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\u0130STANBUL \u00c7OCUKSULU\u011eUMLA<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n \u0130stanbul\u2026 \u0130stanbul\u2026 \u0130stanbul\u2026 <\/p>\n \u0130STANBUL YA\u011eMURU A\u011eIRLARKEN<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n Bu sabah ya\u011fmur ya\u011fsa \u0130stanbul’a Not.bug\u00fcn bir papatya ald\u0131m elime, g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne do\u011frulttum, \u00f6ylesine k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckt\u00fc ki o koca mavilikte… ve \u00f6ylesine yaln\u0131z, \u00f6ylesine g\u00fczeldi ki… sonra bir mart\u0131 ge\u00e7ti havalanarak… mavi en \u00e7ok bana yara\u015f\u0131r dercesine… papatya elimden d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc, toprakla kucakla\u015farak… İSTANBUL ÇOCUKSULUĞUMLA İstanbul… Çığlıklarla bezeli sessiz kentim Haykırışlarımı içine saklamaktan usandın, bilirim. Oysa hayatımın boyutsuzlukları içinde Ruhumla geçmişimin içinde Yaptığım yolculuklardaki Senli ya da sensiz dakikalar… Maviye gömülü bir martı çığlığı, Söküp almak zor… Öylesine zor ki, Duyulmuyor artık yakarışlar. İstanbul… Çığlıklarla bezeli sessiz kentim. Çocuksu yalnızlığım sana ağır gelir, bilirim. 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\n\u00c7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klarla bezeli sessiz kentim
\nHayk\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 i\u00e7ine saklamaktan usand\u0131n, bilirim.
\nOysa hayat\u0131m\u0131n boyutsuzluklar\u0131 i\u00e7inde
\nRuhumla ge\u00e7mi\u015fimin i\u00e7inde
\nYapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m yolculuklardaki
\nSenli ya da sensiz dakikalar\u2026
\nMaviye g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fc bir mart\u0131 \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131,
\nS\u00f6k\u00fcp almak zor\u2026
\n\u00d6ylesine zor ki,
\nDuyulmuyor art\u0131k yakar\u0131\u015flar.<\/p>\n
\n\u00c7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klarla bezeli sessiz kentim.
\n\u00c7ocuksu yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m sana a\u011f\u0131r gelir, bilirim.
\nOysa d\u00fc\u015flerimin imk\u00e2ns\u0131zl\u0131klar\u0131 i\u00e7inde,
\nDuygular\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7inde
\nYapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m yolculuklardaki
\nYa\u011fmurlu ya da ya\u011fmursuz ge\u00e7irilen dakikalar\u2026
\nMavinin i\u00e7inde bir bal\u0131k uzaklarda gezinen
\nUla\u015fmak zor\u2026
\n\u00d6ylesine zor ki,
\nAl\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131k oluyor art\u0131k \u00e7ocuksu yaln\u0131zl\u0131klar.<\/p>\n
\nTerk etmeli seni
\nAniden ve sessizce ama olmuyor.
\n\u00c7ocuksu yaln\u0131zl\u0131klar, yakar\u0131\u015flar sensiz hi\u00e7 \u00e7ekilmiyor.
\nBu kalp seni anlatamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kadar \u00e7ok seviyor.<\/span><\/p>\n
\nSen d\u00fc\u015fsen sa\u00e7lar\u0131ma
\nBu sabah b\u00fct\u00fcn yelkenliler yol alsa maviliklere do\u011fru
\nYeni do\u011fan g\u00fcne, sakin sessiz giden sen.
\nBu sabah ya\u011fmur ya\u011fsa da \u0130stanbul’a
\nA\u011flasam bir \u00e7ocu\u011fun duyarl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla
\nDenizden mi,
\nYa\u011fmurdan m\u0131,
\nG\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131ndan m\u0131 \u0131sland\u0131m bilemesem
\nG\u00f6remesem bana sunulan renkleri
\nVe duyamasam gidi\u015fini
\nYa\u011fmur bu sabah g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcyle ya\u011fsa \u0130stanbul’a
\nBen hep sana a\u011flasam
\nAma sen sesimi duymasan
\nYa\u011fmurun verdi\u011fi tela\u015fla ko\u015fu\u015fsa insanlar
\nSadece ben olsam
\nSen g\u00f6zlerimden akan bir damla mavi g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131
\nYana\u011f\u0131mdan s\u00fcz\u00fclen ya\u011fmurum olsan
\nTela\u015f nedir bilmeden ya\u015fasam, ya\u015fasak.
\nElimdeki mavi papatya,
\nG\u00f6\u011f\u00fcn rengi,
\nTopra\u011f\u0131n teni.
\nSen olsan.
\nBu sabah ya\u011fmur ya\u011fsa da \u0130stanbul’a
\nsen kar\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131ksan
\nVe ben \u0131slansam
\nG\u00f6lgem d\u00fc\u015fse karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na
\n\u0130stanbul a\u011flasa yok olu\u015flara
\nKa\u00e7\u0131\u015flar\u0131m olup kar\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131ksan
\nY\u00fcr\u00fcsek a\u011flayan sokaklarda
\nSonra uyan\u0131p da derin uykumdan
\nSusam\u0131\u015f olsam;
\nSusam\u0131\u015f olsam yar\u0131nlara
\nOlmayan yar\u0131n\u0131ma.
\nPencerem a\u00e7\u0131lsa r\u00fczgar\u0131n h\u0131z\u0131yla
\nYa\u011fmur ya\u011fsa uyanan sa\u00e7lar\u0131ma
\n“bir r\u00fcyayd\u0131” desem,
\nBir r\u00fcyayd\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnen t\u00fcm yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma
\n\u00d6fkeyle \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p bu evden
\nY\u00fcr\u00fcsem al\u0131\u015ft\u0131klar\u0131ma.
\nYa\u011fmura bulanan kaybolmu\u015f bir \u0130stanbul’da.<\/p>\n
\nbu sabah istanbul’a ya\u011fmur ya\u011fmad\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"