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K\u0130\u015e\u0130SEL KATL\u0130AM PLANLARI<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n Bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc hazmedemiyordu ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 gen\u00e7 adam. Yolda, okulda, belediye otob\u00fcs\u00fcnde s\u00fcrekli gergin ya\u015f\u0131yordu. Eve her g\u00fcn yorgun gelip tek ba\u015f\u0131na odas\u0131na \u00e7ekiliyor, uzun s\u00fcre b\u00fct\u00fcn kanallar\u0131 zapl\u0131yor sonra uykuya dal\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n Bir sabah belki r\u00fcyas\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bir fikirle kalkt\u0131. Evet kendini rahats\u0131z eden her t\u00fcrl\u00fc sorunlardan kurtulman\u0131n yolunu bulmu\u015ftu. H\u0131zla evden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 ve silah satan bir d\u00fckkana gitti. Sat\u0131c\u0131 bir\u00e7ok belge istedi. Bu kadar belgeyi toplama \u015fans\u0131 yoktu. K\u0131rg\u0131n \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Karanl\u0131k y\u00fczl\u00fc biri de arkas\u0131ndan. Yolda \u00e7evirdi \u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc. \u015ea\u015fk\u0131n \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n bakt\u0131 adam\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne. Adam nedense pek \u00fcrk\u00fctmedi, hatta g\u00fcvenilir bile bulmu\u015ftu. Adam b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131vad\u0131. Gen\u00e7 adam, ak\u015fam eve geldi\u011finde kutu kutu mermi ve seri at\u0131\u015f bile yapabilen bir silaha sahip olmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n O gece sabaha kadar uyumad\u0131. Erkenden kalkt\u0131 ve bir \u015fehirler aras\u0131 otob\u00fcse binip \u0131ss\u0131z bir yerde indi. Bolca silah talimi yapt\u0131. G\u00fcnlerce tekrarlad\u0131. Art\u0131k istedi\u011fi hedefi vuracak deneyimi olmu\u015ftu. G\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi. Kentin sokaklar\u0131nda belinde silah\u0131 umars\u0131z dola\u015fma ba\u015flad\u0131. Arabas\u0131n\u0131 park eden bir adamla k\u0131l\u0131ks\u0131z biri tart\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. K\u0131l\u0131ks\u0131z olan\u0131 park \u00fccreti istiyor, di\u011feri g\u00f6revli olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. K\u0131l\u0131ks\u0131z son noktay\u0131 koydu. Adam para \u00f6demeyi reddedip, arabas\u0131n\u0131 kilitledi ve uzakla\u015ft\u0131. K\u0131l\u0131ks\u0131z adam da bir k\u00fcf\u00fcr savurup ortadan kayboldu.<\/p>\n Gen\u00e7 adam, hep b\u00f6yle oluyor diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Eminim birazdan gelecek ve arabaya zarar verecek. Soka\u011f\u0131n ucuna ge\u00e7ti ve beklemeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Birazdan k\u0131l\u0131ks\u0131z, soka\u011f\u0131 kola\u00e7an ederek geldi, ve arabay\u0131 boydan boya tornavida ile \u00e7izikler i\u00e7inde b\u0131rakt\u0131. Gen\u00e7 adam belinden silah\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p ko\u015farak k\u0131l\u0131ks\u0131z\u0131n yan\u0131na geldi ve yere \u00e7\u00f6kmesini emretti. Adam \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc. Yalvarma ba\u015flad\u0131. K\u0131l\u0131ks\u0131z daha da tela\u015fland\u0131. Gen\u00e7 adam k\u0131l\u0131ks\u0131z\u0131n daha fazla konu\u015fmas\u0131na izin vermeden silah\u0131n\u0131 ate\u015fledi. K\u0131l\u0131ks\u0131z kanlar i\u00e7inde \u00e7izdi\u011fi araban\u0131n yan\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131ld\u0131, kald\u0131. Son derece sakin silah\u0131n\u0131 beline koyup, sokaktan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n Eve geldi\u011finde daha \u00f6nce ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 gerginli\u011finden hi\u00e7 iz yoktu. \u0130nan\u0131lmaz huzurluydu. Televizyonu a\u00e7\u0131p e\u011flence programlar\u0131 izledi.<\/p>\n Ertesi g\u00fcn erken saatlerde kalkt\u0131. Dolmu\u015fa bindi. Bal\u0131k istifi gibi insanlar t\u0131k\u0131\u015f t\u0131k\u0131\u015f yolculuk ediyordu. \u015eof\u00f6r hala yolcu almak i\u00e7in her on metrede bir duruyordu. S\u0131caktan nefes alamaz hale gelen yolcular homurdan\u0131yor ama kimse sesini y\u00fckseltemiyor. Sonunda gen\u00e7 adam dayanamad\u0131. \u015eof\u00f6re art\u0131k durmamas\u0131n\u0131 rica etti. Ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 yan\u0131t y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0131zartacak kadar k\u00f6t\u00fcyd\u00fc. Minib\u00fcste hi\u00e7 kimse sesini \u00e7\u0131karamad\u0131. Gen\u00e7 adam ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6ne e\u011fdi. Son dura\u011fa geldiklerinde a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 indi ve t\u00fcm yolcular\u0131n inmesini bekledi. \u015eof\u00f6r tek ba\u015f\u0131na kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Hemen yeniden minib\u00fcse bindi ve kap\u0131y\u0131 kapatt\u0131. Arkas\u0131na ge\u00e7ti. \u015eof\u00f6r ancak son durak diyebildi. Sesini silah sesi bo\u011fdu. Gen\u00e7 adam hemen a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 indi ve g\u00f6zden kayboldu.<\/p>\n Yata\u011f\u0131nda uzanan gen\u00e7, \u015fimdiye kadar neden akl\u0131ma gelmedi bu y\u00f6ntem diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. \u0130nan\u0131lmaz huzurlu inan\u0131lmaz mutluydu.<\/p>\n G\u00fcnler ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e listesi kabard\u0131.<\/p>\n Bir g\u00fcn kendi ya\u015flar\u0131nda biri \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na, karanl\u0131k bir sokak ortas\u0131nda. Gen\u00e7 adam silah\u0131na uzanamadan \u00f6nce bir ses duydu sonra g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcnde bir ac\u0131ma. Dizleri tutmad\u0131. Yerde boylu boyunca yatarken karn\u0131na do\u011fru s\u0131cak bir ak\u0131nt\u0131y\u0131 hissedebiliyordu. G\u00f6zlerini a\u00e7maya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor ama a\u00e7am\u0131yordu. Kendi ya\u015f\u0131ndaki gen\u00e7 ba\u015f\u0131na dikilmi\u015f ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131yordu. \u2018\u2019A\u00e7 g\u00f6zlerini ve kalk art\u0131k.\u2019\u2019<\/p>\n Gen\u00e7 adam art\u0131k \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sesi \u00e7ok net duymas\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131n g\u00f6zlerini a\u00e7am\u0131yordu. Sonra v\u00fccudu sert\u00e7e sars\u0131lmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. G\u00f6zlerini a\u00e7t\u0131. Odas\u0131ndayd\u0131, karde\u015fi omuzlar\u0131ndan sars\u0131yordu. \u2018\u2019Hadi i\u015fe ge\u00e7 kal\u0131yoruz.\u2019\u2019<\/p>\n Yatakta do\u011fruldu. V\u00fccudu ter i\u00e7indeydi. Hala ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n r\u00fcya m\u0131 ger\u00e7ek mi oldu\u011funu anlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" KİŞİSEL KATLİAM PLANLARI Bir türlü hazmedemiyordu yaşadıklarını genç adam. Yolda, okulda, belediye otobüsünde sürekli gergin yaşıyordu. Eve her gün yorgun gelip tek başına odasına çekiliyor, uzun süre bütün kanalları zaplıyor sonra uykuya dalıyordu. Bir sabah belki rüyasında gördüğü bir fikirle kalktı. Evet kendini rahatsız eden her türlü sorunlardan kurtulmanın yolunu bulmuştu. 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\n– Silah m\u0131 laz\u0131m abey\u2026<\/p>\n
\n– Nereden biliyorsun silah arad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131
\n– Biraz \u00f6nce silah d\u00fckkan\u0131nda sordun ya abey onun i\u00e7in dediydim.<\/p>\n
\n– Evet hem de \u00e7ok gereksinimim var. Para sorun de\u011fil. Yaln\u0131z \u00e7ok g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc olmas\u0131n\u0131 istiyorum. Bolca da mermi.<\/p>\n
\n– Gel benimle abey.<\/p>\n
\n– Art\u0131k tamam. \u015eimdi sorunlar\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6zmenin zaman\u0131 geldi.<\/p>\n
\n– Sen bilirsin araban\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na bir \u015fey gelirse mesuliyet kabul etmem.<\/p>\n
\n– Amirim valla bir daha yapmayaca\u011f\u0131m.
\n– Ben polis de\u011filim.<\/p>\n