015f, hani ufuk, hani hal dili?<\/span><\/p>\n

Sen bar\u0131\u015f\u0131n temsilcisi, sen g\u00fcvenin kayna\u011f\u0131, sen ecdad\u0131n, k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcn timsalisin, mazinin ve istikbalin k\u00f6pr\u00fcs\u00fcs\u00fcn.<\/span><\/p>\n

Fark\u0131nda m\u0131s\u0131n?\u00a0<\/span>
\nHani inanc\u0131n, hani g\u00fczel k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcn?<\/span><\/p>\n

Nerde ya\u015fant\u0131n, nerde hayat felsefen?<\/b><\/span><\/p>\n

Bu bilin\u00e7le b\u00fcy\u00fc, bu \u015fuurla dinle!<\/span><\/p>\n

Donan g\u00fczelliklerle, gel iftihar edelim seninle! \u00a0<\/b><\/span><\/p>\n

Bunlars\u0131z olmaz, olur dersen kendini kand\u0131r\u0131rs\u0131n.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u0130nanc\u0131n\u0131, k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fczg\u00fcnce ya\u015famal\u0131,<\/span><\/p>\n

Ya\u015fayarak hayat felsefeni yans\u0131tmal\u0131s\u0131n.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ge\u00e7mi\u015fi iyi bilmeli, gelece\u011fi g\u00fczel alg\u0131lamal\u0131s\u0131n.<\/span><\/p>\n

E\u011fer esiri olursan duygular\u0131n\u0131n, ard\u0131 s\u0131ra gelir k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fckler,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00d6nce sigara, sonra alkol, gider \u00e7irkinli\u011fe bu yol.<\/span><\/p>\n

Gel de sen bunlardan kurtul!\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Bu ya\u015fta \u00fcmitsizlik, bu ya\u015fta yorgunluk yak\u0131\u015f\u0131yor mu sana?<\/span><\/p>\n

Hani kitap, hani k\u00fclt\u00fcr, hani din, hani dil, hani ak\u0131l, hani fikir? <\/span><\/p>\n

Ya\u015f\u0131n m\u00fcsait, boyun posun yerinde, zaten herkes de sana kefil.<\/span><\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn gezmek sana yetmez, bunu \u00e7ok iyi bil.\u00a0<\/b><\/span><\/p>\n

\u0130nanc\u0131n, g\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc beslesin, k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcn beynini, <\/b><\/span><\/p>\n

G\u00fczel dilin donats\u0131n duygular\u0131n\u0131, benli\u011fine ecdad\u0131n kokusu sinsin.<\/b><\/span><\/p>\n

Yoksa dilinle birlikte ecdad\u0131n\u0131n kokusunu da m\u0131 unuttun, <\/span><\/p>\n

Unutulursa dilin, kal\u0131r m\u0131 unutulacak \u015feyin! <\/b><\/span><\/p>\n

Ge\u00e7mi\u015fin, gelece\u011fin, bilgin, birikimin, benli\u011fin\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

Her daim, yorgun, \u00fcmitsiz, sarho\u015f gibi gezinirsin. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Bak\u0131yorum, bu g\u00fcne kadar kendini tan\u0131maya zaman ay\u0131ramad\u0131n.<\/span><\/p>\n

Kendini okuyamad\u0131n, kitaplarla tan\u0131\u015famad\u0131n.<\/b><\/span><\/p>\n

G\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fcn ettin, k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcn k\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131yla yetindin.<\/span><\/p>\n

Fark\u0131nda m\u0131s\u0131n, bu mu sana yak\u0131\u015fan!\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Modern \u00e7a\u011f\u0131n tutkular\u0131 ne hale getirdi seni, fark\u0131nda m\u0131s\u0131n?<\/b><\/span><\/p>\n

\u00c7evren seni anl\u0131yor mu, becerebildi mi b\u00fcy\u00fckler seni dinlemeyi?<\/span><\/p>\n

Ya sen, anlatabiliyor musun kendini?<\/span><\/p>\n

Anlatmak istiyor musun?\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Biz, senin i\u00e7in modern \u00e7a\u011f\u0131n enstr\u00fcmanlar\u0131n\u0131 geli\u015ftiremedik.<\/b><\/span><\/p>\n

\u0130htiyac\u0131n olan de\u011ferleri temin etme\u011fi ihmal ettik.<\/span><\/p>\n

Biz, g\u00f6ren g\u00f6z\u00fcn, duyan kalbin, yazan kalemin olmad\u0131k.<\/span><\/p>\n

Yine de kula\u011f\u0131n duyuyor, kalbin \u00e7arp\u0131yor mu?<\/span><\/p>\n

Fark\u0131nda m\u0131s\u0131n?\u00a0<\/span>
\nAnneler, kula\u011f\u0131na Nart ninnileri f\u0131s\u0131ldam\u0131yor art\u0131k, fark\u0131nday\u0131z.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ninnileri, tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ki\u015filer televizyon ve internetten f\u0131s\u0131ld\u0131yor. <\/span><\/p>\n

Neler f\u0131s\u0131ld\u0131yor bu garip insanlar, fark\u0131nda m\u0131s\u0131n?\u00a0<\/span>
\nSokaklar \u00e7ok hareketli, televizyon \u00e7ok etkili, internetse \u00e7ok h\u0131zl\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ama babalar \u00e7ok me\u015fgul, anneler \u00e7ok yorgun, karde\u015flerse tela\u015fl\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sense inanc\u0131n\u0131, ecdad\u0131n\u0131, sevdan\u0131 bir tarafa b\u0131rakt\u0131n, seni anlamayanlar\u0131n pe\u015fine tak\u0131ld\u0131n.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ne dinledin ninnilerde, neler f\u0131s\u0131ld\u0131yorlar \u015fimdilerde? <\/span><\/p>\n

Fark\u0131nda m\u0131s\u0131n?\u00a0<\/span>
\nSen, sevdi\u011fince b\u00fcy\u00fck, kollar\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131nca k\u0131ymetlisin.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cSevenler, sevilenler ve sezenlerdir!\u201d bunu iyi bilesin.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sen, arzu ve ihtiraslar\u0131na yenilmeden her dem taze kalabilmenin ne kadar zor oldu\u011funun, <\/span><\/p>\n

Tek ba\u015f\u0131na \u201cka\u015fenli\u011fin\u201d, \u201ckafe\u201d ve \u201cyunafe\u201d nin yetmeyece\u011finin fark\u0131nda m\u0131s\u0131n?\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Sen, donan\u0131ml\u0131 olmal\u0131s\u0131n.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sen, d\u00fcnyay\u0131 tan\u0131mal\u0131s\u0131n. <\/span><\/p>\n

Sen, bilimle, k\u00fclt\u00fcrle tan\u0131\u015fmal\u0131, onlarla kucakla\u015fmal\u0131s\u0131n.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sen, mazi ve istikbali iyi bilmeli, <\/span><\/p>\n

Ho\u015fg\u00f6r\u00fcy\u00fc anlamal\u0131, sevgiyi, bar\u0131\u015f\u0131, karde\u015fli\u011fi tan\u0131mal\u0131, ger\u00e7ek a\u015fk\u0131 kavramal\u0131s\u0131n.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sen, sanal sevdalar\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131p ger\u00e7ek sevdana kavu\u015fmal\u0131s\u0131n!<\/b><\/span><\/p>\n

Bu sevdayla pi\u015fmeli, yanmal\u0131, kavrulmal\u0131s\u0131n.\u00a0<\/b><\/span><\/p>\n

Sen, gelmelisin, sen, g\u00fclmelisin!<\/span><\/p>\n

Sen g\u00fcl ki g\u00fcls\u00fcn k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcm, g\u00fcl\u00fcmsesin toplumum!<\/span><\/p>\n

G\u00fcls\u00fcn mazim, g\u00fcls\u00fcn istikbalim! \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Fark\u0131nda m\u0131s\u0131n, sen bir g\u00fcls\u00fcn!<\/span><\/p>\n

Sen g\u00fclmelisin!<\/span><\/p>\n

Sen gelmelisin!<\/span><\/p>\n

Fark\u0131nda m\u0131s\u0131n?<\/span>
\nEvet, fark\u0131nda de\u011filsin<\/b>, demek ki biz b\u00fcy\u00fckler\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

Sahi biz b\u00fcy\u00fckler bu i\u015fin ciddiyetinin<\/b> ne kadar fark\u0131nday\u0131z?<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

YEMUZ Nevzat Tarakçı 20.01.2009 Sen bir gülsün, sen gülmelisin, sen gelmelisin! Farkında mısın? Sen, gençsin, güzelsin, şıksın, yakışıklısın, akıllısın. Geleceğimiz, gözbebeğimiz, her şeyimizsin. Farkında mısın, çok dağınık, çok hırcınsın? Önyargılarının esirisin. Okumuyorsun, merak etmiyorsun. Çok şey bildiğini sandığın için olsa gerek, öğrenme aşkını yitirmişsin. 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